I knew that I wouldn't hide the pregnancy for long, but I didn't expect Li Shiran to know so quickly.

As soon as Ling Yuqian went out that night, the door of the ward was forcefully opened, and he looked at Li Shiran's grim face, and sighed in his heart. Normally, I don't fear her, but now that I'm pregnant, the only thing I'm worried about is the baby in my belly.

She asked her subordinates to guard the door and approached me step by step, "Because of Yu Qian, I turned a blind eye to you, but I didn't expect you to be pregnant with his child, how could you let me let you go?" ”

I sat up and secretly dialed Ling Yuqian's number while she wasn't paying attention, "What do you want to do?" ”

"What do you want to do?" She smiled coldly, her gaze resting on my abdomen, "No one is worthy of giving birth to his child except me." After she finished speaking, she suddenly stretched out her hand to me, and I was opened by my panic, and I wanted to get out of bed, she held my body, and I couldn't resist for the time being.

"Although this child is Yu Qian's, I will never be soft-hearted." When her hand came to my abdomen, I couldn't help but cry out, thinking that I could alarm people passing by outside.

"Stop!"

Hearing Ling Yuqian's voice, I looked at the door, only to see that Li Shiran's people didn't know when they had fallen to the ground and screamed bitterly, and Ling Yuqian strode over to pull Li Shiran away, and asked me gently, "Shallow, is there anything uncomfortable?" ”

"Nope." I grabbed his hand tightly as if I had grasped a life-saving straw, and then looked at Li Shiran, her face was gloomy, if her eyes could kill people, I thought I was probably dead.

"Yu Qian, how can you do this to me?" She couldn't believe it, staring at Ling Yuqian, "Is it possible that our relationship for so many years has all collapsed because of this woman!" ”

Ling Yuqian looked at me, then turned to face her and said, "She's pregnant now, I don't want you to touch her anymore." ”

"Why!" Li Shiran shouted excitedly: "Why do you like her!" You used to love me so much, is it all fake! ”

"I don't want to discuss this with you now, if you don't want me to file for divorce, go back now." His words sounded very calm, and Li Shiran seemed to be even more angry when she heard it, and she pointed at me, "What if she is with you?" She doesn't carry you to see other men every day, maybe this child is not yours, but Xue Zimo's! ”

I was shocked to hear what she said, I didn't expect her to say such a thing. When I saw that Ling Yuqian didn't speak, and when he looked at me, his heart suddenly sank to the bottom. Why did he look at me like that? Is he suspicious of this kid too? It's like he's been traumatized, it's unbelievable.

Li Shiran laughed when she saw this, and then said, "Yu Qian, don't you doubt it?" Xue Zimo has no feelings for her, you should know, who knows what they did when they met in private, do you have to investigate the origin of this child? ”

"Shut up!" Due to my emotional agitation, I felt a feeling of discomfort in my abdomen and a lot of cold sweat on my body at the same time.

Ling Yuqian saw that my face was pale, so he called a doctor, and Li Shiran also left.

Ever since that day, I have felt that Ling Yuqian has always been thoughtful. I know what he is worried about, he should have believed Li Shiran's words, and felt that I really had an ulterior relationship with Xue Zimo in private. I didn't rush to explain, and I don't want to explain again. If he believes me, no matter how true what others say outside, they will believe me without hesitation, but if they don't believe me, no matter how much they explain, it is useless.

My mood was at the bottom again, and although Ling Yuqian would come to see me every day, I couldn't be happy. I knew that the disease had relapsed, and I didn't want him to have any suspicions, so I pretended to be happy on the surface, but as soon as he left, it was like falling into another world.

A few days later, I insisted on being discharged from the hospital without Ling Yuqian, and instead of going home, I came directly to Dr. Zheng.

Dr. Zheng told me that pregnancy is not suitable for my current situation, because I need to take medicine because of the recurrence of my condition, which will cause the child to be deformed, and if I do not take medicine to aggravate the condition, I will have self-harm, and there is no way to guarantee my own safety. I asked him if there was anything he could do to give the baby a safe birth and stabilize my condition. But he told me that the only way was to beat the child, he said that the child conceived during the depression would not be healthy, and comforted me that it was the best choice to stop taking medicine for half a year to have a child after the illness was cured.

I parked my car on the road, thinking about what Dr. Cheng had said, and tears fell from my eyes. Punched the steering wheel, hating myself for why I suffered from depression, God had mercy on me to give me this child, but why did you make such a joke on me?

The hand gently stroked the flat abdomen, and the tears fell more fiercely. For the first time, I felt that there was a little life here, and I wanted to give birth to him, and I really wanted to do it.

I didn't go home, I sat in the car for half a day. It wasn't until it was dark that my phone rang and I didn't answer after glancing at the caller ID. Ling Yuqian's phone calls made my heart even more anxious, and the last thing I wanted to face now was him.

I slept in the car all night, woke up and looked at the many missed calls on my phone and was silent for a few moments before dialing his number.

As soon as the other end was connected, his mellow voice sounded, "Where did you go yesterday and see how many calls I made to you?" Why don't you pick it up. ”

"I'm asleep, I'm sorry." My voice sounded hoarse, and the other end was silent for a few seconds and said, "What's wrong with you lately?" ”

"Nothing, I'm fine." At this point, I wanted to throw up, and the sound of retching reached his ears, only to hear him say, "Go home, I'll be over soon." ”

"Hmm." After hanging up, I retched for a while before driving away.

I took a nap when I got home and faintly heard the door open. Opening his eyes, Ling Yuqian sat on the edge of the bed and reached out to stroke my head, and said in a low voice, "Are you uncomfortable somewhere, I heard that you went to see a psychiatrist." ”

I froze, looked into his deep eyes and replied, "Your person is wrong, how can I go to see a psychiatrist." ”

He listened to my words, those dazzling black eyes were like cold stars, with inexplicable trembling and fear in the coldness, and he said, "I don't like you to lie to me, you know? ”

At this moment, my palms are already covered with cold sweat, and sometimes I really can't see through him, I don't know which side is the real him.

"I know." I smiled bitterly, took his hand and put it on my belly and said, "This child is yours, and I can promise you my life." ”

His hand trembled, his deep eyes were filled with elusive complexity, his sword eyebrows furrowed slightly, and he said, "Why do you want to promise me your life." ”

"I'm afraid you don't believe ......"

"I never doubted that this child was mine." He looked at me deeply, "Don't think nonsense, if you have anything to say to me, don't hold it in your heart." ”

I smiled slightly, grabbed his hand and put it in my heart, "If it's wrong to love you, then I'd rather be wrong for the rest of my life." ”

"Fool." With a smile on his eyebrows, he leaned over and dropped a gentle kiss on my lips, his eyes tender, "A lifetime is too long, just seize the day." ”

"No, I'm going to do it all my life." I hooked his neck and swore very seriously, "I will love you for the rest of my life, and I will rely on you for the rest of my life." ”

"Okay, I'll depend on you." He smiled and imprinted his lips on mine. It's easy to love someone, but it's the hardest thing to grasp them. I gave him all the warmth, hoping that it could warm his heart.