After Xiong Liangjiao and Jiaojiao got along, they gradually distanced themselves from me, like a gust of wind, without a trace. The campus is just as beautiful, warm and tender, full of romance, and can be seen everywhere in any corner. And I am like a lonely ghost washed away by a heavy rain, forgetting to smile, forgetting Fengyue, forgetting many, many more...

Due to my poor family, I embarked on a part-time work and study career, which is what I should do and must take. I wasn't as wealthy as the other students, I used my cell phone a lot, and I didn't even see a pager, so I felt like I was out.

By chance, I learned about Hu Jing's contact, sent her a letter, and received a letter from her. The most common greetings and some ordinary words in the letter are that at the parting station, the repeater I gave her with my own hands broke down without any sound and became a discarded product. I walked to the public telephone booth on the street, it was already dark, I gently picked up the handle, took out a coin from my pocket and threw it in, and the phone was connected. "Hey, who's coming?" It should have been the voice of the school guard.

"I'm looking for Hu Jing from Class 6 of the first grade!" Tick ~ Tick ~ Tick... If your call balance is insufficient, please put in coins. I reached into my trouser pocket and threw one in, and the tick disappeared... I only listened to the sound of my breathing between the microphones, whirring like the wind, and time was beating second by second... The ticking sound sounded again, "Your call balance is insufficient, please put in coins". I pulled out the last coin in my pocket and threw it in, and the tick disappeared..."Hey? Who are you? Hearing Hu Jing's voice, her breath was still so soft. I choked up and made a hoarse voice, "I。。。。。。 ”。 Tick ~ Tick ~ Tick... Your call balance is insufficient, please put in coins... The phone was disconnected, I looked at the handle, and hung up. Since then, the letters sent to Hu Jing have been returned one by one, and the same is true with Tian Xiaolan, and there is no contact with each other, perhaps this is the best ending.

There is almost no snow in Chengdu in winter, and the air is a little cold in the morning and evening. Sometimes it's sunny and sometimes it's rainy. Citizens, all beaming. The whole city is lively and full of affection.

The girls selling steamed buns stand side by side in the food street, they are only seventeen or eighteen years old, they look simple, pure and beautiful, with a white handkerchief on their heads, dressed in cyan clothing, that is, generous and neat, reflecting the unique style of Sichuan women.

And I worked in the shop where they took the buns, and the steaming steaming room was full of hot fog, and I couldn't see anything clearly with my glasses, so it was better to take it off. It's very tiring to live, and I can't make a lot of money, and the only thing that makes me insist is Ah Fang. Every time Ah Fang came to the store to carry buns, I was very concerned and picked a large one to stuff a basket for her. Ah Fang treats me like old at first sight, likes to talk to me, I also have a deep affection for Ah Fang, is the only reason for me to persevere, her simplicity and kindness deeply attracted me.

After a long time, I had true feelings for Ah Fang, and I wanted to find an opportunity to confess my heart, but I was afraid that she would not accept it and be further away from me, so I never had the courage to say it in my heart.

One day off, I went to find Ah Fang at the place where I bought buns, and I secretly looked at her not far away, her every move was in my sight, her ruddy apricot lips, clear eyes, white face with a slight pink, and her posture was graceful, welcoming many people to patronize. No wonder her business is so good, it turns out that she is polite to people on weekdays, her language is kind and lovely, and her lively and lovely personality is caused.

Not long after, Ah Fang's bun was empty. I just went, Ah Fang greeted me with a smile, and said to me happily: "Yin Chi help me get the bun!" I hurriedly replied, "Am I going alone?" Ah Fang smiled: "Come with me." "I followed behind Ah Fang with my basket, haunted by the endless crowd, and finally crossed the intersection and turned west into the steamed bun shop where I worked, which was still steaming hot, vaguely showing a tall and large steamer on the blast furnace. Ah Fang walked out with a basket full of buns. I took the basket that Ah Fang was carrying and walked towards East Street together.

At night, Ah Fang invited me to her dormitory to talk about it, and when I went into the room and turned on the light, I could clearly see the light blue sheets and pictures on the wall, a white writing desk, a small radio, a neat row of tapes, and some neatly arranged books and magazines.

I sat on the edge of the bed and flipped through the books, probably read a few pages and put them back in place, Ah Fang was stir-frying in the window, bored I picked up the book again, inadvertently pulled out a diary, secretly read a few pages, unexpectedly related to my handwriting. I quietly put it back where I was.

When I turned on the radio, it was Lin Cuiping's sweet song, melodious and fluttering, light and frustrating melody, which reminded me of the picture of the bright lights...... Sad love song, the heart is already in a dream.........

Ah Fang brought hot dishes, put the dishes on the table, the room was full of aroma, put two bottles of wine, said it was her birthday, I was drunk but didn't know it, Ah Fang and I raised a glass to drink, looking at her pink face with beauty, my heart began to ripple......

I don't know how many cups I drank, I don't know how many times I flipped the tape, I was drunk, Ah Fang held my hand and danced, her face was like a peach blossom, her eyes were affectionate, she gently twisted her waist, I couldn't help but hug her, getting tighter and tighter, she closed her eyes slightly, the night passed.......

One night, when it was raining in the sky, I crossed the intersection and walked around East Street into the deep alleys, my hair sticking to the rain. On this happy path, I ran and cheered happily. I kept the gold-plated necklace in my pocket, and soon I entered the courtyard, and the lights on the third floor were still on. I went up to the third floor and found something that broke my heart, a man's raincoat, and I was so frightened that I could hardly believe my eyes, but the raincoat was hanging in front of the door of room 318...... There was familiar music in the house, there was the sound of Ah Fang stir-frying, I thought to myself, how many birthdays does Ah Fang have, I want to rush in desperately to make a fuss, that man's raincoat I want to tear to shreds...... But what am I, what qualifications do I have to do this! The person Ah Fang likes is not me, or is it ...... I'm a poor student....... Thinking about it, I ran downstairs like crazy. It was still raining in the night sky, and I threw the necklace in my pocket to the ground and ran through the rain.......

A year has passed, I still can't forget Ah Fang, I think she hates her and hates her, I originally proposed to her that night, but she .....

Finally one day I received a letter from A Fang, which read, "Dear Yin Chi, the raincoat I bought for you is hanging in front of the door and waiting for you to wear, waiting for more than a year, 365 days are really hard, you don't have me in your heart at all, I am a girl who buys buns, I can't deserve you, that night I volunteered not to blame you, I hope to find the girl you love, when you see this letter, I have left Chengdu, to find my dream ........."

My heart was about to explode with excitement, my trembling hands clutched the letter, tears wet the letter like rain, hating the damn night rain, that raincoat...... No, it's me, ruining Ah Fang's true feelings, I'm really damned...... Lost my Ah Fang, and my dreams.

Whenever I pass through East Street, I can see a row of beautiful and simple bun girls, they are so touching and kind, I want to buy a few buns, but I can never see Ah Fang's buns again........