Chapter 194: Emotions are out of control
Jing Yi's loss of the child is something that Xiao Jinghan can't get back no matter what he uses, and he can't go out immediately.
Jing Yi just calmed down for a while, and immediately felt that something was not quite right in his body, and the hand that was retracted from Xiao Jinghan's hand was immediately placed on his stomach......
The belly that had been slightly bulging before, now feels that there is no slight bulge, and the belly is so gentle.
This made Jing Yi a little panicked in an instant, and there was a trace of bad details in his mind, but it was only a moment, Jing Yi calmed himself down, and he didn't figure out what was going on yet, so he made a fuss and scared himself like this, which was definitely not good.
And now that Xiao Jinghan is sitting next to her, Jing Yi has never been rude in front of Xiao Jinghan, she has always wanted to be a perfect person in front of Xiao Jinghan, whether it is appearance or temper,
So you have to stay calm at the moment, you have to calm down before you know what to do next.
Seeing Jing Yi who was stunned, Xiao Jinghan's heart was very uncomfortable, especially when he learned that Jing Yi was actually in the shopping mall where he and Su Xianxian were dating, whether the facts were as cold as Pei said, but now the facts he could see were in front of Xiao Jinghan.
"Do you feel any discomfort, I'll call a doctor for you."
Xiao Jinghan also tried his best to calm down his emotions, there was no loud voice like before, Jing Yi could also see that Xiao Jinghan was caring about himself.
But when things go wrong, there must be demons, who have always been cold to themselves before, and sometimes even cold to each other, or loudly reprimanded.
Even when he was hospitalized last time, Xiao Jinghan still didn't come to see him, so he was able to come this time and cared so much about himself......
Jing Yi's heart was a little anxious, she originally wanted to wait for Leng Rupei to come, or when a doctor came in, she could ask how the child was doing.
In fact, Jing Yi already has a little idea in his heart, but people are often like this, the more he cares about losing, the more he doesn't believe it, and he has a fluke mentality, wanting others to tell him that everything is his own crankiness, and those things he cares about are all fine, and there are no other accidents.
Jing Yi is in this mood at this moment.
It's just that Xiao Jinghan's abnormal attitude makes Jing Yi have to face the reality.
Jing Yi felt as if his heart had been taken out and placed in front of his eyes, beating again and again, as if he was going to stop beating again and again.
Jing Yi didn't care about who was in front of her at this moment, all she wanted was an answer, a clear answer.
"How's the kid?"
Jing Yi's voice was calm without a trace of emotion, as if his soul had left his body in the process of waiting for the result.
Xiao Jinghan knew that Jing Yi had always cared about this child, and now that he looked like this, he must have a rough answer in his heart, but this answer was said like this, and it was still a little bloody and unacceptable.
"You have a good rest first, and we'll talk about the child's affairs later."
Xiao Jinghan tried his best to find a word that didn't hurt Jing Yi much, but in fact, the meaning he wanted to express was so clear.
Jing Yi was injured, not because his brain was not clear, so as soon as Xiao Jinghan's words came out, Jing Yi's eyes turned red instantly.
Jing Yi didn't want to lose control in front of Xiao Jinghan, but she couldn't control herself at all, her body seemed to be dragged into the abyss, it was so dark that she couldn't see what was in front of her, and the whole person seemed to have fallen into cold water, except for the biting cold, she didn't feel any other feelings.
Xiao Jinghan looked at Jing Yi because of his words, his eyes lost his mind in an instant, so empty and godless, as if his soul had been sucked away, except for tears flowing down from the corners of his eyes, the whole person had no other reaction.
Xiao Jinghan had never seen such a Jing Yi, so he immediately became a little flustered, stretched out his hand and held Jing Yi's hand tightly, "Don't think too much......
Xiao Jinghan originally wanted to comfort Jing Yi a few words, but as soon as he held Jing Yi's hand, he felt that Jing Yi's hand was cold and a little terrifying, as if it was ......
Xiao Jinghan hurriedly stopped the direction of his cranky thoughts, and the hand holding Jing Yi did not let go, but held Jing Yi's hand tightly, "Listen to me, the child will have it in the future, don't be too sad, the most important thing at the moment is your body." ”
But at this moment, Jing Yi seemed to have blocked the entry of all external news, his eyes were still empty and terrifying, his hands were still cold and scary, and his face was a little pale because he had just woken up.
Xiao Jinghan looked at Jing Yi like this, and for the first time he obviously felt flustered, he promised the two elders and himself, and he would take good care of Jing Yi in the future, Jing Yi became like this, will she die?
Thinking of this, Xiao Jinghan immediately reacted, quickly rang the pager in front of the bed, and called the doctors and nurses over.
After the doctor and nurse came, they examined Jing Yi wholeheartedly, and there was no physical problem, but the trauma in his heart was probably a little big.
The patient has just woken up, and it is not appropriate to give another injection to calm the nerves.
"I know you can hear us talking, if you feel sad, cry if you want to cry, or find a way to vent, don't endure it like this, it's not good for your body......"
After examining for a while, the doctor finally decided to wake up Jing Yi, whether it was scolding or crying, as long as he didn't hold it in his heart, it would be much better if he didn't cause any more internal injuries.
Jing Yi has slowly come back to her senses from the complete emptiness at the beginning, she just doesn't want to believe it, she thinks that Xiao Jinghan is just to see her own pain, so she said so.
Hearing the doctor's words, Jing Yi immediately had more tears in the corners of his eyes, no matter how he stopped it, a slightly trembling voice came from Jing Yi's mouth, as if he had experienced a thousand hardships and dangers, a little hoarse, "My child is gone, my child is ......"
Saying that, Jing Yi cried, crying loudly, without the slightest scruple about anyone else next to her, and she didn't want to care about anyone.
Jing Yi took great pains to enter the door of the Xiao family, and since he entered the villa, he has never had anything to do with Xiao Jinghan as a husband and wife, because Xiao Jinghan has always been unkind to him, and even a little annoying.
It wasn't until the appearance of this child that Jing Yi felt that the distance between himself and Xiao Jinghan was closer, and there was a trace of connection between the two of them, because a child had the blood of the two of them flowing in his body and inherited the genes between the two of them.
Although this child was obtained by herself inexplicably, no matter what the beginning and the process were, the result was that she had already obtained this child, this child that belonged to her and Xiao Jinghan.
Obviously, yesterday, she could really feel the child growing up in her belly day by day, and sometimes a warm feeling would emerge in her heart......
Jing Yi often fantasizes about the day the child is born, although Xiao Jinghan is not satisfied, he can't even accept his own child.
One day, Xiao Jinghan is finally willing to let go of the mustard in his heart, and then raise this little life with himself.
Whether it is a boy or a girl, he will grow up slowly, and then one day he stumbles to himself, calling his mother, Xiao Jinghan's father.
These would have been able to meet such a life with themselves in a few months, but now everything is impossible.
Jing Yi was sobbing at first, but slowly getting louder and louder, as if he could cry out all the grievances in his heart.
Xiao Jinghan has been standing next to him when the doctor examines him, watching Jing Yi come back to his senses at the moment, the heart that was a little nervous just now has finally let go, but seeing Jing Yi sad like this, the guilt in his heart is even deeper, and even he is a little unclear now, in the end, he promised to take good care of Jing Yi, is it because he feels guilty in his heart to make such a decision?
"You take good care of her, it's much better to cry now, and when you're tired of crying for a while, take a good rest, and you'll definitely be fine."
Doctors have long been accustomed to seeing birth, old age, sickness and death between people, love and hate, and the number of people who come to this hospital every day because they don't want children to be counted, so the loss of this small life does not have much feeling for them.
Seeing that the patient has begun to vent their emotions, they know that no matter how much pain this person feels in his heart, he has survived it after all, and he will only get stronger and stronger in the future.
Before leaving, the doctor gave Xiao Jinghan a few words and left, anyway, if there is any situation at any time, just contact the doctor.
Jing Yi's voice was already a little hoarse, and his body was already a little weak, but now it took a lot of physical strength to release his emotions like this.
Xiao Jinghan walked over slowly, holding Jing Yi tightly in his arms, wanting to give her a sense of security.
Jing Yi also felt some warmth, but how could this hug be compared with his own child, it was a life.
If it weren't for Xiao Jinghan, how would he have found that place, how could he have been injured, if he hadn't been injured, his child would definitely still be in his belly.
Thinking like this, Jing Yi lowered his head and bit Xiao Jinghan's shoulder fiercely.
At this moment, all emotions are instinctive and out of one's control.
Xiao Jinghan snorted in pain, but then he didn't move, as long as Jing Yi could get better and feel more comfortable, this little bit of injury was nothing to him.