019 I'm not happy
When Jiang Xiaolan returned to the living room, there was no longer a figure in the room playing with strings playing with blocks, and there was no shadow of Dai Zhao.
In the bathroom, Dai Hui was tiptoeing to press the button on the toilet, and the water was rattling.
Dai Hui was washing his hands at the sink, pressing a little hand sanitizer on his hand, and saw Jiang Xiaolan's figure in the reflection in the mirror.
Dai Wei hurriedly washed up, walked over to the edge of the sofa, and looked at the sofa lying on the sofa with a note.
The note was left by Dai Zhao and read:
Xiao Xian and I went back to my mom's for a few days, and you called me when you decided to do it.
Jiang Xiaolan clutched the note into a ball and threw it into the paper basket, and when he saw Dai Hui with red eyes, a smile instantly appeared on his pale face.
Jiang Xiaolan looked at Dai Hui, saw her uneasiness, and asked in a dumb voice, "What's wrong?" Did it scare you? ”
Dai Wei slowly moved into the sofa and sat down in a proper manner, her little hands tightly grasped the corners of her clothes, looked up at Jiang Xiaolan, and begged: "Mom, you can return me to grandma!" ”
The smile on Jiang Xiaolan's face froze, looked at Dai Hui, and almost shouted: "I finally accepted you, why did you leave?" ”
This sudden roar, Dai Hui was used to it, and she would tremble twice some time ago, but now she just smiled faintly and looked at Jiang Xiaolan, "Mom, since this family can't accommodate me, why should I stay?" Do you want you to insult me again and again? ”
"Smack!"
Dai Hui's cheeks were high and swollen, and she looked at Jiang Xiaolan very plainly with her face covered, she asked loudly: "I'm only four years old, why do I accept your quarrel, I don't like my appearance, why do you want to shoehorn into this house?" ”
"Smack!"
Another slap in the face.
Dai Hui's cheeks on both sides were already swollen, and the distinct five finger prints were red on that immature face.
Dai Wei didn't shed a single tear, stubbornly looked up at the angry Jiang Xiaolan, and said angrily: "Either beat me to death, or send me back to my grandmother's house!" ”
She was only four years old. She was only four years old. How could he say these words, Jiang Xiaolan slapped Dai Hui twice, and when he finished the beating, he also got angry, and sat down in the soft sofa, looking at the ceiling in a daze.
Dai Hui ignored it, entered the door and gently closed the door, leaning against the door to cover her mouth and crying.
Jiang Xiaolan suffers from gains and losses, is prone to irritability, sometimes happy, sometimes bored.
After sulking with myself, I found that what I had just done really hurt the child's heart.
She walked to the door of Dai Hui's bedroom, knocked lightly, and softened her tone a little: "Huihui, can your mother take you to play?" ”
I knocked several times, shouted several times, but no one answered.
Jiang Xiaolan exploded in an instant, pushed the door open, only to feel that there was something behind the door, and pushed hard, and the person also collided with the cold wall.
"Ahh
gave Jiang Xiaolan such a push again, and his whole body hit the wall, Dai Wei rubbed his sore forehead and stood up, rubbed his numb shoulders again, and moved his soreness ankles.
The two eyes looked at Jiang Xiaolan coldly, and spit out in a cold tone: "Why do you want to do this to me?" ”
Since Dai Hui came to this home, a home that does not belong to hers, what she has gotten is either cold words or punches and kicks.
Sometimes she wonders, is it bad to be at her grandmother's house?
Isn't it good to have an older brother's favor?
Isn't it good to have a grandfather on the same front as her?
Isn't it good to have Sister Swallow to play with?
Why do you want to come here, to suffer from these unknown reproaches and angry scoldings?
Their courage is getting bigger and bigger, either they use their hands and feet, or they are cold and violent, and they are not given food or water.
She can endure these, why should she be beaten when she mentions going back to her grandmother's house.
I cried behind the door and fell asleep, and I was treated like this, and all the bad emotions came up at once.
"Wow", Dai Hui cried loudly, squatted on the ground and hugged her head and cried, sobbing lowly, "Why do you want this, I want to go back to my grandmother's house, I want my grandparents, I want my brother to ,......"
The room was full of children's cries, heart-rending cries, long-suppressed cries.
Jiang Xiaolan was at a loss, at this time, Dai Hui's crying made her feel bored instantly, and regardless of whether she was pregnant or not, she walked out directly and pulled the door hard.
"Bang", Dai Hui was frightened again, she sobbed heavily, her face was full of tears, her red eyes looked straight at the door, and the door shook a little.
Dai Hui's crying stopped, and she sat down on the little couch, still sliding down her tears and burrowing into the hem of her clothes.
Jiang Xiaolan was on the balcony, ready to call Dai Zhao, but just as he was about to press it, Wang Qiran's phone came.
After Wang Qiran went to the city from Dai Hui, she couldn't sleep at night, and the first thing she said when she called was: "Xiaolan, where is Hui?" ”
Jiang Xiaolan was very annoyed, and casually fooled her a few words, "Take a nap!" ”
Wang Qiran let out an "oh", "Then how are you?" ”
"It's good," Jiang Xiaolan was duplicitous and couldn't help it.
"That's okay," Jiang Xiaolan said perfunctorily, and Wang Qiran was not sincere perfunctory.
"Leaves, wake up, call me, I miss her!" Wang Qiran was straightforward, and hung up the phone after a while.
Jiang Xiaolan stood on the balcony with his mobile phone in his hand for a long time, pushed open the door and walked into the living room, rummaged through the drawers, and found a medicine bottle, which he had bought to help him sleep.
He poured a glass of warm water, took the medicine bottle and walked into the house, sat on the edge of the bed, and tried to remember everything that had happened during this time.
If it weren't for the tough way to bring Dai Hui back, this family would not have come to this point.
Home is not like home, chickens and dogs jump every day, noisy and noisy.
The noise made her panic, her chest was tight, and she was about to suffocate, as if she couldn't live tomorrow.
Jiang Xiaolan held the water cup and the medicine bottle, struggled in his heart for a long time, weighed the pros and cons and compared, and put the cup and the medicine bottle on the bedside table.
took the mobile phone and called Dai Zhao.
It only sounded and was picked up.
Dai Zhao stood in the courtyard of his hometown with his mobile phone in his hand, pulling the leaves of the evergreen tree next to him in his hand, pulling them down one by one, and raising them to the ground.
The two were silent for a long time, but Dai Zhao broke the calm first, "Think clearly?" ”
"Dai Zhao, can you keep her, just a year, if we can't accept her existence in a year, will we send her away again?" Jiang Xiaolan didn't know what he was begging for, he only cared about saying his thoughts, completely ignoring Dai Zhao's feelings.
A nameless fire rushed up in Dai Zhaoting's heart, and he tried his best to suppress the cold tone that was about to explode, "Xiaolan, how long have you been stubborn, that's not my child, I can't face it calmly, is it fair to me?" It's not your child, it's just a dead child, is it fair to you? Is it fair for Xiao Xian to ask Xiao Xian to call a girl who is not related by blood to call her sister? It's not good for anyone, it's not fair! ”
Jiang Xiaolan heard a burst of heat, a splitting headache, looked at the water and medicine on the bedside table, and a dark thought arose in his heart, "If you object again, I will make you regret it, believe it or not?" ”
Hearing this, Dai Zhao's eyelids blinked, if it weren't for a mobile phone, he probably would have rushed over to take out the dangerous items in her hand.
"Xiaolan, don't do anything stupid!" Dai Zhao shouted. Trying to stop Jiang Xiaolan's stupid behavior.
Jiang Xiaolan smiled and hung up the phone.
Looking at the water and medicine on the bedside table, as if she saw some life-saving straw, she picked up the cup, picked up the medicine and walked to the bathroom.
All of them poured into the sewer, and these things could not threaten Dai Zhao, but would injure themselves by mistake.
Dai Hui watched from behind, she cried for a long time, her eyes were swollen, her nose was red, and her little hands were clutching a small bag full of her clothes.
Jiang Xiaolan snickered at the corner of his mouth, seeing Dai Wei like this, the smile froze on his face, put the cup in his hand on the table, and walked over to look at her, "What are you going to do?" ”
Dai Wei didn't answer, and she didn't know what to answer, she lowered her head and looked at the plank, not squeaking.
Jiang Xiaolan was painful, angry and self-blaming, slowly squatted down, grabbed Dai Hui's next door, and whispered, "Huihui, my mother's temper is not good, I scared you, can my mother take you to play on the slide?" ”
Dai Hui still lowered his head, his eyes looked straight at the tip of the shoe, and a crystal clear droplet of water smashed on the upper of the shoe, instantly blurring an invisible flower.
Jiang Xiaolan didn't care whether she agreed or not, took a bag, grabbed the keychain, took the bag in Dai Hui's hand and threw it into the sofa, and led her out.
Dai Wei was powerless, almost fell, and stumbled a little beside Jiang Xiaolan.
Knowing her special situation now, Dai Hui was extremely well-behaved when she was in the corridor, and she didn't refute anything.
When he arrived at the supermarket, Jiang Xiaolan bought some vegetables and fruits as usual, and when he took snacks, he didn't ask Dai Hui what he wanted to eat, and took one or two bags of them all before and put them in the cart.
Dai Hui followed silently, wherever Jiang Xiaolan went, he would follow.
During this time, neither of them spoke.
After paying out, Jiang Xiaolan carried vegetables and fruit snacks in one hand and Dai Hui's hand in the other, and walked on the nearest path to his home.
It's also a road that often comes to amusement places, and Dai Hui doesn't like this road, but Dai Xian likes it very much.
He loves to play with slides, she doesn't like to play with slides, she likes swings, but there are always other children to grab them with her.
At this time, Dai Zhao acted as a good man and asked Dai Hui to let others play on the swing.
said the most disgusting thing, he is a younger brother, you are an older sister, and you want to let your younger brother go.
That person Dai Hui didn't know who it was, and he called his brother for no reason, which made Dai Hui angry, and pushed the swing hard, and the swing rolled over and smashed the child.
Dai Zhao slapped him in the face, Dai Hui still remembers that scene, and now he resists when he sees the amusement place.
But Jiang Xiaolan was tired of carrying so many things, she let go of Dai Hui's hand, supported her waist and walked into the chair in the playground to rest.
Dai Hui followed in, and saw that Jiang Xiaolan had already sat down to rest, so he had to sit next to him and not go anywhere.
Jiang Xiaolan squinted and saw a small head, and suddenly opened his eyes, "Leaves, let's go play." ”
Dai Hui didn't speak, his two little hands were interlocked, put on his knees, and looked at the sky intently.
Jiang Xiaolan was upset, and said, "Leaves, go play, mom wants to think about something quietly!" ”
Dai Hui stood up, said "oh", and walked to the swing not far away.
Today is the weekend, and there are a lot of people, but there is no one on this swing, Dai Hui pulled the rope to confirm that it was safe, so he sat on it and pulled the two ropes into a daze.
The white dress floated in at the gate first, a pair of good-looking white sandals stepped on the blue brick board, making a crisp sound, Yi Yang pulled the corner of his brother's clothes and walked over, in the complex crowd, he saw Dai Wei sitting alone on the swing at a glance.
It's been a long time since she saw her, she still remembers this little girl, stretched out her hand and pointed in the direction of Dai Hui, Yi Yang looked up at her brother, "Brother, look, that little sister." ”
Yi Yi looked in the direction and smiled at Yi Yang, "Yangyang, go, go over and play with her!" ”
Because of Dai Hui's temper, Yi Yang was not very optimistic, and smiled bitterly: "She won't play with us!" ”
Yi Yi walked straight to Dai Hui, seeing that she was just sitting there still, her eyes were big, but a little red and swollen, and there were some faded but still visible five finger prints on her face, and her heart trembled.
Yi Yi held the swing rope in his hand and looked at Dai Hui, "Dai Hui, right, are we going to build the castle, go?" ”
Dai Hui glanced back and saw a clean, crisp little boy with a smile on his face, probably because he had just changed his teeth, and the tiger teeth had not yet grown.
Dai Wei shook his head and refused: "Thank you, I don't play." ”
"It's so boring to be alone here, you can have fun building a castle," Yi Yi said, seeing Yi Yang running over, and smiled at Dai Hui and said, "My sister is also with me." ”
Dai Wei saw Yi Yang, a little strange, she was unfamiliar with these two people, she still shook her head and refused, "I won't go." ”
Yi Yang smiled helplessly, and said to Yi Yi: Look, she doesn't want to be reluctant to do it!
Yi Yi grabbed the swing rope with both hands and said to Dai Hui, "I changed my mind, I played with you on the swing, you have done a good job." ”
Feeling only the two ropes shaking, Dai Hui quickly grabbed the ropes, everything in front of her began to be low, and she saw a falcon soaring in the sky, a white cloud like a marshmallow.
When she came down again, she saw that the things just now had become higher again, she couldn't see the white marshmallow clouds, nor the soaring falcons, and the things dangling in front of her instantly became Jiang Lonely.
Remembering that he and his brother were tied between two big trees with only two ropes, and the ropes were hung with weeds as mats, and the two of them had a great time.
But now she was not happy at all, and when she was about to come down, she turned back to the man and said, "Let me go down." ”
Hearing this, Yi Yi held the rope steady and let Dai Hui land slowly.
As soon as he landed, Dai Hui hurriedly jumped down and said to Yi Yi: "Thank you, now I won't play, you can play." ”
Yi Yi saw that her face was still so sad, and she couldn't help but raise her curiosity and asked, "You little girl, isn't it good to be happy, what are you doing with a stinky face?" ”
When Dai Hui heard this, she hadn't laughed since she came here, not once.
She looked at Yi Yi, and somehow, said what was in her heart: "There is nothing happy about it!" ”
Now Yi Yi grabbed the hair on his head and thought about it for a long time, his mind was full of the laughter of the family, how could this little girl not have?
He asked again, "Then have you had any happy things happen in the past two days?" ”
Stopped Dai Hui, Dai Hui looked at his smile, and suddenly felt that he was the pug that Dai Zhao said.
"It's nothing, I'm leaving, you guys play," Dai Hui raised her steps and walked away before she could finish speaking.
It's okay now, Yi Yi did bad things with good intentions, stood there and thought about it, but couldn't think of a reason, so he had to turn his eyes for help to Yi Yang, "Sister, this ......"
Yi Yang shook his head and said that he had no choice, he was depressed at such a young age, and neither of them had ever seen him, this was the first time!