I felt uncomfortable in my heart, I sat in this position for a long time, I couldn't calm down the things in my heart, I lost the book, but yesterday I forgot to talk about it.

The accumulation that should have been solved yesterday is simply terrible today, it was already embarrassing, and this time it is even more embarrassing.

I felt weak, so I broke out in a cold sweat all the time.

I cleared my throat many times, but I didn't say that sentence for a long time, I pinched myself, gritted my teeth and was about to speak, but I was pressed down by a sentence.

"Your Majesty."

I sighed and wanted to cry without tears: "Speak." ”

"There are no rules, and the king should set the rules."

I frowned: "Isn't there a rule?" ”

"King, all the new kings of all generations must establish new rules, and this is the rule."

I'm crazy inside, I feel a little cold on my body, why is this so cold, no demon has said to me for so long, I've been stunned for so long.

Well, I didn't ask either.

You didn't ask, how did others answer?

I took a breath and continued to ponder, "I ......"

I had already spit out a word, but I was forced back again, and my heart was broken, and I had stopped eating.

"What shall be the money of this field, king?" A demon asked, I looked at this demon shadow longingly, and there was almost no face I knew.

Every day, there will be some demons, but there are fixed demons in the lead, and I look at these fresh faces and feel a lot of emotion.

I couldn't see the corners of them with my eyes, because my heart was never here, so I found a reason to slack off, so I slacked off.

But nothing is enough to justify slacking off.

I said, "They have all retreated, and you leaders of the clan should not take the lead in fanning the flames, after all, when there was nothing before, they were all fine, and they should do their part, and the rest will be done by themselves, but it is by no means a competition for other people's things." ”

They looked at it, but they didn't speak.

I deliberately counted for a few seconds, and saw that no demon spoke, so I hurriedly spoke: "I have something to say, the "Fox Clan Canon" was lost. ”

I closed my eyes for the same few seconds and then opened them.

It's a bit of a cover-up, but we've done too many useless things, even if it's useless, we still do it, because it's a comfort in our hearts.

After all, I've endured it for too long.

In front of the court, in front of the mountain, in front of the moon, in the mirror, the shadow of the Yiren in the water. I don't know how to give birth to this poem, I walked away, and I came up with the poem behind the lie is difficult to look back on, and it scares others for no reason?

The title is called "Reflections in the Mirror".

So I didn't hear anything the demon said below, and Hu Ying pushed me.

I came back to my senses, and I looked up and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Hu Ying's eyes were a little angry: "What are you doing?" Why are you distracted? ”

I don't want to, but I can't.

Thoughts are the hardest to control, and I was in pain when she questioned me.

I replied, "I found out I lost it yesterday, but I forgot to do it, I just put it on this stool and it's the same as every day." ”

The corners of Wu Ran's mouth twitched: "How did you manage to say such an important thing so lightly?" ”

I'm speechless.

Should I cry? Come and prove that I'm really heartbroken, and then you can say that this demon is easy to pretend.

What everyone taught me when I was younger, told me: don't cry, pretend to be pitiful.

In this world, tears are useless, the results are useful.

But I actually pretended to laugh for a long time when I cried.

Fragility doesn't come out of nowhere, it's really unbearable.

But I knew I had to be strong, because my vulnerability led to an even bigger mess.

One can't be cleaned up, there will be something else, just like fallen leaf garbage, if you don't sweep today, there will be tomorrow, although there has always been, but if you don't sweep, it will be stacked and never swept away.

I was alone with a 'broom', sweeping lifelessly, and as soon as I rested, the wind blew, and it was loud.

I said, "I know I'm guilty of getting this thing out to the detriment of everybody, but instead of complaining, I should do my best to make things worse." ”

I buried my head and made a mistake. It's a pity that there is nowhere to hide.

I cheekily said, "Please." ”

In fact, what you will understand in the future will be like this, there is no one who cannot be lost, because everyone belongs only to themselves, and if you lose it, you will lose it, even if you lose it, don't forget that it was not there before, just as if you never had it.

After figuring it out, it won't hurt a little, and all I care about at the moment is my path.

Emotional matters are all at the mercy of God.

"I won't look for it, how can I find it?"

"No, I can't."

"I'm definitely not going to help you."

Actually, it doesn't matter. Because helping or not helping is also personal affection, how do you treat me, how do I treat you, after all, I have worked hard, and it is still the case.

I've poured out my heart and lungs for everyone, and it's too difficult to be sophisticated.

Later, Hu Ying asked me, "What's wrong with you?" ”

I spread my hands: "I'm going to look for a book, what can I do?" ”

"You're not upset?"

I was stunned and asked, "Why be sad?" ”

The world has never been cold, and others are not obligated to help you.

When I said those words, I didn't expect anything.

We all cleaned it up so that we wouldn't complain about each other.

I look at what I have now, and I'm ready to lose it in an instant.

I said to Hu Ying: "Actually, to tell you the truth, the moment I met you, I was ready to lose you, I never let everyone become my habit, my habit has always been just to get used to one person." ”

Do you feel that someone else will be a betrayal of their relatives, if there has never been a crowd and no relatives, where will the people come from?

I had a terrible headache, and my eyes seemed to see too much light, so I hurried away from the cold scene.

I looked at the door right in front of me, it was big and heavy, and it took a lot of effort to push it open. I used it for a long time to walk in the past, and I felt that I was tired just walking.

My breath was stagnant, and it took a breath to walk over and have the courage to push it away.

It's like all the bad words behind it, blocked in my heart, just angry and not sad.

I suddenly didn't look forward to meeting anyone at this moment, I suddenly felt that waiting was a particularly funny thing, and I was determined to accept new people and go with the flow.

I always felt that the landing judge was still waiting for me, so I had to make an effort to meet him.

At this time, Wu Ran chased out, she followed me all the way, I sat in a no-man's land to relax, only to find her, I looked at her in particular surprise and shouted out the voice: "How can it be you?" ”

She sneered, "Who else but me?" That's me. ”

I have the impression that she has always been very aggressive, not like a delicate demon, I didn't expect it, so I patted the ground and motioned for her to sit down.

She sat down too.

I suddenly felt that I should not trust anyone anymore at this moment, thinking that it would be better to be a loner, and I was determined that today was the last word, and I would put away my feelings in the future.

She suddenly spoke: "Don't wait, there are some things that can't wait." ”

What's more, others never asked me to wait, I just had a feeling that it was possible, so I wanted to continue, but it was just consuming me.

I suddenly fell silent, looked up at the sky, and thought about a lot of things.

I watched the clouds drift away, thinking that the situation changes every day, and there are many things that are not common in the world, and I really can't see this heart.

My relatives can be trusted, and the rest will be weighed carefully. That being said, I don't really feel like that, because my biggest failure would be if I lost the ability to trust others.

At least when I first started approaching people, I believed it, but because I experienced something, I didn't believe it anymore.

I had believed everyone before today, only to find out later that it was a super stupid thing to do, especially the kind that I immediately believed without thinking about it.

"Why don't you feel sad that you don't have a heart?" She was incredible.

Actually, it's sad, it's just that I've experienced it before, and I smiled: "Haha, I've got experience." ”

The corners of her mouth twitched.

I nodded and smiled, admittedly in my heart.

In the past, it was much worse than now, and if you want to open it, there's nothing you can't stand it.

"What do you mean, that's what you said that day?"

I shrugged my shoulders: "Actually, I didn't talk about a lot of things, I only talked about the tip of the iceberg, and there are many, many more, what is this now?" It's too ordinary. ”

Feelings are not waiting to come, if it were possible, it would have happened a long time ago, and all the waiting is just to give you a resounding slap in the face after life.

Autumn is really a good season to part, it is suitable to say goodbye to everything, and since you are leaving, don't look back.

I looked at the falling leaves, looked at the breeze, the sun was not very sunny, I knew it meant that winter was near, but there was no one in my heart who wanted to share the white head.

Some worries were cut off like this.

Just like the sachet I threw back then, I can't find it again.

Wu Ran said: "Actually, if you are busy to death, you will not have time to look back, those inexplicable emotions are because you are really idle." ”

Am I idle? How idle, idle will always be in a daze, and then wait until the evening, when the lights are turned off and lie in bed, as if a mission has been completed, sigh with relief, close your eyes and wait for tomorrow morning. It's the same thing that is repeated every day.

Looking at it this way, it doesn't make sense, and it's really idle.

I nodded, but I didn't want to admit it, "It's really idle." ”

She pulled me and said sincerely, "Actually, there is a way that you can practice what you want and keep yourself busy." ”

No need, there are more things going on now.

There are books waiting for me to find, as well as Nuwa Stone.

I watched as Wu Ran pulled me on the wrist with a mark, which was left behind after the knife was cut.

Perhaps, she went through the same thing as me.

Maybe we're all the same.

Everyone said that Hu Ying has three taboos to talk about, that is, feelings, wrist fences, and why not to talk about feelings.

In fact, the pores in other people's hearts are not good when asked.

It seems to be caring, but in fact it will get tired of you, so you can only choose the best choice and pretend not to know.