As soon as these words came out, Concubine Shu smiled sadly, "Of course it's the love of that man in the Longxuan Palace." ”

Hearing this, the whole person was slightly surprised.

She didn't expect Concubine Shu to be so honest and frank.

I didn't expect that this woman who had no desires and no desires actually loved that faint emperor.

Yan couldn't help but turn her head to look at Concubine Shu.

I saw Concubine Shu sitting at the head of the bed, even when she talked about sadness, her face was always indifferent.

She heard Concubine Shu continue, "When I entered the palace, the queen mother told me that the most ruthless emperor is the family, I can compete for favor and stabilize my position, but I must not fall in love with that man. ”

"So when I first entered the palace, I didn't have a heart for him, on the other hand, those concubines all admired him and admired him, and I didn't look down on them at all."

"But after a long time, I understood why the harem concubines all loved him, this man, he was handsome, powerful, dictatorial, the city was deep, his arrogance and ambition had a fatal attraction to women, which was heartwarming. Occasionally, when you are affectionate, it is also the most fatal! ”

"......"

She had experienced the deep affection of that man.

It's just that he is not affectionate all the time, and the occasional affection is the most fatal.

Shu Guifei: "When I was only in the first year, I couldn't bear it, but whenever he was in my sight, my eyes couldn't help but look for his figure, as long as I saw him, I would be very happy, and I would miss him soon after we separated, and every time I thought of him, the corners of my mouth couldn't help but smile." ”

"In the second year, I knew that I couldn't go on like this, so I kept holding back, wanting to love but not daring to love. I didn't try to compete for favor at first, and I didn't think about him in my heart, but after a few days, I finally lost out, and when I faced him again, the feeling of excitement became stronger and stronger. ”

"I know that it is common for a man like him to have many women competing for favor, and I also know that he is just playing tricks on me. But I still came up with the idea of giving him a prince. ”

"The Prince? Is a princess bad? She heard the torture and pain in Concubine Shu's heart.

And these all come from the emperor who is high above.

Shuguifei: "It's not that girls are bad, but that I, as a woman, deeply understand the pain of the marriage of royal daughters, and also understand the pain of women in this dynasty, I don't want my children to follow my old path." ”

Indeed, as Concubine Shu said, most of the girls in the royal family are to be used for marriage.

Especially in such troubled times, it is necessary to marry not only one country, but also many countries.

In this way, even if there are more daughters of the royal family, they will have to marry out and kiss each other.

In addition, in this dynasty where men are inferior to women, it is the norm for men to have three wives and four concubines.

Even if a woman does not marry, she has to endure her husband's affection and share a husband with many women.

The key is not to have a family status, so you can only be virtuous and virtuous, husband and child, and live a life only as promised.

It's like a harem concubine, which is not the pearl of the big family.

As a result, in order to compete for favor, to avoid martyrdom in order to give birth and raise, and for the sake of the supreme posterity, how many of them live for themselves, is it true happiness?

Although he thought so in his heart, he looked at Concubine Shugui's time and tried his best to comfort the other party, "Recently, the emperor has favored Niangniang alone, and everyone in the harem said that people like the emperor must be affectionate if they are willing to treat Niangniang like this." ”

"Heh, with ......deep affection," Concubine Shu smiled bitterly, "When I first entered the palace, the palace rushed to the harem, and at that time, I was so naïve to think." ”

"I want to ...... He spoils me so much, in his heart, I should be different, he should love me, it's just that he is the emperor, he can't love if he wants to......"

"It wasn't until I was pregnant that he came to my Shuyun Hall less and less, and I knew that I was no different from those women in the harem, but my maiden Dongdan Kingdom was stronger than their maiden family, and my princess status was higher than theirs."

"Of course, he also felt my sincerity towards him, so he gave me more favor, a trace of love, and it had to be my good temperament and not cause trouble in the harem to have such favor."

"......"

Concubine Shu lowered her eyes and looked at the brocade quilt covering her body, and her already godless eyes looked gloomy.

"What outsiders see is just appearances, but Bengong knows that in that man's eyes, there is only Jiangshan and endless ambition."

"The harem concubines, including the main palace, women are just accessories to him, mainly used to weigh the pawns of the previous dynasty and various countries."

"Seven emotions and six desires, the affairs of men and women are just a good medicine for him to use for recreation in his spare time, relieve pressure, prolong the emperor's heir, and be lonely."

"He is equally good to all women, but not good enough, not true enough, he is too ambitious, he is crazy only for power, and women are the least important part of his life.

"It's because I'm too greedy, I know I can't love, even if I try my best to restrain myself, I still fall in love with him, and in the end I end up like this."

Listening to what Concubine Shu said, her mood was also a little dignified.

She asked: "Giving birth to the third prince has made you go through so much suffering, and now you are seriously ill because of it, do you regret it?" Or have you ever regretted it? ”

In this harem, everyone wants the mother to be more expensive than the child.

But there are positives and negatives to a thing.

When the concubines were born, because they could not sleep, they were likely to be left behind by the emperor and lost their favor.

Coupled with the intrigue in the harem, the pregnancy of October is like a Shura field of training.

If the catastrophe fails, once you have a miscarriage, you will lose more than you lose if you hurt your body.

Severe points, so infertile are available.

It is said that Concubine Wen had a miscarriage when she was in the palace, and now she can no longer give birth.

For so many years, he only adopted the adopted son of the eldest prince.

Not to mention these, even if it survives to the moment of production, in this ancient era when medical treatment was not developed, giving birth to a child is like walking through a ghost gate.

Even if he is born, if he encounters the situation of Concubine Shu and hurts his body, the third prince is a weak one.

That's really a place to cry.

"Of course I don't regret it." Concubine Shu replied almost without hesitation: "Not to mention that as a woman, sooner or later you have to give birth and raise, take the funeral system as an example, if this palace does not take advantage of the youth to give birth to one, no matter how noble the status is, it will be difficult to escape being buried alive." ”

"Moreover, as long as the third prince lives well, I feel that everything is worth it, and now, even if I am terminally ill, it is enough to have him to continue my life......"

"I know that those people in the harem think that I gave birth to the third prince just to consolidate my own status, or I want to be promoted to the imperial concubine and want to be the queen."

"But if I tell the truth, you probably won't believe it, I knew early on that even if I gave birth to a prince, the emperor would not give me a promotion, not to mention that he didn't fully trust Dongdan Kingdom, he still had to need me to balance Concubine Wen."