The drama in the theater is reluctant in every way, but if she doesn't agree, it will destroy the entire theater troupe. People are probably selfish, and there are no people who are born selfless.

Thousands of strands are entangled in every way, leaving this light and shadow of the past.

The little cuckoo pulled the senior brother and asked, "Can you take me away?" ”

The senior brother said, "It's a good thing to marry a big family." ”

She turned her head and didn't ask again.

The identity of the troupe is extremely low, even if it is boiled into a corner, there are many days when there is no food, the master takes a leather whip and thinks of various ways to torture these big and small people, in order to be able to produce in the future, and the good show is open, and there may not be a single person in the audience, they pretend not to know who to sing with, they boil up, look forward to it, have a sporadic one, and then become famous.

The little cuckoo asked one of the sisters of the troupe, Fangcao: "Fangcao, does he love me?" ”

Fangcao said: "Senior Brother Xie already has a sweetheart. ”

The dust settled in the little cuckoo's heart: "No wonder." ”

After that, the little cuckoo agreed to marry a rich family. The cuckoo cries and the blood ape screams, but no one comes to the song after all.

I watched the whole excitement: "Lu Judge." ”

No one responded.

I shouted again: "Lu Judge." ”

He said, "Don't you listen to people's corners?" ”

I gave him a blank look: "You...... I didn't hurt them. Maybe I can help them. ”

I asked Lu Juan: "How aggrieved is this, she got married because of the opera troupe." ”

He said: "I feel much luckier now." ”

I nodded: "Do you say that senior brother loves her?"

"It's useless to speculate," he said. ”

She suddenly wiped her face with powder, painted it on her face little by little, sketched it very seriously, extremely careful, the makeup of the opera was very heavy, and she couldn't see the original appearance of the person after painting, but she couldn't stop a person's peerless elegance.

sang the song "Sifan".

At this time, it is already night, and it is necessary to rest, tomorrow is the moment when the wedding dress falls on her body, she does not affect others, she starts singing directly, and she can barely see a person clearly in the darkness through the moonlight, and the big night is strange and infiltrating, the drama babbling is more like crying, and it is close to the heart, and it falls a heavy blow suddenly, and the people in the whole theater dare not say a word.

The master who was about to turn off the lights stopped moving, listened to the joke, and finally used scissors to extinguish the candlelight.

In the silence, he said: "We can't live with the little cuckoo in the future, but I'm afraid that this girl will suffer." ”

His wife said: "What is bitter, what is fragrant and spicy, get rid of the lowly status and become the master, what do you say is so bitter." ”

The class leader sighed.

She walked a few steps on the stage, every step was knowledge, how many steps should be taken, when the gestures were placed, and which words she sang, she remembered clearly.

Her emaciated body suddenly froze, and then she began to tremble and crouch on the ground, sobbing uncontrollably. Sad people rejoice and grief and realize that others will not suffer a little.

Senior brother: "Senior sister, it's too deep into the play." ”

She said, "Haha, yes." He sniffed: "Senior brother, I still remember when no one watched it back then, I also stood on the stage and sang and sang and sang to myself, how difficult it was at that time, there was no voice of support around us, we encouraged each other, and almost gave up." Life depends on whether you can survive it or not, and no one knows what the future holds. Those who can't survive are destined not to succeed, and there is still a possibility to survive. ”

Life depends on whether you can survive or not, pride supports you to survive, and the moment pride is broken, the jar is broken, and the relatives are hurting the enemy.

Her words knocked on my heart, how could I not break the jar. The hardest thing is that no one supports what you do, and you don't even believe it yourself, but you can't disbelieve it, even if you delete all the doubts, you have to persevere to the end. Because there is always a hope.

She looked forward to it, but the result was not very comfortable. She could have flown away and be a guest in a foreign land.

"It's over." He said.

She said, "Senior brother, I'm ......" and then began to cough, coughing endlessly, coughing as if she could cough out her internal organs, as if there was something in her throat, as if blocking her breath, she saw in the dark moonlight that there was blood in the hand covering her mouth, and immediately clenched her fist to prevent others from seeing.

He said: "You have been weak since you were young, and now the weather is getting colder, go back and rest, tomorrow is a day of great joy, don't tire your body." ”

It's okay not to say it, but after saying it, she felt like she had been hit by something, her eyes suddenly widened, and she couldn't smile a little bit on her face, and tears fell down her eyelids and fell on the costume, soaked. She was very calm, but her tone seemed to be plain but she said something different from usual: "What's your business, it's not that you get married, don't worry about it." ”

He said: "I'm going to get married too, and our theater is a good thing." ”

How could he be stupid and tell a man who asked him to take him to escape from marriage that he was going to get married.

The little cuckoo coughed again, and this sound was like vomiting. A mouthful of blood spurted out, and she hid it well in the dim world.

He hurriedly asked, "What's wrong with you?" He was still a few feet away from her, and even when he heard that something had happened to her, he still didn't get any closer.

A burst of laughter like silver bells: "What can I do, it's just that I haven't drunk water and I'm a little thirsty, and I've just sung for a while, and my voice is uncomfortable." ”

I saw the impermanence of black and white, and I exclaimed in surprise: "Why are you!"

I was so far away that I was not heard.

I saw Bai Wuchang make a shushing gesture, and I nodded knowingly.

Do you know she's going to die? I looked at the pair of men and women, and my heart pierced.

She said: "I still remember when you were a child when you were beaten by the class leader and screamed, you started to scream before the ring ruler fell into your hand, and then everyone laughed at you, and the class owner said what to laugh at for a while, some of you are bitter." Everyone was beaten. ”

He said, "Haha, you remember that, too." ”

She said: "I still remember that you stole the steamed buns, and your stomach was rumbling when you were hungry, and you lied to me that you had eaten too much, and then gave me the steamed buns." ”

He said, "You're too skinny. ”

She began to sob: "Senior brother, who is the girl you married?" ”

"Yerba Grass." He said.

I heard my heart chuckle, Fangfang Prairie was that sister, and I could imagine how much pain she felt.

She said, "I see." ”

He said: "Senior sister, are you unwilling to marry?" ”

She said, "Aren't you very clear? ”

If he wanted, how could he ask him to take her away?

That's it.

He also cried: "Senior sister, I can't be sorry for Fangcao, that day I was drunk, Fangcao lost my virginity because of me, how can I be responsible, if you really don't want to, I have also saved some silver over the years, you can escape before dawn." ”

……

The cycle of cause and effect in the world, the yin and yang in the world, and the law of peace and security in the world.

I said, "Just look at me, I'll just say it, I'm right in the corner, I can help her and give her the soul rejuvenating grass." ”

He said: "Even if she is alive, what can she do, as you can see, she escaped, and then a girl is in a foreign land, there are so many jackals, tigers and leopards in this world, and there is more pain in the unknown, and she has to die with the guilt of the whole troupe, even if she lives?" ”

I can't say.

Hei Wuchang said: "Life and death in the world are like this, not by man, not by God. ”

Bai Wuchang said: "You don't have to meddle in your affairs, have you ever managed to win the destiny of heaven?" ”

In my previous life, I held the whole army, and the girl would die of illness. But I didn't believe in it, and I was angered by that.

"How do you know if you don't try." I say.

Lu Juan said: "The girl can't live, it's not because of the destiny of heaven, it's that she might as well die if she lives, disaster is coming, and she can't escape." ”

I said, "She's eaten the Soul Restoration Grass for so long in her life." ”

Lu Juan said: "She is alive, she can only escape, do you want her to die in the world?" ”

Hei Wuchang said: "There are things we know clearly, don't save you if you don't let you save them." ”

I don't do it: "Why? ”

Bai Wuchang said Tianji: "Because she committed suicide by taking poison." ”

I was stunned.

She asked: "Senior brother, don't say anything else, I only ask one sentence, you must answer truthfully, heaven and earth look at it and can't lie." ”

He said, "Okay." ”

She said, "You like me." ”

He said: "I liked it the moment you joined the troupe when you were young. ”

She asked, "What about the herbs?" ”

He said, "It's okay." ”

The question used to be a question, but the answer now is not an answer. If you don't count, if you don't count, what is it?

I said, "The situation was awkward. ”

Lu Juan: "All the answers that leave room for them are not answers. ”

I said, "This is the end of it." ”

Lu Juan also sighed: "Well, the matter has come to this." ”

I said, "I kind of get it." ”

Lu Juan said: "To understand is to understand, and if you don't understand, you don't understand, what's the matter if you understand?" ”

I smiled: "I understand, in the face of feelings, if there is room to answer, there is nothing to say." ”

Still? This answer contains two possible but very reluctant statements, even more reluctantly, even more reluctantly.

In the dark, she drank a small medicine bottle: "Senior brother, I'm going back to my room, you should rest early." ”

This scene is finally over, and someone is still coming to make peace......

The next day, Xi Po and the sedan chair arrived together, the gongs and drums were noisy, and the suona tone was cheerful, but the theater was made with crying.

Xi Po said, "Quick, where is the bride?" ”

The crowd sobbed, and no one opened their mouths.

Xi Po said: "Don't be reluctant, as the old saying goes, this married girl spills out the water." ”

The crowd said, "She's dead."

"It's dead, how can I explain this, it's really unlucky, it has ruined the good reputation of my Xi Po's generation, who will be willing to invite me in the future." She mourned.

This is about human beings, who only care about their own business, and everyone is the same. I listened to a lot of words, and I said a lot of things, and I said a lot of things, and it was better to say good things, because some words were not my intention, and I regretted it every time I thought about it, but the words were like water that was spilled and it couldn't be recovered. Wrong is wrong, no refutation. Growing up through the stalks of the world, if you understand, you will understand the ignorance of your youth, and I don't know if there is a chance?

Isn't it......

The impermanence brothers hooked the girl's soul, and I watched. In fact, no one wants to experience life and death parting, because it is not good to see others wailing every time, but everything is impermanent.