The war of the demon clan is very chaotic, but the fox clan has the help of scattered demons, and can barely compete with the wolf clan.

This battle is particularly lively, and the strength is quite interesting, if it is destined to lose, and the result is already known, there is no interest in watching the battle.

It is said to be so.

The scattered demons have the posture of three fires when the new officials take office, as if they will work hard when they are reused if they are never reused, in order to get rid of the label that once fell on their bodies and felt innocent.

The bloodline of the scattered demons is not pure, and that shame is doomed from the moment they are born, just like me and Lu Ju, a demigod.

The scattered demon fought a battle before and won, but that kind of win was not recognized, after all, the label that has fallen on your body for many years has been connected with your blood.

This time on the battlefield, they strongly demanded to go first, the wild nature of the wolf meets those animals that are originally for the top of the food chain to eat, who will win?

The general's hair was combed very smooth, and he stood in the midst of the fiery crowd and made his loudest voice: there was a kind of fighting alone.

You may think it has a lot of character, but this kind of game involving winning and losing, the winner is always king, and the loser is the loser.

No one paid any attention to him, not even his own team. Wolves have always been team-oriented, not to mention that it is not the wolf clan that uses ideas first.

On the battlefield, you have to win, no matter how tricky any strategy is, as long as you win, it is counted as courage and strategy.

Hu Ying looked at this posture and was in a hurry, she asked: When will it be on?

Wu Ran just sat on the stool and waved to her.

At first, she assumed that she agreed with her opinion, and returned to her place without a question in the spirit of respect.

The demon with very smooth hair was brutally pulled into a bun by a wolf demon, and her head was forced to look up at the sky, but her eyes did not flinch.

If someone else gives up on things just because you say a word, then you think too highly of yourself. Even though the demon was the loser, mentally he won.

I stood beside Hu Ying, and I didn't dare to say the first sentence because I was sorry for a long time, but my eyes always fell on her.

Maybe I wasn't born to be understood, and if I want to be understood, then it will only add to my troubles, and I don't want to spend too much time explaining it.

Because from the moment I doubted me, it was destined that I would not be believed if I explained, and I only felt that I was quibbling. I never ask to be trusted, because trust itself is spontaneous.

The moment she came back from Wu Ran, she said, "I don't know what that guy is thinking, what do you say here?" ”

I was waiting with her for that answer, but I didn't hear a word in the middle of the sound, and I wondered if I couldn't do it, and I began to get anxious: this was a blind guy who still didn't answer.

When Hu Ying looked at me with a questioning face, I realized that I was the blind guy, and I hurriedly replied, "Maybe I'm looking for the right time." ”

Hu Ying smiled.

I feel a little grateful.

There were heavy casualties on the battlefield ahead, and the half-demons fought for their lives, even if they were attacked, they insisted on tearing the demons in front of them who injured themselves.

What I admire quite a bit is the leader, he holds a knife, he grits his teeth every time he kills and cuts someone, I can see his light movements, he actually can't bear it in his heart.

Isn't peace good? Why do you have to compete? Originally, who would be the king of the demon world, and what difference would it be?

They all have the same banner: fight for dignity.

But there is another possibility for efforts to gain dignity, which is to continue to lose it.

With blood on his face and a mouthful of blood spurting out of his mouth, he wiped his mouth and smiled: "Today, I was on the battlefield with your wolf clan, and I didn't want to live, but I want my army to win." He pulled a throwing knife out of his stomach and used the last of his strength to smash the man who had stabbed him.

The demon dodged, his face looked very thin, his face was not dimples, but two long marks, highlighting the high cheekbones, and he smiled proudly: "It's a pity that I didn't hit it." ”

The wolf demon's face changed suddenly, and when he fell, he revealed a boy with a lock on his small chest, and a red rope tied to it, and a bell hanging from it. He trembled slightly, with tears in the corners of his eyes, he ran to the leader with the smooth hairstyle, hugged him and shouted, "Brother, are you okay?" ”

His brother covered the wound on his chest, supported the ground with one elbow, touched his face, but rubbed his face with blood, he wiped the back of his hand well, very carefully and carefully: "Brother, it seems that my brother has to go." ”

It's not a good thing that my ears are sharper.

His younger brother Shang Tianzhen: "Where are you going, why don't you take me with you?" ”

He laughed, "I want to too." "The breath is a little unsteady," but ...... But it's too cold in there, aren't you afraid of the cold? ”

"Brother, I'm not afraid of the cold, and you're not cold." He still has a childish voice, a milky voice.

But his brother no longer had the strength to continue, and left before he could finish speaking. His brother kept shaking his arm, but never said a word to him.

There were tears in his brother's eyes.

Hu Ying pulled me, and I came back to my senses.

I asked, "What's wrong?" ”

She said: "Wu Ran has given the order, fight." ”

I ran there in a panic, and I was standing beside the little child, the vajra in my hand was heavy, and my heart was heavy.

"Child, don't be stupid and drag your brother, this is a battlefield, and the sword has no eyes." I say.

The child said, "Who are you, why do you call me a child, you don't look old." ”

I tried to be as gentle as I could, speaking very slowly: "Do you know what death is? It's just that you can't wake up anymore when you fall asleep, and your brother is dead. "In the midst of the stack of corpses, in the midst of a sword, a sword, a sword, I told a child with a child lock around his neck what death was.

He opened his mouth but said in a flat tone: "I killed the leader of the wolf clan who fell to the ground just now. ”

I feel uncomfortable in my heart, is the child talking about the first life he killed on this battle-torn battlefield, is it considered strong or heartless? Whether this counts as a good thing or a bad thing.

Somehow, the tears fell.

The child's eyes were big and there were still blood stains on his face, and he asked, "Why are you crying?" ”

"It's fine." I crouched down and touched his head.

It's a good thing that I don't understand, but I don't want him to become a person who thinks killing and hurting is commonplace in the future, and I don't want him to be insensitive in the future.

But the future is already in the spot.

I said, "Where is your home, I'll take you home." ”

The little boy cried this time: "I don't have a home, this brother led me." ”

I see.

I tried my best to look kind, and I smiled: "Your brother is tired, will you follow your sister in the future?" ”

I handed it to him, but the boy didn't appreciate it, he opened my hand and went to take the corpse on the ground.

He gritted his teeth: "Hmph, I don't want it." ”

I can't keep spending time with him, this is a battlefield, and I can't ignore my life and continue to entangle with him. I can't figure it out, the only thing we can do is to hold the vajra in our hands and protect us.

I never took the initiative to kill, I only killed people who offended myself.

I just stood there and waited.

Without command, the power of the wolf clan is somewhat weak.

The fox clan is like a bamboo, and the excitement of their killing battle is not good in my heart.

Because we came up on the corpse of a scattered demon, it is not worth rejoicing.

……

Back in the camp, it was getting late. I lay on the blanket and thought about what I had done today, and I had a very bright gem hanging over my head, and my eyes hurt when I looked at it.

It's looking at me too.

Parting from life and death, parting from life and death, is life and death more painful or death? Which one should come first?

I tugged the quilt up.

Reach for the orb.

The moment it landed in my hands, it was instantly dull and dull.

In the darkness I heard a voice, "Ah, are you already asleep?" ”

I threw the orb into the sky again, and the moment I tried my best to open my eyes, I saw Lu Ju.

He naturally sat cross-legged on the ground: "I knew you couldn't sleep." ”

I sat up, my armor still sounding.

He smiled on his lips: "Yo, your spirit is very worthy of praise." ”

"Don't make fun of me, why are you here?" I asked.

He said, "I'm afraid you won't be able to drink a pot of hot tea in the middle of the night." ”

I thought it was funny: "Then you are a bit of a big price." ”

He said, "Don't make fun of me. Tell me, what's going on today? ”

I confessed one by one, and the depression in my heart was all said in a basket, and the troubles seemed to be a little less. He's become an indispensable necessity for me, and he's still a bit addicted.

I panicked, and I was afraid that I would be caught off guard. Then I can't keep it.

He said: "Didn't I also watch those brutal things with my own eyes when I was a child, do you think that I am now insensitive to killing, or even completely emotionless?" ”

I shook my head.

He said, "It's just buried very deep, very deep." ”

Me too, sometimes I want to be strong, and I don't want to show my weakness to others, but sometimes I really can't help it.

"Judge Lu, why hasn't my calamity arrived yet?" I asked.

"I don't know, but I know you have to stay here now," he said. ”

Now I don't lack anything, I have people around me, I am well fed and warmly dressed, and I can even do things that I couldn't do before, why do I feel unhappy?

"Why can't I get it easy?" I asked.

There was my shadow in his eyes: "Ah Di, you must know that at a certain stage, we will inevitably have to wear some shackles. He continued: "For the sake of dignity, we all emphasize these two words repeatedly, and we all want to be recognized by others, and we all aim at this. But sometimes doing things isn't about asking for approval, it's like the way you want to go. ”

The orb above my head was so bright and bright that I felt pain in my eyes, but as soon as it reached my hand, it was dull again.

I said, "Actually, it's just to live a life of perseverance and a life of faith." I smiled as hard as I could, "Since I'm alive, I have to hold on to something, maybe it won't have to be good, but I can't give up." ”

He smiled and nodded.

There is no shame in failing, the shame is that you have never tried and then retreated, as long as you don't admit defeat, it is not a loss.