Chapter 194: I Don't Know Him
Jiang Yu immediately wanted to rush over and hug her, but her legs seemed to be tied by ten thousand catties of iron and lead, and she couldn't take a step, watching Mu Xi's figure disappear little by little, her heart seemed to be hollowed out, and after a moment, she collapsed to the ground.
Mu Xi didn't know how to walk to the dormitory at all, he didn't have to worry about anything before school started, Jiang Yu was all ready.
But now she is really desperate, like she can't do anything without him, she has been crying all the way, in the eyes of others, she is a joke, she has taken a lot of detours, and she has been looking for a long time before coming to the bedroom.
The night before the report, Jiang Yu had a lot of self-righteous thoughts, and didn't want her to delay for a year for herself, so she didn't dare to hold hands with her in front of others and let others know that she had a boyfriend.
I hope she can find someone better than herself in college, and I hope she can find someone who is like-minded and in the same world.
But what Jiang Yu didn't know was ...... Mu Xi also identified him.
I don't know how long it took, Jiang Yu got up and came downstairs to Mu Xi's bedroom, and after standing for a while, he walked upstairs and came to the door through the glass.
He saw the other roommates, laughing and chatting together, and only she sat alone and wept silently, and his heart ached like a knife.
After Jiang Yu knocked on the door, the three girls looked at it at the same time, Mu Xi's brain suddenly went blank for a moment, but it was only for a moment, and his hands were clutching his clothes tightly, knowing that it must be him.
The three girls seemed to have never seen the opposite sex, so they immediately rushed to the door, lying on the door and staring at Jiang Yu carefully.
"Handsome guy, who are you looking for?"
"Looking for a girlfriend or a sister?"
Jiang Yu didn't look at them, let alone reply to them, his eyes never left Mu Xi, seeing the sadness on her face, frowning, and retracting his gaze.
Mu Xi seemed to know that he would come in the next second, his body tensed, and he looked directly at the bed opposite, keeping it as it was, not moving.
His voice was hoarse and cold, like all the tears were choked in his throat, and he was holding back his emotions and wanted to leave the sunny side to her, which further highlighted his loneliness and sexiness, "I... I'm her family......"
Mu Xi finally reacted, raised his hand and pressed his cheek hard, sniffed, and didn't look at him, not stubborn, very indifferent: "No!" I don't know him......"
Jiang Yu heard her talking to herself, she didn't know how excited she was, a glimmer flashed in her eyes, the corners of her lips hooked slightly, she looked at her new roommates, the red envelopes that came out of nowhere in her hands, and said:
"This is a meeting gift for you, Mu Xi's first time living on campus is also the first time she shares with someone else, there will definitely be something that you don't do well, I hope you can all forgive me and take care of her more."
When Mu Xi heard it, he realized that it was a little ridiculous, his eyes closed bitterly, what the hell is going on, turned his head to look at him, and said without a trace of emotion: "Why are you...... Are we related? ”
Jiang Yu saw the tears on her face, and was distressed, so he hurriedly stepped forward, squatted in front of her, and raised his hand to hold her cheek, "Don't be angry... Forgive me, okay? ”
The roommates didn't know what was going on, but they had already forgiven him for seeing such a handsome face, and they didn't care about Mu Muxi's feelings at all, and said with a smile: "Just forgive him, you see how good he is to you?" ”
Mu Xi couldn't help but sneer when he heard the latter sentence, if he heard this sentence before, he didn't know how moved he was, but now... Think it's all bitter water.
In his opinion, what is this relationship? Every time he says that he will never leave, he is the one who leaves him in the end.
Is it my punishment for bullying you, or is it ...... For I have not given for you, and I have received the retribution.
Endless tears rolled in his eyes, and he looked up at the ceiling slightly, but he didn't get angry, and finally slipped from the corners of his eyes, and even had some smiles on the corners of his mouth.
A smile said this sentence head-on: "Why do you want me to listen to you?" …… We've broken up! ”
When Jiang Yu heard her say those two words, there was still a tingling pain in her heart, but in front of her, she still raised a smile, and the smile on the corner of her mouth seemed particularly far-fetched to Mu Xi.
Mu Xi's tears were like diamonds, the dazzling fluorescence stung his eyes, and the sorrow in his eyes flashed by, as if he was coaxing her, and he whispered softly: "I didn't break up... I never said that. ”
Now when I heard his gentle tone, I felt that I was a fool, and I was playing with him in the palm of my hand, and I don't know where the strength came from, I raised my hand and pushed him to the ground.
Jiang Yu didn't have the slightest preparation, his head hit the suitcase behind him, but he didn't feel the slightest pain, and quickly got up and squatted beside her, as if nothing had happened.
But when Mu Xi saw the back of his head touch, his heart still contracted involuntarily, looked away, and after a moment of silence, he exhaled a melancholy breath and said to him flatly:
"I said it! From now on we break up ... Stranger relationships. ”
Jiang Yu knew that she was talking angrily, but this time the "joke" was a bit harsh, no matter how ugly she said, she would accept it, propped her hands on both sides of the bed, obviously ignoring what she said.
Looking at her eyes with soft eyes, the crystal moist eyes looked particularly pitiful at this moment, and she couldn't bear to look at it anymore, the corners of her lips hooked up an infinite smile, and she said softly:
"You sit on the stool, I'll help you clean up the bed."
When Mu Xi heard this, his eyebrows immediately frowned slightly, and he secretly calmed down his emotions, warning himself not to think about it, but he still had a cold face, looked down at the ground, and did not react to him.
Jiang Yu smiled slightly, slowly straightened up, there was a numbness in his calves, he didn't care, he didn't ask Mu Xi's opinion, and carried her to the stool straightforwardly.
The roommates on the side, all with wide eyes, are ready to watch the big show, aren't the two of them quarreling? Why did you suddenly pick it up?
Open Mu Xi's suitcase, help her hang her clothes in the closet, take out the washed and dried four-piece set and lay it out, put her doll next to the pillow, make the bed, and put the toiletries and cosmetics on the table one by one.
Mu Xi's suitcase was basically all sorted out by him, Jiang Yu washed the newly bought supplies by hand, and specially put dolls in the suitcase, so that she would not feel lonely when she slept at night.
Mu Xi sat on the stool in a daze, looking at him intently, recalling the scene when he first transferred schools, he also helped him tidy up the table in this way.
The memories of the past are very sweet, but now, the more memories I recall, the more uncomfortable I become, I suddenly feel that I have difficulty breathing, I close my eyes and don't look at him, but after a few seconds, I can't help it.
stood up violently, lowered his head and pushed him towards the door, without looking at him, he closed the door directly and locked it, and rushed into the toilet and cried.
Jiang Yu stood outside the door with sad eyes, hearing her hidden cry, she was in the ordeal of hell, raising her hands to cover her heart, it was twitching wildly.
The body began to tremble, his breath gradually became shorter, his eyes stayed at the door of the bedroom, reluctant to leave, eager to see her again, afraid that he couldn't support himself in the next second, and forced himself to leave with discomfort.
Quickly ran to the outside of the school gate, where the two held hands, there was no one here, as if God had made the greatest concession for his mistakes, and reserved the only remaining dignity for him.
couldn't hold himself anymore, and suddenly collapsed to the ground, tears dripping down one by one, it was a strange red tear, but Jiang Yu didn't care, his head was dizzy, and his eyes were black.
It became more and more difficult to breathe, and I took a big gulp of oxygen, my body couldn't stop trembling, I couldn't move, and the only redeemer was lost by myself.
At this moment, he is extremely fragile, he really wants to look at her again, the role of a coward is played to the end, and he is even more afraid that he will die in the next second and never see him again.
After Jiang Yu left, several roommates looked at the red envelope very thick, opened it and counted it as 5,000 yuan, and carried a shopping card worth 10,000 yuan, and were frightened by the local tyrant, how rich this is.
Mu Xi didn't cry enough, opened the door with a dull gaze, in a trance, swayed his body slightly, and walked out holding on to the wall, the roommates didn't know what was going on, they were all looking at each other, and they didn't dare to talk nonsense.
Mu Xi has been immersed in his miserable world, not disturbed by the outside world, returned to the position just now and sat down, looking at the place where Jiang Yu had squatted, his eyes were uncontrollable, and they were hazy again.
It seems that the other person is still here, recalling the little by little between the two, the curvature of the corners of the lips slowly rises, and after being separated for such a short while, I miss him painfully.
I want to tell him personally: In this relationship, it is not that he is completely defeated, but that he is willing to make concessions; I want to tell him cautiously: Mu Xi was completely subdued by Jiang Yu; I want to tell him boldly: I love you!
After intertwining their eyes, Zhang Man, the head of the dormitory, and the other two looked at Mu Xi and said to her, "Let's go to the cafeteria to eat first, and then come back and bring some for you." ”
Mu Xi didn't react for a moment, and after a long time, he shook his head slowly, his expression was still a little stunned, he kept looking at the same place, and never looked away.
Zhang Man looked at Mu Xi a little pitiful, put his napkin in her hand, shook her hand, and comforted her, "There is a welcome party this afternoon, and it won't look good if you cry swollen eyes, don't cry......"
Mu Xi nodded hesitantly, and then looked at her, very grateful in his heart, and didn't even know what her name was.
After everyone left, Mu Xi got up with a little hesitation, wondering if he was still there? He crept to the door, but saw no figure through the crack in the door.
Until the whole door was opened, I didn't see anyone I wanted to see, and I couldn't help but feel a sense of loss.
In a trance, I returned to the bed and sat down, stretched out my hand and stroked the sheets, recalling the scene when we bought together, thinking like this, the smile on my face became stronger and stronger, and finally I kept crying and laughing:
"Why don't you wait for me...... If now... Show up in front of me and say a word to me,...... I'm sure I'll forgive you. ”
What Mu Xi didn't know was that Jiang Yu had not left the school all this time, and now he was in a hidden place, quietly watching the location of her dormitory.
After a long time, she seemed to suddenly want to open, picked out the best clothes, and put cosmetics on the table one by one, dressed herself beautifully, and the smile on her face also appeared.
But she still couldn't hide her reluctance and sadness.