Full of absurd words, ridiculous,

Sigh a sad heart, tears two lines,

The writer of all words is, obsessed,

Now I know that I am busy with love.

———— Splendid Fangfei July 5, 2017

In the coal city in early summer, there are many people and a lot of ash!

The roadside flower bed was full of purple lilacs, which made people stop to look, but unfortunately the flowers were covered with dust, and they could not smell the fragrance, and the color was dull.

A sigh drifted by, lamenting that the smoky miasma of the city brought turbid air to people, except for ash or ash! If it weren't for the fact that they were still trying to live and could still see a little bit of green, I am afraid that no matter how good the mood is, it is rare to have a comfortable place.

Cars of all kinds whizzed by, frustrating office workers.

It's so crowded that I can't wait for the traffic light on the side of the road, not to mention the roadside at the peak of this time of work, wearing a mask, I can only frown, and the dust will be sucked through the mask, so I occasionally break a rule and run a red light, it's not that I haven't done it, and if I have the luck of the first time, I want to think about it for the second time, which is like eating a big cigarette, and it is easy to get addicted.

Bang – Squeak –

A piercing emergency brake sound, so that the people who were still waiting to pass by couldn't help but come back to their senses, just saw the moldy girl running the red light not far in front of them, the long-haired woman wearing a pink windbreaker, was hit by a car, and it was too fast to react, I saw the woman fall to the ground, and suddenly the back of the head was blood-red, and the blood-colored plum blossoms slowly spread around the brain, and the frightened people hurriedly rushed over to see if the woman could still be saved......

Pain, heartache!

Jiang Yihan squinted weakly, and the side of his face was distorted, not pretending, but because of the pain, his whole face was as ugly as the toilet paper that was smoking.

What Jiang Yihan saw when he opened his eyes was a gray sky, white clouds, all swallowed up by gray little by little, and a few stars flashing brightly, no! Where do the stars come from in broad daylight? That's a pair of frightened eyes!

The fishy sweetness in his mouth bubbled out from time to time, he wanted to shout but couldn't shout, he felt that life was disappearing little by little, and he couldn't help but think of his mother who didn't care about him, as well as his brother and sister, who couldn't die! I don't want to die either! They also need themselves!

I haven't sent them the money yet, I still have to buy a house, I have to get married, I am only twenty-six years old, the road of life is not over, and I don't want to die! Don't want to die! I want to struggle to get up! The body can't move!

Reluctantly! Nor willing! But I can't resist it, the sleepy eyelids, the sluggish gaze.

"I didn't kill anyone, I didn't hit it, she rushed over by herself, she didn't blame me, she didn't blame me, woo......"

"Don't call yet! What are you doing stupidly! Hurry up and call an ambulance......"

The noise continued, but Jiang Yihan was annoyed when he heard it, and wanted to curse in the last moment of losing consciousness, "I'll cross the street well, it's not you who the fuck hit it!" ”

“……”

Jiang Yihan didn't know how he was hit until he died?

And the perpetrator didn't know that he was driving, there was obviously no one in front of him, but in the blink of an eye, it was dark in front of him, and a person suddenly appeared, and when he braked, the person had already hit!

Jiang Yihan didn't know, it was just an unconscious long hair that was blown by the wind, blocking her vision, and seeing the traffic light that was obviously eleven seconds away, she stepped forward and took two steps in one second, who knew that these two steps would kill her!

Jiang Yihan was angry, he died a little unjustly, he stood for a long time, waited for a street light for a long time, and the one who ran the red light didn't have an accident! On the contrary, this person who has always been out of line has an accident, where can this be reasonable!

Seeing himself rushing out of his body, floating lightly in the air, looking down at his corpse, looking down at his corpse, and being carried into the ambulance in horror, there was even more resentment in his heart! Death is unjust! Tired of being alive!

—— Sachika Misawa, the gospel is happy for the soul!

—— The door of time is open, don't wander!

Suddenly, there was a voice in his ear to speak again, and he wanted to look for it, only to feel that under the light of a whirlpool of golden light, Jiang Yihan wanted to suck Jiang Yihan whole, Jiang Yihan struggled desperately to escape, but he couldn't, and his mind couldn't help but think of the quarrel with his mother when he went home three days ago......

"Jiang Yihan, let me tell you, you have to get married in this marriage, and you have to get married if you don't get married, what's wrong with Fang Dong's family? If you want money, money, and a house, Fang Dong looks like a talent, which eye does you look down on? Hello, don't think that if you go out and work for a few years, you will be arrogant! If you look down on rural people, what's wrong with rural people? Hard-working and hard-working! What's bad? What is not better than the people in the city? You are not allowed to leave again this time, so don't do any bad work, I've been doing it for several years, what's so good about being promoted to a broken store manager? It's better to go home and get married and take care of the children! Be content! Don't pick and choose, it's all twenty-six, if you don't get married, you have to stay at home! ”

Mother's heart-piercing words made Jiang Yihan look desperate, he shouldn't come back this time, he didn't expect his mother to lie and lie to himself to come back, just to get married! What do you think about yourself? I can't sleep because I'm still moved! I just want to tell my mother that I can buy a house in the city with the money I like!

Although it is only enough to buy an attic, but at the very least, there is a warm nest, and the square is big enough, more than 70 square meters, the mother and younger brother used to live enough, and then let the younger brother find another job, learn a good skill, it is better than him every day because he is unwilling to do farm work, every day because he is unwilling to do farm work, every day with a second-rate fool, lie, find all kinds of reasons.

My younger brother Jiang Yinuo is twenty-two years old, and if he continues like this, he will be wasted! Wouldn't it be nice to go to a big city and broaden his horizons and let him do what he likes? Everything I think is for the good of my mother!

But I didn't expect it! What I got was a reprimand from my mother, I didn't, I looked down on rural people, but the society is developing, advancing with the times, and I can't fall behind, and I think about it for the sake of future generations.

Look at my sister's current fate, I can't blindly listen to my mother's words, think about how good my sister studied back then, that's the first high school student in the village, but unfortunately I was admitted, but I didn't go to study, I was stunned to get married early, and now every day, my husband is bullying, in front of the nanny of the whole family, I have to be bullied by my mother-in-law, and from time to time my brother-in-law has a little bit of a small track, how to live such a day! My sister is only twenty-nine years old, so let's just go on like this!

Jiang Yihan doesn't want to go back to his sister's old path, it's not that he doesn't like the countryside, but he doesn't want to live with grievances all his life!

There is also that Fang Dong, who has two money in the family, I am afraid that my mother still doesn't know that Chunli, the neighbor of the East Courtyard, has been with him for a long time, and Chunli can have two babies for him, how can such a man marry?

If it weren't for last year, I went to give Chunli a little dress, and I wouldn't have found out, when Chunli was getting money for herself, she accidentally brought out the list of the hospital inside, and under her own questioning, she told the truth, and she also assured her that if she didn't tell others about it, she really didn't expect her mother to let her marry Fang Dong, and now she is still arranging a marriage?

No! Your own marriage is absolutely up to you!

Jiang Yihan's silence made Jiang's mother angry, but she still knew that the second child had the right idea, "Second child, mom is for your good, let's go and have a meal later, this will be the marriage!" ”

This doesn't even give time to fall in love, and goes directly to get married, it seems that my mother has received a lot of dowries, or what did their family promise my mother? My heart couldn't help sinking, and I asked calmly, "Really?" How do you say you're my mom? It's impossible to sell your daughter! I don't know how much money his family gives? ”

Seeing her daughter asking about the bride price, Jiang's mother couldn't help but smile, her eyes dodged and said, "Not much?" Just 50,000 yuan! ”

Jiang Yihan raised his eyebrows, smiled as if he didn't hear clearly, and asked, "How much?"

"Ten-one thousand?"

Mother Jiang couldn't help but tell the truth under Jiang Yihan's gaze!

Jiang Yihan sneered, I sold your girl for 100,000 yuan! What a mother! You girl bargain!

"One hundred thousand? Are you short of money? ”

"Nope! Doesn't that make people feel good? You're old too! ”

Mother Jiang was stared at in a panic, and the courage just now was gone!

"Mom, isn't it 100,000? I'll give it to you! In the future, don't mention marrying Fang Dong again! I'm not interested! ”

When Jiang Mu heard this, not only was she not happy, but she was even more angry! He roared with anger in his eyes.

"Where did you get all that money? Say! You're just working for people, where are there so many? Are you- are you a junior? How can you do that! You want to be ashamed! You unfilial daughter, what are you doing badly! You ......"

"Enough!"

Jiang Yihan couldn't stand it at all, those words were like knives, knives pierced the heart!

I never knew that my mother would think of herself like this, what did I get from all these years of hard work?

I went home before graduating from junior high school, my father divorced my mother without giving me a dime, and I had to pick up farm work on my shoulders, and I had to make up for my younger brother who was not good at studying, and I had to raise chickens, ducks, and pigs.

Two years later, my younger brother studied well, and although he was not in the top few in junior high school, he was also an upper-middle student.

Jiang Yihan was relieved, so he came out to work to earn money, nineteen years old! Don't be afraid of your own sky! The ground is not afraid, and you can eat any hardship!

Fortunately, I was lucky and met a good boss who sold clothes, but people didn't provide for housing, so I took a job in a kebab shop, working from seven o'clock after work to one o'clock, so that I could not only make money, but also have a place to live.

Now, I feel sorry for myself when I think about it!

Looking at the clothes on his body that were still two years ago, the shoes he wore for three years, a bag of less than 100 yuan for three years, and the whole family was less than 1,000 yuan.

How bottomless is the cheapness? That's it?

"Mom!"

This scream's heart hurts, not what I think! It was hurt by a loved one!

"Mom! What you say today, I will treat as if I have not heard anything today! My daughter can tell you not to worry, I swear to you, I just can't get married in this life! I will never give someone else a - small - three! I won't make any money that I don't know! Absolutely clean! I will use my own hands to earn money! You're satisfied! ”

The tears that could no longer be stopped overflowed from his eyes, Jiang Yihan reached out to wipe away his tears, and without looking back, he came out of the house.

There is nothing to be missed about this home! Is this mother really her own mother? Jiang Yihan really doubts that he is a child that others don't want? Why is my own mother like this? Why? People are so tired!

I haven't slept well for the past two days, so I thought about it, but I didn't expect a car accident at work today, and I was too unlucky!

The golden light surrounded Jiang Yihan and inhaled it, Jiang Yihan glanced at the gray sky helplessly, and was not struggling......