020 A source of disappointment

The streets are filled with the cold of autumn in the early morning, and there is a foul smell in the corners where garbage cans are piled up.

Jiang Xiaolan vomited when he heard it, so he had to ask Dai Hui to throw away the garbage.

Dai Hui came over with a heavy garbage bag and was about to throw it into the trash can, when he found that he was too short to reach.

Yi Yi came to throw out the garbage, and saw that the little girl next to the trash can couldn't reach the trash can on tiptoe.

Feeling that the back was very familiar, he walked up quickly, threw the garbage in his hand into it, and threw the garbage bag in his little hand into it by the way.

Dai Wei was still on tiptoe, but in the blink of an eye, he saw that the garbage bag in his hand was gone.

She had no choice but to turn around, saw Yi Yi, and said thank you with a black line on her face, "Thank you!" ”

Yi Yi was a little surprised when he saw her turn around, "It's you!" ”

Dai Hui said "um", "Thank you!" ”

"You're welcome," Yi Yi glanced at the watch on his wrist, "I'm going to school, how about you?" ”

Dai Wei lied, "Me too, gone!" ”

Jiang Xiaolan was waiting for Dai Hui at the intersection, the smell on the street was still not good, and she covered her nose.

Dai Wei ran over and saw Jiang Xiaolan's shoelaces falling apart, so he shouted: "Mom, stop!" ”

Jiang Xiaolan glanced at her, ready to pull her to cross the traffic light, and was stunned when she saw what she was going to do when she squatted down.

Dai Wei tied a bow to Jiang Xiaolan, stood up and pulled the corner of Jiang Xiaolan's clothes, and looked up at her, "Mom, where are we going?" ”

Jiang Xiaolan was about to pull her hand, but she felt that Dai Wei was slowly rejecting holding hands with her, and changed to pull the corner of her clothes.

Jiang Xiaolan didn't want to dwell on this matter, so he had to walk on the street next to him.

"Go and see the children's clothes and diapers," Mr. Jiang said.

Dai Wei didn't say a word, and walked next to Jiang Xiaolan on this cold street.

It's been autumn for a long time, and the coolness is wafting in the birch treetops next to it.

Dai Hui sneezed, and her arm got goosebumps from the wind.

A chain baby store, Jiang Xiaolan took a look outside, and then led Dai Hui in.

Jiang Xiaolan doesn't like to have salesmen follow her when choosing what she needs, chattering about recommending this and that, she pushed a cart herself and put everything she needed into the car.

Dai Hui followed and saw the child's shoes, which were only the size of her palm, and even the socks were small and cute.

Dai Wei felt curious, so she touched the tumbler placed next to her, and she poked it, and the tumbler also fell backwards, and bounced back after a while.

"Leaf, come here."

At this time, Jiang Xiaolan called her.

Dai Wei followed the voice and saw Jiang Xiaolan looking at it with a light blue coat, and nodded with satisfaction.

Jiang Xiaolan glanced at Dai Hui, compared the clothes on her, thinking that he couldn't squat down to dress her, so he bought it by feeling.

Dai Wei didn't know why her mother was doing this, but when she saw a smile on her mother's face, she didn't ask, and waited obediently by the side.

Jiang Xiaolan took two more sets of clothes, bought the eldest child's socks, took a pair of shoes, put them in the car, and pushed them to check out.

The things bought were a lot of money, and the store manager said that they could be delivered to the door, so he asked Jiang Xiaolan to lead the way, and she rode a small electric tricycle to carry things to follow.

Jiang Xiaolan passed by the vegetable market and asked the store manager if he could wait.

The store manager nodded kindly, parked the car next to her, and waited for her to come back from grocery shopping.

Jiang Xiaolan led Dai Hui with one hand and picked vegetables with the other, so if he bought more, he didn't have to go downstairs often.

Xiaodian Sanlun was waiting beside him, the store manager couldn't stand it anymore, so he came over and took the vegetables and fruits in Jiang Xiaolan's hand, and the questions were very ordinary, but very sad.

The store manager asked, "What about the child's father?" ”

Just a few words, Jiang Xiaolan smiled slightly, and just said softly, "Thank you today, otherwise I really can't mention so much, and I think with your help, I'll buy more, so I don't have to go downstairs." ”

The store manager was stunned and smiled back at her, "Well, okay, is there anything else you haven't bought?" ”

"No, let's go," Jiang Xiaolan kept holding Dai Hui's hand tightly.

The store manager smiled, came to the electric three-wheeled side with them, and put everything inside.

When I got home, I paid the corresponding fee, and the store manager left.

Jiang Xiaolan was preparing lunch in the kitchen, but he looked a little tired, so he went back to the living room and sat on the sofa, looking up at the ceiling in a daze.

Seeing her like this, Dai Hui, who was peeling the garlic, put down the garlic, washed her hands, and ran over to her while wiping her hands.

After pondering for a long time, Dai Hui said, "Mom, what's wrong with you?" ”

Jiang Xiaolan glanced at her and pointed to the mobile phone next to her, "You hand me the phone!" ”

Dai Hui did so, gave the mobile phone to Jiang Xiaolan, and saw that she was in a daze with the mobile phone, so she went to the kitchen to peel garlic and choose vegetables.

Jiang Xiaolan took the mobile phone and looked at it for a while, and when he saw that the room was empty, he pressed Dai Zhao's phone, and listened to it ringing several times in disappointment, and no one answered after calling twice.

Just as I was about to call for the third time, a call came.

"What, haven't you come back yet?" Jiang Xiaolan's voice was low into the abyss.

Dai Zhao was a little hesitant, stood in the courtyard and looked at it casually before answering Jiang Xiaolan's question, "Well, my mother won't let me go back." ”

"I'm almost at the end of my day," Jiang Xiaolan squeezed out these words from between his teeth, and there were stubborn tears in his eyes.

"My mother can't help me if she doesn't let me go back, she is crying, making trouble and hanging herself, and she also took Xiaoxian to play, I found ......"

Jiang Xiaolan interrupted him and asked angrily, "You just give a word of accuracy, come back or not?" ”

Dai Zhao really wants to come back, but his current situation is not good, "I definitely want to come back!" ”

"I won't see you after three days, so I'll see you at the Civil Affairs Bureau." Putting down this sentence, Jiang Xiaolan threw away his mobile phone, and heard Dai Zhao's words one after another, as for what he said, he had no intention of listening.

Jiang Xiaolan came to the kitchen with a heavy body, and saw Dai Hui'an quietly peeling garlic, choosing vegetables, and washing the dishes.

My heart trembled, and tears fell again.

Dai Wei looked at her, saw her like this, hurriedly stood up, took a tissue and handed it to her, and did not speak.

Jiang Xiaolan took it and wiped her tears, looked at Dai Wei for a second or two, and tried to squeeze out a smile, "Go out, mom is cooking." ”

Dai Hui said "um", turned around and moved the spice rack to a position that Jiang Xiaolan could reach, and went out in the small gap next to him.

Now that it has become Dai Hui's duty to take out the garbage, Jiang Xiaolan is almost in his day, and Dai Hui will do what he can.

Jiang Xiaolan's lumbar spine hurt so much that he had to open the door for Dai Hui.

Dai Wei ran to throw out the garbage, Jiang Xiaolan followed slowly behind, and Quan took a walk.

Dai Wei changed into the clothes Jiang Xiaolan bought, the high ponytail was also tied up, and the previously playful and lovely Qi bangs also grew long, and the bangs were stuck with thin black hair, revealing a full and beautiful forehead.

The three-day appointment did not come as scheduled, but came with a feeling of disappointment and a heart-rending cry.

Jiang Xiaolan held back his anger during the day and cried in the middle of the night.

Even with the door closed, Dai heard it.

She was afraid of the dark, but she still came to the door of Jiang Xiaolan's room, and with the previous lesson, she stood next to her, quietly waiting for her to finish crying, and then went to pour her a glass of warm water.

It was very cold at night, and the autumn wind blew in through the unclosed windows, and Dai Hui shivered with cold, rubbing his arms hard, trying to warm up.

Jiang Xiaolan couldn't control his tears, he kept crying and crying, and tremblingly took his mobile phone to call Dai Zhao.

As soon as the phone rang, the other party answered, and without waiting for Jiang Xiaolan to ask, he scolded over there, and it was Dai Zhao's mother who spoke.

If Dai Zhao's mother scolds in front of her, she will definitely be able to splash her spittle.

"How big of a pomp do you have, my son is doing well at home, what are you always bothering him for?"

"It's the same woman, others can go to the hospital by themselves, but you can't?"

"Also, you throw that little orphan into my Dai family, get me out as soon as possible, otherwise you won't see Xiao Xian!"

"Aren't you just pregnant, as for being so hypocritical?"

"If you're calling, I'll sue you, disturb!"

The mobile phone was placed on the pillow, and Jiang Xiaolan listened to those words weakly, reminding her over and over again with a piercing pain in her head.

Jiang Xiaolan didn't speak, she wanted to know what Dai Zhao was doing next to her when her mother-in-law was scolding her, whether she had said something for her, or whether she had pulled her sleeve to signal her not to say anything when her mother-in-law was fierce.

Jiang Xiaolan didn't dare to think about it, and even tears came out of his eyes, and they became silent, wiping away his tears, and there was no sound and chilling words coming from the mobile phone.

Sitting up slowly, Jiang Xiaolan had been crying for a long time, dizzy, and she slowly regained her senses by propping herself on the edge of the bed.

The door opened, the lights were turned on, and the dazzling light made Dai Hui a little uncomfortable, and he subconsciously closed his eyes, and after a while, he looked at the people who came out.

The chubby little feet ran to the kitchen on the floor, poured a glass of warm water and handed it to Jiang Xiaolan, "Mom, drink water." ”

At this time, Jiang Xiaolan burst into tears and smiled, took the cup and drank half a cup, and when he saw that Dai Wei was not wearing shoes, his brows furrowed, "Go and put on your shoes." ”

"......" Dai Hui looked at the chubby feet, and at this time she felt the coldness of the soles of her feet, she said "oh" and went to put on her shoes.

The cup was placed on the dining table, Jiang Xiaolan didn't feel sleepy, sat on the sofa, took the remote control, found a table at random, and played it slowly.

There was also a small person sitting on the independent small sofa on the side, and Dai Hui's two big eyes looked directly at Jiang Xiaolan.

It was the dead of night.

After thinking about it for a long time, Jiang Xiaolan sent a text message to Dai Zhao, filing for divorce, Dai Hui and the child in her womb raised by herself, no child support, no visitation.

Looking at the phone in a daze for a long time, Jiang Xiaolan's eyes were a little sour, she cried for a long time, and with all kinds of discomfort during pregnancy, she hurriedly got up and went to the bathroom to vomit.

Dai Zhao was already anxious here, and he was made impatient by his parents crying, making trouble, and hanging himself, he took back his mobile phone, and he was so angry that he didn't even take Dai Xian away, and he came to the station in the dark late at night.

I bought a ticket at the station, and just got into the train and waited for this text message.

Leaning against the window and being stupid for a long time, recalling the past few days, or in the past half a month, he has been harassed by his parents every day, abusing Xiaolan, and his mind has always been full of Dai Hui's girl, and he can't get over that hurdle in his heart after all.

In the earliest bus, there were no people in the vehicle, and there were only seven or eight including the driver.

Dai Zhao wanted to call Jiang Xiaolan, but he was afraid that his emotions would get out of control, so he simply pressed a few words on the keyboard with his stiff fingers: Xiaolan, wait for me to come back

From my hometown to my new home, it was just a straight line at a glance, and I thought that I could reach it in the blink of an eye.

However, for a full six hours, it was like a year here in Dai Zhao.

Dai Zhao didn't receive any more calls, nor did he reply to text messages, he anxiously looked out the window to see if he was about to reach his destination, whether he would meet his wife and the little girl in a street or alley.

Dai Wei still throws out the garbage alone, or because she is petite, she still stands on tiptoe to throw the garbage bag into the bucket.

Yi Yi easily took it and threw it into the bucket with him.

Dai Wei looked at him, he was wearing a blue and white school uniform, looking at the schoolbag on his body, his eyes darkened, and he didn't know what happened to his brother?

Yi Yi looked at her indifferently and asked her confusedly, "Dai Hui, what's wrong with you?" ”

Dai Wei didn't answer his words, bypassed him, and went straight home.

Yi Yi's words sounded behind him, Dai Hui didn't want to listen to it, and trotted all the way home, why did he meet him again and again?

Yi Yi looked at her back, Yangyang is also a little girl, she is heartless and happy every day, and she is rarely seen depressed and depressed, why is this little girl only four years old, just as melancholy as an old woman.

A person came in at the gate of the community, and he passed by Yi Yi in a hurry, and almost ran into Yi Yi.

Yi Yi hurriedly dodged sideways, watching the man run away in three steps and two steps.

In the early morning autumn breeze, you can smell a stinky sweat.

Yi Yi shook his head, what kind of strange people are these?

In the corridor, the voice-activated light was broken, and no matter how Dai Wei stomped his feet, there was no reaction at all.

The corridor was pitch black, and Dai Wei couldn't see his five fingers, only vaguely feeling that someone around him was striding upstairs, with some rapid gasps.

When passing by, because he was running fast, the corners of his clothes were raised, and he swept to Dai Hui's face, and because of the darkness, he couldn't see who the person was.

But Dai Hui's face was hot and painful, and she caressed the wall and went home with her memory.

When she reached the fourth floor, the voice-activated lights came on, and she quickened her pace and ran to the sixth floor.

Dai Wei didn't see her mother waiting for her at the door, only that the door was closed, and there were crying and apologizing voices coming from the door.

Dai Hui sat in the doorway with his knees crossed, his head against the cold wall, his ears full of crying, shouting, and apologetics between his parents' conversations......

A light and shadow came out of the door, Dai Wei hurriedly got up to look, and saw her mother with a blue face coming out.

Jiang Xiaolan brought Dai Wei in and sat on the sofa together, you look at me, I look at you, look at each other, but it is a wordless ending.

Dai Zhao looked at Dai Hui, with his last name and the same face as his dead child, and saw that she didn't come out of the operation.

Dai Zhao lowered his voice, and his eyes looked at Dai Hui, "You ......"

You've been talking for a long time, and you still can't say anything.

Dai Hui was afraid of him, afraid that he would call her a pug, afraid that he would raise his hand and fall fiercely, afraid that he would say that you should get out of this house quickly, this is not your home......

Dai Wei was so frightened that she shrank into the sofa vigorously, trying to shrink into a ball as much as possible, at least she could hold her head in time when the crisis came.

When Jiang Xiaolan saw it, her nose was sore, and with the grievances of these days, her tears rolled down again and fell on the back of her weak hand.

The atmosphere was too awkward, and the huge house was full of autumn desolation, and the sadness of family discord.

Jiang Xiaolan never thought that all this she wanted to make up for would one day be ruined in the hands of Dai Zhao and in the bad words of the Dai family.

Dai Hui didn't dare to stay here, so he went into his room at once, and closed the door tightly to prevent them from entering.