Chapter XVI. July

Xiao Han's typing speed is amazingly fast, it is worthy of surfing too much on the Internet in ordinary times, the two of them are just typing and talking in this way, the scene is very harmonious, Su Xia threw the noodles into the pot, the chopsticks stirred lightly twice, added some seasoning, the pepper choked Xiao Han coughed, fanned it twice with his hand, a whole bottle of pepper knocked over on the ground, Su Xia couldn't hear the sound of the bottle falling to the ground, and when he looked down, he saw the pepper spilled on the ground.

"Fuck, Xiao Han, are you stupid? It's really not enough to succeed and more to lose, kitchen terminator, I really regret not saying that sentence don't blow up my kitchen, get away, stay away from me, thank you for your cooperation. Su Xia couldn't hear the decibel of his own words clearly, his voice was a little loud, and he couldn't control his emotions at all, which really made matters worse.

[Su Xia, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, if you want to say that this pepper is too choking, my throat is uncomfortable. 】

Xiao Han squatted down before Brother Su squatted, pulled a piece of kitchen paper towel and dipped it in water, spread it on the pepper stand, and when he picked it up, the whole paper was soaked in an unknown liquid of pepper mixed with water, and it was a little disgusting to paste together like lime.

"I'm really tired, really, can you stay away from me? Please, Xiao Han, can I beg you? Don't bother me. Su Xia propped up the stove, waited for the noodles to boil, and didn't care when the water boiled, until the pot overflowed, and then quickly turned off the stove.

[It's me who didn't mean to offend, okay, I'll leave after eating this meal, I'm sorry for you.] 】

Xiao Han stared at Su Xia's back and was distracted, seeing that he was cutting green peppers at random, enoki mushrooms had been processed, it was really a nightmare for these two to appear in front of Xiao Han's classmates, the current Su Xia was full of murderous energy, and if he touched it, he would have to explode, Xiao Han was half a meter away from him, and if he took a step back, he would have to touch the wall.

[Su Xia, what a grievance this is, you dissipate your anger, I will leave after eating. 】

It was useless to say anything at the wrong time, Su Xia handed the pasta to Xiao Han after putting it on a plate, and without saying a word, the atmosphere fell into embarrassment, took out two pairs of chopsticks from the chopstick basket, slapped them on the table, raised his chin and motioned for Xiao Han to sit opposite.

"Sit, eat, I don't know how it tastes, I'm going to pour soda and add mint leaves?" Su Xia stood up, his eyes were so cold that he could do it, Xiao Han shuddered, and his shoulders shook unconsciously.

"What, no need, it's good, I'll leave after eating." Xiao Han bit the noodles, his nose was sour, and his tears were sucked into his mouth with the pasta, and before he could swallow it, his hands were inconvenient, and his left hand trembled and held the chopsticks, enoki mushrooms and green peppers were nothing, "Hey, they are mixed together, it's not bad." ”

Su Xia didn't see him talking, stirring the noodles on the plate, eating a few bites casually, keeping his head down, his eyelids gently down, very beautiful.

Xiao Han smiled self-deprecatingly, ate the contents of the plate in three or two bites, and wiped his mouth with a tissue.

[Suxia, I'm leaving, don't think too much about me. 】

Finally, he handed the phone to Su Xia and waited for a few seconds.

"Well, let's go, leave me alone." Su Xia really didn't look at Xiao Han, his eyes kept staring at the phone screen, and he responded coldly.

Xiao Han wiped his tears with the back of his hand, blinked his eyes, hung up the headphones, hummed a song in his mouth and pushed the door away, stood outside the door for a while, snorted from his nose, still self-deprecating, there were two people in the elevator room who were also waiting for the elevator, Xiao Han pressed the mobile phone with one hand and sent WeChat to Chen Xinyan.

Mom, I'm going back, can I still go back over there?

Well, you still know you're coming back? Come back and apologize to your dad, don't be a ruffian.

Let's go back and talk about it, whether you apologize or not depends on the mood.

If you come back and make others feel uncomfortable, don't come back, wherever you go.

Okay, I apologize, can't I apologize?

It's better to have a little sincerity.

Xiao Han put his mobile phone in his pocket, the elevator just came, and he entered the elevator with the couple, and the speed of descent suddenly did not feel slow.

It was already completely dark, and shadows could still be seen on the road, reflecting the faint light of the street lamps, leaning beside him.

There are not many people in the subway station, swipe the card into the turnstile, the elevator is under maintenance, only the escalator can be used, and the subway in the direction of Han Street stops just after Xiao Han goes down the stairs.

Found a corner to stand.,Left hand around the front of the armrest and press the phone.,There's nothing on the home page that Xiao Han is interested in.,There's nothing fun about the game.,Last time, that stupid b had already quit the group.,Send WeChat to Su Xia.。

Suxia, are you ready to rest?

Su Xia was writing her homework, and she didn't hear her phone ringing, and what she wrote in her hand was the title of the classical Chinese that Xiao Han didn't do - "On the Passage of Qin", the topic was not very difficult, so she wrote it with a pen.

Su Xia, I'm about to get off the subway, you rest early, good night.

The mobile phone rang again, but Su Xia still didn't hear it, this would have changed from Chinese practice to English practice, dictating the short sentences and important knowledge points at the back of each unit.

Su Xia, I'm in the community, so I won't bother you.

The phone rang again, but I still didn't hear it, got up and poured a glass of soda, added ice cubes and mint leaves, and then picked up the phone, didn't reply, staring at these three pieces of information in a daze.

Xiao Han was about to use his fingerprints to open the door, only to find that the fingerprints had been deleted, and he pressed the doorbell helplessly, not knowing how to face the people inside, what to say in the first sentence?

"Coming back? Xiao Yan had already fallen asleep, and his movements were a little lighter. Wang Chuan didn't even look at Xiao Han, and after pushing the door open, he shook his face.

"Fuck, you think I want to come back, if it weren't for Su Xia's neurosis, I'd come back and look at my face, wouldn't I be sick?" Xiao Han took off his shoes with one hand and stepped on the floor barefoot, "Why is my mother uncomfortable?" ”

"I'll tell you that it's a fart, even if you have a dog and watch the house, I don't know what Xiao Yan is doing with you? Do evil. ”

Xiao Han froze in place, listening to too many hurtful words, he slowly developed antibodies, coupled with Su Xia's matter, this sentence poked into his heart fiercely, and he was pierced with blood.

"Dad....." Xiao Han was completely disappointed, he was already desperate for this world, he ran away if he couldn't tolerate it, and he lived with a shy face if he couldn't tolerate it.

"Huh? What do you call me? Wang Chuan stopped his hand to take the ruler and froze in mid-air.

"No, nothing, can I take a look at her?" Xiao Han lowered his head and stared at Wang Chuan's toes.

"Go back to the room and sleep, come back if you are wronged outside, nothing will be dirty, do you say that Xiao Yan's education method is wrong or you are too stubborn, how can such a good woman have such a cheap son as you, her family doesn't pay attention, and she does things in a low voice to an outsider, and she can't get a good word, it's really cheap to the bones." Wang Chuan held the ring ruler in his hand, his teeth itched with anger, watching Xiao Han casually throw his shoes at the door, and hooked his toes to put on a pair of slippers, why didn't he expect that the woman he liked had such an uncompetitive child.

Xiao Han's eyes were red, he tilted his head, making himself look less embarrassed, leaving some room for himself to use his imagination, it looked complete, the pain in his right shoulder could not withstand the burning sensation of devouring his heart, Wang Chuan's reprimand was in his ears, and Su Xia's cold words were in his head, and the whole person fell to the bottom, looking up and seeing the light, he didn't care about the thorns and wilderness.

Pushing open the newly installed door, everything in the room had not changed, his hands trembled so much that he couldn't hold the phone steadily, and he fell to the ground with a snap, Wang Chuan followed Xiao Han.

"Don't say it, how should I be, I know in my heart, I don't need to bother educating me here, if it weren't for my mother's face, I wouldn't be here in my life, don't you care about me? Please, will you leave me alone for a while? Xiao Han stared at Wang Chuan with red eyes, when did everyone's prejudice accumulate?

"I don't believe I can't cure you, I'm seventeen years old, I don't understand such a reason, I'll educate Xiao Yan and let me go to the living room." Wang Chuan grabbed Xiao Han's left hand, this person's conscience found that he did not let Xiao Han's right hand experience the fourth injury, and struggled to let go of his hand, the strength of his hand to practice the national standard was really big, Xiao Han felt that his wrist bone was about to be broken, and he made a sound.

"Wang Chuan, let go, fuck, are you sick?" Until the moment he was thrown on the ground, Xiao Hanche completely felt that there was really no place to go, and he would be treated coldly wherever he was, and his collapse would be in an instant.

No matter how Xiao Han struggled, Wang Chuan took out the ring ruler from his pocket, and carried Xiao Han's left hand, the ring ruler fell on him one by one, covering the old wounds, neck, back, arms, legs, Wang Chuan waved the ring ruler unscrupulously, and the wooden one fell on his body even more painfully, Xiao Han's classmates gritted his teeth and endured his emotions, let Wang Chuan be angry, it was not that he dared to fight back, he had no ability to resist at all.

Biting his lower lip tightly, the little blood that finally came out was gone, Wang Chuan put down the ring ruler, threw it on the coffee table, sat on the sofa and lit a cigarette, Xiao Han had a tired face, leaning against the TV background wall, serious had begun to seep blood, sweat stained with blood, the bottom T-shirt was hung with color, panting and leaning on it, it hurt to move.

"Ogawa, what's wrong? What happened? Such a big move. Chen Xinyan walked out of the door in a nightdress with messy hair, turned on the light in the living room, the young man in the corner was very conspicuous, with his head down, his long hair on his forehead to block his face, and his side face was really a lore.

"Xiao Han? Is that you? Chen Xinyan walked over, and the young man in the corner moved to the side, and the restraint belt had been dispersed.

"Hmm." Xiao Han raised his head, pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, a beam of light hit Xiao Han's body, and the blood stains had dried up.

Chen Xinyan squatted down and touched his right shoulder, Xiao Han's conditioned reflex trembled, and he pulled off the jacket of the sportswear, Chen Xinyan was also startled, and looked at Wang Chuan, the man was smoking with Erlang's legs crossed, no matter what touching mother-son love, of course, there is no mother-son love, it is nothing more than a passing motion, everyone knows this in their hearts, Xiao Han also knows, did not follow her movements, and stood up with the TV cabinet.

It's hard to find a place to stay, and I don't want to... Can't stay any longer, Xiao Han paused, and staggered to the door with his right shoulder.

"Where to go?" Wang Chuan grabbed the TV remote control and threw it at Xiao Han's body, hitting the back of the head, "Get back, I'm in the wild all day long, it's good to die." ”

Xiao Han froze in place and died... Is it okay?

"Hey, be careful when you speak." Chen Xinyan reminded Wang Chuan softly, although it was soft, Xiao Han heard it clearly.

"Mom, I'm just... I'll come back to see you, if it's okay, I'll leave first, friends have an appointment. Xiao Han turned back to the room and took his mobile phone, raised his mobile phone towards Chen Xin and Yan, pushed the door and left.

Isn't this TM a shit? What to do when you come back? Even the overpass, bridge hole, and subway station are more comfortable than living here, fuck...

Xiao Han still has any friends after dropping out of school, and there are few in school, if he hadn't met Chen Xuan, Li Xiao, and Qi Lu, it is estimated that he would not have known that there is such happiness in the world in this life.

Wang Chuan chased him out with a ruler, kicked Xiao Han hard from behind, knelt on the ground without standing firmly, and threw the mobile phone out a meter away.

"Fuck, Wang Chuan, is there something wrong with your head?" Xiao Han just got up half of his body on the ground, and was kicked to the ground again, his right shoulder slammed into the ground, and the pain that drilled his heart extended from the inside out.

"Yes, there is a problem, there is a problem to Xiao Yan and Xiao Mo divorced, I didn't stop her from leaving you behind, what are people like you doing alive? Waste of the earth's resources. ”

"Xiaochuan, don't be like this, stop, Xiao Han, you go quickly." Chen Xinyan desperately pressed the elevator, but Wang Chuan grabbed his wrist and stopped him.

"What's wrong with this? Don't let people sleep at night? "Who's quarreling, it's terrible, tomorrow you have a break, I have to go to work." "Hey, my daughter has to go to the airport tomorrow, so you are responsible for missing the plane so late?" "It's sick, it's a big night fight."

……

The people upstairs took the elevator down to scold, the people downstairs came up to scold through the evacuation channel, and the people on the same floor pushed open the door and scolded, making a lot of noise.

"What do you do when you hit a child on a big night? Tsk tsk. Aunt Li, a neighbor, helped Xiao Han pick up the phone and was about to help him up, but Wang Chuan glared at him and reluctantly withdrew his hand.

"I'm sick, I've drunk too much, this kind of scumbag-level person still has a wife and children, husband~ You are not allowed to learn from him in the future." The girl in her early twenties downstairs who was doing sales pulled the boy next to her and twisted it.

"It is said that there are only zero and countless times of domestic violence, and this child has never seen it before, is it his own." The boy and girl lived here for a year, and the man's family gave him a wedding house.

", go back, and manage them one by one." Wang Chuan was so angry that he seemed to be stuffing people into the elevator indiscriminately.

Xiao Han hid in the evacuation passage in the chaos, and ran down the stairs in a circle with the handrail, a full twenty-five floors.

"What about others? Ran away? ”

"People will call the police, go inside." Chen Xinyan entered the door and picked up the remote control, sat on the sofa and poured half a cup of warm water, "Don't look at it." ”

Wang Chuan sat on the sofa with his butt, kicked the coffee table, and knocked the coffee table that had a sense of design and was spliced together.

"Let Xiao Mo raise it, anyway, they have a deep father-son relationship."

"What are you doing with Sommer? I don't even speak a foreign language. ”

"Also, what can a man like him do? Serve the dishes, wash the dishes, and serve others, and you can still earn some money. ”

Speaking of money, Chen Xinyan picked up his mobile phone and transferred 5,000 yuan to Xiao Han, note: Not enough to send WeChat.

Xiao Han squatted next to the closed supermarket at the entrance of the community, I don't know if it was because of the pain, the tears couldn't stop flowing, holding his right shoulder and burying his face very deeply, at first it was just pure tears, and then the emotions were like strings, the tension was too tight, and the "snap" was broken, crying, hoarse.

What exactly is being done wrong? Why is it hated one after another? Even he didn't know.

The taxi driver who had just gotten off work was too far away and thought he was hitting a ghost, and the cleaners avoided it.

"Hey, kid, what are you doing, manly man, crying like this hurts your image, tell your uncle what's wrong, fall out of love?" The man who was about to go to the construction site sat next to Xiao Han, his body smelled very strong, his work clothes had faded, Xiao Han didn't move, he stopped his tears from sobbing and didn't let that person laugh, and before he could speak, the man chuckled a few times, and Xiao Han's pupils trembled.

After concentrating on the man's face, he was in his forties if he was not estimated at age, and he looked from top to bottom, and found that his left leg was empty, there was nothing in his trousers, and he was holding a supporting cane in his hand, like two people who had been expelled from the house made an appointment to wander the streets, Xiao Han pulled the corners of his mouth, he was originally expelled from the house, or the kind that ran away.

"It's okay, I don't have a boyfriend." Xiao Han lowered his head again, his boyfriend's three words poked to tears, his mind was full of Su Xia, was he emotional?

"Boyfriend? HahahahahaBecause none of us can wait for that day. The man spoke with a hint of wantonness, and when he mentioned the person he liked, his emotions became excited.

"Male or female?" Xiao Han glanced at the man, and it dimmed again, maybe if that person was there, they might enter the marriage hall, and they would not be so lovesick that they were self-decadent.

"Which one do you think?"

Xiao Han picked up a stone, wrote a word on the concrete floor seriously, and looked at the man with a sideways face, and the man's heart trembled.

"Well, you feel the same way?"

"No, I haven't thought about this, maybe a person like me is really dead, just like my mother and her current say, living is a waste of the earth's resources."

What did you go through to say such a thing, the man looked at the young man beside him incredulously, did not continue to probe, gently patted Xiao Han on the shoulder, stood up with the steps, and melted into the dawn of dawn.

"Shouldn't young people look to the future? Don't say this kind of frustrating words until the last step, you guys are better than moving bricks on the construction site, it's hard and tired, I really miss my youth, sitting in the classroom reading, listening to the cicadas and frogs calling or something. ”

"That, I'll be with you, just as you chat with me in return." Xiao Han said, no matter how tired and dirty he is, he will not let Su Xia bear it, the construction site, as long as the money is in place, it doesn't matter what he does, how can anyone have a clean breeze on his sleeves all his life, not for those few pieces of paper.

"Kid, don't be angry, go home quickly, what's wrong? Want to experience life early in the summer holidays? The man took a few steps forward, his steps were very light, and he turned around and shouted at Xiao Han.

"I'm not angry, raising money." Xiao Han ran a few steps, did not change his clothes, and with a smell of blood on his body, he walked side by side and moved towards the construction site.

The construction site is not far from Wang Chuan's house, a high-rise building, there are already workers wearing good clothes to work, Xiao Han took the hard hat handed by the man, squatted in the corner to watch others work, the young man in his youth actually appeared in the construction site, who saw who was strange, and was mistaken for which worker's son.

"Hey, fuck, Xiao Li, who is this kid, take it out, if something falls from a high altitude, you can't afford to pay for it."

"He, he picked up the work on the road, you make arrangements, do the logistics work, this kid is inconvenient, he can't resist him, let the sandbags that are lighter be carried and make a look, you can see how much the salary is."

"Yo, you're so good at picking it up, why don't you pick up a girlfriend for yourself, I'm really planning not to get married."

", I don't have time to talk to you, go to your own responsibility area, don't hurt the child."

Xiao Han stood up and looked at the busy workers on the construction site, there was a car next to him that was reversed into the construction site to unload, the workers were too busy to take care of it, Xiao Han stepped on the car in three or two steps, and cooperated with the driver to throw sandbags and cement on the ground and pile them up.

"Yo, yes, I picked up a treasure."

"How old are people, look at how old you are, don't hurry up and work." Li Wenjun is the foreman, and others have spent a lot of money to ask him to be fully responsible for this project, and he can't be sloppy at all, "Hey, Lao Feng, go over and take a hand." ”

"Yes, I just got on this crane, doesn't the big tiger have time?" Lao Feng pointed to the big tiger mixing cement, the name is quite NB, and the long one is not bad.

", I don't have time to mess around with the little kids."

"I have the eyesight to see, you are busy, I will give you a hand." Xiao Han wiped his sweat casually, squatted next to the steel bar and pressed his mobile phone, Alipay transferred 5000, which moved the world!

"The one over there, get out of the way, get out of the way." Dahu mixed the cement and walked over to move the steel bar, "Come here, take a hand." ”

Xiao Han answered, and carried the bundled steel bars to the cart with the big tiger.

Li Wenjun praised repeatedly, indeed, he had picked up a treasure.

Su Xia was lying on the bed, unable to sleep, unaccustomed to the quiet in her ears, always feeling the same as before, as if something was missing.

The mobile phone screen flashed, the text message of the phone arrears, I thought it was Xiao Han's WeChat, sure enough, the greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment, hesitated for a moment, sat up suddenly, dialed Xiao Han's phone, the other party didn't know if he answered, if he answered, just talk to him, if he didn't answer, hang up.

"Hey, Xiao Han."

Xiao Han didn't speak, and he couldn't hear what he said.

"Where are you now? Have you returned to Wang Chuan? ”

Xiao Han turned off the hands-free and put the earpiece to his ear.

"Do you want to come back? I... It's quiet here, so quiet that I want to hear you make a noise, it's okay if you don't come back, and I won't force you, Xiao Han, you know what? That time in KTV, the cochlea ran out of power, my first reaction was, I can not listen to any kind of sound in this world, after knowing you, only your voice, I can't help but listen, I just want to listen to your voice, I don't know why it became like this, I don't hate you, I just hate myself. ”

Xiao Han didn't hang up the phone, hung up the headphones, and grabbed the cart that Lao Feng killed.

"Send Xiao Li over there."