Chapter 137: The Last Side
The book can no longer be found, there is no clue, it disappeared without a trace, this day is the afternoon, I sat on the hillside, looked up at the sky and found that the sky is shallow, like smoke, this day is not blue I feel that the scenery is a little sloppy, this autumn when the wind blows on the face is still very comfortable, in fact, when you have something in your heart, listen to the wind, close your eyes and listen to it in a place where no one is around.
The leaves swayed vigorously, and there were still some birds on the branches at this time, and I looked at the leaves that were almost gone, and I didn't know how much time had been hidden in the shadows of the trees.
The years are not necessarily beautiful, I only know that many days have passed in this swing.
The leaves of the unknown tree were all yellow, and from time to time the leaves fell on my head, and if I kneaded them a little, they would crumble immediately, and the sound was quite crisp.
It's just that some of the leaves are a little soft and can't be broken.
I just lay on the blades of grass, and I didn't care if it was clean or not, and I suddenly turned into a six-tailed with only three broken tails, I don't know the pain of broken tails, but I know that every time I die, I don't have a tail.
All I know is that the tail is life.
It's a bit of a feeling of isolation and helplessness, but living in the world is not here to ask for help, we live to put it bluntly, we are ourselves, in fact, you don't have expectations for others, you won't feel sad.
These days, I've asked all the demons in this palace all about me, but they just shook their heads, never said anything else, and there was nothing superfluous.
Empty, fearful.
Helplessness manifests itself in the heart.
Hu Ying pulled me to talk something, and that day she took advantage of the fact that she was gone, and asked me, "Who do you think it will be?" ”
I wanted to say that it was Yun'er, but as soon as I opened my mouth, I couldn't open my mouth, and I put the words in my throat, and saying these suspicions would only cause trouble.
Let's not talk about it......
I shook my head, "I don't know, I guess I'd like to sit in this position." Because you need to, do you know who wants to peek into this book the most? ”
She tried to hold back her laughter, but she couldn't help but snort: "Hahahahaha." ”
I was so irritated by this laughter that I said with a bad face, "Don't laugh." ”
She clutched her stomach: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, you're too stupid, but if he's a demon, who doesn't want to read this book, besides, these secrets are not coveted by the outside world, you are nonsense." ”
There are exceptions, I don't want to.
I barely hooked my lips and didn't speak again.
I looked at her, she probably felt that my gaze was a little cold, and she stopped smiling.
After she was serious, she opened her mouth: "Don't worry, I just want to relax for you, why don't you laugh when you tease you?" ”
I sighed, "It's not funny at all. ”
She asked, "Have you finished reading it?" ”
I shook my head: "No." ”
Her face was very ugly now: "If you don't finish reading it, it'll be over." ”
I frowned: "I can't remember it after reading so much." ”
She gave me a blank look: "Aren't you the Nine-Tails?" Fake it. ”
I am indeed not the Nine-Tails, the real demon died long ago on the day I was born.
I said, "What if it leaks?" But if it has some effect, it won't be so difficult to fight the wolf clan. ”
Hu Yingying is over, probably because I think what I said makes sense.
At this time, the heavy door opened, and a light came in, it was Wu Ran, she looked calm, but she couldn't help but open her mouth and ask me first: "How is it going, what are you going to do next?" ”
I looked at her and complained: "There's no way, the progress is that everyone doesn't know, and the next step is to continue to dry up?" Maybe there is nowhere to find it when you step on the iron shoes, and it takes no effort to get it?"
Wu Ran's expression was very surprised, she first breathed a sigh of relief and then said: "Why do you think so much, I originally planned to comfort you, look at you like no one." ”
There's something, but it doesn't seem to work, so just go along with it.
In fact, you never know how strong you are without experiencing things, and suddenly one day you find that you are even stronger than you imagined.
Even if there is nothing, there can be more.
Every day is a new day, every moment can be reacquainted with new people, and there is always a new person who replaces the old one.
Although there is nothing at the moment, but fortunately, it is only temporary, everyone is like this, there is no need to be sad, let alone despair.
As I get older, I first say that I can't do it, but I still believe in myself in my heart. I chose to keep everything to myself for fear of being laughed at.
Just laugh at yourself first.
I said, "You guys look at me so stupid, how can you find it?" "But I don't think so, I actually think I'm looking for it.
It's just to leave a way back in case you can't find it in the future.
I have boasted about Haikou without incident, in fact, I have never questioned myself, but I am just looking for a way back, maybe I am afraid.
The world has always been cruel, the weak will be ridiculed, but they can be strong and make up for it.
Secretly accumulating momentum is more rational than openly preaching, and it is so powerful that you don't panic suddenly, that feeling should be very cool, and those who don't believe it are suddenly dumbfounded.
In fact, I'm not afraid that others won't believe it, it's not a mistake, I don't believe it or not, it's because of myself, I didn't come to this world to ask for recognition, I was to be my own one.
When I was a kid, I would scream when something broke down, "Ah, I'm going crazy." ”
My father said to me with a calm face: "If you're crazy all day, you won't be crazy." ”
I wondered, "Why?" ”
He said: "I raised you so big, I know what kind of shit you have in your ass, you ...... The mentality is simply amazing. ”
That's true.
I suddenly felt someone touch my body, I looked up and found that it was a little girl, her face was fleshy, the flesh of her stomach was stacked on top of each other, her arms and legs were white and tender, her eyes were moist, and she pouted as if it was a lot of effort to squat down, she touched my body as if she was touching a pet.
I didn't feel as if she was the owner and I was a pet, and to my shock, she got up and dragged me.
Naturally, she couldn't drag it, so she fell down, and I stared at her, and she cried instead.
I still want to cry.
She said, "Oh, little fox, did you fall in pain?" ”
Little fox? When did I become a little fox?
I don't say anything, I just stare at it.
This little girl is funny, she actually wiped her snot all over me. I looked at her in surprise, I was very speechless, although I wanted to run, but I was locked in my throat!
She locked me around with her arms and kissed me violently.
I was dumbfounded, and I suddenly realized that maybe my cat thought the same thing.
I really want to break free from this passion.
It's too much to bear.
She dragged me away, and I was helpless.
I couldn't help it, so I turned into human nature, and I said, "Sister, I'm not that kind of low-level pet. ”
God knows, the King of Demons will be wiped on her body by a little girl. God knows, the King of Ten Thousand Demons will also be locked in his throat.
I will never make a public announcement of this 'scandal'.
She sighed, "You're a sister." ”
I lifted my forehead: "Or else?" ”
I looked at her, and I was really envious at this age, because I was also a child, and I was happy.
"When am I going to grow up?" She asked, and she pouted and looked at me.
I replied to her: "I used to ask, why do you want to grow up?" ”
She thought for a moment and replied, "If you want to eat whatever you want, you can play what you want." ”
I was shocked, it seems that I said the same thing when I was a child, but the ironclad evidence left behind was taught to me later, not only is there no delicious food and no fun, you are not happy. When I was a child, I thought that growing up was the way to have, but later I realized that growing up was just the beginning of loss.
I didn't want to hit her, so I touched her head in the same way that the grandfather smiled and touched my head: "Then take your time." ”
I lost everything I wanted to have and what was mine.
If you find out that you are wrong, don't apologize, it's useless, I won't forgive, and I won't forget how to be attacked by the whole world.
I was silent, I was dormant.
Maybe forever silent, maybe it won't be the same.
I looked at her and suddenly understood, I felt that there should be a solution to the painful things in my heart, that is, I didn't want to, I just did what I did when I was younger, and I didn't get emotional, just indulge in what I liked.
If you don't have feelings, you won't hurt me in the slightest.
I was a little envious of the world, and little by little I walked forward, washing my hands and making soup, remembering each other, and working hard to add food.
A long life is far better than a vigorous one.
I also want to cook for my love, and then when I get old, those children under Chenghuan's knees gather around our knees, and he talks about the pride of his life, and I smile and look at it.
Somehow, I came up with the idea that I should go to the world and find someone to love.
I'll go after I find the book, and then I'll go through this life, it's too cold here to be warm.
I just know that what I have gained by unscrupulous means will one day be lost, so I will see. Because God is used to sluts who can't get an inch.
Then the girl as tall as her waved her hand and ran, and with a wanton smile on her face, she shouted, "Hey, I saw a beautiful scenery when I walked, but there was a clear stream, but it was beautiful, and there were tadpoles." ”
My heart is warm, and I sigh again that it was good when I was a child.
"Sister, why are you unhappy?"
I suddenly came back to my senses: "Why do you say that? ”
She said, "You don't have a good face, and your brows are worried." ”
I sighed because I was bitter in my heart: "My sister was condemned by the whole world. ”
"Then you will return it."
"I don't know who did it."
"What's so difficult about that, the clear ones will clear themselves."
"What if it's a little thing that's magnified? It was when I was six years old that I said a word, and now I take it out to educate me. ”
Again, we have to start talking about these things from a few days ago.
I seemed to have a fever, I was dizzy, and I felt terrible.
She tugged at me, "You don't seem to be in good spirits." ”
"Maybe I haven't rested, okay, I feel unwell."
I squatted down to talk to her, she hugged me, and then ran into the distance with a smile: "Sister take care of yourself, I'm going to play." ”
Let's go.
In fact, this should be the last time I will meet her.
What you don't know is a casual laugh for a moment, and then that person is suddenly gone, and you wonder where she went, but she is actually gone.
Sometimes parting goodbyes are for the moment of reunion, but sometimes it's really never seen again, so cherish every encounter, because it's the last one.