One weekend, I stayed in a room facing the street from my house. Unexpectedly, Ma Chunxiang, who was working outside, led a few partners to come to me. Except for Ma Chunxiang, I have never seen three other girls and a handsome guy. All of a sudden, I, a poor student, was helpless. I can't help it, it's all here, what else can I do. I had to go to my mother's shop to ask for some beer, peanuts and melon seeds, and do my best to be a landlord.

Ma Chunxiang has been working in the city since she dropped out of junior high school, and today she has seen the eighteenth change of the female university, compared to when she was a student, she looks a little more mature and charming. Her black hair was draped over her shoulders, her eyes were still so warm and attractive, her immature face was powdered, her lips were painted with thick lipstick, and her two curved willow eyebrows were unnaturally tattooed red.

We chatted while eating melon seeds, and the other three girls were the same age as Ma Chunxiang, dressed similarly, very talkative, hip-hop unrestrained, very happy, really youthful and infinitely glamorous in the spring breeze. That handsome little handsome guy is said to be their neighbor, and they get along very well. I am a little envious of their working life, and I am even more jealous of this handsome young man, surrounded by peach blossoms all day long, drunk in the ocean of happiness in the gentle township.

In this way, we drank beer and played poker and chatted, Ma Chunxiang saw that I was still as shabby as before, so he persuaded me to go to the city to mingle, and described their lives as beautiful as dreams. After all, I'm a student, and I can only be like this at present, should I just drop out of school and work in the city? Can you really be happy? I don't think it's time yet, because I don't have the ability and capital to stand on the society, and I can only persevere to the end.

As it got dark, they huddled on my wooden bed, which was one and a half meters wide, and I had to lie on a bench to rest. The moonlight poured into the house through the window, and I couldn't sleep or turn over. After a while, I heard the affectionate voice of the handsome guy and Ma Chunxiang, and I didn't know how the other girls felt when they were crowded on a bed, and the first time I heard this kind of sound, my heart couldn't hold it anymore, so I got up and walked out of the house, and stayed quietly outside the house all night.

They just left, leaving without saying a word, perhaps for the last time they saw each other, and never had a chance again. I'm back to my normal mind, nothing, it's just that it shouldn't have kept me awake all night, made me jealous, and had an unprecedented reverie. From that day on, Ma Chunxiang was completely disappointed in my heart, and met me at an unsuitable age and at an uncomfortable time. I can only wish her happiness to the end and embrace a better tomorrow. Although it is just a set of rhetoric, what can the reality be, it is not a step by step to see the flowers fall with the water.

In the last semester, my mind also returned to studying and making the last effort. When it comes to the sprint stage, I also want to make a Bo for my future.

Hu Jing read quietly, and she didn't draw much, and even those gentlemen who often skipped class began to turn up their books, all these changes may be a new beginning, winning at the starting point, even if there is only one day left.

I don't know how, when I listen to the teacher's lecture, my head buzzes and I can't hold it, I always take a nap and fall asleep, I wake up immediately after class, and I can't sleep all night when I return to the dormitory.

Tian Xiaolan is still studying hard, forgetting everything around her and forgetting everything around her, only caring about studying. That's what a student should do, and I couldn't have been as enthusiastic as she was.

The students are preparing to send graduation cards to each other, I received Guan Xiaotong's friendship card, she is still so cute, so gentle and kind, smiling so brightly, I also give her a greeting card in return, wishing her a happy life, a beautiful life, a healthy life, and a happy life.

It all seemed to come so fast, the pace of time became rushed, and there were many things that were too late to do, too late to say goodbye, and already graduated.

Tian Xiaolan's admission to Xi'an Jiaotong University can be described as gratifying and congratulatory, which is the envy of many students. Hu Jing was also very happy to get the admission notice of Xinjiang Vocational University. Guan Xiaotong also received a notice from the Teachers College, and Aaron Ahui walked into the door of Xinjiang University together. But I walked into an unknown mechanical and electrical college in Chengdu. Those who didn't pass the exam and continue to repeat their studies have gone out to wander around, and they always have their own way to go.

Since then, I have said goodbye to the long middle school life, and I have also said goodbye to the good times when I held hands, walked together, laughed together, and had a good time.

After entering the university, I knew that those love in the past was just a dream, and the future of each other was real, time and environment have changed, and the memories have faded, and those cute love relationships that are as pure as water have faded. Maybe we have grown up, no longer innocent, no longer blooming in our dreams, and can only move forward in a good direction. I am not afraid of the dark night, not afraid of loneliness, not afraid of wind and rain, and looking forward to a better tomorrow.

Yang Xiuling has a well-behaved and lovely daughter, who is babbling, which may be Yang Xiuling's greatest happiness and joy, and I can only silently pray for her and bless her.

Since Tian Xiaolan went to Xi'an, there has been no contact, and I can only walk my own way quietly, no longer nostalgic for the past, the wind and rain, it is just a good memory, I can't see it clearly, and I can't touch it.

I unfolded the portrait Hu Jing had given me, looked at it carefully, smiled knowingly, and then folded it back into the delicate wooden box that had been prepared.

The past has slowly faded away with time, and now that I have grown up, I am no longer in my prime, and my real life has just begun.