Chapter 118: A Shadow That Can't Be Disappeared and Ignored
Ouyang said to me very familiarly, "I'll wait for you over there." ”
I nodded, and after Ouyang left, I said, "What's wrong?" It was that night, right? ”
He said, "Yes, I'm sorry, I'm going to have to uncover the scar again." ”
I said, "It's okay, you say, before you say, I still want to express my gratitude, thank you that day, if it weren't for you, maybe I wouldn't be in this world." ”
"Don't think so, even if there is no me, there will be someone else's, and they will not sit idly by."
I laughed a little and said, "Say it, what's wrong." ”
He said, "They have a boy and ...... bullied the little girl, and then the little girl called the police, and he was arrested, but in the process of explaining what happened, he ......"
"What's wrong with him? You say. I saw him slurring and said anxiously.
He said slowly: "He accidentally said what happened that night, because he was afraid that night, he didn't go home directly, he went around outside for a long time, and then in the middle of the night, on the way home, he saw another girl, alone, and ...... The girl called the police the next day, and my brother caught him yesterday. ”
I said, "I envy that girl's courage, I don't have such courage, I don't dare to call the police without such courage." ”
He reached out to pat my arm, but I subconsciously avoided it, hey, now this kind of fear of others approaching has become the norm. I nodded at him, embarrassed.
He put his hand down and said to me, "It's a kind of bravery to call the police, and you can resist them, it's also a kind of bravery, and it's all brave." ”
"Then she called the police, does it have anything to do with me? What do I need to do? I asked, puzzled.
"Although you didn't call the police, but he has already confessed, my brother said, the police are likely to ask you about the situation, I will try to tell my brother to not let them come to you. But my brother is also worried that if the other person is not caught, it will be bad for you, so let me remind you that you should be more careful yourself, and you must be careful and cautious recently. He patiently explained to me.
I thought for a moment and said, "I know, but you also told your brother that if you need my help to convict or sentence this person or something, I don't know much, anyway, if you need me, you can let them come to me, I also want to be brave like that little girl." ”
He seemed to have a bright feeling in his eyes and said to me, "Aren't you worried about the impact on your life if they come?" ”
I didn't really think about it that much when I said that, but after he said it to me, I felt that it was really a problem.
I said to him, "I didn't think of this here just now, then, can you let your brother and them be accommodating, if you come to me, can you wear civilian clothes, not police uniforms, so that I can tell others that it is my relatives or something." Also, if you don't have to, you can, don't come to me, after all, I didn't call the police. ”
Suddenly I felt so weak, I had already promised others, but after thinking about my own life, I was timid again.
I looked down and didn't look at him, he smiled and said, "Okay, I know, don't worry, I'll talk to my brother." Don't feel like you're cowardly, this kind of thing is already a difficult thing, don't put too much pressure on yourself, I'll go back and talk to him in a while. ”
After finishing speaking, he was about to leave, I stopped him and asked him, "By the way, Hao Shuai, you, how did you find your brother that day?" ”
He said to me: "Ah, that day, didn't I say that I didn't feel that they were right, so I followed, and then I didn't know what to do, so I called my brother, and it happened that my brother was on duty, and they were at the police station, very close to your house, and he dared to come, and at the beginning, I saw you being bullied by them, and I was a little overwhelmed, so I quickly found a place to hide myself, and then shouted that the police were coming, and when I saw that they heard the police coming, they ran away, and I regretted it, and I shouted when I should have seen it." , which will also allow you to take less damage. I'm sorry, Mo Yuhan, I didn't help you at the first time, leaving you with such a serious psychological shadow. ”
When I heard him, I felt like crying again, and I remembered the nightmare experience of that night, but it was good to have them, otherwise I might have really ...... If that's the case, I probably don't want to live anymore.
I smiled and said to him, "Thank you, and your brother, for saving a little girl who was about to commit suicide." ”
He was frightened and said to me: "You must be good, do you remember when you were in junior high school, you gave me cards and apples, and let me out of the abyss, you said that for you, it was just a small thing, and I didn't take it to heart."
Now, I also give you this sentence, this scene, for me, that night was really a passing thing, don't take it to heart, you don't give up life, we are still so young, you think about the outside world, you haven't seen it yet, so, don't think about those bad things, okay. Okay, let's go, your classmates are still waiting for you in front of you."
I looked at him and nodded, but I remembered something again, and I said to him, "By the way, where are you going to school now?" I forgot to ask you, I've been talking about me lately. ”
He smiled and said to me, "I'm in 3." ”
3 in? I drew a question mark in my head, why did I stay in this city for so long and never heard of this school?
When he saw my puzzled look, he said to me, "This is the current Yucai." ”
It dawned on me that it was Yucai, but I heard that the school was full of children from other districts, which was a bit chaotic, but this was also all heard, what is it like, Hao Shuai should have more say.
I then said to him, "How are you now, are you still happy?" No one is bothering you anymore, is there? ”
"No, I don't bother others, although my school is not very good, but I also want to be a good student, I am now, I am still a member of the class study committee, I can't imagine that a person like me can be a school committee."
I tried reaching out and patting him on the shoulder, but as soon as I put my hand on it, I quickly got it back. Say to him, "You can, congratulations, don't think so much, you are the best in your world." ”
He saw my nervousness and said to me: "You too, you are the best in this world, you don't think too much, take your time, try to contact others later, I'll go first, bye-bye, I'll come to see you later." ”
Looking at the back of his departure, I am also happy for him, I feel that he seems to have found his own value in that school, and I also hope that I can cross this shadow as soon as possible and return to my previous state as soon as possible.