Chapter 80: Who's the Loser?
There is a cave in the sky, the trees here are lush, and the entrance to the prison is a stone cave, which sits on a high place, and because of winter, it is empty, and the wilderness is a touch of white, and there is no other color.
Spring here is full of spring flowers, all kinds of colorful flowers bloom on the land, small dwarf, are some unnamed wildflowers, the largest flowers are the size of fingernails, but all kinds of colors are stacked, very brilliant.
The beauty is not very stunning, but the beauty must be very special. People in the world often feel that peonies are really beautiful, but there are also 'moss flowers such as rice, and they also learn to bloom peonies. ’
The summer here is the most beautiful at night, with fireflies dancing in the wild, like stars falling into the world, and I feel like dancing among the stars.
In autumn here, the flowers wither, the birds leave, and occasionally a cooler wind blows, which is depressed but also a kind of beauty.
In winter, the snow hides the emptiness of the earth, and the green grass flowers are covered with a thick quilt, and when the spring breeze blows, it is a new era.
It's never over, it's always a new beginning.
On this day, the major elders really came to pick up Hu Ying.
They all wore fairy wind bones, long-lived beards, one thicker than the other, and smiled very kindly, just like the kindness of grandfathers.
It's hard to imagine that they once said: For the sake of you yellow foxes, what is called self-inflicted humiliation.
But it seems that no one can do everything, and we have more or less said something that is not good.
Hu Ying didn't look proud, she was still as polite and polite as ever: "There is only one condition for the junior, this girl has to go out with me." ”
One of the elders with a black beard said, "Haha, naturally it's an oolong, how can we wronged a good person." ”
I actually sighed, because this time I went out, Hu Ying was facing a battle with his sweetheart.
But the moment I stepped out of the cave, I felt more relaxed than before, because it was freedom in the true sense of the word. The shallowness of the mood slowly stranded the heart.
It's winter.
I followed them, silent. Let your thoughts gallop across the field. I decided to follow Hu Ying closely and level every battle until peace, which should be the belief of the Nine-Tails.
Admit it, no one has enough freedom, you have to be restrained in your life, and when you are done with things, you can take a break in your free time.
I've tried to be willful and spontaneous, but I don't feel very happy, it's still painful. At that time, I felt that it was too painful to be the king of the underworld, and I liked the human world, so I went to the human world every day and then dealt with the affairs of the underworld, and finally found that there were too many things piled up, and I couldn't solve them. A short period of pleasure is followed by endless compensation.
Doing something is not a question of whether you want to or not, it is a question of peace of mind. You find that if you don't do a good job, you will feel more sparse in your heart.
"The black wolf is coming, and the fox clan is retreating, can you negotiate with him?"
Hu Ying slowed down and said the answer that he had been thinking about for several quarters: "I am a fox clan, he is a wolf clan, there are only opponents on the battlefield, and there is no emotion." ”
"Haha, that's good, but our fox clan is weak."
Hu Ying said: "If you know that you can't win, why do you want to create disputes? ”
The elders looked at each other.
"This war was only created by the wolf clan, and our king was killed by them."
Hu Ying smiled lightly, raised his head, and his horsetail flew: "No, the king and queen were killed by the fox clan, the wolf clan is a pretense, and the battle for the throne is real." ”
"This ...... You girl, even if you like black wolves, you can't talk nonsense. ”
"Really? Seriously? Uh-huh? She asked, "I don't love the house and Wu, I'm just talking about things." ”
Of course, this topic is not very pleasant, and there is nothing to say about it.
The elders' faces were ugly, but it was inconvenient for them to say anything.
She has always been honest, she will not hide her words, and she does not need to be agreed with others on what she believes, but she must express her own opinions, and the result is that both parties are ugly.
"How far have we fought?" She asked.
Now the elders are interested again.
"Hey, the fox clan is seriously injured, and they are losing and retreating, and they are about to lose to the palace."
"At this time, I'm afraid that the palace may not be able to be saved."
"Lost."
"No, the aggressiveness of our mana is always worse, and before we use our mana, the wolf of the wolf clan has already come to the front, and a bloody claw has knocked us down."
How did the fox pick the wolves? It's inevitable that you're bound to lose.
There was no brilliance in Hu Ying's eyes, she knew how to win, but winning came at a price. I felt that there was no room for any words in her ears at the moment, and I hurriedly suppressed the tsunami in my heart, and I didn't hear a word of all the words like the wind in my ears. It's rude but the heart occupies the home field, and she can't be blamed.
"Hey, you have to win, or the loser will be miserable."
"But today's ...... I don't know if you can do it. ”
"This is the great responsibility of the entire fox clan."
"The wolves are almost exhausted of their kind. It's cruel to swallow it alive. ”
"I'm afraid the fox clan will be extinct in the future."
They are balabala, adding, the matter is serious and there is no life, and the rise and fall of the entire fox clan is used to press her.
It was the sentence that hit: "Your family died, and you died at the hands of the wolf clan, and even the corpse was swallowed." ”
She smiled brightly: "Do I still believe it now?" Don't you think it's too bloody? ”
……
It is said that seeing is false, and hearing is believing. It is said that hearing is believing, and seeing is false. I was confused all of a sudden, which sentence can unswervingly believe, what is true and what is false, true and false, and I don't know the truth, which is enough to confuse the truth with the false.
The lies of the world are dusty, and it is impossible to distinguish what is the truth.
"I want to see their faces, I don't believe it." She took my hand and looked at me, her grip tight, but her eyes were questioning. She squinted, not relaxed, not happy.
I never said, "Actually, you don't believe it."
These words are too cruel, I can only smile and vaguely comfort: "Yes, I just saw it a while ago, it's all good." ”
Seeing that it was not ice and snow, but blood stains and ruins, and the foxes were lying on the side of the road with their prototypes, out of breath. They all have paw prints on them.
I could see the suspicion and panic on her face. I lost my original calmness.
It seems to be true.
The houses were empty, and the outside of the houses were littered with corpses.
We stepped over corpses, and I even felt that my dress was not so easy when it crossed them, and I looked down and saw that my inner dress was dyed red, because the inner layer was white, so it was intuitive.
Blood-stained dress.
I swallowed and looked at her without saying a word.
She walked in a hurry, without any stagnation, I slowed down a little, and fell behind, and I watched the weak body hurry forward, and my heart began to panic.
"Ahh When she arrived at a house, she cried out, "How is it true?" ”
The body of the yellow-haired fox lay outside the house, motionless, frozen and frosty, and had been dead for a long time.
I squatted on the ground with her and never said a word.
The elders began to mend their swords again, like old monks reciting scriptures.
"It's all true, this girl doesn't cry when she doesn't see the coffin."
"It's up to you to rise or fall."
"The wolf clan is ferocious, almost all of them are dead. Only the elite barracks were left, and the ordinary barracks were only counted on ten fingers. The innocent who did not participate in the war also died a miserable death. ”
She leaned down on the fox's corpse and kissed it, whispering, "I will avenge you." Then he wiped away his tears, and he didn't know where to go.
I can't say the words "wait ......", how can I make her wait for me, I can only follow.
The only thing I do is make less noise.
The back she left me was not the bright and handsome she was at the beginning, not firm and brave, but thin, helpless, lonely and pitiful.
People with bloody brains don't care if the people behind them can keep up, and the most powerless thing is my powerlessness. Nothing could be done for her.
"Where are you going?" I asked.
"Find the black wolf." She didn't look at me.
I said, "But he wasn't the one who killed your family."
"But he's the decision-maker," she said.
"Don't you think you're being unreasonable, you look at yourself now, don't you look like a psychopath?" I say.
She turned around and just looked at me, tears streaming down her face.
"With so many soldiers, how did he know it would ......?"
Reason is not for what is lost, and if there is, it is really not painful enough.
She said: "I've ...... There is no way to solve it, but I want to be the king of kings. ”
I find it ridiculous: "You don't regret it? ”
She smiled miserably: "I can't afford to regret it."
"But ......," I said.
She roared: "No, but, I can't let the wolf clan step on my family's corpse to take the throne, I can't!" After yelling, he hugged me like a child doing something wrong and rested his head on my shoulder, and I felt the weight.
She cried like a fruitless child who wanted candy, and her breath was about to break: "I can't, I can't ......" She kept repeating this sentence.
I patiently patted her on the back as a reassurance: "It's okay, it's okay, cry, you still have me, and me." ”
Do you believe it? After losing, you blindly want to hold on to something, often lose more, or even more painful price, any decision made when you are not rational is a big mistake, young people should be strong, but it does not mean that it is reckless. Decisiveness is not impulsive, make no mistake.
"On the other side, I can't accept it, be selfish, I don't feel pain when this fox clan is dead on the street, but there are my loved ones there."
"But what about the black wolf?" I asked, "Did you ever think that he would?" ”
"I know, but I can't let the evil wolf clan succeed, it has nothing to do with the black wolf." She broke away from me, "I want them to fight for nothing, fight for nothing, after several twists and turns, this country is still my fox clan." ”
I'm speechless.
I knew that at that moment she had made the most correct but regrettable decision of her life.
There is no clear line between right and wrong, but endless regret is enough to penetrate the heart.
"No, no, you'll regret it." I say.
She sneered: "You're not me, how do you know I'll regret it?" ”
I knew I couldn't counsel her, and I would watch her step into a ravine, shattered and doomed.