Chapter 105: Terminal Cancer
Ling Yuqian wiped his hair and came out, and I hurriedly turned my back, not wanting him to see the wetness in my eyes.
The rain outside the window kept dripping, hitting the glass one by one, and my tears still couldn't stop falling like raindrops.
Ling Yuqian pulled me over, looked at the tears on my face and frowned slightly: "What's the matter, crying?" ”
Wiping away his tears, he looked up and smiled, "It's okay, something blinded me just now." ”
He looked at me convincingly, and then hugged me into his arms: "Don't think nonsense, go to sleep." ”
When we lay down on the bed, I hugged him tightly, not wanting to let go of him a little.
"No matter what happens, don't leave me." I don't believe that he has any incurable disease, nor do I believe that his time is short, I think I heard it wrong, and that Dr. Chen didn't call Ling Yuqian at all.
He was silent for a few seconds, then hugged me and replied, "Okay, don't leave." ”
He said that, but I still didn't feel safe.
Looking up at him, I wanted to ask him who Dr. Chan was, what was wrong with him, but I didn't, I just imprinted my lips on his lips. His lips were cold, but for a moment my heart hurt and I couldn't breathe, I wanted to warm his lips, I kept kissing him, I wanted to give him all the temperature on my body.
Gradually, our breathing became unsteady, and our hands trembled to untie the belt of his pajamas, but just as he touched his chest, he suddenly grabbed my hand, only a few centimeters away from me, and said, "It's late, go to sleep." ”
I looked at him in disappointment and asked, "Why don't you want me?" Do you think I'm old and unattractive? ”
I said it very seriously, and who knew that he laughed when he heard it, and said, "Is twenty-seven old?" Am I not thirty-six years old? ”
Ling Yuqian's current appearance can't be seen at all, he is thirty-six years old, with slanted sword eyebrows, slender and deep black eyes, thin lips, and angular outlines, such a perfect man, you can't tell his real age, and people who don't know still think that he is only in his twenties.
"Then why don't you want me?" I still can't get over the behavior he stopped me just now, and I feel angry and sad.
He squeezed my hand, and the moist breath spilled into my ears: "Shallow, are you courting me?" ”
My body froze, and my face suddenly became hot like boiling water.
"You're clearly running away from my words, how can you ......?"
The following words were all drowned in his kiss, and the moment he kissed me, the pajamas on his body were easily taken off by him, and his body was cold, and he couldn't help but shrink his body.
Ling Yuqian took off his pajamas and turned off the bedside lamp, plunging the bedroom into darkness. Because of the cold, my whole body was attached to his body, and we kissed, hugged, and lingered......
Overindulged in one night, and I woke up late.
I didn't go to the company, but kept hiding not far from Shengshi until I saw Ling Yuqian come out, and after he got into the car, I also hurriedly got into the car, started the engine and followed his car.
For about ten minutes, his car stopped in front of a hospital. He said something to the driver and went to the hospital.
I parked the car and followed.
Why did Ling Yuqian come to the hospital? A bad premonition had been surrounding me, and I could only control myself from thinking about that phone call last night.
Ling Yuqian entered a doctor's office, and I stood outside the door and glanced at the patients and family members who came and went, and through the window, Ling Yuqian and the doctor were talking about something.
Ling Yuqian had his back to me, so I couldn't see his expression at the moment, the doctor was about forty or fifty years old, and he didn't know what to show him, Ling Yuqian took it and looked at it and didn't speak again.
When Ling Yuqian opened the door and came out, I hid, and he left.
When I walked into the doctor's office, I saw him take a look at me, sort out the cases in front of me and ask me, "This young lady, have you made an appointment before?" ”
"You're Dr. Chan?" I asked with a frown.
He looked up at me carefully and replied, "Yes, may I ask who you are?" ”
I sat down and said lightly, "I answered your phone call last night." ”
He seemed to suddenly understand something, "You should be a very close person to Mr. Ling, right?" If so, you should advise him to be hospitalized as soon as possible. However, with his current condition, we can only delay his death. ”
"What the hell is wrong with him?" I resisted the feeling of fainting and asked him.
"Terminal cancer." These four words spoken by Dr. Chan were like I fell into the mouth of the abyss, and my mind suddenly dizzy.
When I woke up, Dr. Chen happened to come in and said to me, "You have low blood sugar because of your long-term irregular diet, and you just gave you an infusion, and you can take a rest and go." ”
When he said this, he looked at me and continued: "As for Mr. Ling's condition, which has reached an advanced stage, there is no way to cure it, if you want him to last a while longer, it is the best choice to let him be hospitalized." ”
It turns out that this is not a dream, it is all true, Ling Yuqian actually has terminal cancer? I don't want to believe that this is true, thinking of the way he treated me before, could it be that he knew about his illness and didn't want to trouble me so he deliberately didn't reconcile with me?
It was already dark when he went back, but Ling Yuqian hadn't come back yet. I didn't answer his mobile phone, and Ling Feichen called me when I was in a hurry.
"Sister-in-law is not good, eldest brother fainted." After Ling Feichen finished speaking, I hurriedly explained a few words to Zhou's mother and went out.
When I came to the door of the hospital, Ling Feichen greeted me and said, "Big brother is rescuing." ”
I almost fainted again, and walked quickly to the door of the rescue room, only to see Zhai Lin and them all there.
Each of them had a worried look on their faces, and I crouched there, holding my head and crying silently.
God, can you stop joking with me? I can't bear Ling Yuqian to leave me again, and he is leaving like death, I won't be able to stand it.
Almost two hours later, the door to the rescue room opened.
When I saw Dr. Chen, I hurriedly asked, "How is he?" ”
"It's been rescued, but fortunately, there is no danger this time." He wiped the sweat from his forehead and said to me.
We breathed a sigh of relief at the same time, and then watched as Ling Yuqian was pushed into the ward.
Ling Yuqian woke up the next day and said to me apologetically: "I'm sorry, I know it's more painful to let you know these things than killing you, if it's possible, I want to hide it from you for the rest of my life." ”
Hearing him say this, my nose was very sore, and I leaned over and kissed him on the forehead, and pleading in a pleading tone, "You promised me that you will not leave me, you must do what you say, otherwise you will not keep your word, you know?" ”
He smiled slightly, reached out and squeezed my hand, "Okay, I'll try to live." Then accompany you to watch the sunrise and sunset, the sunset, whether the sky is wasted and old, or the sea is dry and rotten, it will be with you, okay? ”
"Okay." I don't know how I said that, I was so uncomfortable that I couldn't speak. Sometimes, even though his heart is like a knife, he still has a bright smile, but he just doesn't want to put pressure on him.
After Ling Yuqian fell asleep, he walked out and gently closed the door of the ward. One leaned against the corner, his hands on his knees. The droplets of water in my eyes slowly dripped down, and I knew that I couldn't cry in front of him, and I could only cry silently when I was alone.
If I could, I would trade the rest of my days for his life.