What kind of place the fox clan is, in fact, I have never really understood, because I live too tragically, if I only guard the suffering in my eyes, I can't hold the stars in my eyes.

Lu Juan and I hovered in the headspace of the fox clan, thousands of acres of fertile land, and the roads divided the boundaries very clearly and neatly. It's early summer, and the sky has spilled over ink and stained half of the sky. I asked Lu Juan: "Why do we always come out when it's getting late, like ghosts who can't see the light?" ”

He chuckled: "Isn't this just right, it's lukewarm, the wind blows on the face very gently and comfortably, and it's all busy at this time, you see that the crowd is sparse and noisy." ”

I understood, he knew that I couldn't see the familiar and unfamiliar faces directly, even though I didn't recognize them anymore. I need to prepare.

He and I walked along the edge of the pond, and there were already fireflies on the edge of the pond, and the green light of the stars flickered and dimmed, and this light seemed very romantic in the boundless night.

Lu Juan said: "Do you know what a firefly is? ”

I looked strange and shook my head.

He laughed: "I think it's a messenger of love. It's like the grapes you eat at the feast of begging. ”

"Huh? Unsatisfactory explanation, what does eating grapes have to do with love? I retorted.

He said, "Haven't you heard?" Eating grapes under the grape trellis, you can hear the sweet words of the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl. ”

I shook my eyebrows, and looked proud: "Whoever wants to listen under the grape trellis, if you want to listen, you have to go to the Queqiao to listen to the truth." ”

Lu Juan shrugged: "It's not good." ”

I nodded like garlic: "Indeed, I am too shameless." ”

He laughed, "It's good that you know." ”

Fireflies flew in the air, entangled in the grass and trees, in the gaps, flying all over the sky, I reached out and grabbed a void, and then went to catch it, holding a firefly in my hand, but there was an ugly black insect in my hand, as if there was no 'little lantern' that shimmered green just now, I exclaimed: "I won't die!" ”

He picked up the bug in my hand and threw it into the sky, and the bug flew up with a green glow, and the corners of my mouth twitched: "Can we still have a little chance to believe in each other?!"

He said: "It is the instinct of animals to play dead to save their lives when they are in danger. ”

Fireflies are unity, love, and hope. Although it is not endless, the beauty of the moment is precious. In fact, it is also strange, what is easy to get, not much lacking, everyone thinks that it is available everywhere, but those who are beautiful for a moment will be praised endlessly.

Sitting on the edge of the pool, we leaned on each other, and in the blink of an eye, it was daytime, and everyone was silent when we didn't talk about anything, and if we were acquainted with each other, we wouldn't feel embarrassed even if we didn't speak.

Sleepless nights.

You see all these familiar and strange places, gave birth to me, I don't like suffering, but I can't forget what happened before. Those who achieve great things must first suffer their minds, strain their muscles and bones, starve their bodies and skins, empty their bodies, and act chaotically. But suffering is not a gift for successful people, it can only be called experience and lessons.

Later, someone said to me, "You see you have everything now, because of the hardships!" ”

There was a wave in my heart, and it was turbulent: "Do you think successful people deserve to go through something?" I haven't told you anything you don't know. "Pain is always reserved, not necessarily something to say. So if you don't know anything, don't talk about other people's hypocrisy.

I said, "Judge Lu, you're right. ”

In the early summer, the grain sown has risen, and it has never failed to live up to the results of this effort, and I looked at the sky with a complicated heart, and the sunlight through my fingers was still warm on my body.

I turned my head to look at Lu Juan, he smiled, the moment the sun shone on his face, the face outlined by light and shadow was even more dazzling, as dazzling as the morning sun.

I can forget about the shadows for a while, when he was there, my heart was like an extra sun, he dispelled the shadows in my heart, first drove them to the corners, until they disappeared completely.

Believe it or not, you won't always be alone anyway.

It is enough to be unforgettable, because there are more painful things surrounding me, so the little things that used to be can be regarded as bricks and tiles. They form a whole Great Wall in my heart, and they are still the kind that will never fall.

"Every day is a new day, and every day is a new birth," he said. ”

I nodded, not saying more.

I'm here again. With my memory, I walked back to my corner of safety.

The wooden door has been a little weathered for a long time, obviously died yesterday, how can this be today.

The moment I pushed the door, the door fell to the ground and the dust on the ground was raised, and there was a 'bang', like an alarm bell, it was reminding me.

I said, "It's felt like it's been a long time." ”

Lu Juan said: "It's been a long time. ”

I asked, "How many years?" ”

He stretched out his right hand and made a 'nine' gesture.

I was shocked: "It's been so many years!"

He said: "Have you ever raced against time, many things should be done before the twilight is too late." ”

At this time, a voice came from beside me, she I knew one of the people who was close to me back then, but far away from me than the Nine Heavens, she didn't know me anymore.

She said that the owner of the house was still the same arrogant and disdainful and disgusted look: "Are you looking for a ugly person, she has long been dead." ”

Her frowning brow, I thought it was very ugly, like a tadpole in water, this description felt offensive to tadpoles, but the culture was limited and I couldn't find the right adjective.

I ignored her, I walked into the courtyard, the small yard was full of weeds, and I even saw a snake swimming. I thought to myself: when I was alive, I would be as lonely as I wanted here, and after I died, I would have a partner.

But to put it mildly, I am afraid of snakes, snakes have not hurt me, and I have not been afraid of them, so I will omit them for the time being.

I also have two framed places in the small yard where strawberries are grown, and I want to go and see if they are still there. But it was overgrown with weeds and unrecognizable. Everything is entangled, and the familiar thatched hut is still standing as it was back then. I cried, the memories came back, what a familiar place, the time I missed the most can never go back.

I calmed down and cleaned everything up with what I had learned in the past few days. I watched as the strawberries I had planted were still there, bearing fruit, red and small. I ran there and picked one, but I didn't wash it, I just wiped it with my hand and ate it. Just like the taste of the year, sweet and sour, it is the best strawberry I have ever tasted.

With the happy memories that the sense of memory is strong up, I even saw the little monkey in our yard, everything I did with me, a fox and a monkey, smiling, stupid, crying and laughing, she shared her own secrets, and I complained about all my dissatisfaction.

Whether it's hurt or joy that I can't forget, I don't know.

It's just that many years later there was a fox in human form, crying and laughing, laughing and crying. Others look like they're crazy. I can't say it, because it's not a common thing.

I stepped into the room, and there was a smell of dampness. It was as if the dust from the roof was still falling on me from time to time, and I walked to the mirror again, just as I had been a little narcissistic back then, and laughed.

There is no bed, the thatch on the ground is still there, it is precisely because of the poverty and nothingness back then, so there is no worry about others coming to steal anything, many years have passed, that is, everything is old, but everything is there.

In the blurred mirror, there were peony flowers on the side, and the ash fell all over the wooden frame, and I reached out and touched it, not for the ashes, but instinctively and consciously, like touching my own pet. Objects that accompany you for a period of time will also generate feelings.

I greedily wanted to take a few more looks, but I was reluctant to take an inch off my eyes. This is my place, and it's called childhood. It was long and short, and I was so caught up in it, that I was too young at the time, and now that I think about it, I just feel stupid.

Have you ever been stupid enough to think that growing up is to have? As everyone knows, growing up is the beginning of loss.

The ground beneath my feet was still wet, and I think it had just been raining heavily before I came.

I think of the time when I couldn't change my clothes when I was soaked, and I thought of the treadmill pool that was happy in the heavy rain, and I thought it was beautiful.

I said to Lu Ju, "I want to live here." I added, "The strawberries I planted are now sparse and wild strawberries, and I want to replant them." I want to raise a cat, and if I'm happy, I'll group its head, and if I'm not happy, I'll have to raise its head. ”

He smiled: "Then you group, be careful of the cat and take revenge." ”

I choked up: "You don't know, you don't know anything, I miss my little monkey." ”

He said, "You can look for her." ”

I said, "It's very light, but it's been too long." Nothing is easy anymore, and I hope that the moment I see her again, she can smile and give me a big hug. ”

I hope it's not just me who misses it.

I'm happiest to have her there.

I once heard a saying that you couldn't make true friends when you were a child. That's wrong, time has proven that the friends you make as a child are often the most reliable.

The most innocent heart touched unreservedly, and he had the courage to reconcile when he turned his face, but then he didn't have the courage at all.

His official boots walked back and forth, and there was a sound of footsteps on the ground.

He said: "Life is not a return to the way it was before, that is called regression, but to accept the present happily, and then better, you can miss it, but not to go back, but to move forward, there is still her in front." ”

"You're right, the most beautiful thing I've ever heard is when she said to me, 'I miss you too,' and I've been waiting for this answer for a long, long time." Every time I look forward to seeing you again, I happen to have her in my dreams, and then I say to her: I miss you so much. But there was no answer, and now I finally heard the answer.

I was trembling, and I was honestly scared. I'm afraid that I'm the only one who misses it, I just hope that my miss will be reciprocated, because she's so good, I don't know how to share the age yet, we're the same age, but she gave me the only one, and I'm still shocked when I think about it years later.

Make a thought: I hope that after seeing all the world, everyone's friends will still be friends when they return.