The thunder was rolling and the wind was loud. The rain dragged on until the evening, and the autumn leaves were withering, and this time the homeopathy would wither a lot.

I wrapped myself in a blanket and lifted the curtain to watch the rain outside, the raindrops on the ground mixed with the moisture on my face, it was very cold. Somehow, I felt a sense of desolation.

The same tacit understanding was that Hu Ying also lifted the curtain, I smiled at her, she waved her hand to signal me to come over, I put down the blanket, and ran to her.

She was making a pot of hot tea and waiting for me. The lid of the teapot was crumbling, the whole teapot was shaking, and the charcoal fire in the stove was burning.

She slowly lifted the teapot and put her hand on the charcoal fire: "Come on, it's cold, let's get warm." ”

I complied: "It's a waste if this charcoal fire doesn't bake something delicious." ”

She came and asked, "What do you think should be baked?" ”

I smiled, "Sweet potatoes and meat can be anything." ”

She said: "They all say that game is delicious, and we foxes also belong to one of them." ”

I laughed: "Look at what you said, don't we often eat some meat, I can't get used to it." ”

She frowned: "Yes, but what did you eat when you were young?" ”

I said, "There are many things that I can't eat, and there are a lot of restrictions, that is, some fruit, and then the king and queen will send some demons to take care of me and give me some food." ”

She slammed her head: "Oh, I almost forgot that you were a princess before." ”

"I don't know." In fact, the princess is dead, and I am just the king of Hades. I have not been disciplined since I was a child, but I am not free, the small thatched hut will leak rain on rainy nights, there is almost no dry ground, and I often tremble and hold the quilt to move the place.

Actually, I love the rain because the ticking sound of a rainy night makes me feel like I'm not alone at all.

She was suspicious: "You said your name is ugly?" In fact, I heard about you back then, but I also heard a little, and the rumors passed for a while. ”

If those count as scars, I think I'm quite at peace at the moment. I've never been afraid of losing, but I'm far stronger and calmer than you think.

When I laughed and talked about things, I teased: "Oh, I didn't expect that I was so ugly." ”

She asked, "On the other side, I ask you what do you eat?" "She's serious, and she's gone with that 'ghost girl.'

I also got serious: "It's a very special fruit, I don't know what it's called, it seems to be called a holy fruit, it's very rare, they say that my body is thin, I have to eat something to make up for it." ”

She frowned: "Haven't you thought about it, there is a reason for the sores on your face, maybe it's because of the fruit." ”

It dawned on me: "Oh my God, that's it. ”

This princess was killed by some ministers the moment she was born, she was the only nine-tailed, she should be supreme glorious, she was born so beautiful, but she never lived seriously, even a stick of incense was not enough.

I remembered every time I looked at the moon with the clouds on my pillow, the girl was like a fairy, her smile was vivid. The moment she smiled at me, it was as if to say: Live well for me.

I often think that if living is counted as a kind of suffering that is worse than death, then death is considered liberation, I don't recognize, but anyone who lives, even if it is only one day, is earned.

I was originally the king of Hades, and I have seen a lot of joys and sorrows and deaths in all kinds of ways, even if there is an afterlife, how can I make up for the regrets of this life? Regret is regret and cannot be made up.

I thought of Gong Changqing, who said she would wait a thousand years. When I saw her later, her consciousness was already confused, and the damage was short-lived, but the forgetting was too long.

People who haven't seen each other for two or three years still remember. But memory is limited, time does not make the face eternal, it makes you remember trivial things. To be honest, I'm ashamed, after my father and aunt left, their faces are really blurry for me to think about at the moment.

It's really regrettable, why didn't I leave some portraits at the beginning, hang them at the head of the bed every day, and take a closer look. But the feelings in my heart are still there, and it will hurt, but the pain has become much lighter with time.

I have traveled far less than a thousand years.

Gong Changqing has been a thousand years, but I'm afraid that when it comes, she will forget it. The tragedy is that the person you have been waiting for for a long time stands in front of you, and you only remember that you have been waiting, but you forget who you are waiting for.

We only told her that as long as you held out for a thousand years, you could be with him if you still wanted to, but we didn't tell her that memory was limited.

You promise the next life, I only know that now is now, and the flowers have a reblooming day, but it is not often a time to get together. Fate is here, at this time, if it's gone, it's gone.

Later, I heard the words of the dying man: If there is a time to live...... I knew the ending first, and Lu Juan said that he was a god who wrote Bozi and could be tampered with, which was just a lie to comfort me.

Later, I turned over the book, and people who are not together in this life will not even be able to meet again in the next life. Sifan's 'little nun' still hasn't waited for her lover, and if she is a lover, she is not the one she cared about the most.

At that time, she was not the 'little nun' of Sifan, how could the person she met be the young man of the year.

I took her hand: "Sister, do you know? It's very important to cherish it, no matter which realm, if you stumble, you will stumble. I wiped my tears, "Even if there is an afterlife, it is not the current you." ”

It's really too easy to get emotionally flooded on this rainy night.

She handed me a cup of tea: "Drink a hot cup of tea, warm up." ”

I took it.

She smiled brightly: "I want to listen to the tune, I wonder if your piano is still there?" ”

I nodded: "Yes, it's just that this piano shouldn't be mine, how can the music be comfortable, the piano is the same as the magic instrument, recognize the master." ”

She said, "Make do, I want to hear it, you girl is poor." ”

I bowed my hand: "Yes." ”

When I went back to the tent to get the harp, I heard a howl. I paused in the rain and didn't look back.

I deliberately put it on hold for a long time when I got back to my tent, because I knew she was uncomfortable.

I put the piano in a corner that was not easy to see, and it was in a bag, and when I looked at it, the bag was already dusty, and I brushed off the dust, carefully took it out, and touched it.

Naqin belonged to the jailer and the girl back then, and I was just one to help him store his pain, and I was on the other side of many people, all watching the fire from the other side, and they were all drowning people.

I slowly put it into the bag again.

I stood in the rain and listened for a long, long time, until there was no crying, and then I immediately took the piano and looked for her.

I said, "Look at my rote memory, I've been looking for a long time, and I'm really blind." ”

She smiled, but there was an unconcealable redness around her eyes, and it was obvious that she had just cried: "I also often ride donkeys to find donkeys." ”

"Why is it raining so hard?" She asked, "You're drenched like a chicken in soup." ”

I grabbed my hair and twisted it: "Look, how terrible, and it still comes out of the water." ”

She smiled: "You're the same as washing." ”

I said, "Who's to say it's not?" ”

She said: "Xu has walked a lot and realized a lot. ”

I realized a lot because I made a lot of mistakes.

I said, "Aren't I just a lesson from the past?" I was frank but not calm enough: "After seeing my way, don't you understand?" ”

We don't have any chance of choosing to reopen, no matter who we become in the future, no matter how powerful it will be. Even if I really become a god, many things can never be changed, because there is no chance.

But there are new opportunities, opportunities are always there, but some can't make up for what was lost.

I walked up to her and patted her on the back gently: "You can cry if you want to, you won't be disgusted." ”

Resolving things is never a grievance, it's a step taken. If you don't act, how can you solve it?

I asked, "If you care about him, why can't you talk to him about it?" ”

She waved her hand: "Forget it, he is a wolf clan, I am a fox clan, we can only consume each other together, and we have a lot of infamy for thousands of years." ”

How can those who stand on opposite sides love each other, this is not love, this is torture.

Suddenly, the curtain was lifted, and a cold wind blew in, and we looked up, this Wu Ran hugged his arms and looked at us with an angry face: "Okay, okay, you two sneaked around my back, how do you feel that I am redundant, didn't I know you first?" She puffed out Hu Ying's ears.

Hu Ying was so frightened that he fled again and again: "Oh, I said that you are all very important, every day I have to choose one of them, this palm and the back of my hand are full of meat, I am too difficult." ”

We laughed.

Wu Ran said: "You don't just have a bowl of water." As he spoke, he came to pat me: "Why are you drenched like this?" ”

I said, "I don't know if the storm is coming, and I have no precautions for this." ”

Hu Ying said: "Who will be like you in the rain for a long, long time." ”

Wu Ran said: "Hey, I think it's a pity that this fire doesn't bake something." ”

I shrugged, "Look, yes." ”

Hu Ying sighed: "But where to find sweet potatoes?!"

Wu Ran said: "Stupid, can you be a little flexible?" Grill some of the ones we have. ”

Hu Ying said, "What are you two going to do?" ”

I clapped my hands: "Go to the kitchenette and step on it." ”

Wu Ran put his arm around my shoulder: "Take your own things, just take them, after all, the kitchen is opened by my Hu family, and it is my brother who is in charge." Just go back and say it. ”

I asked, "What kind of meat do you eat?" ”

Wu Ran said: "What you said is really strange, as if you don't eat it yourself, anyway, it's not fox meat." ”

Hu Ying nodded: "Yes, there is still a bottom line." ”

The rain had been going on for a long time, but now it stopped, and the lightning and thunder just now seemed like a joke, and there was a dead silence again.

Wu Ran took me to her brother's place, and outside the tent she shouted, "Brother, if you're hungry, let's get some food." ”

Her brother was gentle: "Go, go, go, don't tell me in the future." ”

The next day was not peaceful, and everyone didn't know that it was her brother who was in charge, so it was rumored that the leader was stealing. But for the demon to be frank, if you don't do it, you don't do it, the meat belongs to the Hu family, the kitchen is also the Hu family, and the person in charge is also Wu Ran's brother whose blood is thicker than water.

Regardless of the wind and waves, what is false is false after all.

But she has always been outspoken, but when she is misunderstood, she is like a mute, unable to explain, because others just say it behind her back, there is no chance to respond positively, it's not that she doesn't want to say it, it's that she doesn't have the opportunity to justify, there are a lot of things, and the dirty water that was splashed is on her body for a lifetime without explanation, how terrible those spitting stars are, they will really be drowned.