I didn't go anywhere during the holidays, and I didn't go to anyone to play, either to help the family clean up the dishes in the cellar or to help my mother sort out the threads for knitting sweaters. My father came back from outside in a sheepskin coat, and there was snow on his head, and I took the hook of my father's coat and hung it on the wall.

The father took out an invitation from his arms and said that the old Yang daughter was getting married. I take a closer look, my beloved daughter Yang Xiuling! I hurriedly asked my father, "Which girl?" Who are you married? ”

"Don't you know the Xiuxiu of the old Yang family? She's your junior high school classmate! Father sat cross-legged on the kang and drank tea. At this time, the mother stopped talking about what she was doing, "How old is the daughter of the old Yang family, and she got married so early." The father sighed, "What do you say, now the girl is pregnant without marriage, and she is abandoned when she is studying and falling in love outside, alas! Aren't you back with a big belly now? At this moment, my heart was like a knife, and I slammed it on my forehead a few times. The mother asked suspiciously, "Who did the girl give to?" The father stroked his beard and replied, "Brother next door! The mother raised her head and took a deep breath and said, "Alas, it's a pity for my daughter, married to a farmer, she is still a coolie... Life is really hard, and if you study, you will still suffer for the rest of your life." Listen, listen, I slowly walked back to my room.

I stayed in the house, doing nothing, not wanting to do anything, just staying quietly, looking out the window at the snowflakes flying, accompanied by the whirring wind, and the tops of the two poplar trees swaying in the wind in the deserted courtyard. I feel that loneliness has been haunted, and loneliness has fallen into my heart. The hardships that I have never had before, and now I am deeply affected by the bones, so lonely and ravaging my heart. Is this God's arrangement, or fate, I am not reconciled, why this time! Why did it make it clear to me that what happened to her would make my life uneasy? Do I hate her, or do I want to forget her completely, has she ever thought about it, has she ever remembered the promise made to each other? Dare to ask the sky, this! Why, exactly?

I don't know if she has forgotten about me for a long time, I think the last person she wants to see at this time must be me, and I just want to see her one last time, to see how much she has changed, and whether I can really recognize her.

I decided to see her, and if I didn't, I wouldn't be at ease in my life. I braved the snow to move forward, resisted the wind and cold, walked through the snow, I didn't feel tired after more than ten kilometers of walking, and I only had one belief in my heart, that is, to see her. The cold wind was howling in his ears, and the two rows of aspen trees on the road were swaying and crackling with the wires in the wind, making an astringent ghost cry and roar.

Soon I arrived at the red iron door of Yang Xiuling's house, I reached out and touched the cold iron lock ring, pondered for a moment, and began to knock on the door. It was her mother who opened the door, and as soon as she saw me, she said: Why are you here, I haven't seen you grow so big for a few years, come into the house and say! I responded, "Well, okay Auntie, thank you, Auntie!" When the aunt walked into the courtyard, she shouted, "Xiuxiu! Xiuxiu! Yin is late! At this moment, the door of a room creaked open, and I saw a woman in a flower headscarf poking her head out, and she saw me covering her mouth and turning her head back into the house. At this time, the aunt smiled: "Ignorant girl, why is this rude!" "It turns out that she is Yang Xiuling, my tablemate, my favorite class flower, and my dearest and beloved schoolgirl. The school girl who once won the first place in the exam and won the marathon is now going to marry and become a **. My heart shivered, and my heart ached!

I looked at her, she was hiding in the dark corner, the flower headscarf was tightly wrapped, I couldn't see her face, her eyes, why didn't she even blink? I approached her and said, "What's the matter, Xiuxiu, how lively you used to be!" She suddenly threw herself on my chest and cried, tears fell like a waterfall, I could feel the sound of tears hitting my shoulders, it was so hard, so wronged, so heavy. You sobbed and said, "I'm sorry Yin Chi, I'm really sorry, it's too late to say anything... Blame myself for being blind and meeting a scumbag... There is no choice now". And I couldn't say a word at the moment, so I could only silently comfort her with my shoulder for a while.

She tore off the wrapped headscarf, shook her hair, her haggard face lost its former luster, her expression was in a trance, and her eyes were not as clear as they were back then, she was no longer the beautiful girl I had seen in the past. I held her head and said, "Can you blink your eyes and let me look at it again?" She pushed me away and turned away, whispering, "Just take it as the wind and forget about me!" I couldn't stop the tears from dripping vigorously, and replied softly: "I will definitely cherish it, that good memory of you and me... I also wish you a happy life..."At this time, the aunt came in, and she asked in surprise: "What happened to you two, why is it raining and still bursting for a while?" I wiped away the tears in my eyes and said, "Auntie, Xiuxiu, it's not early, I'll go back first, my parents are still waiting for me!" The aunt replied: "That's it, don't let your parents wait!" What a good boy! Then I hurried away.

I returned home in a daze for a few days, and my mood was extremely cold. The wood is already in the boat, how can I be strong through God, it seems that I have woken up, I no longer think about the past, and slowly continue to move forward with my footsteps.

If I hadn't been a student, I would have the ability to support her and the child and protect her well, but all this came too suddenly, and I couldn't change anything, and I was helpless. Those spring breezes have gone, and the concern in my heart is deeply buried, and those who should go will definitely go, and those who should come will come, I wish her a healthy and happy life.

The school has started, the spring rain is continuous, the playground of the campus is still green, the curved willows on both sides of the road quietly sprout in the rain, the scenery of the campus is pleasant, the soft atmosphere, the drizzle moistens every inch of the soil, I walk on this road, walking towards the teaching building with heavy steps.