At night. I sat on the windowsill and looked at the endless night, my eyes empty, like an empty shell without a soul.

The night was silent and the moon was cloudy. Lonely and helpless, I felt how heartbreaking the cold and tranquility of early winter were.

I haven't slept for a moment in the past few days, when Ling Yuqian was buried, my body was already very weak, and I was thinking before I fainted that day, it's okay to sleep like this.

Heartache is heartbreaking, I don't want to bear this anymore, I want to accompany him like this, forever.

But I hated myself for why I woke up, I wanted to commit suicide, but when I thought of Ling Yang, I still hesitated.

Thinking of what Ling Yuqian said to me that day, I struggled.

Meeting is a matter of two people, why didn't you take me with you when you left? It turned out that the one left behind was the most painful.

When the sky was still slightly bright, I came to Ling Yuqian's grave, squatted down and stroked his photo, and my eyes were suddenly moist.

"Ah Qian, why are you willing to leave me alone?" My heart was empty, it was empty, I didn't feel any pain, I think it was numb.

I took out the ring from my pocket and tears poured down from his ring finger that day.

I dug a small pit in front of the tombstone with my hand and buried the ring in it little by little, "Ah Qian, you know what? I have never regretted meeting you, I lied to you about those words at the beginning, I really love you very much. ”

Stroking his tombstone, I laughed, "There are so many things I haven't had time to say to you, but why don't you give me this chance?" You don't want me to watch you die, but you know how cruel it is to me? Do you know that feeling like someone is stabbing me in the heart with a knife, and I can't breathe in pain......"

I don't know how long it took, but a cold wind blew and scratched my cheeks.

The winter wind is like an invisible knife, mercilessly striking people's bodies.

Some people meet for a lifetime.

Two months after Ling Yuqian's death, Xue Zimo returned.

I don't know how long I haven't seen him, and when I said goodbye, I found that he had changed a lot.

When the waiter put down the two cups of coffee, he said the first sentence, "Are you doing well?" ”

"Not good." Since Ling Yuqian's absence, I have had a very bad life, and every day when I face an empty room alone, I always feel sad and think of him.

He stirred the coffee in front of him and said in a low voice, "I know that it is difficult for you to come out of Ling Yuqian's death. But to be a man is to look forward, and I don't think he will think that you always live in a gloomy place. ”

I noticed the ring on his ring finger and was slightly stunned, "You're married?" ”

"Well, it was a year ago." After he finished speaking, I sincerely wished him "Congratulations, I hope you are happy." ”

"Thank you." He looked at me deeply and said, "I'm sorry, I caused the unhappiness in our previous marriage, but I won't be wrong a second time." ”

"Some things are destined, if we hadn't divorced, I wouldn't have met Ah Qian, I'm content in this life, just for him." At this, I lowered my head slightly, and two tears fell on the back of my hand.

Although it has been two months, I feel that Ling Yuqian's death is as if it happened yesterday, and I will never forget his pale face and cold lips.

"The deceased is gone, your life still has to go on, I know it's hard for you, but every one of us wants you well." As he finished, his phone rang.

He hung up after a few words in a warm voice, he reached out and stroked my hair, "I'm coming back to see you, this time maybe it's the last time we'll see each other, tomorrow we'll go to Paris to settle down, goodbye." ”

"Goodbye." When my words fell, he got up and kissed me on the forehead, his eyes were like a pool of clear water, and he said: "Xiaoqian, I got married to force myself, if I don't do this, I will never forget you." So, sometimes pushing yourself may be the right choice, and I hope you too. ”

After Xue Zimo left, I sat there without moving. Push yourself? How easy is it to say?

Because of Ling Yuqian's death, Ling Feichen and He Wanwan's marriage has been dragging on, and seeing that her belly is getting bigger and bigger, I decided to let them get married at the end of this month.

At the wedding, looking at He Wanwan's happy smile, I couldn't help but laugh. How important it is to marry the person you like, like it is for life.

When Ling Feichen and He Wanwan exchanged rings, I frowned slightly when I saw Ling Feichen's hesitant appearance.

At this moment, a group of women rushed to the stage from nowhere, surrounding Ling Feichen in the middle.

"Sanshao, don't you want us anymore, how can you say that you will get married when you get married?"

"yes, didn't you say you were unmarried? You're slapping yourself in the face by doing this, and what's so good about this woman? Is she as pretty as we are? ”

"Fei Chen, you can't hang yourself on a tree, it's different to come out to play after getting married, you have to think clearly."

They squeezed He Wanwan aside and talked nonsense, He Wanwan was very angry, she wanted to squeeze in and reason with them, but I went up to stop her.

I pulled a woman and slapped her, and this slap made everyone stunned, especially the woman in front of her, who yelled at me like she opened her teeth and claws, "You dare to hit me?" ”

I ignored her and said to the security guards on the side, "Blasting them out." ”

After Ling Feichen's friends were forcibly taken out, Ling Yunjing gloated and said to Ling Feichen, "Why don't you usually care about them? Make the wedding smoky, look at your daughter-in-law. ”

I was displeased with him and said, "What are you doing in a daze?" Put a ring on the night. ”

Ling Feichen shrugged his shoulders in acknowledgment, took He Wanwan's hand, and put the ring on her ring finger, and the audience immediately applauded.

Their wedding was also considered a success, and Ling Feichen bought a new house outside. Therefore, there is one less person in the Ling family's residence.

At night. I was drinking with Hua Xuan at the bar, and he said, "Xiaoqian, I'm going to live in City A permanently." ”

"Not unexpected." After I finished speaking, he was stunned for a moment and asked, "Don't you ask me why?" ”

took a sip of wine and looked at him, "I know everything about you." ”

He didn't know what was coming to mind, and although the light was dim, he could tell that he was blushing. I saw him squirm and say, "Actually, I'm not sure about the relationship with him, I've never felt this way, I miss him when I eat, I think about him when I sleep, I think of him no matter what I do, you say, is this love?" ”

"Haven't you ever loved anyone else?" I said.

"Nope." He shook his head in earnest.

I stared thoughtfully at the dancing men and women and said, "That's it, that's what it feels like to love someone." Whatever you do, you will think of him and remember it in your heart. ”

Ling Yuqian, are you okay over there? Do you think of me? You know, I think about you every day, when we used to be together, and every time you gently call me "shallow".