Abbot: "Let's go, we won't accept it, the girl's intention is not to seek the Buddha wholeheartedly, you have something else to ask for." ”

"Contrary intentions, even the people you have recruited should be sent by you."

Senior Brother Rebellion's face was a little embarrassed, it wasn't like he wasn't stained with red dust, I always felt that his name was also very related to himself, and he had been doing things against his will all his life.

When the girl turned to leave, I saw a bright red rope tied to her foot.

If you have to regret everything, it is better to simply go crazy once. I mean the reckless kind.

The pouring rain came in the spring, giving the plants and trees a new color, and I was freer, because I was not a monk, and I wanted to come to the breeze to say that it was right, and he said that girl, you are like coming on vacation.

In fact, I just came to experience life, there are too many unknown plants and trees on the mountain, I am wearing monk's clothes, holding a rosary in my hand, and walking in the rain. I pulled a high bun on top of my head, my shoes and socks were soaked, and the cold wind hit me from time to time, and I kind of missed the wonton soup in that steamed bun shop in the world, and I didn't want to eat wonton soup anymore, I just wanted to eat something hot.

In cold weather, there is a greater desire for warmth.

There are a few families in the empty valley in the mountain, I am walking in the rain, and occasionally I can also meet the passers-by who go up the mountain to worship the Buddha, the rain is getting heavier and heavier, even the stone steps of the mountain road are like flowing rivers, the sound of the rain is particularly loud, the rain on my face waded down my face, and I was the only one left in the quiet mountain with the disappearance of passers-by.

The birdsong is quite crisp, and the hazy scenery in the distance seems to be covered with a layer of fog, I can't see it really, I'm confused. The sky wasn't gray either, it was very white and white, because my shoes and socks were soaked and my clothes were wet, and I could only feel very cold.

There was no sun on this day, and it looked like it was from morning to now, and I didn't know the time just by looking at the sky, and I just felt like I needed to get a rain because I wasn't awake enough.

What was once close in front of me has now become an unattainable luxury that I desire, and it is much easier to be a demigod than to become a god. I used to be half a foot away from God, but now I'm one in a thousand miles away from God.

You've only seen other people's strangeness, but you've never experienced the same thing.

I squatted in place and sobbed, the cold wind blew the broken hair on my sideburns, I looked up and saw the rebellious senior brother, his voice was very good, as if there was an artistic conception of the mountain spring stone upstream: "Why don't you have an umbrella?"

I looked up: "Didn't you say that the monk was lawless with an umbrella?" ”

He laughed: "This statement does not mean that the monk holds an umbrella. ”

I wondered because his clothes under his knees were stained with water, as well as his arms, and I asked, "Why do you get wet with an umbrella?" ”

He said: "It's raining too much, so I can't use my umbrella." ”

I said, "So what's the difference if you give me an umbrella?" ”

He was stunned: "At least it doesn't have to be worse." ”

I asked, "Those who have already been stabbed a few times, it is okay to make up for a few more knives, they are already doomed to die." ”

He gave me the umbrella, and then folded his hands: "Good, good, you little girl, don't talk about fighting and killing all day long." ”

I shivered with my umbrella, and so did he.

I stood up and prepared to leave, and found that my legs were no longer my own, and I wanted to find someone to help me, but I gave up when I looked at the monk, so I put my hands on the ground and tried to drag myself up, but I found that it still didn't work. So he pounded his legs vigorously with both hands, and then tried to stand up, and finally regained a little consciousness.

The sky is getting gray, and I think it's getting late.

I asked him, "Does Senior Brother Rebel have anything to do with this morning's girl?" ”

He said frankly: "She is my sister, there are only me and my sister two children in the family, our family is miserable, we can only keep one, my sister is going to be sold to a brothel, I don't want to come to this temple to cut my hair and become a monk, it can be regarded as a little burden for the family." ”

This thin man, with a frown on his brows, didn't like to talk much, but he talked a lot with him today.

I asked, "Who took your name?" ”

He said, "It's the abbot." ”

I said, "Does the abbot know about you?" ”

He laughed: "Nothing escapes the abbot's eyes that see everything." ”

There is nothing to escape the tricks of fate, and her sister will not be able to escape this fate, and I dare not break his self-righteous sacrifice, because that is his faith, and I do not want to destroy it and make him miserable.

Maybe it's also an inevitability to see through it without saying it.

I asked, "Brother Rebellion, why do you always choose to compromise, why don't you be the same as Senior Brother Brush, how good it is to be happy in everything." Then he approached him and held an umbrella to protect him from the rain: "We can't break this worldly vision, and we are just monks who need to protect from the rain." ”

He looked at me, sighed, and moved a few feet away from me, no longer near. "It doesn't matter if it's worldly or not, I just want to stay in this temple."

I nodded.

The hardest thing is that I happened to come to Kwai Shui on this day, and the water in my shoes on my feet, I could feel the water in my toes and toes constantly interspersed with water, soaking my feet.

My stomach hurt so badly that my feet were stuck to my shoes and socks, and my toes were on my shoes, so I couldn't walk very easily.

As soon as it rained, I thought of Gong Changqing, who froze to death, and that bad mood flooded my heart, and I felt the tricks of fate more than once, and the powerlessness that was difficult to resist.

I found a remote corner and talked to myself, and vented all my emotions, which was already a matter of Chen Sesame and rotten grain, but in fact, it hurt after realizing the pain.

What do you say is acceptable, and who isn't particularly embarrassed?

The teacher when Lu Ju was a man, he also emphasized that the teacher also had children, but it made him lose the opportunity. But he is always different, he is a Lu judge, but most of this world is an ordinary person, and no one is a Lu judge.

I really couldn't be at peace, so I started scolding, like a shrew and a psychopath, and my voice was muffled in the rain in the mountains and mountains, and it was like the scenery in the distance, and I couldn't see it really.

I scolded: "If I am sick, I will die together, I can't live, so I have to be buried." ”

After scolding, am I comfortable?

My mood was the same as my feet, soaked in soaked shoes and socks, and the constant rain added weight to me, and then more and more collapsed, and I also loved the world fiercely.

Even if I am a demigod, I have been, and if I don't come back in the prime of life, it will be difficult to get back in the morning.

What are your wishes? I want to be happy.

Suddenly, the familiar purple clothes appeared behind me, Lu Ju, and he was right at my fingertips, and I was embarrassed, because I knew that he must have known what I said.

He said, "If you scold louder, as long as you're comfortable, that's fine." ”

I have nothing to say.

I can't be known to others, my thoughts are so perverted, so vicious, I won't do that, because if possible, I have to keep my life alive, or I will be blind to the kindness of those who give me a chance.

Hu Ying always turned a blind eye to my affairs, she let me go in and out of the fox clan many times, never asking why, and the door of the gods was always open for me.

There was also water under his purple clothes, as well as on his sleeves. His hair fluttered in the wind, and when he approached me, I could smell a scent.

The faint kind, which smells good and seems to be absent.

I asked, "Lord Lu, have you rubbed incense powder?" ”

He covered his mouth and smiled: "No, no, no, I'm not a girl's family, or the clothes on my body are scented by the fairy in my house." ”

We looked at each other through the rain, and the rain was like a wall. Not much closer, not much far.

I asked, "Are you at odds with me?" ”

He asked: "No, why did you suddenly say that, why are you so weird lately?" ”

In fact, it wasn't him who gave birth to the estrangement, but I gave birth to the dislike.

I said, "That's good." ”

He called me: "Ah Di, don't think about it, it will pass, it will be fine." ”

I looked up and sighed, the sound of 'Ah Tu' made me breathe for a moment, this name he didn't call me for many years, that 'Ah Tu' seemed to be the same as before, as if it was not very different.

He said, "Why did you come to this temple, you are going to become a monk?" ”

I shook my head, "I'm here for answers." ”

"Did you find it?" He asked.

"I've always had answers, but I'm afraid to give myself an answer." The wind was strong, and I clenched the umbrella in my hand even tighter: "Why am I in pain?" Because I can't face the price of being crushed yet, I'm not as good as Lime. "I smiled easily.

"You aspire to follow the path you want to take, but you're afraid of failure." He said.

I nodded, "Because at this moment, the chance of becoming a god is one in a thousand for me." ”

"Everything others say will be blamed, and you will be left to decide the future." He easily jumped up a few stone steps at once, and then turned his head with a smile: "Ah Di, please remember that you are Ah Tu, you have talent." ”

I look at his beautiful face lined with an umbrella like a gentle boy, if I don't know him before, I will definitely think that he is very gentle, but I know his previous days too well, I often feel that maybe gentleness is his true face, those anger is unfair for a long time, no one has to rely on himself.

I often think that Lu Juan has changed, but in fact, Lu Juan has returned.

He stroked my face: "Ah Di, you can curse the past, but don't tell anyone except me, because most of you see your jokes, and the rest don't care, and there are very few who really care about you." ”

He knew me as if I were me, and I was like him at times.

The rain is getting heavier and heavier, and there is no intention of stopping, and the sky is getting late, so there is no meaning of waiting. The rain curtain splashed everywhere it touched, and the only sound of rain could be heard in the dark sky at this moment.

I could vaguely see the appearance of flowers and trees, and they were also quietly suffering from the rain, and their tall bodies collapsed.

I'm also listless.

He asked me, "What's wrong with you?" ”

I said, "I'm sad, if you ask me why, I'll always have only one, because I'm pretty open to everything else, except faith." ”

He took out a handkerchief from his bosom and wiped the water stains on me: "I also have faith, but I have to live, and I have to live but I have to be happy." Then he showed eight teeth, "Go back and take a hot shower, don't catch a cold." ”

I stated heavily: "I'm a demon!" How can you get sick easily. ”

He also replied heavily: "You are not, monsters can't enter the temple, at least the Buddha and I believe in you." ”