Chapter 117: Psychological Shadows
He said: "You're welcome, I also happened to be a classmate, I went to your school tonight to wait for a classmate, and after seeing you come out, I wanted to say hello to you, but there were classmates around you, so I didn't call you, and later, I saw a few people, sneaky, I thought it was a thief, and I didn't care, and then I saw that their target seemed to be you, so I followed, and then I followed all the way." Don't care, it's all a coincidence, I'm also considered a good deed, when you accumulate virtue for yourself, don't worry. ”
Actually, I have a lot of questions I want to ask him, I want to ask him which school he went to, whether he will still be bullied, and what is going on with the police today, but I can't say a word now.
I said to him, "Thank you, I'll call you later." I'll go home first, they'll be worried when it's late. Goodbye, Hao Shuai. ”
He nodded at me until I entered the building, and when I looked back, he was still standing there, and I waved at him and went upstairs.
When I returned to my grandfather's house and opened the door, I saw that everyone was in the kitchen and the living room, so I quickly went into the bathroom, washed my face, sorted out my clothes, and said hello to everyone when I came out.
After saying hello, I hurried into the room, every time I came to my grandfather's house, I slept in this room, my grandfather said that this room was for me, and my mother symbolically put some of my and her clothes in this room, I quickly found a piece to change, the broken clothes, I hid it, and when the aunts and they are gone, I will find a chance to throw it away.
I try to make myself happy and not think about what happened.
During the meal, when my brother-in-law was pouring me a drink, he accidentally touched my hand holding the cup, and I subconsciously pulled it back and knocked over the cup.
What's wrong with me, has I left a shadow in my heart, will it always be like this? I'm scared.
During the New Year's Day holiday, I spent it at my grandfather's house, and I have already thrown away that dress, and I have washed all the clothes from the inside out. Myself, I would go to the bath every day to take a bath, and the proprietress knew me and said to me, "Why does the girl come every day and don't wash her bald skin." "Because in the small cities in the north, there are not many such things as bathing every day.
Maybe it's because I'm better disguised, and in the 2 days of the holiday, the elders didn't ask me anything, that is, I don't like to go out, go to the bath, and go to the one in the community, except for going here, I almost don't go out much.
Da Nan and Ouyang both called me, we chatted for a while, and everyone recalled last year's time, and on New Year's Eve, we were also happily setting off fireworks together for New Year's Eve, and this year we all spent it at their respective homes.
That day, Su Yixuan also called me, but I didn't answer, and I didn't answer when I called two. Later, I received a text message that said: Happy New Year, I don't know why you didn't answer my phone, I'm Su Yixuan, this is my mobile phone number, the mobile phone I went to buy a few days ago. If you don't want to answer the phone, can you text me?
It turns out that I bought a mobile phone a few days ago, and I should be the last one to know, thinking about all these things that happened to me, it seems that it was all because of him.
I replied: Happy New Year.
He sent me another text message, all of which were inconsequential, and I didn't reply.
In the blink of an eye, school has started again, although we are about to have winter vacation within a few days of school, but these days are still quite long.
After the start of school, the four of us ate together as before, and when we ate before, Da Nan sat next to me, this time Tong Zelin coaxed and said the first meal of the new year, let me fulfill him and Da Nan, let them sit aside.
How could I bear to refuse such a sweet wish, so I sat on the side with Ouyang.
As soon as Ouyang sat next to me, I felt uncomfortable, and the events of that night came to my mind again, and I subconsciously wanted to avoid it.
Ouyang was startled and said to me, "What's wrong with you?" Do you dislike me so much? ”
I realized my gaffe and said to him, "I'm sorry, I'm distracted." ”
Everyone didn't pay attention and continued to eat. But what happened later, I couldn't hold back at all, when I was eating, the rice got on my face, I didn't know how to eat it, it would eat on my face, but I couldn't see it, so Ouyang said to me: "Don't move, I'll help you take it off." ”
He reached over and leaned over a little with his body and face, and at that moment, I stood up all of a sudden, and wiped my face casually with my hand.
I looked at the three of them with a little surprised look in their eyes and said, "I'm done, I'll go first." "I walked away with the plate, I could feel their gazes, there must be question marks on their faces, I'm sorry, ferromagnets, I lost my temper, but this is a knee-jerk reaction, I can't control it.
After class that afternoon, Danan came to me and asked, "What's wrong with you?" Today I feel that you are weird, when walking, Tong Zelin deliberately went over to bump you, in normal times, you would scold him, but today you are a little scared, and just now in the cafeteria, what's wrong with you? Did you happen during the holidays? ”
When Da Nan asked me this, I was about to cry, I wanted to hug her and cry, and tell her what happened to me that day, the humiliation I received, but, no, I couldn't say it.
And Hao Shuai, such a big favor, I haven't thanked people yet, and now when I see a boy approaching me, or that kind of bad girl approaching me, I'm very scared, and subconsciously hide behind, how do I say these words to Danan, how do I open my mouth to tell her, I was almost "raped" This kind of thing.
I pretended to be calm and said, "Ah, no, it's just that I'm at home during the holidays, I watched a movie, and I'm a little scared to watch it, it's okay." Today, I'm sorry, let you worry, I'm really fine, don't worry, you also talk to Ouyang, don't worry, you come here, he should know too, is he waiting for your news, tell him quickly, I'm fine. Okay, go back, I'm going back to class too. ”
I don't know if she believed it, but I tried my best anyway.
When school was out in the evening, Ouyang said to go with me, but when I left the school gate, I saw Hao Shuai, was he waiting for me?
I walked over with Ouyang, I called him, he looked a little flustered, and then Ouyang said: "I'm Ouyang, I was in the first class before, are you also going to school in Chengdong?" ”
He is familiar with himself, and he has already greeted Hao Shuai.
After they got to know each other for a while, I said to him, "Are you here to find a classmate?" ”
He turned his head and said to Ouyang, "I'm sorry, I have something to say to her." ”
My head was buzzing at the moment, was it that day?