Chapter 195: Figured it out
It may also be that Xiao Jinghan is wearing a thin dress, or it may be that Jing Yi is really in pain at the moment, so after a while, Jing Yi felt that there was a smell of blood in his mouth......
This smell of blood made Jing Yi sober up in an instant, and let go of the mouth that had been biting Xiao Jinghan's shoulder.
Jing Yi was originally more proper in managing his emotions on weekdays, and he was relatively calm when he encountered things, but he really couldn't accept it just now, so he was like that.
At this moment, after the reason in her heart returned, Jing Yi knew that even if she was in pain, it was also that kind of sober pain, and reason would make her restrain her behavior at any time and would not do anything out of the ordinary.
"Are you better?"
Feeling that Jing Yi let go of himself, Xiao Jinghan asked out loud first, his words were very calm, and he didn't hear that he was a little angry.
Jing Yi, who calmed down, knew that this matter had nothing to do with Xiao Jinghan from beginning to end.
Xiao Jinghan's relationship with Su Xianxian was not ordinary, this was agreed to before he got married, and he knew it, so Xiao Jinghan can't be blamed for this.
As for running to the mall by herself, she was injured in the end, resulting in no child, and the sin was not Xiao Jinghan, no one asked her to go anywhere, everything was her own assertion.
Jing Yi's heart seemed to be dripping blood, but her strong calmness made her have to think that the fault party for these problems was actually herself.
Obviously, it was as if a big hole had been dug in my heart, but now I can't cry.
"Why don't you get out of the way?"
Jing Yi let herself suppress the pain in her heart as much as possible, and her voice was as soft as possible.
"As long as you can feel better, it's nothing."
Xiao Jinghan has never comforted others, but at this moment, he wants to comfort Jingyi, and wants her to feel something in her heart after listening to these words.
As soon as Xiao Jinghan's words were finished, Jing Yi felt that his nose was sour, and his tears were a little unassuming, Jing Yi exhaled deeply, trying to calm himself up.
So what Xiao Jinghan saw was that Jing Yi's eyes were red, and there were obviously tears rolling in his eyes, but they didn't fall.
Jing Yi was sad about what Xiao Jinghan said, she really wanted to hear such words, but is it not on this occasion, so Xiao Jinghan is sympathizing with herself now?
"I want to get some rest, you go out first." Jing Yi knew that he had never reached the point of talking to Xiao Jinghan, and all the grief in his heart was just to resist silently by himself, why should he talk to someone who treats him coldly.
Xiao Jinghan's main task now is to accompany Jing Yi, not a task arranged by the family, but Xiao Jinghan feels that he should take it on in his heart, after all, he is Jing Yi's husband, and he is the father of the child who left in a hurry before he came to the world.
"Rest well, I'll keep watch over you."
Xiao Jinghan's words were tantamount to confirming Jing Yi's guess even more.
"I don't want you to accompany me, Xiao Jinghan, you don't owe me, the child's matter is my problem, and it has nothing to do with you, so you don't have to feel any guilt."
Jing Yi was afraid that she would collapse in front of Xiao Jinghan again, so now she just wanted to stay alone.
Jing Yi's words instantly hit Xiao Jinghan's psychology, Xiao Jinghan really felt more guilty in his heart, so he wanted to accompany Jing Yi.
Now that Jing Yi said it so directly, Xiao Jinghan didn't know what to say, how to say it, and finally looked at Jing Yi, who was already lying on the hospital bed with his back to him, and turned around.
"If there's a problem, just bang on the server at the head of the bed."
After Xiao Jinghan said this, he directly opened the door and went out.
The moment he turned his head, Xiao Jinghan didn't see Jing Yi's slightly trembling body, and the tears she couldn't control once again burst from the corners of her eyes.
Xiao Jinghan has never had any feelings for himself, and the connection between the two people is minimal, and this child is a gift from God.
Could it be that now God feels that there is no fate between them after all, so even this little life is unwilling to keep it to himself?
Maybe the things that are forced to come will not end well, but after letting go, will the people around you feel more relaxed except for yourself?
Serena has been guarding the door of the ward, although she chose to let Xiao Jinghan go in to accompany Jing Yi, that is because she knows that this is what Jing Yi wants, but as Jing Yi's friend, she will not be jealous with Xiao Jinghan at all, she should wait outside the door or wait outside.
Just now, the doctor went in and came out, and Selena basically knew Jing Yi's current situation.
Serena knew that Jing Yi would definitely be in pain, uncomfortable, and needed to vent, but no matter what Jing Yi did, some things had to be figured out by Jing Yi himself, so that he could move on to the next step.
Just like when Jing Yi chose Xiao Jinghan, he knew that it was a long road, difficult and dangerous, but his persuasion was nothing to Jing Yi, who had already made up his mind at that time.
Only if she really wants to understand it, will she know whether her choice is right or wrong.
"Mr. Xiao, how is Jing Yi?"
Serena hurriedly walked to Xiao Jinghan, Xiao Jinghan, who hadn't slept all night, was also a little wrinkled in his clothes at the moment, probably because of Jing Yi just now, it was rare to see Mr. Xiao so embarrassed, Serena couldn't help but look at it a few more times.
"You go in and stay with her, she's very sad right now."
After Xiao Jinghan finished speaking, he left the door of the ward directly.
Although Serena didn't understand why Xiao Jinghan let herself in to accompany Jing Yi, and what he was going to do, but at this moment, Jing Yi was left alone in the ward, and it was definitely not good.
Serena hurriedly pushed open the door and walked in, just in time to see Jing Yi with his back to her, the whole person was trembling, no need to look, Serena also knew that Jing Yi should be suppressing her emotions at the moment, crying and being sad.
Since she met Jing Yi, Serena had never seen Jing Yi sad like this, so she hurriedly walked over and hugged Jing Yi from behind.
"You just had a miscarriage, don't cry anymore, if you cry badly, you will have it in the future, and the child will have it in the future......"
Serena kept holding Jing Yi and comforting her like this, and basically said all the words she could think of, and Jing Yi stopped.
When Jing Yi sat up from the hospital bed, his whole eyes were red and swollen from crying, which made people feel very distressed.
"It's all fate, it's destined that there is no fate between us, and even a child won't be left to me." Jing Yi's voice was a little hoarse, but his mood was relatively stable.
Serena hurriedly handed the warm water that had already been poured next to her to Jing Yi's hand, "It's best if you can figure it out, some things are yours Even if you ignore him, he will always return to you, and there is no fate, no matter people or things, the final result can only be loss." ”
Seeing that Jing Yi had calmed down so much, Serena's heart was also relaxed, Jing Yi's emotions were out of control just now, I am afraid that it was not only because of the loss of the child, but also because of the loss of Xiao Jinghan in her heart.
And now she has figured out that there are some things that really can't be forced.
"You go and help me deal with the affairs of Tianyu Company, I am afraid that I will have to stay in this hospital for a while now."
Jing Yi's sanity finally returned to his mind.
"Now that you've figured it out, why bother with all these things." Serena was a little puzzled.
Regarding why Jing Yi suddenly stopped filming, he accepted Tianyu Company to find someone to shoot, and became the chief director and producer himself, when Jing Yi planned to take over Tianyu Company, he had already made these things clear to Serena.
So Serena knows that this is nothing more than a weight for Jing Yi to prove that she is worthy of Xiao Jinghan's choice, but now that she has figured it out, some things can't be forced, why bother to do this kind of thing?
The market of online dramas is not optimistic, although Jing Yi has spent a lot of manpower and effort on this thing this time, but sometimes, not only if you work hard enough, you will definitely have a good result, if it is still a bad result in the end, this is tantamount to not eating mutton, but causing a commotion. Taste.
"Otherwise, just give up, after all, it hasn't been released yet, and it hasn't been edited yet, if you give up now, we can film again later......"
Before Serena could finish her words, she was interrupted by Jing Yi.
"No, I'm not just because of Xiao Jinghan in this matter, since I have chosen to take over, I must do a good job of him, you believe me."
Jing Yi's attitude is so firm that he can't be questioned by others at all.
At this point, Jing Yi didn't lie, this company not only belongs to Xiao Jinghan, he also belongs to the old man of the Xiao family, since the old man of the Xiao family saw him for the first time, he regarded himself as a member of the Xiao family, and when he would choose to stand on his side.
If it weren't for the old man of the Xiao family, I am afraid that this child would not be able to save his life in his belly for more than a month, although in the end the child was not saved, but the old man of the Xiao family needs to bear this love.
Jing Yi never believed that the old man of the Xiao family was the kind of ruthless and unrighteous person, so he naturally guessed that the importance of Tianyu Company in his heart was actually no worse than in Xiao Jinghan's heart, but the old man needed to pay more attention, the company was a whole, of course he knew which part of the company was beneficial to give up, even if he was reluctant in his heart, I am afraid that there was no way to be as willful as Xiao Jinghan in the face of the overall situation.