After two months, my depression has improved significantly, and I know that the reason for the improvement is Ling Yuqian, and I am afraid I don't know what it would have become without him.

I have never mentioned the matter of suffering from depression to Ling Yuqian, and every time I take medicine, I avoid him. I don't want him to know, I don't want him to worry, I don't want him to be a burden. I've had a good life like this, and I don't want anything to change because of my illness.

In the restaurant. I fiddled with the western food on my plate with my knife and fork, but I didn't have the slightest appetite. I don't know why I've seen food very nauseous these days, and I always feel like throwing up.

Xue Zimo, who was on the other side, stared at me for a while, and said, "Have you had a bad appetite recently?" ”

"A little." I put down my knife and fork, took a sip of orange juice and asked him, "When will you come back from abroad?" ”

He looked at me tenderly and smiled, "Do you want me back?" ”

"I ......" I bowed my head slightly, not knowing how to answer him. Although I don't think I will have anything to do with him, I will hide it from Ling Yuqian when I meet him, the purpose is very simple, I just don't want him to misunderstand.

"Actually, I don't know if I can come back." After he finished speaking, he took out a delicate box from a bag and handed it to me, "Happy birthday." ”

I didn't expect him to remember my birthday, but I didn't want to accept his gifts, "Thank you for remembering my birthday, but I can't accept gifts." ”

"Why? Is it worried that Ling Yuqian will misunderstand? ”

"Not exactly."

He frowned slightly, and said unhappily: "Xiaoqian, don't you think your love is too humble?" You've been together for so long, did he promise you anything? Don't forget, in what capacity are you with him now, he shouldn't be so consumed by you all the time. ”

"I don't ask for any fame, I just want to be with him like this." My words made him even more angry, and he only heard him say in a deep voice: "Don't ask for fame? Xiao Qian, you know that once your affairs are exposed, your company and reputation will be damaged. ”

"I don't care." I admit the humility of my love, but it doesn't matter, I just want to grasp the present.

Xue Zimo laughed at himself when he heard me say this: "Don't care? Xiao Qian, since you met him, it's like a different person, you are now living for him, what about yourself? ”

Live for him? I don't know what else to say, Xue Zimo knows me very well and has already seen me through.

Seeing that I didn't speak, he sighed and put the gift box in front of me, "Just treat it as if this is my last gift to you, I don't know when we will meet again after I leave this time, take good care of yourself." ”

Long after Xue Zimo left, I still sat there motionless. Like he said, I don't know when we will meet again after leaving this time, so should I accept this gift?

Open the box, and inside is a four-leaf clover necklace. I remember telling him that I love four-leaf clovers, so the gifts he gave me were all related to four-leaf clovers, and this time it was the same. has mixed feelings in his heart, and the picture with him is like a wrong dream, I just hope that he can find a woman he really likes.

Evening. When he got home, he saw Ling Yuqian leaning on the sofa and smoking. The living room was choking, and I didn't know how much he smoked. I walked over and took the cigarette from his fingertip and extinguished it in the ashtray, "Why do you smoke so much?" ”

He suddenly grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him, and a pair of dark and deep eyes made me panic in my heart, "What...... What's the matter......"

"Where did you go today?" His breath was sprinkled on my face, with some smell of wine, and it seemed that he was not only smoking, but also drinking a lot.

Listening to his questioning tone, I thought that he often sent people to follow me, and I didn't want to hide anything from him about Xue Zimo, so I said: "Xue Zimo will go abroad tomorrow, and he invited me out for a meal." ”

"Going abroad?" He raised an eyebrow slightly.

"I'm nothing to do with him, you trust me." I was afraid that he would misunderstand and eagerly explain.

I saw that he was silent for a while, and his tone couldn't hear the emotion, "Do you like the gift he gave you?" ”

"It's my birthday, so ......"

My words were interrupted by his cold voice, "Are you blaming me for not remembering your birthday?" ”

"That's not what I meant......" Just as I was about to explain, he suddenly overpowered me and sealed my lips.

I was caught off guard by his kiss, and before I could react, I felt that he lifted my skirt and stroked between my legs with his big hands unscrupulously.

"Ah Qian ...... "I was out of breath, I wanted to push him away, but I was worried that he would be even more angry, and for a moment I felt like I had fallen into hell and was tortured.

Afterwards. I glanced at Ling Yuqian, who was asleep, endured the discomfort of my body, got up and took the bag, took out the necklace that Xue Zimo gave me and threw it into the trash. There were some things that I would have expected, but why didn't I do it at the time? Xue Zimo said that I love humble, indeed, I chose humble.

In the bathroom, I stared at the red in the droplets. I've been delaying my period for many days this month, is this time to visit? I didn't care, I got dressed and went out to get a blanket to cover Ling Yuqian, I suddenly felt a little uncomfortable in my abdomen, I got up and accidentally knocked over the water cup on the coffee table, waking Ling Yuqian up.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to......" I said, and the discomfort in my abdomen became more and more obvious.

Ling Yuqian saw that my face was not good, so he got up and supported me, "What's uncomfortable?" ”

"Stomach ......" I was already sweating profusely, and it hurt a little bit to grab the placket of his clothes......

He looked a little worried, picked me up and walked outside.

Hospital.

In my sleep, I heard someone talking. An unfamiliar voice said: "You are also too careless, you can't have intercourse in the first three months of pregnancy, she now has signs of threatened miscarriage, but there is not much intrauterine bleeding, and the fetus should be saved." ”

"You said she was pregnant?" Ling Yuqian's tone couldn't tell his emotions at the moment.

"It's been two months." Not long after the doctor went out, I opened my eyes, and the first thing I saw was Ling Yuqian.

I was shocked when I heard that I was pregnant, I never thought that there would be a day when I would have a child, I thought I couldn't give birth, but now I am pregnant, and it is Ling Yuqian's, I am very happy.

"Ah Qian......" I wanted to sit up, but Ling Yuqian said, "The doctor said that you need to lie down now and rest well." ”

"Are you happy? We have children. I looked at him with a smile.

He looked at me thoughtfully, not knowing what he was thinking. There was something incomprehensible in his deep eyes. I just heard him say, "Do you want this child?" ”

I didn't know why he asked, but I still didn't think about it and answered, "Yes." ”

"Okay, then give birth." He stroked my hair gently, and in my silence of joy, a delicately packaged box appeared in front of my eyes. I looked at Ling Yuqian, only to hear him say: "I know that today is your birthday, I originally wanted to wait for you to come back to celebrate, but I was very angry when I knew that you and Xue Zimo went out to eat, so I made ......"

I hurriedly covered his mouth and shook my head, "I don't blame you. ”

He took my hand away and said softly, "Open it and see." ”

I opened the box, and there were two rings inside, and to my surprise, the pattern on it was actually a four-leaf clover, and the characters "Qian" and "shallow" were engraved on them. After a closer look, I felt that the two rings were somewhat familiar.

He said, "That's right, this is our wedding ring." I heard He Wanwan say that you like four-leaf clover very much, so I asked someone to remake the ring, do you like it? ”

"I like it, I like it." I nodded vigorously, looked at the two rings with pity, and said, "It's a pity, we can't wear them." ”

He kissed me on the forehead and said in a gentle voice: "Trust me, there will be this day." ”

"Well, I believe you." I believed everything he said unconditionally, and a heartfelt smile rose at the corners of my mouth as I looked at the two rings. It was his first gift to me, and I will wear it forever until the end of my life.