"Su Xia, why are you here?" Xiao Han saw Su Xia's face, and felt that this world was still very fair for a moment.

"What are you guys doing? Yes? Sick, isn't it? Su Xia bumped into Liu Feng, raised the corners of his mouth, stared at him with disdain, and said coldly in the second half of the sentence, "I'm tired of living and say it directly, don't beat around the bush and look for death." ”

"Yo, these beauties are all in pairs, tsk." Liu Feng hooked Su Xia's hand and reached to the place on his lower back.

"Don't touch him, psycho, you can move it again." Xiao Han only dared to say it with his mouth, his body was stiff and he didn't dare to move at all, Sansheng was lucky.

Su Xia smashed Liu Feng's shoulder with his backhand and pressed it the table, splashing a few stars of paint on his body. One leg clasped his thigh, and the person under this action had no ability to resist at all.

Xiao Han shouted in his heart, Su Xia, NB.

"Deleted the video."

"Dad, put the camera away, this is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity." Liu Feng shouted hard, stretched out his hand and tore off Su Xia's cochlea, and in an instant, blood slid down his face, dripping on the wooden table beside him.

"Holy shit, tmd owe it, don't you? Yes? Xiao Han still couldn't break the ribbon, so he could only watch, the corners of his eyes were red, and a line of tears slipped out of his eyes.

Su Xia endured the pain, and his fingers grabbed Liu Feng's body fiercely, without weakening half of his strength at all.

"Deleted the video."

"If you can't go down the steps, is it so difficult to serve the beauties in this world?" Liu Feng kicked his leg to break away from Su Xia, this time Su Xia was completely confused, and the neuropathy hid the camera and trotted over, and Su Xia couldn't get close to Xiao Han at all.

With the harassment and obstruction of Su Xia by neuropathy, Liu Feng sat in front of the easel and made up the last few strokes, and that line of tears also became the finishing touch.

changed a blank piece of paper, walked over and squatted next to Xiao Han, forcefully erased the finishing touch, ripped off the last bit of dignity, and took a pencil against Xiao Han's chin and pressed it back.

The boy in front of the canvas was replaced with one leg bent and one leg straight, his hands behind his back, his head tilted back, his Adam's apple trembling from his throat, and a light blue denim cloth was spread under his body, decorated with pink roses, and sprinkled with a few stars of white paint.

Liu Feng took off the pencil at this time, admired it with satisfaction, sat back in front of the easel, and picked up the paintbrush.

"Don't others say that my dad has a fate with him, isn't this even more fate today?"

"Get out." Su Xia was really angry, and heard what Liu Feng said with the only remaining hearing, gritted his teeth and slapped him with his neurotic hand, don't be cowardly.

"It's a big temper, isn't it just looking for you to borrow something, and I'll pay you back in a while, Dad, control the prisoner, have you received it?"

"Sir, Roger." Su Xia's hair, which was babbling and noisy, coupled with the infinite strength of his hands, made his wrist bones painful.

The two of them are "at the mercy" of this, the distance is only two meters, you can't help me, I can't save you, the puppet is like a puppet, numb, hated, and powerless, but in front of him is an old man in his sixties and a mature man in his thirties, this combination is simply worse, even more difficult.

"Don't move, hey, yes, obedient, I've just typed the script." Liu Feng supported Xiao Han's body and leaned back a little.

Su Xia collapsed on the ground for a moment, his head was in turmoil, and he slowly moved closer to Xiao Han, and his ankle was stepped on by Liu Feng's outstretched foot.

"Suxia, you.... You okay. Xiao Han's voice was trembling, but the young man in front of him was almost inaudible.

"Shut up, I don't believe I can't cure him." Su Xia hooked the corners of his mouth, his fingertips crossed his ears, touched the blood of his hand, his ankle was trampled on painfully, grabbed the wooden easel, leaned on the ground, the painting paper floated in Su Xia's hand, and at a glance, the person in the painting was more like a person who was unbearable after being humiliated, but his expression was very similar to him, if this was spread out, Xiao Han's life would be ruined.

"Don't mess around, give me the painting, give it to me." Liu Feng's eyes were full of blood, he stared at Su Xia fiercely, and he replied with a contemptuous smile, and Su Xia raised the painting in his hand.

"Let people go, otherwise this painting will end here, this painting is very hard, and if you tear it up, there will be nothing." Su Xia took off her glasses, snatched the pair of silver-rimmed glasses from the nervous disorder, and held them in her hands, how hard she worked, the lenses snapped and shattered, and the frames were broken.

"Fuck, you're not done, I can stop moving him." Xiao Han listened to the sound of broken lenses, looked at Su Xia, and suddenly felt a little uneasy, obviously it has always been his own problem until now, why is Su Xia also implicated, he roared, and his throat moved.

"There's not enough water." Liu Feng raised his chin at Su Xia, and there was a plastic bucket in the corner, the bottom of the bucket was ice, and it was full of buckets of water, "Splash, so that the shadow is perfect." ”

", if you dare to move, you can try." Su Xia stared at Liu Feng, the strength in his hands increased, and the strength under his feet also increased after a thick stroke, gritting his teeth and turning his toes, his ankle bones were grinding painfully.

A bucket of ice water went down, Xiao Han gritted his teeth and trembled, he never thought that the first bucket of water was actually splashed by Su Xia, and when he talked eloquently, he always joked that he was often splashed with cold water, and only after this experience did he know what it was like to splash cold water, not the physical torture, but the mental pain and itching, with the body temperature, the ice water was not so cold, Xiao Han froze there, his dignity was trampled on the soles of his feet by that person, and there was no difference from the puppet in the showroom, the difference was that he could breathe, move, and love someone.

"Okay, Dad, the annual show is on, go move the small bench." Liu Feng watched the water cross Xiao Han's body lines, the brush did not stop, and the painting in Su Xia's hand was snatched by neuropathy, and he held it in his hand and looked at it for a long time.

Su Xia also froze in place, full of confusion and no way to round the field, taking advantage of Liu Feng's defenselessness, he strangled his neck from behind, and touched a telescopic knife from the table, which was used to sharpen pencils, against his Adam's apple, as long as he struggled, the Adam's apple would be cut, the cold blade was next to the skin, Liu Feng's hand did not move, and a drop of ochre fell on the drawing paper.

No matter how Liu Feng struggled, Su Xia didn't let go of the knife horizontally, and watched his own son being tossed by outsiders like this, and kicked Su Xia in the back, thinking about how to be so flexible, Su Xia staggered forward, the knife was far away from Liu Feng's neck, Liu Feng stood up, the back of his head hit Su Xia's chin, leaned back, and pressed Su Xia to the ground.

Xiao Han was in a mess, he broke open the silk ribbon hard, his bloodthirsty eyes looked a little flattering, staring at neuropathy and Liu Feng, when he stood up, he pulled his shirt and tied it around his waist, without this action, it really made people think that he had no shame, he was really forced to be helpless, and the white shirt was dyed with color.

"Susha.... Liu Feng, you tm up, he can't hear the sound without a cochlea, and he can't hear me speak.... Why did you break his glasses, TM is trying to rebel with such a strong hand? Don't you know that he has bad eyesight? You can't see, you can't hear, you have enough, do you have to base your happiness on the pain of others? Xiao Han dragged Liu Feng up from Su Xia as if he was crazy, clenched his fists, and gave Liu Feng a few punches, and the nosebleed couldn't stop.

"Shut up, shut up, a neuropathic and a disabled person, this combination is very good, if you can't hear it, you can't hear it, anyway, there are so many sounds in this world that you can hear it or not, so you want to hear it? What if you can't see it, why are you all so hypocritical, how many lines do you memorize a few more lines? Liu Feng was already delirious, lifted the easel, dropped the camera, and the memory card fell out, Xiao Han bent down to pick it up and bent it hard, all of this should have been done from the beginning.

A finished product, an unfinished painting, should be erased from Xiao Han's memory, Su Xia can do only this for him, and it starts to rain outside the window again.

"What about neuropathy? What about people with disabilities? It's better than you are now, people live a breath, trees live a skin, you know? Xiao Han grabbed the two paintings and tore them apart with his own hands, but whether they could be erased from his memory, no one knew, not even himself.

Su Xia clenched his fists, hugged Xiao Han horizontally, his clothes were draped on him, and his breathing was very heavy.

Behind him, Neuropathy and Liu Feng stood in place and confronted each other, shirking the responsibility of letting go of the "prey".

"Suxia, thank you, thank you for coming to me."

"Is your shoulder alright?" I was dizzy for a while, only looking for Xiao Han's voice, and only focusing on Xiao Han's appearance.

"It's fine." Xiao Han reached out and touched Su Xia's left ear, the blood had dried up, and there was a blood scab, "Does it hurt?" ”

"The pain is over."

The conversation is simple, just a few sentences.

The stairway was empty, and the warm yellow light flickered.

Stopped at the door of the house, opened the door with one free hand, the pent-up emotions exploded in an instant, sitting on the floor, the person in his arms was hugged by him, hugged tightly.

"Xiao Han, do you know what you're doing? Wouldn't it be nice if you apologized, didn't you? Are you stupid? Su Xia shook Xiao Han vigorously, pinched his arm in pain, and roared hysterically, even he didn't know how loud he shouted, "Do you know how much I like you?" I confess that you don't agree, so you make it man? Have you considered me? What the hell are you doing with me? ”

"I don't know, I don't know what the relationship is now, I don't want to know, it's good." Xiao Han repeatedly accepted Su Xia's question in his mind, thinking about the answer over and over again, how to say it? "Go to the hospital, I'll talk about the rest tomorrow."

I don't know if it's because I'm too emotional, the only hearing left in my right ear is gone, and there was a cramping pain in my ear, followed by a buzzing sound, and it calmed down for a long time.

"Su Xia, did you listen to me? Didn't you hear me say go to the hospital? ”

I could only see that the lips of the person in front of me were moving, I couldn't hear a word of what I said, and I couldn't hear the only voice I wanted to hear, so I pushed Xiao Han away violently, closed the door of the room with a "bang", and locked it inside.

Xiao Han got dressed and really wanted to rush into the toilet to take a good shower.

"Susha, what are you doing in there? On..."

"Xiao Han, I beg you, don't you show up in front of me, okay? I want to like it when I look at it, and I know it won't work out, you know that feeling? Su Xia didn't know that Xiao Han was also talking, so he interrupted.

"I don't want to dwell on this, what the hell are you going crazy about? I just went to the hospital for treatment. The door of the old building was easy to push, Xiao Han slammed the door on his left shoulder, and it broke without hitting the lock a few times.

Su Xia curled up in the quilt, and didn't even take off his shoes, which he would never be able to do in normal times.

"Su Xia, don't force me to be angry, you said I made you hate me, did you just give up?"

There was no sound in Su Xia's ears, she raised her head to look at Xiao Han, pursed her lips and smiled, shook her head, and her vision was as blurry as if she had cried.

"Fuck, you're really persevering, don't be cowardly, wait until you're ready, come and chase me." Xiao Han took Su Xia's hand, which was cold, like the ice water that had been splashed on his body just now.

"Xiao Han, what are you talking about? I can't hear, I can't hear what you're saying. Su Xia's voice trembled, what the hell was going on?

"What? What does it mean to be inaudible, do you not want to hear it? Xiao Han shook off Su Xia's hand, this mood was like a roller coaster, and it was exciting enough to reach the top, and he also played two laps in a row.

"Xiao Han, I'm sorry, I'm really... I'm so tired. Su Xia buried her head in the quilt and shrunk in the corner, her body trembling, "I can't hear you anymore, I can't hear you anymore." ”

"Fuck, you're acting." Xiao Han couldn't see anyone like this, walked to the bed, and dragged Su Xia up, the young man raised his head, the corners of his eyes were filled with tears, filled with blood, Xiao Han carried Su Xia behind his back, took the door and ran downstairs, three steps and two steps, he knew how much pain the young man on his back was, freed his hand to type with WeChat, and stuffed it into Su Xia's hand.

"You let me down, leave me alone, you go.... What are you still talking about me? There was a simple sentence on the screen, Su Xia buried her head in the back of Xiao Han's neck, and tears slid down Xiao Han's back.

"Don't be cowardly, you have to rush forward no matter what, no matter whether the result is good or bad, you have to accept it, if you stagnate, you will be content with the status quo, if you don't run two steps forward, how do you know that you will be deaf for a lifetime, can't this be cured?" Xiao Han put Su Xia down, took his hand, and walked into the hospital, as soon as the glass door opened, the cold air poured straight into his clothes.

"Xiao Han, I gave up." Su Xia used a lot of decibels, and the movements of people turning back were very neat, Xiao Han didn't know how much courage Su Xia mustered to say this, didn't this person spare his life?

"What do you give up, you can't hear me talking now, what do you want to give up, you're deaf and blind, you still say you like me, what are you going to do to save me, do you take the college entrance examination together? What about you, you don't take yourself seriously, and don't give up until the moment when you finally decide to win or lose. Xiao Han knew that he was now like turning on the silent mode for Su Xia, raising the decibels, and no one dared to disturb him.

"What's wrong? What happened? Is this a quarrel? The doctor stood not far away and watched, his eyes swept to Su Xia's left ear, trotted a few steps to Su Xia's side, there were iodophors and alcohol cotton balls in his hand, he wiped it gently, and felt that his ears were cold, "The family members help register, and I will take him to the ear department." ”

.................

When he came out of the hospital, it was already evening, the distance between the two people was shortened, and Xiao Han's right shoulder underwent the third operation, what was the situation, even Xiao Han himself didn't know, Su Xia didn't want to stay in the hospital, didn't want to be surrounded by doctors and nurses every day, didn't want others to think that he was a patient, and didn't want to get a strange look.

Xiao Han endured the pain, begged the doctor not to go through the hospitalization procedures, the anesthetic will pass in a while, Su Xia can survive it, why can't he hold on, his mind is full of the doctor's sentence, "The left cochlea needs to be re-operated and repaired, and the probability of hearing recovery in the right ear is not large, 30%, if the family insists on pretending to be a cochlea, the probability of recovery may not be large, and you must be prepared for permanent deafness in the right ear." ”

Su Xia couldn't hear what the doctor said, okay, he might collapse on the spot after hearing it, these are all Xiao Han to bear, took out his mobile phone, and entered a sentence on the memo, this kind of communication, I have seen too many TV series in my life, Su Xia never thought that he would be like this one day.

[Su Xia, the doctor said to fix the left cochlear implant first, and then install the right cochlear implant, can you accept it? 】

After Xiao Han typed this sentence, his heart fell violently, and the probability of recovery was only 30% of that sentence, he edited it a few times, but in the end he didn't show it to Su Xia, and the price was not expensive, exactly the same as the 100,000 yuan in Su Xia's left ear, Xiao Han was completely disappointed, clenched the last trace of expectation, gritted his teeth and thought about working to earn money, his mind was full of recruitment information on the job search network, if one job doesn't work, ten copies, you can't lick your face and beg Wang Chuan and Chen Xinyan.

[Xiao Han, thank you, if you can't hear it, you can't hear it, right and wrong are in yourself, and it's not something I can control if you fall into such an ending, cochlea? I won't install it, and if I can't fix it, I won't fix it, and I won't contact it in the future. 】

Su Xia looked into the distance, there were a few crows parked on the telephone pole, flapping their wings but not flying away, they kept fluttering, could it be because he was injured, or who were he waiting for, Su Xia was in this world, except for Lin Xuanyu and Su Zhe, everything else was concerned, and now there was an extra boy, which probably disappointed him a lot.

[Fuck, don't get in touch? Have you ever thought about my feelings? 】

[I'm sorry, I'm like this, I don't want to drag you down, you can go.] 】

Su Xia's fingers stopped at the third key in the third row of the nine keys, trying to type his name, but stopped again.

【？？？ Susha, what is your illness? Isn't it just that TM can't hear it? Am I so cheap? If you want to see me, I'll show up, and if you hate me, I'll just throw it on the side of the road? Yes, I'm so cheap, I, Xiao Han, run through the beginning to the end with a cheap word in front of you. 】

Xiao Han typed quickly, that's it?

[I... I don't want to tell my mother, I don't want to ask her for money, I don't have any money, what else can I do if you don't give up? To steal and rob? Or do I kneel down and beg you? Have mercy on me? 】

For the first time, Su Xia felt that the world was so unfair, and he was instilled with the idea that God would open a door for you when he closed a door for you and opened a window for you at the same time, and he always thought that this defect was offset by high intelligence.

[If you want to steal or rob, I'll go, it's not your turn, isn't it just a few hundred thousand? ] As for it? If you want to kneel, I don't want you to do that for that kind of thing. 】

Xiao Han stuffed the mobile phone to Su Xia and ran forward for a while, running wantonly on the long street, even if the road ahead was confused, even if he was trapped in the lost way, he turned around and waved his hand at Su Xia from time to time.

"Don't be cowardly, what happens every day in the world doesn't make sense, they don't need to be reasonable, hey, Su Xia, Chong Chong Chong!"

Su Xia couldn't hear what Xiao Han was saying, his expression looked excited, was his heart beating fast?

Downstairs in the residential building, the hunchback poured half a cup of cold water at Xiao Han's feet, Xiao Han stopped, snatched the cup in his hand, and slammed it on the ground, spilling transparent glass shards on the ground.

"Isn't it the one who has the heart? Don't force me to do it. Xiao Han kicked away the glass slag, glared at the hunchback, and wanted to pick it up and throw it on the man, clenched his fists, and held back.

"It's a lot of anger, huh? People like you should be beaten, I don't dare to hit you anymore, really. The hunchback picked up the crutches and slammed it towards Xiao Han, this time he finally couldn't bear it, he quickly used his left arm to resist it, pushed it forward, and fell to the ground without paying attention to his hunchback.

"You deserve it, you are so old, educate and educate your grandchildren, I, it's not your turn to teach a lesson." After speaking, he put his left hand in his pocket, hung up the wireless earphones, and glanced back, thinking that he would not be able to get up for a while, so he exhaled and waited for Su Xia to catch up.

"Xiao Han, the neurotic on the third floor is really your relative, isn't this fate? Do you want to arrange a reunion? ”

"No need, I'll save you some money to make up for your body, and before you do it next time, think about your age, I'm seventeen, you, seventy-one."

"Get out, don't be ashamed, get as far away as possible." The hunchback hurt and couldn't stand up, and he was still fighting with Xiao Han in his mouth, how could he be Xiao Han's opponent, and he was disabled.

Su Xia pinched her mobile phone and followed slowly behind, as if there was no one in her eyes, and bypassed the hunchback.

Lame and limp with crutches pointing at the hunchback, they were also enemies, three seconds later, the familiar scolding was about to break out, and the dialect used echoed all the noisy.

"Su Xia, can you cook noodles for me? I thought about the taste. Xiao Han compared the gesture of cooking noodles and the gesture of eating, and pointed at Su Xia again, he didn't expect this kind of boring gesture Su Xia to understand, and it moved the world!

[Well, I'll cook it for you.] 】

[How can you still type?] You won't be dumb anymore? Hey, let's hear it. 】

"Get out."

"Hey, fuck, that's the word, it's not interesting." Xiao Han raised the corners of his mouth, and his knee slammed into Su Xia's knee socket.

"Xiao Han, you can eat some enoki mushrooms, there are only enoki mushrooms at home." Su Xia raised the bag of enoki mushrooms in his hand, Xiao looked at it coldly, and felt a cold swish on his back.

[, bully me, aren't you?] Enoki mushroom, ah.... You're not, why didn't you take out the green peppers and show them together? 】

Xiao Han's output quickly, turned up the font and threw the phone to Su Xia, looking dazed, enoki mushrooms and green peppers seemed to offend him.

"Now, come on, show, just a pair, enoki mushrooms and green peppers, let's make pasta." Su Xia smiled, that smile was so sweet in Xiao Han's heart that it didn't look like he had quarreled before.

[Fuck, this ..... No, I'd better run away from home. 】

"Huh? Don't eat? Then you can solve it yourself, and the kitchen will be handed over to you, Xiao Han. Su Xia looked at Xiao Han's aggrieved face, and really wanted to go up and give him two slaps, looking at his face, he thought about the shame.

[Xiao Han's right shoulder can't bear any blows, three times, three times, what is the concept of three times.... It's good that it doesn't hurt to death. 】