Ling Yuqian's body seemed to be getting weaker and weaker after being hospitalized, and I pretended to be very calm in front of him every day, but I cried alone in private.

Ling Yuqian looked at my eyes that were red and swollen from crying, and said, "Shallow, I know this is difficult for you, but I still have to say it. Promise me, don't be too sad when I die, I still have to live, Yang Yang is still young, he needs you, you know? ”

I sat on the edge of the bed and stared at him, asking, "Don't you need me?" ”

"He needs you more." Ling Yuqian stroked my hair and said softly, "Everyone will die, it's just that I'm a little early." It is the luck of my life to meet you, no matter how long it is, I am content. ”

I grabbed his hand and held it in my arms and shook my head: "No, I'm not satisfied, I want to be with you for the rest of my life, you can't leave me halfway, you are irresponsible, you know?" ”

The corners of his mouth rose slightly, and his eyes were tender like water: "Just think I'm irresponsible." ”

"I won't let you die, I won't......" I lay on top of him, hugging him tightly, tears wetting the clothes on his chest.

You never know how much someone who thinks cranky about you loves you so much.

There is a flower in my heart that grows in the sun, and that sunshine is Ling Yuqian, without him, the flower will wither, will wither, and will fall into an endless hell.

Maybe it was because I was tired of crying, so I fell asleep like this.

Although I was asleep, I was still conscious, and I vaguely heard Ling Yuqian hugging me tightly and saying, "I'm sorry, there are some things I don't want you to face with me, I can't let you be hurt a little bit, so, forgive me......"

Ling Yuqian, what do you want me to forgive you? I wanted to ask him, but I fell into a deep sleep.

In the endless flowers, I squatted there holding my body and only felt so cold, so cold.

"Shallow."

Until a low call made me stunned, and I looked up at Ling Yuqian coming towards me step by step, "Ah Qian? ”

He reached out and pulled me up and smiled softly, "Where did you go?" Let's go home. ”

I nodded dumbfounded, and let him hold his hand and walk forward.

When I opened my eyes, I was greeted by He Wanwan's worried face. When she saw me wake up, she said, "What's wrong with you, Xiaoqian?" Is this sleep a day? ”

I sat up from the bed and looked around. I'm lying on Ling Yuqian's bed now, what about the others?

I asked her, "What about Ah Qian?" ”

When He Wanwan heard this, her eyes flickered, and then she coughed and said to me: "Xiaoqian, don't worry, we only saw you alone when we came, and we didn't see Ling Yuqian, and asked the doctors and nurses, and they didn't know where he went, Fei Chen, they had already gone to look for ......."

As soon as she finished speaking, I hurriedly got out of bed to get out. As soon as he arrived at the door, Ling Feichen opened the door, he saw me stunned for a moment, and said, "We have looked for a lot of places, but there is no news of the eldest brother." ”

I was worried, so I hurriedly took out my mobile phone and dialed Ling Yuqian's phone number.

It was turned off, and I was so scared that I pushed Ling Feichen away and ran out.

I searched for a lot of places that day, even where I often ate with him, but there was no sign of him.

Ling Yuqian is seriously ill now, why did he leave suddenly?

When Ling Feichen and the others found me, I was kneeling in front of Old Man Ling's tombstone.

"Grandpa, I know you must be watching us from the sky, please tell me where Ah Qian is, okay? I can't let him be alone outside, please tell me......" I kept kowtowing to the tombstone until my forehead broke, and I hugged my body and cried before the night: "Xiaoqian, don't do this, let's go back first, okay?" ”

"No, I'm not going back." I pushed her away and continued to kowtow.

I don't know if I'm stunned, I kowtowed vigorously, Ling Feichen and Hua Xuan came up to pull me, and I also pushed them away.

"Sister-in-law, are you crazy, how can grandpa tell you where your eldest brother is! The reason why the eldest brother left without a sound must be because he didn't want us to watch him die, even if you keep kneeling here, he won't come back! "Ling Feichen yelled at me for the first time, when it suddenly rained heavily, and the rain soaked our clothes.

I looked up at him, and then at He Wanwan, who was shivering on the side, "Take Wanwan back." ”

"No, let's go back together." He Wanwan shook her head.

"Xiaoqian, you can't solve the problem like this, why don't we go back and find a way." Hua Xuan said this, glanced at Old Man Ling's tombstone and said, "Besides, Ling Yuqian is Old Man Ling's grandson, he will definitely bless him, are you obedient?" Shall we go back? ”

I didn't speak, I couldn't tell if it was tears or rain, they blurred my eyes.

It's kind of cold, icy and biting. There was a kind of pain, and it hurt to the heart. There is a kind of love that tears the heart.

The rain became heavier and heavier, and they hit me like desperately, and my heart was dripping blood and crying at the same time.

I don't know how I got back, but when I woke up, I found that Ling Yang had been staring at me.

He wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes with his little hand and said seriously, "Mommy, don't cry, okay?" Daddy is not there, Yang Yang will protect you. ”

I don't know how a two-year-old child would say such a thing, but no matter what, I feel relieved.

But when he thought of Ling Yuqian, the hand that wanted to touch his head paused and took it back.

"Mommy, where is Daddy? I haven't seen him in days, will he ever come back? Ling Yang's words seemed to suddenly touch the wound in my heart, and I looked out the window at the rainy and sunny sky, "That's right, he will come back." ”

For the next month, Ling Yuqian did not appear again.

Until that day, it was the darkest day of my life. Ling Feichen said that he had found Ling Yuqian, but when he rushed to the hospital, he saw his body.

Ling Xueqi hugged Ling Yuqian's corpse and cried, and the eyes of the others were also flashing with moisture, but I surprisingly didn't cry, and approached him step by step.

Ling Yuqian's face was pale, and he looked as if he was asleep. I stretched out my trembling hand and checked it on his face, it was true, it was really Ling Yuqian.

It was as if my heart had been hollowed out at once, and at that moment, I heard the sound of the whole world collapsing.

I leaned over and whispered in his ear, "Ah Qian, you're not dead, you're just asleep, aren't you?" Don't worry, I'll wait for you to wake up, and you'll definitely ......."

"Xiaoqian, calm down." Hua Xuan patted me on the back and comforted, "People can't be resurrected after death, so you let him settle down." ”

"He didn't die, so why should he be buried in the ground?" I looked at each of them in confusion, "You all think he's dead, don't you?" No, he's still alive, he said he'll be with me for the rest of his life, we just reconciled, how could he leave me and leave? ”

He Wanwan hugged me and said, "Xiaoqian, we know that you are very uncomfortable, cry if you want to cry, don't suffocate your body." ”

"No, I don't cry." I looked at Ling Yuqian and shook his head, "He will wake up in a while, I'm sure he won't lie to me." ”

With that, I dropped a kiss lightly on his pale lips. I thought I wouldn't cry, but when I felt his cold lips, the tears couldn't help but fall.

It was at that moment that I realized what it means to be heart-wrenching.