I took her to the world, and I said, "If you still think so about going to the world with me, go ahead." I don't care about you, I just think you'll regret it later.

We've all clenched our fists and gritted our teeth and said, "I'm not going to regret it." "Where are you so sure, whenever someone tells me now that you don't regret it, I have to think about it carefully, and after tasting it, I find that I dare not insist.

Because not regretting it is an angry word, and it is also a super slap in the face.

For example, when I was a child, I told my mother: I will not regret drinking ice water. Then I insisted on my opinion, drank a lot of ice water, and the moment I had diarrhea, I understood what it means to be self-inflicted and not to live.

Ice water is a small thing, regret or not, there is not much difference, but some regrets, there is no way to remedy.

I insisted on taking her to the world to take a look, there are beautiful things in the world, everyone is rushing away, everything is thriving, they are hardworking, happy, busy, I don't believe she will feel that she has to make that decision after reading this.

In fact, you don't lose anything, you never know how much it hurts, and the authorities can only understand it clearly like a bystander after experiencing the pain of the authorities. Experience is the process, loss is the result, and regret is inevitable.

I don't understand why she's obsessed, and she doesn't understand why I insist on her giving up. We all try to get each other to accept our point of view.

My favorite old street is the most prosperous market in Chang'an, where people are rushing, and from time to time there will be cars and horses of big families passing by and shouting: let go. Everyone clutched their chests and patted them: Oops, this almost killed me.

Hide, this world where the right is heaven, those who don't have the ability have to hide from those who have the ability, there is no wrong, sometimes this world is like this: appearance is justice, money is justice, power is justice.

I am unwilling because I don't have those things, I don't have them, and I generously admit it.

In fact, to be happy is not to take other people's words seriously, but to pursue something low-level, such as: a good meal.

But many things cannot be put aside, because it is an indispensable place in the heart. There is no way to ascend to the sky in one step, or even to ascend to the sky, so because of waiting for the magnificence of the future, I am tired, scared and weak, and then sighs: Hey.

A few steps further is the academy, two big locust trees are located at the gate of the courtyard, the branches are luxuriant, it is strange. When I came, it was winter here, but looking at the trunk of the tree, you can imagine the kind of tree lush shade from the wind and sun, this yard is made of green bricks and green tiles, the scenery in the yard is like a garden, all kinds of trees grow next to the sheep intestine path, accompanied by generations of readers, they wear the same clothes, and eventually go to a different life, each of them goes, those readers hold the book and read, ten years of cold window suffering, think about giving up on the line? Why the pain?

Living is not for the pursuit of the spiritual world, there are still many things to chase, so you can't give up, because you will find that if you want to be chosen, there must be a reason to be chosen.

Why is it that the person standing there will be you, why do you have the ability to get what you want, why you are loved, why you love, why you are respected, why not be isolated, because of all kinds of reasons, so even if it is painful, you have to persevere.

Everyone has the right to be a better person.

She asked me, "Where are you looking?" ”

"The dreamland of the children of the poor family." I replied.

She asked, "Academy?"

I nodded, and I passed by the academy. There are joys and pains, some are mostly happy, some are mostly painful, and their fates are different.

On the road, several swaggering sons of rich families waved fans and walked together.

"Let's go, let's go see the little servant."

The boy looked intoxicated: "That song is really good." ”

The other boy closed the fan and knocked it heavily on his hand: "Ho, no taste, don't you see the beauty of the little girl?" ”

The intoxicated childe opened his eyes at this time: "Stupid, of course I have to say something that the girl likes to hear." ”

I whispered in Hu Ying's ear: "Ho, a nest of snakes and rats, crows laugh at pigs." ”

She said, "Isn't it a gentleman in the world? ”

I haven't said it sincerely, but unfortunately they have heard it.

It seemed that the lustful people were all the same, and gently lifted the girl's chin with a folding fan and said the same rotten words: "Come, give the master a smile." ”

Because let's learn from it.

I saw that Hu Ying had never seen this kind of scene, and her eyes were wide open, after all, she was molested like a man, and she couldn't see it for a hundred years, it was novel.

I stared at them without a conscience, looking forward to what would happen next.

I didn't know I was able to run, and one of them looked at me and laughed so hard that I had goosebumps on the ground, and he said, "Girl, how old are you this year?"

I pretended to laugh twice: "The old body is one hundred and eighty years old." "I'm just here to rhyme.

He said: "At this age, it's also cardamom, and you can get married." ”

I said, "I'm married." ”

He waved his hand: "Nonsense, how can there be a married young woman walking around the street, dressed as unmarried?"

I also waved my hand: "Nonsense, how can an unmarried lady not stay in the attic and wander around the street?"

He was speechless all at once.

His other brother suddenly screamed, and I heard the sound of bones breaking.

Sure enough, Hu Ying is still Hu Ying, as always, handsome and chic. She led me away and didn't look back. If she doesn't hold grudges, she will report it on the spot. I sighed in my heart: my sister is still my sister.

……

The things in front are the foreshadowing in the back, but everything that is connected has a past, so we naturally have to watch Xiao Cong and listen to her songs. I've heard of this song well, and I should have been able to do it for a while.

Xiao Congchang's gentleness, his eyes are half-hanging, he looks like a dead man, and he doesn't have a good face. She was dressed in a very bright color, but that face was a hibiscus from clear water, which was naturally decorated. Extremely reluctant to play the tune, and there were mistakes, I could hear it, because what I was good at was the song "Song of Long Hatred", but the audience nodded and praised.

The so-called insiders look at the doorway, and the layman looks at the excitement, that's it.

In fact, I came here to listen to music for fun, not to correct mistakes, why should things that are happy end up unhappy, there is no need.

Rich women in the Qinglou can also enter, but we have become the focus, and everyone who is seated will look at us more, which is particularly embarrassing.

I asked her, "What do you think of the tune?" ”

She said: "I don't really know what is good and what is not, I just know that applause is good, and it is right to follow the public's music." ”

"You can think of it that way, but it's not right." I replied, quite plainly speaking, "There are a few things wrong about that tune." ”

The two of us chattered, and finally the listener couldn't bear it anymore and said, "You two little girls will play yourself up, chatter, and quarrel to death." ”

I didn't dare to look up at that moment.

Hu Ying said: "Just play." ”

I looked at her in amazement.

She smiled confidently and proudly: "Go, go." ”

I waved my hand and smiled awkwardly: "Don't, haha...... Well, don't take it seriously, it's just a joke, come and sit down, excuse me, you continue with the girls' school book. ”

Hu Ying put his arms around my neck "She's embarrassed, she knows she understands, she said you played it wrong."

I want to scream at the sky.

The little girl looked at me: "Girl, if you know, come on, please." ”

The spectators, who were not too big to see the excitement, applauded one after another, and they were too shy to look pretentious in front of everyone, so I agreed, and sat on the stage, playing and singing a song of long hatred.

The days are long and sometimes endless, and this hatred lasts forever. This sentence sang all the regret and sadness, I thought of the girl who waited for a thousand years, thought of the peony, and thought of the little cuckoo.

Through the wind and rain, life is not necessarily easy.

I looked at the girl when I played, and sighed in my heart: There is no easy word in the world, and each of them will overcome their own suffering.

When I was about to leave, she took my hand and said: You are a bosom friend, you are fated to meet, I am really excited, the song is deliberately played wrong, because no one can understand.

My heart warmed up all of a sudden, in fact, sometimes it looks like I have teeth and claws, but my ears are very soft, and I can't listen to good words: "Yes." ”

She cried: "I'm just duckweed in the rain." ”

"I'll save you." I said, the blood came from the chest, as if I was needed, it turned out that I was quite important, so I was willing to do my best.

"How can I save it?" She asked.

I said, "Help you out of the brothel."

She said: "No need, there is no point, my relatives are dead, my lover has promised a lover, you want me to go, where can I go?" It's just an art here to make ends meet, why am I leaving? ”

I replied, "At least free." ”

Hu Ying patted me on the shoulder: "You will always understand that freedom will one day become a price, you must lose your freedom to live, time is not easy, and it becomes a blessing and a wish because it is difficult to achieve." ”

"But there will still be uncompromising." I say.

Hu Ying sighed: "The temporary fish that slipped through the net won't last long." ”

I am the fish that slipped through the net, and one day I will devote myself to the river of life: "I think there are still exceptions, maybe the fish that escapes from the net will really not be caught in the net, why is there always someone who can live well without compromise, and we want to do that compromise?"

Xiao Cong said: "Life is very difficult, ideals are too scarce, and there is no way to go without food for a lifetime by relying on spirit alone, and thoughts cannot satisfy hunger." ”

Actually, I know it, but I'm hard-mouthed. It's better to give it a try after being entangled, that is, to have no regrets. I can naturally choose to be a fox, learn demon magic to avoid the thunder perfectly, but I am unwilling, I want to try to become a god, it is nothing more than a hacked to death, the road ahead is too long, do not walk to see no one knows if it will really be struck by lightning.

I asked: "Xiao Cong, there are many accidents in this world, and I have chosen to be comfortable, and the road may be smooth, but it is not what you want after all." "I look at her" It's all your own decision, you think about it, I respect your choice. ”

Actually, this is also for myself. I don't know the way forward, so I'm relieved that I've tried it or not.