There are some things that he has never made up his mind, if it weren't for Lu Tingshen telling him so many things that day, he might not really be able to make up his mind, but making a decision and saying it are two completely different concepts, and at that moment, the tension came like a tide, and he couldn't breathe.

Will Fang Ya agree? Or did this really end in this matter, the wind and snow seemed to be magnified a lot at that moment, just like his chaotic mood at the moment.

Fang Ya didn't speak, just looked at him quietly, and the two were silent for a long time before she broke the deadlock.

"The past is in the past, I don't know what choice I should make now that is really good for us, I told you so much before, and you didn't take it to heart. This may prove that in your heart, your career is still the most important, and you don't need to waste extra time on me, it's not worth it. ”

She knew very well why Shen Tianze suddenly changed his mind, maybe because of what Lu Tingshen had done, or because of something else she didn't know.

But no matter what, none of the changes made by Shen Tianze were because of her. If there had been no wedding accident this time, he might still not have made any changes as before, and it was the threat that shook him, not because of the love between them.

"There are some things I think I've thought through, but every day I start to think about whether my decision is wrong, but the moment I see you, I understand that it's not a concern, it's just that I haven't completely given up our relationship."

Shen Tianze seemed to see some hope, staring at her with big eyes shining, unwilling to stagger his eyes.

"I've really realized what my problems are, and if you want to know about those things, I can tell you everything. I was putting the cart before the horse and not putting the two of you in the right place. As he spoke, he raised his right hand and made a sworn gesture, saying very seriously, "I promise that this will not happen again!" ”

Fang Ya didn't speak, just looked at him helplessly, "Actually, I haven't understood where the relationship between us comes from, my years of waiting are actually not important to you at all, right?" Otherwise, you wouldn't have chosen the latter between me and another matter so easily. ”

"I've been waiting for you to take the initiative to tell me what you've been through, I'm not a rock, I can feel that you've become different from before. And what happened to make you what you are today, and what made you insist on hiding from me. It wasn't until you told me that I realized that you had already made your choice, and you just didn't want me to hold you back. ”

I have to say that they still have deep memories of each other, after all, it is impossible to really say that the relationship for so many years is gone.

But some people can accept it, some people can't, Fang Ya is undoubtedly the latter.

"I can accept your kind concealment, you are afraid that I will worry about you, so you don't want to tell me that, but after you told me, you didn't even have time to discuss with me so much. You want to stay in that place, and you want to keep me, how can there be such a good thing in this world? ”

With that, she turned to leave.

The words that should be said have been said, so it is best to break the relationship that should end from now on, and do not leave any nostalgia for each other.

But as soon as Fang Ya turned around, she was grabbed by Shen Tianze, "Actually, it's not that I don't want to tell you, it's just that I'm afraid that saying it will affect your life." That place is not as simple as you think, it can't just come and go, and if I leave rashly, it will only bring danger to the people around me! ”

He forcibly grabbed Fang Ya's shoulders and let her face him face, his tone was almost pleading, "But after I went back that day, I looked like a lot, originally I did all this for you, if I lost you, then all this I said would have no meaning." ”

Rather than that, it's better to just give up.

Fang Ya had guessed what that place was about, but he hadn't said it so clearly before, and he was still startled when he heard it, and he was subconsciously worried about his personal safety.

"According to what you say, they must be spying on you so well, right? So...... You've just said so much to me, is it dangerous for you? ”

Shen Tianze knew that it was okay when he heard her say this, he breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and hurriedly said, "Don't worry, I will go and talk to Lu Ting about these things, if it weren't for him telling me so much and putting forward the idea of being willing to help, I really can't save our relationship in a short period of time." ”

Fang Ya already had him in her heart, and after getting a reasonable explanation and answer, she didn't say anything, she pulled people in the direction of her home, and asked as she walked, "I've always wanted to ask you, is that place a Longtan Tiger's Den?" ”

He shook his head and said seriously, "It's a place that's even more terrifying than the Longtan Tiger's Den, and I hope I won't let you know about it for the rest of my life." ”

Fang Ya grabbed his hand, "Tell me about it, I also want to be a part of what you have experienced. ”

Shen Tianze hesitated for a while, but when he saw her firm eyes, he was still defeated, he had never lost in his life, but he only lost to Fang Ya.

"I learned about it by chance, on a business trip when I was in danger and almost died on the way, and they saved me. After that, I successfully completed the mission and went back, and after a few days of recuperation, I received a message from them. ”

Fang Ya grabbed his hand at that moment, but he shook it back, and the warm heat flowed to the bottom of his heart, and he was no longer afraid of any darkness and sorrow.

Shen Tianze smiled, "They invited me to join, I don't know if they noticed my potential when that danger happened or if they went to check on me later, I didn't agree at first." But then I almost failed in a few missions that were not big or small because of some fatal content, and then they came to me again. But unlike last time, this time it was a naked threat. ”

If he doesn't agree to join, then they will use more powerful means to get him to agree, but at that point, there is a good chance that he will put his life on the line and will not be able to give any response.

"So I was forced to join, and I used my means and abilities to do a few things for them, and after that, I just found a random reason to come back, and then you know what happened."

Fang Ya didn't expect what he had experienced to be so thrilling, if there was any accident in any of these links, they might be separated forever, so he asked nervously, "You said that you mentioned this matter to Lu Tingshen, so are you sure he really has a way to solve this matter?" ”

Shen Tianze didn't answer, and smiled meaninglessly, "He hasn't given me an accurate answer to this matter yet, so I won't be able to tell you the details until later." ”

……

The lively year was about to pass all at once, and soon they would have to put themselves into work again, so Ji Yan wanted to take advantage of the remaining time to accompany the family as much as possible, so he went to buy some supplements and went to the old lady's apartment.

When she knocked on the door, the old lady was drinking medicine, and when Ji Yan came in, the bowl on the table was only black medicine residue at the bottom of the bowl, and she couldn't see anything.

Ji Yan waved his hand to try to dissipate the bitter taste of those Chinese medicines in the air, and handed the things in his hand to the nurse.

"You can't rest during the Chinese New Year, it's really hard for you. After a while, you come to me, and I will send you a big red envelope, and the overtime pay for the New Year will be five times higher for you. ”

The old lady lay on the sofa with a calm expression and watched them talk, and she didn't make a sound, just squinted her eyes and stared at Ji Yan like a cat sleeping comfortably.

The nurse was frightened by her arrogance, and hurriedly waved her hand to refuse, "No, no, no!" The normal salary for overtime during the Chinese New Year is also three times, where can I afford these five times? ”

Ji Yan just laughed, didn't argue with her, and turned his head to look at the old lady.

"How are you doing during the time I haven't seen you?" She reached out to take the bowl on the table, got close and smelled the Chinese medicine in it but couldn't smell anything, and put it aside with a faint expression, "Actually, I wanted to ask last time, you have been following the Western medical method, why did you suddenly drink Chinese medicine again?" ”

The old lady did not answer, but looked at her with a kind smile.

Ji Yan suddenly felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, turned his head and said to himself, "I'm not biased against anyone, there is no difference between Chinese medicine and Western medicine in my opinion." It's just that you are receiving Western medicine and using traditional Chinese medicine to treat at the same time, and I am afraid that your body will be ruined under the conflict between the two sides. ”

The precipitated residue is gray-black, and it feels oozing just by looking at it, not to mention that there will be any side effects.

The nurse took the bowl and went to wash it, and only took the things back after washing, as if he felt that Ji Yan's words just now sounded very kind, so he told her what he thought in his heart.

"It's strange to say, the old lady is indeed much better after using this Chinese medicine. However, at the beginning, the effect of the medicine was a little unable to keep up, and during that time, her whole body was swollen, and her appearance was particularly scary. But after using it for a few weeks, it got a lot better, but the Chinese medicine smelled really weird, and every time I washed it, it was firmly stuck to the bottom of the bowl. ”

has said so much, you can imagine how many doubts the old lady has brought to her during the time she has been drinking Chinese medicine.

Ji Yan originally felt that something was wrong with this thing, and after hearing this, the light in his eyes dimmed, and he turned his head to look at the old lady, wanting to see what she would say.

But what made her feel extremely disappointed was that the old lady not only didn't say anything, but also scolded the nurse, "Didn't I tell you that you shouldn't take these unnecessary things to heart?" I'm a lot older now, and if I can live, I will continue to live, even if I die unlucky, it's a happy life, there's nothing to say! ”