Chapter 106 is not a change, but a change in the situation
But he has a solution to everything, the moment you are anxious, I don't know how, don't worry.
The fox clan and the wolf clan waited together, without taking a step forward or retreating, seemingly calm, both sides were anxious.
I asked Hu Ying: "Sister, look, this fox clan and the wolf clan have not taken action, will the two sides stay here as long as the epidemic does not dissipate?" β
"It's possible, but it's always good not to fight." She rubbed her temples: "I've had insomnia all the time, and my head hurts." β
I wanted to cry without tears: "Me too, my head hurts." β
She looked at me with her head propped up on her hands: "You are so strange, why can't you sleep?" β
"It's strange to say, but I like the night, I used to like the day, because I often drown in the dark, the day is very rare, now I am used to seeing this day, in the noisy world I need to wait for a quiet, quiet is just my own world." I say.
Maybe there are things hidden during the day, and it is very suitable to take them out and tidy them up at night, and I have escaped for a long time, as the saying goes: I can hide from the first day of the first day of the new year, but I can't hide from the fifteenth.
Maybe it's too weak, I just yearn for being a god these days, but I'm still fully prepared to be a fox.
The night was as cold as water, I didn't force myself to give up, I still kept my time and persevered, I didn't compromise.
There was a square table in our tent, and there were two taels of wine and some dishes on the table, I looked at the good food and wine on this table and frowned and asked, "This feeling makes me... I was a little panicked inexplicably. β
She smiled: "What's wrong?" β
I said, "The moment the prisoner goes to the execution ground, it is good wine and good food, and the farewell banquet is also good wine and good food." β
"Wait Wu Ran, we're moving chopsticks." She didn't look at me when she said that.
I seem to realize that she might be saying goodbye to us.
I said, "Eat this table, I won't come." β
I thought that I would be able to say goodbye if I avoided goodbye, who wants to be bitter once parting, wake up tonight, and have no place to return.
I wanted to help her, but I didn't have the ability to help, and this embarrassment was embarrassing, and it made me want to be that powerful demon.
I walked fast at the moment I came out, but I never dared to slow down, because what I didn't like the most was parting.
At night, while I was asleep, I sneaked out again and went to the pond, the corner of the pond was a withered weed, grass and trees, but to my surprise there was still a little firefly flying in the sky, and the green light was fluttering, which did not illuminate the night, but it was also hope.
I always feel that I can meet Lu Juan here, intuition for no reason, behavior for no reason, believing in some things for no reason, there are more behaviors for no reason.
It's quiet, so the footsteps are noticeable. I looked back, but it wasn't Lu Ju, he had messy hair and a belt with a jewel on his forehead, he was a black wolf.
By the moonlight, I could see him clearly. The beard on his chin has come out, which shows that he has not been repaired recently, and he is not very energetic.
I wondered, "Aren't you afraid of infection?" β
He smiled reluctantly, in fact, the corners of his mouth twitched, and he was very stiff: "That disease is not from the wolf clan, it is from the scattered demons or you." β
"How so?"
"Believe it or not, in short, we have controlled it here, there are not many infections, and all the infected ones are buried." When he said this, he told the most cruel truth in the most ordinary tone.
I asked, "How can you do this?" How can it not be cured? β
He was just silent, silent for a while, and then pointed at me and said, "You don't think about anything else, you just want to win." β
I hurriedly explained, "Please listen to me calmly." He didn't speak, and I hurriedly said: "Hu Ying didn't know about the sudden battle of the demons that day, only I knew, but I didn't know that there was that kind of unwritten spiritual agreement between you. β
He sighed helplessly and looked up at the moon: "I know she won't do this, but I can only do this, I will confront her head-on, and it will never be fruitless." β
At that moment, it felt like he was really like a lone wolf howling at the moon, he summoned companions, but there were no companions.
"If you say today, I will tell Hu Ying as it is." I say.
He stared into my eyes, his eyes were cold, round, I knew it was angry, and I asked, "What, are you going to kill me?" β
He said, "I know you're the Nine-Tails. β
There was a dead silence around, we just looked at each other viciously, frozen in place, I was somehow not afraid, just with Hu Ying's narration of him, I also decided to gamble.
I pointed to one of the trees in the woods ahead and asked, "Look, is that tree very much like the one you leaned on each other?" β
She touched his head, took him for a dog, and said, "You are a wolfdog."
She talked too much, and he listened obediently as a prototype. While she is asleep, carry her and send her home.
She went there and met by chance, understood everything, and the young relationship began.
He's not particularly strong, unless he has to, looking back at other people's stories, onlookers are always sober, and he's also a cute, loving and soft teenager.
Although those claims to have been, what happened then is not the same as at this time, he has not changed, he is still the same, the situation has changed.
"If it is now, how can it be the same?" He said.
I asked, "If you can't be the same, why bother in the first place?" β
He was silent.
"When we come to this world, we don't listen to some ridicule, we won't be hurt by those bad words, we will just stay away." I said, "Black wolf, your heart is not cold in an instant, and so are you." β
"I'll talk about it because I don't want to blame myself or watch her suffer." I don't know where I got my calmness: "She's the same as you, she's afraid of what you're afraid of, and she's not a little less painful than you, but you don't know, but she doesn't know." β
It's just that they don't know each other.
I think I don't like Zhong Kui's moment is that sentence: Why are you so vicious?
I don't know how I was so brave at that time, but I suddenly felt that I was cheap, and the hard words were not what I wanted, and I knew clearly that I didn't want to be a dog that wagged my tail when he waved his hand.
Many years later, when I remembered those words, my uncalm heart fell into a dead silence for a moment.
I said to the black wolf, "Black wolf, don't be tough if you are soft-hearted. They are all from the past, don't go to my past. β
He smiled happily and asked me, "Little girl, you are not very old, how can it be your turn to educate me?"
It is often said that youth is not capital, and those who say this envy are young. But it is precisely because of youth that they are also despised. Most of the people who understand the reason are senior, which is nothing to deny, but it is not that they are absolutely unreasonable when they are young.
Nothing in this world is absolute.
I said, "It's just that some of them have just experienced it, and some of them have some insights and sudden realizations." You don't think she's the only one she's ever met you in her life, do you? β
He was fighting with me: "But why do you think that I will only meet her once in my life?" β
I asked, "Oh, then, why are you willing to bear more of your most despicable infamy for herβthe beginning of the decline of the wolf royal family?" β
The wind tossed the treetops, and the scattered leaves withered one by one. Falling to the ground made a noise in the night that was quiet enough.
He pondered for a long time, but remained silent.
I said: "Black wolf, nothing, nothing is eternal, I have seen too many relationships end without a problem, in fact, they are all hearsay stories, there is consistent persistence in the relationship, there is also a sudden separation, and the once vigorous can also be counted as a joke." β
He looked at me with an undetermined look in his eyes.
I said, "If what you do in the future can be done for another demon, I won't say much." I hid my emotions: "Actually, it's normal, people who once couldn't even want their lives in the mortal world can also abandon their wives in the second half of their lives, I don't dare to say that it was false love back then, but at this moment, there is no such thing, and the love that used to be is really gone." β
The wind blows and we are all very sober.
He said, "I only know that she is, so I won't look at this woman in the red dust more." β
If you bet right, it's love, and if you're wrong, you're wrong. We can't ask for feelings, everything is natural, the rise and fall are the same. But we have to learn to say goodbye so that we don't end up looking too ugly, I call it dignity.
"You can't stop me, I will definitely tell Hu Ying about this. Why should you be noble and selfless, as if it were someone else's fault, it's not fair. "When I said it, I was emotional, I suppressed my voice, but I felt my arms tremble.
He remained silent, counting as acquiescence.
I left the sentence: "Gone." "Then I left, along the way, the things in my heart were very clear, the smoke in the long sky, the gladiatorial battles on the battlefield, I was so busy, I was so busy, I was doing very important things, and it was ridiculous to be sad for a moment.
I went back to the camp tent and threw up my own bead, which lit up in an instant, and I was not the only one in the camp, and the red dress was particularly eye-catching.
He sat in the darkness and waited for me for a long time.
It's a pity that it's Zhong Kui, that's what I thought at that moment in my heart.
"The autumn night is very cold, I put out the fire here, why don't you burn some?" I asked.
He straightened his sleeves: "I'm not cold." β
I suddenly realized that I smiled brightly: "Yes, just forget, it feels so funny, I forget that we are different." β
But he was not very happy: "How is it different? β
I smiled even brighter: "You don't know whether it's warm or cold, but I know." β
His face became even more ugly: "Why don't I know?" β
I suddenly realized that he didn't think much of what I me: "Don't think about it. β
"Adi, I like you."
I immediately hugged my elbow and rubbed it: "What's wrong with you?" β
He was very firm, and his voice trembled a little: "Ah Di." I saw him roll over his Adam's apple: "I like you." β
"But I don't like you anymore." I say.
Always thinking about making things clear, emotional everything has to be divided into right and wrong, we are young, and we have some crazy words, but not everything is too late, we all know that when the heart is cold, it really can't be warmed.
The moment he left, I cried for a long time, and the things that had been suppressed for so many years finally came to an end, I was relieved, I only knew that I had been sad for a long time, and finally decided to find someone who had me in my heart for the rest of my life, and regarded me as the only one, I wanted to be domineering in his world, and I also allowed him to show his teeth and claws in my world.