004 Past and Present Lives (4)
She deserves it, she said to herself, it's what she owes him! I owe it even more!
Since it first existed, she has tried every means to hide its existence from its biological father, and even wants to kill it unknowingly, and now she has been killed by her twin sister's calculations, this is her retribution, retribution!
However, she underestimated the pain that penetrated her stomach and went straight to the marrow of her heart and lungs, and she overestimated herself too much, she still couldn't help but moan.
Pain, pain, pain, Ning Shenzhi, that day, when you poisoned your heart, lungs, and intestines through your stomach, did you also feel such pain, so you want me to experience the same pain you felt at that time......
"It really hurts, do you want to call Dr. Pei?"
Ning Shenzhi's tone was as cold as ever, with a slight surprise and faint worry, as if he was really surprised and worried about her pain at this time.
She wanted to shake her head, but her body seemed to be imprisoned by his fingertips, and she couldn't move, so it was fine, she thought, otherwise she would not only shout out in shame at this time, but maybe she would roll around the bed without any manners.
Actually, there was nothing to roll around, but somehow, she just didn't want to roll in front of him.
"If you don't want to scream, forget it, I'll be careful and promise not to hurt you."
Ning Shenzhi said, his tone was soft, but the movements of his subordinates did not stop at all, skillfully, without any mercy, just like for so many years, his attitude towards her was gentle, but he ruthlessly hurt her dearest and loved people again and again, leaving no room for anything.
Finally, Ning Shenzhi cut open her womb, he seemed to be a little surprised, reached out and pulled a few times in her abdomen, looked at her face distorted by pain, and raised his hand to wipe away the tears raging on her face.
His slender and white hands were covered with her blood, different from the black blood that gushed out of his mouth that day, it was a very vivid red, and drop after drop fell on her face, neck, and clothes.
He didn't seem to notice it at all, and asked gently, "Yinyin, tell me, where did you hide the child?" ”
She shook her head desperately, no, I didn't hide, no, I just didn't use it, I couldn't keep it!
Ning Shenzhi misunderstood what she meant, and raised his eyebrows slightly, but his voice became more and more gentle, with a bewitching taste, "Yinyin, tell me, what you can't hide, I can always find it, but it's just a matter of time, you might as well tell me directly, lest we all be in trouble, huh?" ”
She still shook her head desperately, tears like Ning Shenzhi had taken her to see the spring in the mountains, no matter how hard she covered it with her hands, it still gushed out in a steady stream.
"She seems to be in pain, why don't you ask the imperial doctor to take a look?"
Ning Shenzhi asked, his voice was very strange, it sounded much farther away, as if it came from a distant and empty place across the endless plain, and it was much clearer.
No, no, it's not clear, it's more appropriate to describe it as "crisp", it's like the crisp and clean of a young man, it makes people feel happy when they listen to it, Qiu Xiyin feels that the unbearable pain is alleviated by this crisp and clean voice.
A surprised voice then sounded, quite impatient, "Thank you for the love of the county king, then the county king will bother!" ”
Father?
It's the father!
Father is coming?
He finally arrived, this time he should believe that Qiu Buxian had been wishing she was dead, right?
Well, no, although she is very miserable, it seems that the hatred is even more miserable, but there is one thing that my father said is very right, their sisters kill each other, and the laughing will be those outsiders with ill intentions......
"Come on, go and ask for the imperial doctor," Ning Shenzhi still spoke in that crisp and clean voice, mixed with the sound of the tinkling sound of the water spirit curtain, which was quite a bit of a contrasting taste.
"Lord Qiu, this king has a piece of medicinal jade here, which has the effect of strengthening the body and strengthening the body, and it is the most suitable for little girls to wear, so I will give it to Ling Ai, which is also the king's heart."
Then, Qiu Xiyin felt that his hot palm was stuffed with a round thing, which was cold to the bone.
She shuddered, opened her eyes abruptly and sat up, Ning Shenzhi's dark and cool eyes had just come into view, she almost instinctively closed her eyes and fell back.
After so many years, maybe she usually hides it well, but she knows that she is still afraid of him, even in her dreams, she is still afraid of him!
What's more, now, she doesn't dare to see him at all, and she doesn't want to see him!
"Yinyin! You're awake! ”
After the sound of heavy footsteps and the sound of rustling clothes, Qiu Xiyin was hugged into a warm embrace, not as plump and soft as his grandmother's embrace, but with a very similar temperature.
Then she felt the tears that were still warm slid from her sideburns to her cheeks, down her cheeks, from her chin to the placket, and were instantly sucked in by the soft and silky fabric, leaving only a little trace of light water that disappeared with the wind, but it was branded in her heart with a lifelong mark.
"Yin, you're awake, great! The doctor said that as long as I woke up today, it would be fine, and it would be fine......"
Qiu Zheng's deep muttering choked sound drilled into his ears, Qiu Xiyin turned his head to look out of the window, a full moon hung in the air above his head, full and plump, and a few faint tree marks crossed it, not like a laurel tree, but like a plum branch leaning out of the side.
The plum branch is her favorite watermark plum branch in the past, and the plum branch on the thin white porcelain dish.
That bright moon was the bright moon of the night when she felt that she was also her father's daughter for the first time after she was seriously ill and did not die.
She turned eight that night.
Before the age of eight, she grew up with her great-grandfather and great-grandmother on a farm in Gusu.
After the age of eight, she said goodbye to her great-grandfather and great-grandmother and came to her parents in the capital.
She always felt that her parents didn't like her, otherwise even if she had to send her to Jiangnan to raise her because she was not in good health, she would not have gone to see her once in eight years.
That night, because she was not accustomed to the water and soil when she first came to the capital, and missed her great-grandfather and great-grandmother who almost died, she woke up after walking around the ghost gate, and all she got was her father's tight hug and burning tears.
Men and women are five years old, she is eight years old, and her father should not have hugged her anymore, but he did.
The boy bleeds without tears, and his father has always paid attention to the five virtues of a gentleman, and paid attention to the calm and composure of Mount Tai collapsing in front of him, but he shed tears.
In front of a room of servants, it was the only time in her life that she saw her father show his emotions in front of people.
That warm hug, that burning tears filled the blanks and deficiencies of her childhood, warmed her girlhood, supported her through the thorny marriage, and now she has come to the end of her life, and it accompanies her to the lonely and cold Huangquan Road.
She thought numbly, it turned out that what she missed the most was really this scene, and before she died, she still couldn't help but dream of it.
"Since Ling Ai has woken up, Ning is also relieved and says goodbye."
Qiu Zheng was stunned for a long time, only then did he realize that he was out of shape, and hurriedly let go of Qiu Xiyin, motioned to the nurse to come up and help her, flicked his sleeves, and saluted, "I don't know if the king of the county is here-"
"Make the body of love more important, and these mundane things will be talked about tomorrow."
Ning Shenzhi said and raised his feet and turned around, but turned his head to look at Qiu Xiyin, who was sitting in the nurse's arms and looked out the window, and smiled, "It just so happened that Ning just stuffed the piece of medicinal jade into Ling Ai's hand, and Ling Ai woke up.
Qiu Zhengshen took a deep look, "The county king's good intentions, the lower officials are sincere, and they will definitely tell the little girl to wear it properly, the county king, please here."
He said and sent Ning Shenzhi to the door, and then hurriedly told Xie Shidao, "I will send the king of the county to come back immediately, you stay here for a while, ask Yinyin if you want to eat, and then call the doctor to take a look."
Xie Shi snorted, and then he raised his feet and hurriedly caught up with Ning Shenzhi's footsteps, "King Jun, go this way."
Xie Shi watched Qiu Zhengshen's back disappear, turned around and took two steps to the bed, and said, "Come on, go prepare some food, please come again."
Qiu Xiyin was a little confused, she even dreamed of her mother? Could it be that the mother was actually there on the night when she was eight years old?