On that day, I stood in a sea of flowers, with green grass and some miscellaneous flowers at my feet, echoing the great blue sky, and now this beautiful scene appeared.

I saw a man in a red uniform standing in front of me, and I felt a sense of infarction in my heart, and since that stumbling time, we have no longer possible.

There is a kind of person, and a relationship, which is like this, and it's actually a pity when you think about it, but then you think about it, in fact, all kinds of misunderstandings and the like are still because they are not suitable.

If you ask, it's me. If I say more, I will say it to you. It's different, but unfortunately we don't have time to look back.

He smiled with me first, and I smiled back.

We talked for a long time.

I asked, "When you came to me, did you think about that person?" ”

He was silent, apparently not very good on the topic.

Sometimes it's a sharp question, because that's a question that has to be asked. There are many things that have not been dealt with, so it is time to ask more clearly. We do live in the moment, but we are not deceiving ourselves.

The gentle afternoon wind blew my broken hair, and my braid was a little weak due to the loose hair, and the broken hair came out.

He said, "Your hair is loose." ”

I nodded, "I know." After the hair, the crisp bell sounded as soon as the wind blew.

He smiled ugly, because it was a wry smile: "Actually, I want to give you a haircut." ”

I frowned and asked, "But weren't you with someone else back then?" ”

He said, "Didn't you be with someone else first?" ”

I was confused and smiled wryly, "I've never been with anyone, even now." ”

He didn't ask again, and I didn't say any more. Maybe we all think the same, maybe there are some things to remember at this moment, after all, it's better to forget about the things that are fixed.

I felt hurt and he felt I had let him down.

He asked, "Maybe we can be friends." ”

I laughed and quipped, "Who's going to be friends with you, huh?" You see I'm so vicious. ”

He didn't look good: "Well, you still remember." ”

"Actually, there are many things, I don't know it, why do you think I don't know? Oh, how can it only be one thing, so much. I smiled, "You see, don't you?" ”

He nodded.

Actually, whoever wants to be friends with you, I don't lack friends, but at this moment, you and I don't have to think about other aspects.

"Every time I talk to you, it's really heart-wrenching." He said.

"Coincidentally, I turned out to be too." I asked, "So we need to have a good debate about the rights and wrongs of old things?" ”

He smiled, his eyes were empty, and he shook his head and said, "I think it's better to forget it." ”

I held back my tears: "You see that you also think that you are wrong." ”

He didn't look at me: "Yes, yes, you're right." ”

I said, "I'm wrong too." ”

He said, "I'm not going to give you a hair." ”

"Can we stop torturing each other anymore?!" I didn't have a very good tone when I asked.

I could see his tears falling, and I couldn't bear it, but I was no longer qualified to wipe his tears, so I handed him a handkerchief, as if he wanted to pull my hair.

When he looked at me, "You know I don't need a veil. ”

I said, "But Zhong Kui, do you know?" All I can give is a veil. ”

I said, "Cry, cry if you want." ”

He looked at me at that time, I remember very clearly, because of the deep sting of me, scarlet tears: "You actually watched me cry, hey you are very proud now." ”

I was so angry that I crossed my waist: "Wouldn't it be nice to cry?" ”

"You're too heartless, aren't you?"

I suppressed: "Well, yes, yes, you're right." ”

He didn't get angry anymore, he also suppressed the fire, and his tone was calm, it was a feeling of death: "Ah Di, do you know that it started with the first meeting and finally got along." ”

I also had the strength to reply: "Zhong Kui, you are angry with me when I need you, we are probably really inappropriate." ”

Maybe you don't need to do anything, just Amitabha Buddha without adding blockage.

"Maybe we can start over?" He looked at me with a sincere gaze.

I said, "You are married." I tried to hold up a laugh: "Let's forget it." ”

In the relationship, I always think about who is right and who is wrong, and there is no good end, right? In line with the principle that if you hurt me an inch, I will also stab you, is that love or an enemy?!

As it got late and the wind began to rise, I heard the sound of the piano, which was so good, but I felt very uncomfortable listening to the song, and then I began to cry.

When I wiped my tears and sniffed, I found myself lying on this green grass, and I wondered, what is the matter? Was it just a dream?

The leaves of the tree shook and rustled vigorously, but it was pleasant. A sparrow was standing on a branch staring at me, and the sound of the piano had died down.

It lunged at me, I reached for it, it landed on my hand, and I asked, "Do you know what just happened?" ”

It said, "O king, you have fallen into a dream. ”

I wondered, "What dreams?" ”

It said, "It's the people of the underworld." ”

It dawned on me that Lu Juan had helped a person to dream and ask something that I wanted to know but didn't know.

I asked, "Who asked?" ”

It fluttered and flew away.

I suddenly felt that something was wrong with the bird: "Wait, who are you transfiguring?" ”

It said, "Is it just a bird problem?"

Well, what kind of bird question is this.

In fact, we don't want to lose ourselves, after so many years, we have grown up, how can we still not even speak well? It is necessary for us to end some relationships that always bring pain.

But the most unbearable thing is the kind of person who knows where your pain points are, and he knowingly commits it.

The wind was strong, and the hot summer suddenly became soft and lovely, and I felt the fine sweat on my forehead and some tired tiredness somehow, which was blown away by the wind, but there was still something left in my heart.

I went back to the dormitory, and Yun'er was waiting for her to ask me, "Where have you been?" ”

I said, "I'm asleep." ”

She nodded, "yes." Then he plucked the leaves and grass from my head, and couldn't help laughing, "How do you look like a dog rolling in the field?" ”

I didn't laugh angrily: "What kind of metaphor is this, it's really a five-body throw." ”

I asked her, "Why are you waiting for me, is there something wrong?" ”

"It's not because I'm worried about you," she said. ”

I felt a little warm, there was a stove in the house, and I asked strangely, "Why do you put a stove this summer?" ”

She shook her head, "Haven't you been here all along?" ”

I pulled Yun'er to sit at the head of my bed and said: "No matter what happens in the future, you have to ask everything face to face, don't be so complicated, and the answers you get by cutting out the complicated and simplifying them are far more real than the circles that go around." ”

She smiled brightly: "Why are you suddenly telling me this?" ”

I was silent for a moment and told her, "Take it to heart." ”

The door of my room was blown open, and it was raining again, and there was a purple light shining in the sky, and I felt a little cool, and suddenly I saw the stove on the table.

I have mixed feelings, but I still have doubts. I don't really know, I don't want to guess, I really can't guess.

Some people always say: if you don't say it, you should understand.

But there is no trace at all, how can I guess, after all, there are still hints for riddles.

The storyteller slapped the table prominently, and he told a story in a moment, which is a lifetime. The writer used a few bits of pen and ink to describe his life, but if he misses it, there is really no way to turn back, why can't we be brave and firm?

I hugged the stove and put it in my stomach, sighing empty.

Yun'er asked me, "What's wrong?" ”

I said, "I always feel that there is a god who protects me, but I am very confused, I don't know who he is, maybe it's a delusion." ”

She went and closed the door, saying, "There is no impermeable wall in the world." ”

I wanted to cry without tears, so I could only nod my head and come to peace.

She said, "What is your expression?"

I was exhausted and raised my hand and said, "Don't talk about it, let's play backgammon." ”

She jumped up and down, "Order." Then the score of the backgammon was laid out along with the pieces.

"I've been preparing for a long time." She clapped her hands and was full of confidence: "I want to win it back this time." ”

Winning or losing doesn't matter to me all of a sudden, in fact, nothing hurts, I can not move, or even lose on purpose, because those are not what I want.

I suddenly thought of my previous self and picked up a chess piece, and deliberately put it down heavily and said: There must be a sound to play chess, so that I feel so powerful.

It's funny to think about those things now, but I don't have the strength to do the same thing again. In fact, sometimes it doesn't change, it just grows, it's like young hands and mud, but now it won't.

She asked me, "What are you hesitating about?" ”

I replied, "I just thought about when I was younger." ”

She said, "What happened then? ”

I said, "It's just that it's always the chess pieces that fall on purpose very loudly." ”

She was strange, and I had been preparing for the next question for a long time. Actually, I've been waiting for this answer for a long time. I've already thought of an answer, and it's a very serious answer, not a joke.

I said, "I just feel that there are no regrets about losing chess, and we don't regret every decision we make, just like every step we take, it is loud and clear." ”

She shrugged and frowned, "Huh? What are you talking about? ”

"Well, do you know why I think you're small?" I smiled, "Actually, I've really lived for a long time. ”

She propped her forehead: "What the hell are you talking about?" ”

"I don't know."

She suddenly jumped up from the stool and was very happy: "Ah, hahaha, that's good, I won, you lost." ”

I was weak and nodded, "Hey, are you great?" ”

She replied with a smile: "Church apprentice, are you starving Master?" ”

I slapped the table and joked, "Hey, this is just a sentence, how happy are you in the first game." ”

She snorted: "Come on, come on, don't accept and fight." ”

"Compare to compare."

Several rounds are like this.

I said, "I won." ”

She said: "No, three wins in five games." ”

Then she said, "Oops, I won, ahahaha." ”

"No, four wins in six games!"

……

I was stunned that no one lost or won. We're never going to do it, and we're all having fun.

She said: Next game.

I said: Next game.

The next game of each is never over, an infinite loop, and you never get tired of it.

In fact, sometimes some people just don't have this person in their lives. Let's not think about it, give it some time, don't ask, don't think, don't look back.

This night the cool breeze swished, the grass and flowers, not strong will fall, but the resistance is even stronger, we have no way to change the outside world's miserable wind and rain, but you can choose to be stronger.

This night was stunned for a whole night, tick-tock-tock, I held the stove, played chess and forgot a lot of things, she actually understood, so she stayed with me all night, and I rubbed my eyes with her the next day.

She yawned, "I haven't won or lost yet." ”

I said, "Well, I'll talk about it later." ”