Chapter 354: The Last Conversation
"That's what you think?"
Lu Tingshen's hand suddenly grabbed her wrist and dragged the person to the bedroom, and then "snapped" and threw the door hard, and at that moment, it was like an earthquake, and people could feel the irrepressible anger on the man's body very clearly.
When Ji Yan came to a place, he subconsciously looked for the location in the corner, and he couldn't wait to stay away from him.
"Do my thoughts really matter that much to you? You've told me more than once that we're only going to be in a contractual relationship. Our relationship is as weak as a piece of paper, and no one needs to do anything, as long as the wind blows a little harder, it is likely to be torn open a crack. ”
She reached for a utility knife on the table, clutching it tightly in her hand, seeking the security of the cold object.
Ji Yan didn't hear his answer, but he could feel his increasingly panting voice, obviously angry by what she said just now.
"The paper had been torn apart from the middle, and it was now so broken that no matter how much it was repaired, it would be impossible to restore it. And you're right, we're just an ordinary contractual relationship, and we're not even friends behind closed doors, right? She couldn't help but feel a little sad that at least when she had a misunderstanding with her friends, she would make it clear cleanly, unlike they are now.
Lu Tingshen was about to die from the power of her words, and he was about to die with a knife stabbed in his heart, and he slowed down for a while before looking at her as calmly as possible, "I will replace that broken piece of paper." ”
If their relationship has really come to an end, so what? Could it be that the end of this relationship is the end of a lifetime?
As long as they are in the same city, in the same circle, and living in the same world, what can't happen?
If this relationship can't go on, then change to a relationship, a relationship that only belongs to the two of them.
"I want to see your attitude, your thoughts on the relationship. This is the last time I'll ask you that, so you'd better think about it before giving me a reply. Lu Ting's deep eyes darkened, and the complex emotions hidden in her deep eyes made her feel shocked.
He had never said such an analysis of his heart to himself, and it felt like he was saying goodbye.
The thoughts that came out of her subconscious were slapped away by Ji Yan, she tightened the utility knife in her hand, and said in a difficult tone, "I don't have the courage to break the kettle like you, and I don't have the confidence you bring." I can't bet everything I have on this relationship, it doesn't matter if you lose, but I can't afford to lose. ”
"If the decision to start a relationship requires me to look forward and backward as an introduction, then I would rather not." Ji Yan and Lu Tingshen looked at each other, and could clearly see that his face gradually turned pale as his words fell, but he still insisted on saying, "If I am seventeen or eighteen years old now, I can have a vigorous relationship with you without hesitation." But I'm an adult in my twenties now, and one wrong step is one wrong step. ”
I used to think that I could make more and better choices when I grew up and became an adult, and I could say goodbye to the cowardly and incompetent self in the past who had no ability to decide anything.
However, people often grow up to understand that the right to make choices has always been there, but as you get older, it is a process of losing choices.
The adult world is simple and boring and tasteless, bread is the most important thing, and love is at best a supplement to the spiritual world, which can be or may not be available.
"Do you not believe me, or do you not trust yourself?" Lu Tingshen narrowed his eyes slightly, but the evil qi on his body unexpectedly decreased a lot.
Ji Yan didn't answer, just pursed his lips.
"Nothing that's happening right now is a problem, it's up to you whether you want to solve it or not. I give you this right, do you want to exercise it? ”
If she was worried that it was Lin Wan'er who caused the mess, then as long as she nodded, these problems could be solved.
Ji Yan knew what he meant by this, and after hesitating, he still refused, "What I'm worried about has never been Lin Wan'er, you are such an excellent person, you will not want to turn back after seeing so many Jingmeiren." I don't think you have any relationship with Lin Wan'er that goes beyond friends, you shouldn't be dragged down by me, you have to be far ahead of everyone. ”
Lu Tingshen is recognized by everyone in the company as the flower of kaolin, and she feels that this description is very suitable for him.
He was born to stand at the peak, and he shouldn't wronged himself by jumping from that for anyone, then it wasn't Lu Tingshen.
Ji Yan unconsciously said the words in his heart, held his forehead with a headache, and tried to turn what he just said in another direction, "I mean, in the past three years of the contractual relationship, I will do my duty as the young lady of the Lu family, and I will not cause you any trouble." ”
Lu Tingshen took a few steps forward and walked in front of Ji Yan, and just raised his hand to touch her face, he was stabbed in the eye by the utility knife she was holding in her hand.
"You're afraid of me?" I was so afraid that I had to grab a knife to dare to talk to him.
He didn't say the latter sentence, but left it in his heart.
Ji Yan paused, put the utility knife back in place, and saw that his eyes that had dimmed a little unbearable, but he still made a mistake.
"There's nothing to be afraid of in our relationship, after all, we're not even friends, we're just temporary partners, aren't we?"
Seeing Lu Tingshen's steps back, she suddenly regretted saying such hurtful words. I wanted to reach out and grab him by the shoulder and tell him it was all gibberish, but in the end I didn't say anything.
Her hand clenched into a fist, then released and looped.
……
Fang Ya has been closed during the time she returned to Fang's house, and the people in the family only later learned that the brides of the two families had been replaced, but fortunately, nothing happened later, and she only thought about how to make her happy.
"I don't know why, the Shen family has been sending people to our house to deliver things, but every time I ask, I don't say anything, I'm really a weirdo." Fang Ya's mother had a headache when she looked at the pile of things in the living room, and she didn't know what she thought of, and suddenly turned her head to look at Fang Ya, "Yaya, are you sure you don't know that boy of the Shen family?" ”
Shen Tianze happened to hold a wedding at the same time as them, but the two families had no contact before that, except for the problem of the bride being swapped out this time, it stands to reason that they shouldn't know each other.
If it's just because the bride has been swapped and feels uncomfortable, it makes sense to send someone to bring these things over. But if you send it like this every day, it will only make people feel extremely strange.
His dad put down the newspaper and snorted angrily, "When do you still care about this?" Look at who you're looking for for our daughter? If it weren't for this accident, we would all be in the dark by that scum now, and you were trying to get your daughter married early! ”
Strange to say, a lot of unimaginable things happened during the time that Fang Ya was closed.
For example, the exchange of the two brides was casually perfunctory, and there was no more news in the past, and then the bride who was supposed to marry Shen Tianze was almost defiled by the man who was supposed to be Fang Ya's husband in the exchange of brides, because this matter left a shadow, and directly divorced the Shen family.
And then, someone actually exposed the man's previous cases, such as the chaos of his life, he had participated in several large-scale life activities abroad, and he also made several women's stomachs not admit it.
This incident was so lively that the Fang family felt that they had no face and quit the marriage directly, and they also started to rectify their company for their daughter's grievances.
"Okay, don't say that anymore." Fang Ya sat in the corner of the sofa with her legs crossed, covered her ears with a pillow, and said depressedly, "I have heard you accept these blame words more than a hundred times, and I don't mean to blame you." No matter what kind of person my mother found for me, if it wasn't for my approval, what would have happened in the future. ”
Fang Ya's mother hurriedly went over and hugged her, and just as she wanted to say something, she saw someone running in in a hurry.
"Old lady, that second young master of the Shen family is here again!"
"What? Why did he run here every day when he was fine, and kicked him out for me. The Fang family didn't welcome him, let him not come next time! ”
The subordinate was ordered to go down to do it, but was suddenly stopped.
Fang Ya put her feet down and pretended to be calm, "Leave this matter to me to solve." No matter what you say, no matter how you hurry, there is absolutely no way for him to leave until he sees me. ”
The three of them were stunned when they heard this.
But in their stunned time, Fang Ya had already put on her coat and walked out.
When the next person stepped back, they looked at each other suspiciously, and had the most unlikely guess in their minds.
"You said that the second young master of the Shen family wouldn't be in love with our daughter, right?"
"How do I feel like they're not meeting for the first time, will it be ...... He's the man Yaya was waiting for? ”
After saying that, the two stared at each other, and they both felt that the other party's was even more excessive than their own, and they didn't come to a conclusion.
At the gate of the Fang family, Shen Tianze and Fang Ya stood on opposite sides, and no one spoke.
Shen Tianze stared at her stubbornly, this was a chance to meet that he finally got, and he couldn't just miss it.
Fang Ya was confused by him, and glared at him angrily, "Didn't I say that our relationship is over?" When everyone talks, talk about it, and divide it well. I've told you these things before, but I didn't expect us to come to this point. ”
"In my opinion, breaking up is a dead and old age. Leaving any contact information is a kind of disrespect for each other's future people, and there is no so-called rekindling and reconciling here, and the so-called reunion is even more impossible. Forget all about the past, devote yourself to a new life, and live it well. ”
Anyway, if there was no so-called bride swap, they should have their own families by now.
Shen Tianze disagreed, and said strongly, "No, I regret it." You are more important than everything I have, and I can give up everything for you. Include...... That place. ”