Volume 1 The Ten Mile Pavilion Will Be Different Chapter 8 A Person's Life (2)
I watched "One Person at a Time" again today, and I was deeply moved, and the deepest impression was the southern folk songs sung in it. It's not early, good night.
Xixi was walking, and the phone suddenly rang again, and Xixi picked up the phone and saw that it was Sister Wen calling. Maybe there's something, Sissy thought to herself.
After Xixi answered, Sister Wen on the other side of the phone said, "Hey, Xixi, today's college meeting has been temporarily canceled, let me tell you." I don't have anything to do tonight, I want to have a meal with you, are you free tonight"?
The people who called in the university, except for Sister Wen, Tomorrow and Fatty, were their parents.
Of course, sometimes you will encounter fraudulent calls, such as bank card swiping; Whether you need to buy a house or something.
For the former, every time Xixi waited for the other side to finish speaking, she dismissed the sentence "I have no money", and for the latter, she jokingly said that she lived in a luxury villa worth 500 million.
"Of course there is, Sister Wen, where do you look?" Usually when eating with others, Xixi will always politely let others choose a place first, even if this person is the closest person to him. Sometimes other people's opinions really matter.
"Go to Uncle He and Aunt Liu? We haven't been to see them in a while, too. Do you think it's okay? Are you in school now? I'll go downstairs to you at school"? Xixi heard the sound of Sister Wen on the other end of the phone cleaning up the things on the table.
"I'm in front of that Mandarin Building, you can see me when you go down the stairs and turn left." Xixi replied to Sister Wen.
"Okay, Sissy, then you wait for me down for a while, and I'll come down later." Sister Wen hung up the phone as she spoke.
Xixi looked at the time on the phone screen and put the phone in her pocket. In the past, a special reminder was always set every time he sent a message tomorrow, but now for Sissy, the mobile phone has just become a communication tool, to be precise, after breaking up with tomorrow.
Because, sometimes, a good night is really important.
Xixi watched from afar on the school lawn, many children were chattering, and the adults behind them always reminded them over and over again: Be careful, slow down, don't fall.
Yes, from childhood to adulthood, people always tell us to be careful at all times, to do things slowly, not to touch ourselves and hurt ourselves.
But we always don't listen to their advice, and when we touch the skin and swollen face, the tears flow down the face, and when we go home crying and crying, we will understand that what they tell us is true.
But there are some things that you don't know what it's like until you experience it, just like eating chocolate, you don't know if it's sweet or bitter until you taste it yourself.
Cissy was stunned.
"What do you think?" I don't know when, Sister Wen was already standing behind her, patting her shoulder and saying.
"Nothing". Cissy turned around and said hurriedly.
"Recently, I heard that Aunt He and Aunt Liu have a few new dishes in the store, and a few of my colleagues have tasted them and said they are particularly delicious, so I will bring you to accompany me to the next restaurant today, how about it?"
"Okay, do you know I've lost weight recently?" Xixi said to Sister Wen with a smile, while holding Sister Wen's arm, and the two of them went to Uncle He's shop side by side.
Sister Wen is the same as her sister for Xixi and Tomorrow.
I still remember that on the first day I reported to the school, Sister Wen took her hand and took a photo with her with the yard pet. In the past four years of college, whether it is in life or study, Sister Wen will always guide her. At first, Xixi felt that she might not be able to handle the important role of a counselor, but with the encouragement of Sister Wen, after layers of selection and assessment training, she finally passed everyone's approval.
"I guess this holiday is a bit long, and now the enrollment work of the college has not yet been determined, so you can take a good rest during this time and write your paper by the way." On the way, Sister Wen said to Xixi with concern.
"My dad just called me and told me to go back, our family of three is going to Japan for a trip, I actually know that this year is the 25th anniversary of my parents' marriage, and they are planning to go out, so I didn't say yes to them." Cissy said as she tied her hair.
"I still remember when my uncle and aunt sent you over to report, they were surprised to see me and said, are the teachers so young now?" Sister Wen laughed softly as she spoke.
"You don't know, every time I come home, my parents say to me, how nice it would be to have a girl like you." Cissy laughed as she spoke.
"I also want to have mom and dad like my uncle and aunt." Sister Wen glanced at Xixi, as if every time she mentioned Sister Wen's parents, Xixi always felt that there was something in Sister Wen's heart that had been bothering her. Although she is a student and a good sister, she always doesn't ask about Sister Wen's family.
"Did the fat man go to you", Xixi asked Sister Wen casually.
"No, I haven't seen him since sitting next to me that day and taking graduation photos, but he came to my office tomorrow before leaving, and I heard that tomorrow said that he sent the fat man away." Sister Wen heard Xixi ask her, so she replied like this.
"Actually, the fat man ......," Cissy wanted to say but didn't say it.
"You're trying to say that fat people like me, right?" Sister Wen let out a sigh of relief and said to Xixi.
"I don't know if my feelings are accurate, but I always feel that fat people are different from us." Xixi said softly, she glanced back at Sister Wen, and Sister Wen's face did not change much.
"You know that there are some things that can be done by feeling, but there are some things that we can't always achieve, is it that I worry too much?" After Sister Wen finished speaking, she asked Xixi.
"You used to tell me that you liked a senior who was a year older than you, but he had a girlfriend, and that senior didn't know where he got the news that you liked him, so he broke up with that girl, why didn't you stay with him"? Xixi remembered some of the things that Sister Wen had told her before, and said like this.
"Silly girl, can he break up with someone else, just with me? Sometimes you can't just look at people from scratch." Sister Wen touched Xixi's head and said.
At dusk, a flock of white doves flew through the air, and they soared freely in the south under the sunset, always free.
"Actually, the fat man is very good, but sometimes it seems a little confusing, such as the last time in the Zhengda Gymnasium, he and tomorrow were in the back of the audience." Sister Wen didn't continue after saying half of it.
"What about you?" Xixi looked at Sister Wen with a puzzled expression, in her careful opinion, if both of them have a good impression of each other, they will not get along for a while.
"I'm a few years older than him, and I'm afraid we'll be estranged in our thinking, and that's the first thing I'm worried about; Besides, I'm still his counselor, and you said that I should leave my identity and fall in love with him, I really can't do it. The teachers at the academy and the students in our class will think that I will have a bowl of uneven water, and this will affect everyone, which is something I don't want to see as a counselor." Sister Wen told Xixi the truest thoughts and feelings in her heart, and he had never told these words to others.
"But isn't there nothing going on now? The fat people have already graduated, and other people's opinions are not very important." Xixi felt sorry for Sister Wen.
"Silly girl, if he really thinks the two of us are suitable, then he won't let me go tomorrow, if he really wants to be with me, then he must tell me personally, but until he left, I didn't hear that." Sister Wen sighed when she said this.
"Do you think I'm like a strong woman, always making boys think that girls like me must have boyfriends?" Sister Wen suddenly stopped and asked Xixi seriously.
"Sister Wen, I'm the same as you, I also lost him." Xixi looked at Sister Wen and said.
In this way, on the streets of Shanghai, two girls face each other, asking questions from the depths of their souls, but they are unable to answer them at the moment.
"Oh, I don't want to make these messy things, why are you asking this, what you have to do now is to go to Uncle He and Aunt Liu happily." Sister Wen dragged Xixi and trotted all the way.
The wind blowing from the sea in the evening smelled of sea salt, and Sissy remembered saying that tomorrow such a wind was always a little sweet. Xixi and Sister Wen stood side by side, holding hands, the wind blowing their soft and fine hair, singing songs unique to Jiangnan cities all the way, through the streets and alleys of the city, just to eat what they liked.
It is often said that there are beautiful women in the north, who look at the city and the country. But I never thought that Jiangnan, this hazy place, is full of talented and beautiful women, white-clothed and beautiful, and there are endless appearances.
Xixi and Sister Wen, no matter where they go, they will always attract the attention of many people. Many people in this world can have opinions about other things, but the only thing that should not be an opinion is the appreciation of beauty.
"How's that, don't you feel better now, isn't it that those annoying things are gone?" Sister Wen took Xixi's hand and asked.
"It's just that it's nice to be with you, and how I wish we could always be together." Xixi knows that this kind of emotion between people, the best kind is that even if you are separated from the ends of the world, you can cherish each other, and in this way, it is also excellent.
Xixi still remembers that when I was on "History of Ancient Chinese Literature" and "Selected Readings of Contemporary Novels", the teacher talked about Sima Xiangru and Zhuo Wenjun, Liang Sicheng, Lin Huiyin, Jin Yuelin, Xu Zhimo; also talked about Yang Jiang and Qian Zhongshu. She always feels that the person who can join hands for a lifetime is by her side.