I believe that Chen Jiaming sometimes wants to be an ordinary person, so that she can pursue everything she wants, the life he wants, maybe that kind of life will seem very ordinary compared to his current rich and extravagant life, but I think the real life should be plain, in fact, it is plain but occasionally there are vigorous times, life is very exciting, but the final end is often not very good.

Just like me, my dream is to become a martial arts master, but I can choose what I want freely, but Chen Jiaming can't, this is originally God's arrangement, and he is destined to shoulder the heavy responsibility of the family.

But he must be involuntarily, if he can decide his own fate, he will definitely choose to become an ordinary person, instead of being like now, he can't decide his fate at all, and can only let the waves of fate ruthlessly knock him over.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but look at Chen Jiaming, only to see that Chen Jiaming's expression at this time also looked a little melancholy, I think he probably went as I thought, but it didn't take long, and then, as if he remembered something else funny, he couldn't help but say to me with some amusement, "Tell me about you, what have you been doing these days?" Don't keep talking about me, and I'm going to be depressed, I'm a little depressed, I think you're doing well these days, right? Otherwise, how could he look so good? ”

He looked at me, there was a faint sadness in his eyes, and even his smile was a little bitter, I don't know how much torment and pain he endured in his heart, at this time, I, as his friend, really wanted to share a little for him.

I shook my head and smiled, "Is there one?" How do I feel like I'm having a good time these days, I don't even know what to do with my soul, I don't see him at school these days, I feel as if I'm empty, although I want to meet him, but I don't want to bow my head, I want him to calm down again, to know what the real problem between us is? Then take the initiative to come to me, so that we can reconcile, and I feel that I am now at school, with you, and have more contact, I am afraid that he will also have some pimples in his heart, if I provoke him now, he will definitely feel uncomfortable, maybe he will be angry with me, then I will be bored with myself. ”

I say this, that is, I want Xie Yan to reflect on it at home, and I also want to give Chen Jiaming a hint, just to let him understand from my words that it is impossible for me to be with him, Xie Yan and I didn't really break up, I just want both parties to think about each other calmly and reflect on their own problems.

When Chen Jiaming heard this, he said thoughtfully, "But it's not good for you to be like this now, do you want to go on like this?" You're in school, you're not your mage, you don't have contact with your boyfriend, is there any point in you living like this? Life is too short to be with your boyfriend when you are young and do what you want to do, what can you do in school now? Do you care about all this in school? If you really care about your studies in school, how can you choose a practitioner? Although you are very capable, I think that if you do two things at the same time, you may not be able to do both things well, it is better to concentrate on one thing to be the mage you want to be, and at the same time you can be with your boyfriend, and you don't have to think about misunderstanding between you because of me, so it is also good for your relationship, isn't it? ”

But I really don't want Xie Yan to be with me, if I really get together, with Xie Yan's character, I will definitely cause disputes with Chen Jiaming, this is not the scene I want to see.

Hearing him say this, I shook my head, and said a little unhappily, of course not, I feel that although I have feelings with him, but this can't affect me to make friends with others, why can't people have boyfriends and girlfriends and can't interact normally with other people, it doesn't make sense, if you want me to say it, that's if he is too cautious, you said that if he can tolerate my friends and let me have normal interactions with other people, maybe I won't leave him, and I won't be as cold as I am now, It's not going to calm down between the two of us, if you want me to say that between the two of us, the main thing now is his reason, if he is not so stingy, maybe I can continue to be with him, if he is still like that, I have to think about whether there is something wrong between us? I wonder if she should change it for me. ”

Chen Jiaming nodded and smiled, "Since you have thought about it so clearly, then it is useless for me to say anything to you, I still wish the relationship between you can last a long time, but that is just a superficial article, in fact, I am still a little selfish in my heart, if the relationship between you is unstable, then I will have a chance to insert a bar between you, I hope that there can be some cracks between you, so that I can take advantage of the weakness, It's just that looking at the way you are now, even if there is a real rift between you, you won't allow others to insert it, will you? ”

I didn't expect Chen Jiaming to still not give up, I couldn't help but be surprised, what made him so obsessed with me, looking at his flickering eyes, I felt a little panicked in my heart.

Hearing him say his covetousness to me so directly, my heart trembled at the moment, but my face was still a wave of emotion, and when I calmed down a little, I smiled at him and nodded, but then shook my head and said, although the relationship between us is very good, but that is the limit, I will not tolerate his mistakes again and again because of the good relationship between me and him, if he does not choose to correct it, I will point it out to her face to face, If he doesn't correct it, I'm afraid there will be a rift between me and him, but I still won't choose to separate from him in a short time, because the past days are too unforgettable, too many things have happened between me and him, it is impossible to separate from him so easily, but if you want to go back to the past, it is too difficult, it is easy to separate and want to be together again, it is very difficult, it is simply difficult, unless he can correct it, but people in love are always selfish and always want, Let the other party change for themselves but never want, correct their own problems, so this falls into a dead circle, no one is willing, no one chooses to face up to their own shortcomings to make changes for the other party, and the result is that the two sides have contradictions, which may become more and more aggravated and eventually become inextricable. ”

Chen Jiaming nodded and said thoughtfully, "Then have you ever thought that it is possible that you yourself have a problem?" If you have a problem but you don't want to change it, then the two of you can't solve the problem, have you ever thought about correcting your own problems, have you found that you also have any shortcomings that can be corrected? If you can find the cause in yourself and correct it, it may be easier and more effective to solve the problem. ”

I nodded and said with a smile, "Of course I thought about correcting it from myself first, but I know that the main problem in this matter is not me, he is too stingy, if there are no other boys between us, the relationship is very good, it can be said that it is incredible, it is simply enviable, but because of his stinginess and jealousy, I often get angry with him, I think, if I don't let me make friends with others, it's simply that heaven and earth don't allow it, why can he make friends, And what if I can't? Isn't it wrong to make friends? ”

Chen Jiaming shook his head with a smile and said, "Since you say so, then I want to ask, why do you have to make friends?" Don't you think making friends will make her jealous? If he is a generous person and a person who is not easy to be jealous, maybe you can interact with others normally, but you know that he will be jealous, and he will care about your relationship with others, so why do you want to stimulate him? You know, he's someone you're likely to be with for the rest of your life, so how can you associate with someone without caring about her feelings? Those friends can't catch up with one even if you have them, and the people who will be with you for a lifetime, aren't you putting the cart before the horse? Isn't it a sacrifice to leave the people you love and choose to be with those who don't care much about you? Or is it that the person you want to date has an intricate connection with you, and you feel that you have feelings for him, so you are so uncertain? ”

I shook my head and said resolutely, "Of course not, I just don't want him to interfere with my freedom, why can't I make friends with other people when I'm with him?" Isn't that an interference with my privacy? It's completely my personal freedom to make friends with others, I don't want to confuse these two things, as for having feelings with others, I think it's completely impossible, for me love is love, friendship is friendship, the two are completely different things, I can't tell the difference between the two and the connection. ”

Chen Jiaming nodded and said with a smile, "Of course I know that you will definitely be able to distinguish the relationship between the two, or the difference, but why can't you give in for the love between the two of you?" The love between you is the most important, and the friendship with other people is secondary, you can, don't care about the friendship with others, if you want to save this love, if you think that this relationship is not important, you and other people's friendship is completely incomparable, then you can completely, stick to your own principles, ignore the feelings between you and him, and don't need to pay attention to his jealousy, but now this is not the case, you should value the love between you and her, Friendship with others can be put aside. ”