Chapter 52\ Be brave and be yourself

The scenery of the world is infinite and bright. The gentle wind blows on the face, and it is very comfortable. The sun shines warmly on my body, and every skin on my body is endowed with warmth, and I am nostalgic. When I closed my eyes, I heard the sound of the branches trembling, which was so pleasant. The sorrows that fell on the brows of his heart ran out of the clouds.

I really enjoyed every little bit of my time here. This feeling is like when I found a wisp of smoke and found the world, and I was saved from starvation.

The expression on Lu Juan's face was also very bright, and he said: "This world is really beautiful, and it is very beautiful whenever you come." ”

I said, "yes, it's always very energetic." ”

People of all stripes, walking in a hurry, living for the sake of life, not worrying about any disasters, never giving up on life, and wanting to live when they are dying. The flower will wither due to the ravages of wind and rain, but it will not stop it from blooming. It can be uprooted, but the flower will not be extinct because the seed is still there.

He said: "If you are not afraid and do not give up, you will never be able to destroy you, and you will not be defeated." ”

Self-doubt and fear can destroy a person, be brave, some things really can't be afraid of the consequences, your blind worry will only lead to things getting worse.

I said, "I'll pull myself together, I'm not afraid." ”

He said: "You have to have your own ability, I can't always be by your side, I can't take revenge, I can protect myself." ”

I said, "Cultivate immortal arts." ”

He said: "Because you are the king of Hades, the Emperor of Heaven cannot destroy you for no reason, but the current situation is that you cannot admit that you are the king of Hades, because he will definitely kill you on trumped-up charges." ”

I said, "As long as I'm ugly, he won't kill me." ”

He asked, "I'm afraid you don't know that you'd rather kill a hundred by mistake than let one go, right?" How could a god, who is almost crazy, let you go so easily for his own absolute safety. ”

I said, "If you say so, I will surely die." ”

He said, "God can be negligent. You have to take advantage of his negligence to break his 'Jingzhou'. ”

I said, "Jingzhou means killing him?" ”

He said, "The question is, can you kill it?"

I said, "No." ”

He said: "I just want you to be powerful enough to protect all you want to protect, especially yourself." ”

I said, "What should I do?" ”

He said, "Follow me to learn immortal arts." ”

I said, "Do Hades again?" ”

He said, "No, let's talk about it." ”

At this time, the theater has come, and the eunuchs have chartered the venue, except for the master, the lord's father and mother, the lord's mother-in-law, Chenghuan's children, and the big and small maids, no one can enter the venue to watch.

Fortunately, Lu Juan has an immortal method, and we hid in a corner and waited for the moment when the gongs and drums sounded.

Knock knock, knock knock, the pretended play came out, Lu Juan looked at it with a smile, but my thoughts ran to 108,000 miles, I looked at this big family, each with their own hearts, laughing, cheering, complimenting, competing for favor, thinking that it is really the same everywhere, how complicated life is, I want to be simple but I can't help myself.

The young concubine sat next to the old man, she looked the size of his daughter, the two of them mixed oil in honey, she fed him a grape, and the other mothers-in-law were all red-eyed.

She said: "The lord's Danjiao today is a famous horn in the capital, I have long heard that the singing voice of the little cuckoo is a must, and you can always see it today." ”

The old man's eyes are on the actor who is very good on stage.

Every step she takes, every time she sings, she has a clear eye, singing to the hearts of the people, the little nun seems to be her, a little nun can't choose, she was sent to Buddhism at a young age, but she is not in her youth but she does not see through the red dust, and the people who do not see through the red dust eat fast and chant Buddha every day is simply inhumane treatment. She is afraid of violating the rules, not everyone can bear the experience in mundane things, and she doesn't want to be infamy, but she is looking forward to love, and she is also slowly looking forward to which person is on the same level as her, and who will she marry in the future to wash her hands and make soup.

The girl on the stage looks handsome and lovely. The emotional part was still teary-eyed, and she sang: Do homework with the Yin Division of Nadifu in plain water.

I was very embarrassed, and pulled Lu Ju's sleeve: "Why do you blame fate for playing tricks, gods and ghosts?"

"Ill-fated self-paralysis," he said. ”

I said, "It's not fair, and we didn't do it." ”

He said: "Watch your play, you can't control other people's affairs." ”

I said, "The little nun is so pitiful, and it is not her choice, but she has to suffer because of her mistakes." ”

There are also girls in the audience who wipe the corners of their eyes, amorous parting since ancient times, and amorous is always ruthlessly disturbed. Girls want to be stable, but the men in the world have seen and loved many beautiful girls, and they are rarely settled. Like the little nuns, they are longing for a long-term relationship, and at the same time, they are deeply trapped in pain and cannot extricate themselves.

I don't know what love is when I'm young, and all kinds of deeds have broken my heart into scum before I give up, since I'm leaving, why don't I do it cleanly, I really don't understand.

I met Zhong Kui a few days ago, and he was too conflicted. While saying sorry to me, there are no good words at the same time.

He said, "Who do you think you are, you have been so cold, you think I want to deal with you?" ”

The five thunders hit the top not because I had him in my heart, but because I was wrong, because I didn't entangle. I don't know if it's wrong or cheap, and if I don't pester him, I'm not satisfied, do I have to kneel on the ground and pull his trouser leg and beg him not to go, and he kicks me to satisfy his vanity and then swell it even more? I don't know what I'm wrong, knowing itself is wrong, and a lot of pain doesn't happen to him but because of him.

When we first met, we got to know each other, and after we got to know each other, we hated each other, and then many years later, vicious people would step on you a few times, and you didn't think much about this person, and you wondered why you didn't forget everything like you, and cursed to disgust each other. There are things that are wrapped in layers of lies, and you feel heartbroken because I'm cold. Why? Are you a dog to me, come and go when you call it? The fields that have come to this day are not fate, they are all made by themselves. The best result is that you go yours, I go mine, I don't bother, and you don't sarcastic.

I understand the little nun's desire for love, to be loved and pampered, and I want to do so, but I feel that I have been too rough after this incident.

I also wiped my eyes: "Judge Lu, will the little nun go down the mountain?" I don't know the result. ”

He said, "If you keep looking, it's not very interesting to say it." ”

I said, "Zhong Kui came to me, he made fun of me and left." ”

He said, "Leave him alone. ”

I said, "Everyone I knew before came together to denounce me. ”

He said, "Leave them alone. ”

I said, "What does this prove?" Prove that I mean, and his personality is quite noble?"

He said: "There are many unreasonable things, don't pester rotten people, don't dwell on rotten things." ”

I said, "I've never been entangled. ”

He said: "They didn't dwell on it, but they were still unbalanced in their hearts, and they thought that you were doing too well and had to stir it up." ”

I said, "It's shameless, I can't see anyone else even if I have everything." ”

"Because you can't be good, they're afraid they'll regret it, so you just have to be so bad that they think the decision to abandon you was the right one," he said. ”

I laughed: "Because they're afraid." ”

He also smiled: "Yes, they are afraid and regret it." ”

I said, "But there are some things that can't be stopped." ”

He said, "Your heart cannot be swayed. ”

I said, "I'm my own, so I have to decide every step I take, no one is qualified to change my future, anyone who is sensible knows who is despicable, and time will give us the answer." ”

He said: "Yes, if you are gold, you will be scoured with sand in the waves, if you are gravel, it is not a bad thing, if you do not succeed, you will not be ashamed, you will not be seen by others, hard work is not a bad thing, no one is qualified to look down on a person who works hard, even if you are not successful." ”

I said, "I still hope to succeed, because I'm too weak, and I'm afraid that the overwhelming scolding will be even louder when the time comes." ”

He sighed: "You're right, the encounter itself is a mistake. ”

I said, "All things in the world that are alive and dead have a temperature, and I don't mean the cold or warmth of their own hearts, but the coldness or warmth of people's hearts." When we first met, I saw everything very well, and if we were gentle with each other, we wouldn't feel chilly. ”

He said, "Yes." ”

I said, "Just take a long memory, the world is quite big, and if you don't deliberately, you really won't meet again." ”

The little nun on the stage finally decided to break the world, went down to the mountain to return to the world, and continued her long hair, in order to meet him.

It's really too little to be brave enough to be ourselves, we always retreat, we have to give way to everything, and we have compromised for too long.

A good example of the tragedy is Cangyang Gyatso, who loved a woman but was born as a lama, so he lamented it all his life.

He said, "I drink water only to quench the thirst of others."

This statement has done a lot of sadness.

A man went around the pagoda thousands of times just to meet the people he loved on the way, a man because of the gods and Buddhas admired by the world, did not dare to exceed the rules, rummaged through all kinds of hand-copied scriptures, just to touch the fingertips of the girl in his heart, a man lived in helplessness and the world could not cross himself.

I don't want that, so I keep stressing: I wasn't born to be Hades.

It has never been predestined, it is all artificial, and many things that are changed by hand are unfair and unfair.

Singing and playing, life is also a play, you need to think about it, you have to be careful, because a sentence changes the life of the thing it is real, inadvertently, sold you, my obedient has to jump up and down to count the money to others, and the other party is particularly at ease, you review and frequently collapse, and the other party is particularly free, and then say: Isn't it your own decision?

Life is a drama that can't be stopped, why bother people and laugh at themselves, the facts can't be changed, and you can't turn back.

You see, the old man who just mixed oil with the concubine left the concubine, and he had to marry the actor, and from then on, the concubine's door had to be snubbed a lot, and the years smoothed out her pride, which was all vain.