060 As long as that's it
She asked, "Dad...... When did you find out? ”
Fu Gan hesitated for a moment.
She looked straight at him and said, "Tell me." ”
He said: "Before he and his mother got married. ”
When Li Yaotang heard this, he couldn't help laughing.
Daddy knows, Daddy really knows...... He knows everything.
She smiled. It's really laughing, laughing, it's hard to contain, and the whole body trembles with laughter...... It's been so long, it's been so long, it's been so long. It's been so long.
Her daddy, her daddy!
What kind of "heart disease" is this, Dad?
She really couldn't figure it out. The only thing I know is that, probably, what kind of surgery this is, and it can't cure the heart disease.
Fu Gan quietly held her hand. She cried, she laughed, and she finally calmed down.
He didn't speak again, just quietly accompanied her.
……
Li Yaotang leaned weakly on the sofa.
Such memories make her hard.
But she couldn't stop it.
How long will it take for the days of such hard torture to pass?
She didn't know.
She heard He Yu turn over, and the movement was a little big, and then the quilt slid down, and his bare shoulders were exposed. Li Yaotang saw it, moved his body, which was already a little stiff, and came to the bed. She pulled the corner of the quilt up, covered him, and lightly, she lay back in her place, which was not far from him, not close. Suddenly, his long arms crossed over and pressed against her. She didn't dare to move. I'm afraid that if I move, I'll wake him up. But his arm was really heavy, like a giant python, entangled her, and she was about to breathe. She turned her face sideways. Cautiously, her hand was raised, and she found his cheek, which was a little hot, and there was a different kind of tingling. Her eyes were hot.
"He Yu......" she murmured, softly, calling his name.
She finally stopped moving.
He shifted his body so that she was completely in his arms.
That's fine.
As long as that's it.
……
He Yu yawned loudly and turned over, the seat next to him was empty. It took him a moment before he opened his eyes. It was already morning, the curtains were not opened, it was still dark in the bedroom, and the bathroom door was closed and there was no sound. He lay flat, and after a while he grabbed his bedside watch, and it was half past seven. Remembering that there was an important meeting in the morning, he hurriedly jumped up. It got up a little too fast, and it almost fell crookedly. He steadied himself, stepped out in a few steps, and suddenly pushed open the bathroom door, and she was by the washstand.
"Get out of the way." He shouted, rubbing his eyes as he grabbed a mouthwash cup from the shelf.
Li Yaotang gave way to the side, stood by the washbasin inside, pulled the medicine box that was being checked in front of him, and when he saw the cup he was holding, he hurriedly said, "That's mine." ”
He burst in, and made the place suddenly seem crowded—not crowded, actually, but, never in the morning, two people standing side by side by the washstand—she was not used to it. Moreover, he really took the wrong mouthwash cup. "The black one is yours." She lifted her finger over.
"Huh?" He hesitantly looked at the white porcelain cup wrapped in gold patterns in his hand, "I've always used this." ”
She opened her mouth and glared at him.
"Lie to you." He handed her the cup.
Li Yaotang was just about to take it, but he quickly dodged it.
"Stingy. Don't you just use your cup......"
“……”
She felt sick for a while.
He Yu knew that she didn't like to let others touch her cup.
Unexpectedly, the expression on her face has begun to be awkward.
Holding back a smile, he shoved the cup into her hand, and the toothbrush danced in the cup with a very cheerful sound. He picked up his set, squeezed the toothpaste, and looked at her in the mirror—the blisters were a little puffy, the eyes were a little hesitant, and the morning looked much haggard and tired than the previous night, in the exact opposite of his state—and he cleared his throat lightly, and began to brush his teeth.
Li Yaotang didn't find what she was looking for from the medicine box, and was a little irritable, so she simply pushed it aside, unscrewed the hose, adjusted it left and right, and the water flow at the right temperature was injected into her washbasin. She drew a towel and waited.
His gaze swept to her and saw the medicine box.
He raised his eyebrows and asked, "Where are you uncomfortable?" ”
She didn't hear clearly, and closed the hose, "Huh? ”
He spat out a mouth full of foam, "I ask you, what's uncomfortable?" He lifted his chin and pointed at the medicine box.
She let out an "oh" and said, "Nothing." He lowered his head, took a handful of water, and patted it on his face.
He suddenly realized something. Which pill bottle did he find last time...... He put it away. She must be looking for that. A nameless fire suddenly rose in my heart. The happy mood that was still there just now was driven away most of it at once.
"Sensei found it, I threw it away." He said.
Hearing his words, she stopped, and then pressed the towel to her face, and the dry towel quickly absorbed the water stains on her face.
She got up early in the morning and rummaged through the medicine box, but she couldn't see the small medicine bottle that had not been used for a long time—something that should have been there, but it was not there. She was distraught, and she remembered that when she went out, she would remember to buy the medicine first—he had thrown it away. It is also an understatement, and it is justified.
"My personal belongings, can you ask me before you throw them away?"
"Will you let me throw it?"
"You!" She was angry, and the man in front of her was like a naïve child, playing tricks in order to achieve his goals...... She felt depressed and tired.
He Yu also rinsed his mouth fiercely, and his rinsed lips were sore.
Personal Belongings...... He saw such "personal belongings", instinctive rejection.
"I should ask you, and you should consult with me." He said.
She looked at him in the mirror.
She didn't want to discuss it with him, but she didn't want to avoid it either.
"I've always been like this. You should know. ”
He was silent.
Yes, he should know. He should have known how she was doing her protection. Although, they are rarely together. Moreover, he didn't think much about it either. Now that I think about it, for so long, although he has not deliberately pursued to have a child, he has not rejected it, as if it should be a natural thing, and the little baby that follows marriage...... Therefore, let her go; It seems that she is also a little looking forward to it, looking forward to it, and one day, she wants it...... As a result, it wasn't that she thought about it, but that he thought about it first. This situation made him anxious and impatient.
He pursed his lips.
Yes, too much of a rush.
He thought about it, he should say "sorry" to her, but when the words came to his lips, it became: "Don't use it in the future." ”
She lowered her head and poured the lotion into the palm of her hand, the coin was a little bigger, and the two hands were together, turning slowly...... She is no longer the pink bud she was when she was twenty years old. Even if she rarely cares about her appearance, she is clearly aware of this problem: that is, lotion is much slower to absorb when applied to her face; Even the best cosmetics can't resist the aging of the body - her hands massage her forehead, cheeks, and chin......
"You said, give me time to think about it." Her voice was a little strange.
That's what he said on that rainy morning.
At that time, his face was full of seriousness, his eyes were clear, and his tone was firm.
Not quite the same as now.
But what about her?
Her answer, however, was the same. It's just that her mood is worse, more chaotic, and more overwhelmed than then. She didn't even know what else she could do with such a self; She's ...... like this
Her look did not escape his eyes. After a while, he said, "I know your mind hasn't changed. I hope that what you said is not perfunctory. ”
"He Yu......" she looked at He Yu.
There was a hint of disappointment in his words, and she could hear it. Her hand stopped between her neck, and she was stunned for a moment......
What am I going to tell you?
I...... How do I explain it to you?
What have I been through lately? How can I say that this one thing is so unbearable that I desperately want to erase from my mind? What would you think of Dad? What will you think of me? Will you ...... Did you already know? You, like your father, know a lot of things, for a long time? That...... You and me......
When she thought of this, her heart was sharpened like a file.
He Yu was stunned by her look...... This look, lately, has often appeared on her face. But she was always avoiding her gaze; In the blink of an eye, she became quiet and calm again, still a woman like the sea without wind and waves. He understood that her emotions were not right. Even last night, after that lingering, she would get up from the bed, lean back on the sofa, and be stunned for a long time...... What was she thinking? What can you think about so fascinatingly?
She often wanders. It's not like he hasn't seen it.
Even when she sat next to him, she would make him feel that the distance between the two of them was incomparably far away...... But this time, it's obviously unusual.
So, what day did this start?
From her birthday.
He narrowed.
"Tang Tang." He Yu called her.
"......," she forced herself to come back to her senses.
"It's time, I've got to go." He looked into her eyes, "You look really ugly." Go sleep a little longer. ”
The mildness in his tone made the tip of her nose a little sour.
"I'll get you a change of clothes...... she touched her face haphazardly, and turned to go out.
"I'll go downstairs and change."
He glanced at her, and there was a little bit of lotion on her chin that hadn't been evenly applied. He lifted his hand and rubbed the tip of his thumb for her. Suddenly remembering the night when Ji Jiatong was drunk, the glass ballast that was tied to her chin, he leaned closer and held her neck, and sure enough, as he expected, he saw a shallow red mark - she is a scar physique, a small wound, and it takes a long time to heal - "Why are you in a trance like this?" Where is there a woman who doesn't care so much about her face? He whispered. I didn't notice my tone at all, with complaints, blame, and a little pity.
The breath he exhaled was a fresh mint fragrance.
Her hands hung down at her side, and at this point, they clenched tightly again.
"Be careful later. Well? He said this, looking into her eyes, waiting for her reaction.