Chapter 138: Abdicate and make way for Xian
In the past, I felt that it was good to dare to express it, but later I realized that the happiness you shared was called showing off to the wrong person, and the sadness you shared would only make you look like a resentful woman to the wrong person, and we were all people who didn't matter to each other.
If you don't say anything, it's called Zangye, and you think that you are not sincere, and you are very flamboyant when you say everything, and the scale of this thing is really difficult to grasp.
"It's said that the Nine-Tails are very powerful!" An elder spoke to me.
I sat on the stool and was excited for a moment, and hurriedly replied: "Yes, the book said that Nuwa's sitting divine beast is naturally not ordinary, and it is said that the physique can get rid of all bad luck because it is born as a blessed divine beast." ”
I feel that I can shake the earth, but compared to many demons, because I am not very good, I just don't know the height of the sky.
When you don't have any achievements, it's best not to even talk about the closest ones, because maybe it will be a laughing stock in the future, and it will be called a term of vanity.
"Yes, the king by birth."
"That's right."
They all agreed, and I thought it was like that.
But I forgot that the world sometimes tells white lies because it doesn't want to irritate you.
It would disperse and I walked far behind them before I heard:
"This king is not pragmatic at all, a little arrogant."
"Hey, there's always a replacement for her."
"Do you think this Nine-Tails really only has such a piece of waste left?"
It was at this moment that I understood why the black wolf hated Hu Ying, because she asked him to cut a few more knives on his most painful wound again and again, and all our hiding was because we cared.
Don't be complacent, stay sober, but believe in yourself.
It's just a waste, in order to prove that it's not a waste, and it uses a way that others don't understand, and it's a difficult process.
If you deny more, you will question whether you are really going astray, and if you praise more, you will be afraid that it will just be polite words.
I said to the race, "I want to be a god." ”
They looked horrified, then swallowed to make sure they wouldn't faint and told me, "You're crazy, you've been crazy enough." ”
"When you were a child, you said you could enter the elite barracks." The one who opened his mouth was a demon I knew, a demon who had witnessed all my experiences.
In fact, the most embarrassing moment is when others question you, and when others say more reasonable than you, you are embarrassed.
But it's too difficult to try to explain to the demon who has doubted you since you was a child, they have long denied you as a demon, and no matter what you do, you have a red cross.
Because it's like a fake, like a boast.
Perhaps silence is better. Over the years, I have adapted to being alone, and I know that there is no one behind me.
It was easy for my king to be moved, because I had committed the most unforgivable thing and lost the most important treasure in the demon world.
I looked at the main hall that day, the sun was still quite warm, and the door was open, as if it was opened for me, did it give me a new way?
Perhaps, this is the moral of this.
They seemed to have something unspeakable, their brows were tightly locked, their mouths were about to open and close, I felt uncomfortable, so I couldn't hold my breath and said first: "Say whatever you want, just be direct." ”
The demon's words blurted out, it's Chen Sui, maybe I really have a bad impression of him, if I'm not the king, we should be good friends, right?
His righteous words are like the blue sky lord sitting in the world, like a judge interrogating ghosts, his eyebrows are tight, his tone is pressing, and his momentum is very strong: "You are not suitable to be a king, so the entire demon clan will be ruined." ”
I sighed when I was finally oppressed into a demon who didn't care about it, I really looked like a waste.
He's right, he sees the future of the entire demon clan, and I'm ...... It's really not qualified.
I nodded, announcing that the words I had endured for a long time were relief: "I abdicate." Then he smiled, "Rang Xian." ”
It was never what I wanted, I knew it......
Their expressions were shocked. Maybe it's strange why I'm so comfortable after losing, but when I have something, I'm ready to lose it at any time.
External glitz is a flash in the pan, and it will not become one's own after all.
When the time comes, don't catch it raw, it's quite ugly in hysteria.
"Let whom?"
"Pick one? Together. ”
"There have to be candidates, too."
Although my thoughts were very hypocritical at this time, I still couldn't help but think: one by one, I didn't even keep them, which shows how bad I am, and I want to cry if I am wronged...... Wow......
"Choose from among the elders here." I opened my mouth, thinking it was fair.
Those older selves expressed that they didn't participate in it, and now they have screened a lot.
It's been years since I've been alert for years, and maybe I'm really going to be gone with all the life that I have parted with.
It's almost winter, and the rain in late autumn is really cool enough. I stood in front of this floor-to-ceiling window and pushed open the large window and sighed: This should be the last time I look down.
At this time, Yun'er put a cloak on me, and I patted her hand to thank her.
She whispered, "Wang, I feel that you have matured a lot over the years. ”
Hearing this, I laughed: "What was I like before? ”
"A little girl."
I was disdainful: "And now? ”
"A big girl." She also smiled easily: "Anyway, it doesn't look like a king." ”
I nodded, and I didn't want to put in the slightest effort on it.
Listening to this, I felt a lot of emotion, so much happened. These words suddenly provoked me and I was a little sad, and those feelings of depression to death suddenly flooded again.
I felt warm all of a sudden wearing this cloak, and I yawned and said, "I'm tired."
"Then take a break." Yun'er said to me.
Then he put on his cloak and went back to his room alone.
I lay on this bed and had the intention of parting, and I thought about reluctance, after all, it has been many years, and I have to start all over again when I go to a new place.
This seems to be my most peaceful sleep, no dreams, no wakes up, no outsiders to disturb, just quietly sleep until dawn.
I got up and sat in front of the mirror, tracing my eyebrows, and the eyebrows were all skillful, and I thought I was the most beautiful day on this day of complete goodbye.
By this time the cook had already prepared the meal and put it on the table, and I heard the sound of the door opening and met her eyes, and we smiled brightly at each other, as if we had just met on the first day, and all the first sights were good enough.
"Auntie, you're here."
"It's me, king."
"I'm not anymore, I'll leave today."
I watched her smile and said, "Don't say it, try it." ”
There was a xiaolongbao.
I looked at it and felt a lot of emotion in my heart: I haven't eaten the bun in the world for a long time, and it suddenly appeared today, and I have to say that I really miss it.
I picked up the buns on the plate and took a bite, the warm skin of the buns felt warm through the palm of my hand, I really should eat something hot in the rainy season in late autumn, so happy.
Cure the cold with heat.
I have always been thirsty for thin skin and big filling, and it is better to make it myself than to sell it, mainly because I am willing to put the filling.
There was longing in her eyes: "How's it going?" ”
A smile broke into my face: "It's very enjoyable to have a lot of minced meat." ”
Now I should be able to go in and out of the world freely.
She was smiling happily too.
I walked around empty, and I didn't have anything to bring.
Today I suddenly announced that the book was found, and it was Chen Sui who was found, he was holding the book and smiling proudly, looking at me a little bit of a show off.
Yun'er secretly whispered in my ear: "Wang, I see that the book is what he took." ”
I think it makes sense.
But I didn't want it, but I didn't.
I still asked, "How did you find it, and who did it?" ”
He was silent and then shirked: "It's not important, the important thing is that I found it." ”
I saw that the demons in this hall were all indifferent and did not speak.
This moment it was very intuitive, and I nodded and said, "It really doesn't matter." ”
"How?" It's been the same in this hall for a few years, I'm tired of seeing it, and this demon is also familiar, after all, it's been too many years.
"Is it all here that you vote?" I asked, "I don't think it's fair, because the number of demons involved in each race is already too small. ”
"Appoint it, king." They said.
"yes."
Also, after all, this is the case with hereditary inheritance in the world.
Since it is destined to be unfair, it is not to be fair.
I opened my mouth and said bluntly: "Hu Ying." ”
There was no hesitation.
They didn't argue much.
I pondered and waited a few seconds: "Okay, that's it." ”
Hu Ying looked at me a little surprised, but she also had a special desire in her heart, and I knew that this was something she was willing to do.
After the matter was over, Hu Ying looked at me and said sincerely: "You are still here, nothing will be missing." ”
I sneered and laughed: "No, I wanted to leave for a long time, but I just can't leave for the time being, you see that now I finally have the opportunity, hurry, bless me." ”
Wu Ran's eyes flickered with tears at this time: "On the other side, when you say that, I feel really uncomfortable." ”
"What's so funny, I'm still having fun." I felt relieved: "For the sake of you who are still reluctant to give up on me, I feel that I am not nothing." ”
It's quite open, I've been unhappy before, but now I'm looking for happiness.
It's really hard to be happy......
The other shore, the other shore, is destined to let others dock, but I am destined to never go ashore for the rest of my life, just like my name.
We chatted for a long time, watching the lights stop in the middle of the night. My beads felt soft, perhaps in preparation for my sleepiness after a long night of talking.
I fell asleep like that, and the small words in my ear, the special soft words, I said in a trance: "I'm so sleepy, I want to sleep." ”
Then he fell into a deep sleep, unconscious, and lay on the floor of this great house.
Although I felt cold in the back, I really longed to sleep, so I slept, and sure enough, the price was that I woke up the next day and sighed: It's really old, this old arm and old leg really can't stand it.
What's even cooler is that I dreamed a dream in my dream, I walked in a very narrow pavilion, as if I was planning to find something, but I didn't find anything, so I turned around and was suddenly surprised that there was an old woman.
I was really shocked.
"Be kind, or you'll go to the second hell." She had a kind eyebrow, but that really scared me.
This dream is over, no more, when I woke up, I suddenly found that I thought of the old woman who seemed to be Meng Po, I was shocked, and I decided to go to the underworld to have a look.
When I woke up, I found that they were still lying down, their eyes were closed, and I sighed why they weren't cold, and the door was closed with a bang, and it was still the middle of the night.
But when you are awakened, it is much more difficult to fall asleep.
I cast a spell to conjure up two heavy blankets and whispered, "Farewell, my friends." ”
And when they had finished covering them, they walked away in the middle of the night, with a star and a moon.