Cissy walked around the campus, casually looking at everything familiar and unfamiliar around her, but this time, she was alone.

The feeling of one person is always different from when two people are together. At the very least, two people can hear each other's breathing when they are together.

Although there are not as many people on campus as usual, there are also many tourists visiting the school. From time to time, Xixi saw the security guard blocking a few young men who looked very fashionable in the society outside the school, shouting to show their documents, and those buddies turned around and ran away when they heard the documents.

It's not that they're weak-minded, they're just a little embarrassed. As for why, no one knows.

Perhaps, it is inferiority, or perhaps, it is nothing.

Sissy used to read a book called "Inferiority and Transcendence", perhaps, the more people who feel inferior, the more things they think in their hearts, and the more pain they suffer and the misfortunes from life. Because, the lack of courage is always sad for a person.

However, who knows what is going on in the heart of a person with low self-esteem.

Xixi sometimes thinks that if she didn't do well in her studies, couldn't go to graduate school, and didn't become a counselor for this year's freshmen, if that was the case, maybe she would have already entered the workplace and society by now, and she was under a lot of pressure from all sides, and she was suffering from everything that everyone should have endured at this age.

Or, like tomorrow.

Sometimes, even Sissy doesn't know if she's in good shape or not. Maybe there is no good or bad in life. And whether it is good or not, only you know. Life, such a macro and detailed topic, is like a shadow in everyone's body, following wherever they go.

But the only thing that Xixi can be sure of is that, at least for now, she is lucky, because in a school where she is the third child of the millennium, going to graduate school and serving as a counselor is something that many people envy but can't do.

As she walked, the phone in her hand suddenly rang, and the ringtone of the mobile phone was still the familiar "The Brightest Star in the Night Sky", this song accompanied her from high school to college graduation, every time she felt upset, she would always pick up the headphones, sit in the library, and listen slowly alone.

There are some things in Sissy's heart that even tomorrow does not know. When they were together with tomorrow before, the two of them tacitly agreed that there would always be many surprises, many accidents, a lot of touches, and some fights, but all of this is finally calm today.

But sometimes, like the currents in the sea, which seem to be calm, are actually undercurrents, and the feelings between people are the same.

"Hey, girl, what are you doing?" Sissy's father on the other end of the phone asked his daughter happily. Perhaps, every father will always have a good mood when he calls his daughter.

"What are you doing out there, Dad?" Xixi called back and picked up a crape myrtle scattered among the flowers on the roadside. The weather in July was much milder than usual.

"Hey, girl, Dad wants to discuss something with you." Cissy knew what kind of mood her father was in when he said this. As the saying goes, the daughter is the little padded jacket in her father's heart, since it is a small padded jacket, worn on the body, hot and cold, she naturally knows it.

Cissy is used to her father pulling herself directly on the thief ship every time she discusses something, and she still remembers that when she was a child, her father took the two of her to the amusement park for a whole day, leaving her own queen mother aside. As a result, that night, the two of them stood in front of the dining table and watched the shopkeeper in the house eating braised pork and drinking happy fat house water.

He and his father are really watching the fire from the other side, and they are envying the fish in the abyss, although it is possible, these two words are not so accurate.

It's just that the next morning, my mother made a hearty breakfast to express her reward for sincerely admitting her mistakes yesterday.

Their family, the division of this camp, sometimes it's like playing mahjong, always missing one.

"Hey, old man, you say." Sissy didn't know what strange ideas her dad would come up with this time.

"It doesn't matter if you're graduating now, and if you work as a counselor at the school, you won't start recruiting or recruiting students until late July, so why don't you come back and form a family group and travel to Japan. Oh, by the way, girl, will you be next to you tomorrow, you ask him if he has nothing to do and wants to come, can we come together." Dad said to Sissy that it seems that this time it is not a mistake to make a mistake, it is a good thing.

It's just that when he heard this, Xixi's originally relaxed mood seemed a little heavy.

Dad and Mom don't know about her breakup with Tomorrow. She doesn't know whether to talk about it or not, sometimes, some things are in the past. But before, Mom and Dad were quite happy with tomorrow.

When I came home from school last summer, when I went to his house tomorrow, after the two of them sat down and drank together, the scene of calling each other brothers and sisters would laugh when she thought about it.

Perhaps, things that make people laugh are always worth remembering and cherishing forever. But now, will everything be the same?

"Dad, there are some things tomorrow and today, he is not with me, I will not go to Japan, there are still some things that have not been dealt with at the school, you and my mother have a good time in Japan, remember to take more photos." Xixi prevaricated and said, because on the one hand, she didn't want her parents to know that she broke up with tomorrow, and on the other hand, she didn't want her parents to disturb their lives because of her own affairs.

Now, she is no longer the little girl who cried and looked for her father after being wronged.

In two months, she will be a counselor teacher in the eyes of new students, and she will become a big sister who will @ students when there is nothing to do.

"Besides, if I go, won't I be a light bulb all day long, and your old husband and wife will sprinkle dog food, we young people really can't stand it." When Sissy said this, she heard the two people on the other side already laughing.

"That's okay, girl, remember to take care of yourself, and greet me and your dad tomorrow." Sissy's mother on the other end of the phone said to Sissy.

Xixi hung up the phone after agreeing to her parents, in fact, this phone call was a bit sudden for her now, because she was also thinking about how to tell her parents about her current state during this time.

Because, once they know that she and tomorrow have broken up, they will definitely feel that they will be miserable right now.

After a breakup, does it hurt?

Cissy didn't know either.

In the twilight, the last rays of the sunset in the distance shone on the roof of the school building, and a couple of her age kissed each other, and Sissy thought of the days she used to spend with tomorrow. She didn't know why she took the initiative to break up.

Xixi glanced at her phone, and it was a message from Sister Wen. "Come to the college office at eight o'clock in the evening, the college has some things to talk about."

"Uh-huh, okay". Xixi habitually typed these two words, and during her time in college, whether it was student work or study life, these two words could not be erased as a kind of politeness. Even if the opposite side is Sister Wen.

Xixi raised his head and saw Zhang Xiaocheng and a girl not far away, holding hands and going to the big lawn of the school's Guanghua Building. Every day at dusk, the lawn of the school becomes the warmest and most comfortable place on campus.

The boys picked up the guitar and sat on the ground, singing Zhao Lei's "Chengdu", and the girls not far away came over, sat down in a circle, followed the rhythm and beat with their hands, and when the performance was over, they would applaud and cheer together. Let's get excited.

The singer sings openly, and the listener listens wholeheartedly. There is no artificiality, no cover-up, and nothing unbearable, hypocritical. This kind of simplicity and cleanliness is the most precious and fortunate thing in this university.

Xixi knew that Zhang Xiaocheng's girlfriend was studying at a university in the next province, and she was admitted to their school in her junior year last year.

The reason why I know these things is because she has a good relationship with Zhang Xiaocheng, when they interviewed together, they were selected to the school counselor reserve team together, and they often had work and study contacts, and they became good friends in the university. Zhang Xiaocheng is a boy, and he usually does some of the work he does with his strength.

Zhang Xiaocheng also often meets Xixi for dinner tomorrow, and he also knows their relationship. Although Zhang Xiaocheng is not very familiar with tomorrow, because of Xixi's relationship, the two of them will greet each other politely when they meet.

Xixi admitted that it was unfair to Zhang Xiaocheng to let Zhang Xiaocheng pretend to be her boyfriend, and Zhang Xiaocheng strongly opposed it at first, but Xixi said that if this was not the case, they would also lose the opportunity to be friends.

But in doing so, it only hurts everyone.

This decision of mine hurt everyone.

Tomorrow and the fat man were also deceived by her like this, because Xixi knew that Tomorrow had asked her for a reason to break up. Maybe tomorrow doesn't seem to be wrong with him, he thinks so.

Maybe Zhang Xiaocheng will always be more direct than a sentence like "I don't love you anymore", because the appearance of one man means that the other will eventually disappear and never be seen again.

However, Sissy still doesn't understand why she proposed to break up. I don't know tomorrow, because if I know tomorrow, I can't go.

On the day of the breakup, Sissy said: "Tomorrow, I'm sorry". She didn't know why she would say that, and perhaps Sissy felt that it would be unfair to tomorrow to do so.

At the very least, a breakup requires a reason, a reason that can justify why the breakup.

And her reason is only Zhang Xiaocheng.