"I'm not afraid of your jokes when I say it, the three princes born in this palace come from the funeral system, and more just want to have a child with him, that's all......"

Speaking of this, Concubine Shu turned her head and smiled at the court, "Speaking of the third prince, it was thanks to you at the beginning, otherwise, I am afraid that I will lose my own body, and even the third prince will not be able to keep it." ”

"......" poured out his face without hypocritically saying polite words such as "it should be" and "it is my duty to heal the disease".

Instead, he quietly listened to Concubine Shu tell the past.

To be precise, it is to listen to Concubine Shu tell about the green years in just ten years, and it is also a matter of Concubine Shu's life.

Perhaps, she thought, it wouldn't be long before she would never hear Concubine Shu talk to her like that again.

Concubine Shu: "It's strange to say, your changes are really big, although I don't know why you have become better, but at least you are not as annoying as before, and there is one more point, that is, you have changed, you have become less in love with him, right?" ”

At this moment, Qian Yan and Concubine Shu both understood that this "he" referred to the emperor Ying Zhan.

She didn't speak, she turned her head in surprise and looked at Concubine Shu.

"You don't love him, do you?" Concubine Shu asked again, "Love doesn't love someone, the heart can't deceive people, and the eyes can't deceive people, you look at his eyes, there is no love." ”

Although there are no minions around, there are only two people in the house, Qian Yan and Shu Guifei, but Qian Yan is a cautious person.

She approached Concubine Shu and replied in a voice that only the two of them could hear:

"I don't say if I love him or not, I only know that I can have an affair with him, I can enjoy his favor to stabilize my position in the harem, I may still like him a little, but I won't miss him all in my heart, let alone be jealous because he loves others."

There are many kinds of likes, family likes, friends likes, confidant likes, love likes, colleagues likes, more than lovers like...... And so on and so forth.

And the likes are divided into levels, and the people who like it five times can't wait to talk about him all day long.

If you like it for seven points, you are already a person who is in your heart.

I like it very much, maybe it's love.

All in all, liking is not deep love, but love is deep liking.

And the kind of liking that Qian Yan said is just that he doesn't hate the emperor and doesn't hate him.

If you hate the emperor, how much more do you reject sins when you go to bed?

Besides, the emperor has no grievances with her, and she has no reason to hate him for no reason, or hate him.

Even if he was wet with rain and dew on the concubine, he was not targeting her alone.

But this is the case with the ancient emperors, and the vast majority of men.

Moreover, compared to so many harem concubines, he has already counted her well.

When Concubine Shu heard Tan Yan say this, she was even more sure that Tan Yan didn't love the emperor.

So, she smiled, and smiled contentedly.

It's like something she can't do by herself, someone else can do it, and her heart is fulfilled.

Concubine Shu smiled and said, "It's okay if you don't love him, I didn't love him at first......"

As she spoke, Concubine Shu's tone was a little sad.

After a while, she said: "You must not fall in love with him, otherwise the life in the harem will be very bitter, and falling in love with him will only be more bitter." ”

"You and Jiang Cairen hurt me twice when I was pregnant, do you really think that the Queen Mother's face is so big, and she will move me in a few words? No, it's because I don't want him to be embarrassed, let alone cause a war between the two countries. ”

"I love him, and I love Dongdan, if the two countries go to war, I don't want either side to be defeated, not only am I worried, but how can I deal with myself?"

"Otherwise, if I didn't love him, as my concubine, I would have turned this harem upside down a long time ago, and I would be happy in this harem, so why bother with this and that."

"......"

In fact, it is not terrible to love someone.

It's scary to fall in love with someone you shouldn't love.

And the man she loves not only can't shelter her, but brings her a bigger storm.

is like Concubine Shu, such as those women in the harem.

They fell in love with the emperor, and the man was only interested in the country, and let the harem women fight bloody.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help asking: "So, has the mother ever regretted love?" ”

Concubine Shu smiled with relief, "Love is love, there is nothing to regret, and even, because I know that I don't have much time left, I want him to accompany me more in the last days, even if those women in the harem say that I look ugly, I still cut off my beard." ”

"Fortunately, I haven't annoyed him all these years, and he is still willing to spend the last days with me."

"......"

Concubine Shugui: "The only thing I regret in this palace is that when I first entered the palace for a year or two, I have always restrained my heart, I obviously love him but I deceive myself, pretend not to care, my life is not long, and a woman in the deep palace like us is even more red-faced, and her life is short." ”

"If I hadn't restrained myself at that time and cherished the moment, I wouldn't have to wait until my life is short to recognize my heart, dare to keep him by my side, and know how to love."

But it's too late, isn't it......

Concubine Shu smiled bitterly: "Actually, if you like a person, how can you control it, even if you try your best to restrain yourself, you will still fall in love sooner or later, it's just self-deception." ”

Such a man who stands up to the sky, is powerful, and looks handsome, after getting along for a long time, it is inevitable that he will not be able to control his own heart.

When she heard Concubine Shu's words, she couldn't help twitching the corners of her mouth.

It seems that that sentence is right, although the scumbag is scumbag, he is very feminine.

There is no doubt about the ability of people to hook up with women.

No, Concubine Shu is terminally ill, and she has no regrets about her love.

I only regret that I didn't love to the fullest when I was wantonly alive.

But Concubine Shu is only a teenager, and she is one or two years younger than the original owner who entered the palace, and she is also one or two years younger than Dump Yan.

At this time, Concubine Shu is the most youthful and beautiful time for a woman.

Now he can only love that man with all his strength like a candle in the wind, and burn out his youth in love......

It's no wonder that when Qian Yan first arrived, Aunt Qin said that the women in the harem were not as good as day after eighteen.

At the age of twenty, he reached a midlife crisis.

After twenty, the evening will be bleak.

Although Concubine Shu is pampered, there is no mid-life crisis, and there is no bleak evening.

But it is even more bleak than the above.

In this life, the most powerless thing can be done is to watch life slowly run out......

Immediately afterwards, Qian Yan chatted with Concubine Shu for a long time.

Chatting and chatting, Concubine Shu said to her: "I have told you so much today, somehow, this palace is happy in my heart, but I actually have one more thing I want to ask you." ”

"Mother, please speak." She still admires a woman like Concubine Shu who dares to love, distinguishes between right and wrong, and is indifferent.

Concubine Shu: "Do you think Concubine Jing is the one who can raise the three princes?" ”

raised her eyebrows, Concubine Shu was like this, and she wanted to find a way out for the third prince before she died.

In the harem, only concubines and above are eligible to raise the imperial heir.

Even if some concubines give birth to children, they still have to be raised by concubines or queens.

Of course, most of these are concubines with bad deeds, in order to avoid the situation that only the Pope has in the heirs.

However, some queen mothers will also raise the imperial heir.

It can add a little childlike fun to the life of the elderly and enjoy the fun of having grandchildren under the knees.

But today's queen mother likes to travel far away from the palace, so she is naturally not suitable for raising the three princes.

Now in the harem, in addition to Concubine Shu, there are Concubine Wen, Concubine Hui, Concubine Rou, Concubine Li, and Concubine Jing above the concubine.

Concubine Wen Guifei has already raised the eldest prince.

Concubine Hui also has a biological second prince.

Concubine Rou recently formed a bond with Concubine Shugui.

Concubine Li's temperament, no one is at ease to hand over the child to her.

In this way, Qian Yan also felt that only Jing Concubine was the most suitable.

But after all, she was not Concubine Jing herself, so she had to reply: "Concubine Niangniang, you shouldn't ask me about this matter, but you should ask Concubine Jing to see if she is willing." ”

Concubine Shu said: "Whether you are willing or not, it doesn't matter anymore, the time in this palace is running out, and if you are willing to raise it, I may not be at ease to hand over the three princes to them, yes, I must hand over the three princes to someone who can rest assured." ”

"Now that the concubine is above the position, looking at it, it is the most suitable concubine, I heard that you and the concubine are getting along well, and I believe you, so I asked you to come and ask."

Tilting face: "Niangniang is the princess of Dongdan Guoyan, doesn't she have a concubine to marry?" ”

Concubine Shu was slightly stunned, as if she recalled the past, "There is one who died in the first year of entering the palace." ”

......" asked again: "Actually, you can let your maiden sister replace it." ”

Tanyan has gotten along with Jing Concubine, although Jing Concubine is a good person, Jing Concubine is still a straightforward woman.

It's like a girl who hasn't grown up, let alone let her raise the three princes.

And for Concubine Shugui, only the people of Dongdan can guarantee the marriage interests of Dongdan to the greatest extent.

"Nope." Concubine Shu said in a bitter tone: "This kind of suffering, I can suffer alone, I can't bring more sisters in to suffer, and besides, my father is ......."

Speaking of this, it seemed that she almost said something that she shouldn't have said, and Concubine Shu immediately paused.

Seeing that Concubine Shu suddenly choked the stubble, she couldn't help but raise her eyebrows, and her eyes were slightly deep.

But Concubine Shu didn't want to say, and she wouldn't ask more.

She just said truthfully: "Concubine Jing is straightforward, she may not speak well on weekdays, but she has nothing bad intentions, I don't know anything else, if you only look at the concubines above the concubine, I think Concubine Jing is indeed the best candidate." ”

"Since even you said so, this palace is relieved." A relieved smile appeared on Concubine Shu's face.

Then, she exhaled a heavy breath and waved her hand at Yanyan, "It's hard for you to listen to my nagging today, but my body is not good, and it is very uncomfortable to talk about conversation......"

"That lady is resting, and the concubine retreats first." After saying that, he withdrew from the screen and left Concubine Shugui's residence......

Since this day, Concubine Shugui's health has been getting worse day by day.

The emperor never stopped in the harem again, and stayed with Concubine Shu all day.

Before, all the concubines heard that the emperor was with Concubine Shu every day, and they were all jealous there, secretly cursing Concubine Shu.

Now that I know that Concubine Shugui's time is short, I don't know how comfortable I feel.

Anyway, Concubine Shu is sick like that, and she can't sleep.

The emperor and Concubine Shu stayed together, nothing more than to see Concubine Shugui pitiful, and then to give face to Dongdan Kingdom.

So, the concubines one by one, except for cursing the concubine.

They were like pinching the dots to carry out the carnival countdown, hoping that the lady concubine would die of illness immediately, so that they could let the emperor out.

One night in mid-December, Ying Zhan summoned Concubine Shu to her residence as usual.

In the inner room, Ying Zhan was reviewing official documents.