Apologizing is simple, just say sorry, but not just say sorry.

Last year's sparrows flew in front of the window, and the flowers were full of branches, and I stayed in my tent and didn't dare to go out, but what I couldn't do was Hu Ying's sad and hateful eyes.

The little girl with dimples came to bring me food, her name is Yi'er, the dimples on her cheeks are round, she is smiling and always friendly, in fact, sometimes this is the case, a person's good or bad can also be seen from the face, of course, this is not absolute.

She served a bowl of rice, and the big pieces of meat and tofu on it were very obvious, and they were piled up, for fear that I would not be able to eat enough. She said, "Why don't you go out, eat quickly." ”

"I've encountered something and I'm in a bad mood." I took the meal: "Thank you." ”

She sat next to me, hugging her knees, swaying, she was lively and cute, and she was more energetic than me: "I won't mention it a few days ago, but today you can't go." ”

I asked, "Why?" ”

The silver bracelet on her left hand is particularly good-looking, and there are bells on it, and two buns are coiled, one left and one right, just like a New Year's doll.

She said: "Today is the day when the family can visit the fox soldiers, go and see, your family should be in a hurry." She jumped and pulled me up.

I was really gracious, so I was pulled out, the curtain of the tent was lifted, except for the warmth of the sun, the fox was boiling, I actually didn't have hope, because Lu Juan would definitely not come, and he didn't know.

But when you look at it, your heart is also lively.

Coincidentally, Hu Ying and I thought of a piece, and she also came to see the excitement, her face was still full of smiles, and the moment she saw me, her eyes were all ashes.

I understand very well that if I were her, I wouldn't accept this matter easily, but I really don't think it's very important, I don't need to say it, I don't know that the consequences of not saying it can be so big.

I don't know that there is this tacit understanding between her and the black wolf that goes without words, and that the world should be forgiven for the mistakes made because of ignorance?

I'm quite afraid, I'm afraid that she will say: You have no brains, why should I forgive you? Just because you don't have a brain?

I petrified, and she left without saying a word.

I left with no taste in my heart, and I couldn't support it until the moment when she completely forgave me.

The tail of May, the beginning of June. Nights like this are the most comfortable moments, I think. I lay on the clouds and fell into a deep sleep, I was so tired these days, I hadn't had a good night's sleep for a long time.

It's as if you have done everything at once, and you will feel really happy when you sleep, so you can put your worries aside for a while.

The sleepiness made my eyes unable to hold up at all, and my consciousness completely dissipated the moment I closed my eyes, and if you have ever been troubled by insomnia, you will understand why this moment is called happiness.

The happiest thing is to wake up naturally, the food is hidden in the belly and will not be fat, the family is around, the two are happy, you can sleep when you are sleepy, you can eat when you are hungry, there are trustworthy people, you can love and be loved......

When you go to bed when you're particularly tired, you'll be 'pressed by ghosts'.

I opened my eyes, my chest felt heavy, I tried to raise my hand, but I found that I couldn't, I tried my best to twist whatever part I could, only to find myself like a dead body with only a soul.

I was scared because I knew very well that this body was not mine.

I don't know how long it was, but when I decided to give up and go back to sleep, I suddenly woke up.

Sitting on the clouds, I recalled what I had just experienced, and I couldn't figure out whether it was a dream or a reality.

I waved my arm slightly, I lifted my leg slightly, and I slowly stood up and jumped on the clouds.

I dimly saw the slender fairy dancing under the moon, and the moment she spun in circles, her skirt fluttered like a flower. The beauty dances in a thousand postures, and the most beautiful thing is the smile that stops.

The sleeve of her left arm hung down, and her right hand gently lifted it aside so that she could show off her face that was hidden by the sleeve.

It's her, the owner of this body.

The plum blossom print with cinnabar between her eyebrows is very heartfelt.

She asked me, "What are you going to do?" ”

I replied, "Did I just get my soul out of the sheath?" ”

She said, "Sort of." ”

I don't look like her, even though I've lived by her body all these years.

It's a pity that you will feel a faint pain in your heart when you see her, such a beautiful girl has never existed in this world, and she was poisoned the moment she was born.

I said, "I've done something wrong and I'll never be forgiven." I buried my head very low, and my voice was low: "I'm afraid I won't be able to handle the affairs of the fox clan for you." ”

She said, "What she can't forgive is herself." Then it dissipated again......

I hurriedly called her, "Hey, wait, wait, what do you mean?" ”

The headband that was standing on end suddenly broke, my hair was scattered, and I suddenly felt like the night I was hooked by impermanence.

When I lost my memory and was a clown, I experienced a different life, from being taken care of everywhere to being troubled everywhere, from having a lot of friends to being often disliked, from having to nothing, fortunately I didn't know there was such a process at that time, otherwise it would be more painful.

My personality is much more reserved than before, and I am still a little more cautious.

……

I went to the underworld again, and I walked up to Lu Ju, who was trying the dead, and looked up and saw me coming, showing eight teeth.

He handed the paperwork in his hand to the ghost next to him and said, "Exercise you." He walked down from there and took me away.

I was in a bad mood, and I looked at him with even more sourness, as if he was a wronged child outside, and after running home, my mother asked, "What's wrong." ”

Immediately burst into tears.

In fact, I carried a lot, but I was most afraid of the sentence: What's wrong with you. It will dismantle all your strong pretenses and instantly prove that you are a very vulnerable person.

He hugged me and patted me on the back as reassuring.

During the meal, I calmed down and asked me, "What's wrong with you, tell me." ”

I took a bite of the noodles, chewed them and began to say, "I'm so unlucky, I made an alliance with the little monkey a few days ago, because she is now leading the scattered demons, and we fox clans can't fight and can only form an alliance." ”

He clenched his fists and nodded, motioning for me to continue.

I put down my chopsticks and continued: "Then I didn't know that the black wolf and Hu Ying had an unanimous agreement, that is, not to engage in the conspiracy of surprise attacks, but to confront them head-on. Then the little monkey sneak attack greeted me, and I didn't take it seriously and didn't tell Hu Ying. I sighed, "Who knows, she actually made the black wolf and her passer-by because of this."

”

He said, "It's none of your business, don't follow it." Especially other people's feelings, after all, they are not people inside and out. ”

I wanted to cry without tears: "I really didn't get involved. Then I apologized to her, but she didn't forgive me. ”

He said: "Actually, she is only temporarily impenetrable, and she will figure it out later." ”

I nodded, and then concentrated on eating the noodles, and kept pouring a little vinegar. I said, "I haven't seen you for a few days, are you particularly busy?" ”

He said, "Not really, I'll tell you a story." ”

"Please." I say.

There were still many ghosts in this tavern, and everyone sat on their benches, ate noodles, left, and reunited the next day.

Lu Juan said: "The son of a palace nobleman, he was smart when he was young, and he was promising at a young age, and he was named a prodigy. The supreme scenery is not an exaggeration, his father is very spoiled, and he feels that even walking will tire his own prodigy. So he often asked the servant to carry it, the child was delicate and willful, arrogant and arrogant, the year he participated in the imperial examination, the whole country was looking forward to his high school, everyone was waiting for him to grow up, but in the end he couldn't even walk. ”

I sighed: "Spoiling is not a good thing." ”

He smiled and asked me, "Huh?" Who do you think ruined this prodigy? ”

I was full of confidence: "Of course it's his father, this is obviously pampered and arrogant!" ”

He said: "I'm not emphasizing spoiling, you guess again." ”

I went through the cause and effect a few more times: "Is it him?" ”

The corners of his eyes were curved like crescents: "No, I'm emphasizing habits." ”

I was shocked: "I see. Yes, habit can make a child prodigy unable to even walk. ”

I was silent and thought about the reason he gave me: "So, are you afraid that I am used to having you?" So you can't get me used to it. ”

He didn't deny or admit it: "The beef noodles made by this master are indeed higher than the level I made, I was taught by the master last time." ”

My heart was ready to say goodbye to him, my gut told me it was time for him to go, and I was always ready.

He held a headband in his hand, walked up behind me, grabbed my hair, and tied my hair with gentle fingering, but I felt uncomfortable. I didn't ask, and he didn't say. In fact, this is the case, no one is always there, so let's be calm when we turn around and say goodbye after we meet.

I said, "The taste you make is that taste, but there is a flaw, that is, the noodles are not very regular." ”

When he complained, he looked like a child, and muttered, "That noodle is so difficult, it's really my first time making noodles, and it's good to pull it like that." ”

I laughed, "yes, that's great." At least it's better than last time. ”

He feigned anger: "You conscienceless. ”

I confessed, "Don't worry about me, I'm far stronger than you think." ”

His hand that was tying my hair suddenly stopped, and then I heard a little exaggerated laughter overhead, as if it was pretending: "This hair is so hard to tie, and my hand is shaking a little for some reason." ”

I also laughed: "I'll do it myself." ”

He said, "All right." ”

I said, "Judge Lu, I'm sleepy and a little tired. ”

He said, "Then let's go to sleep." He suddenly asked, "Where's your vajra?" ”

I said, "I'm in the fox clan's own tent. ”

He was a little angry: "Do you know what it means that the weapon is in the master's place, and the weapon is dead and the master is dead?" It's said that it has feelings, how can you leave it behind?"

Weapons also have feelings, how can you drop them!

I looked up at him, and his momentum immediately weakened, and I didn't know what was in mind.