Once he also went to the underworld to look for it out of his soul, but in the end he didn't find anything, and the soul being devoured was equivalent to completely disappearing between heaven and earth, and there was no trace of this person anymore, and the body left behind was just a shell, and he didn't look at it at all. Although his favorite body was kept by him, he had never looked at it for thousands of years, for he was afraid that he would bring back memories of the past and become sentimental, and he did not want to lose more of himself.

Every time he saw his favorite body, his heart hurt like a tear, he was too painful, he was too uncomfortable, he wanted to cry, but he couldn't cry.

He began to regret and reflect on the choice he had made, which had cost him too much, and he repented, hoping that his lover's soul would hear the call from his heart and return to her body.

Resurrection, how difficult it is, especially for a body that has long lost its soul, he can only do everything possible to keep his lover's body for a long time, which is the only thing he can do.

He had made a choice once, and that time, his choice had lost his favorite, and this time, he didn't want the whole clan's favorite to be lost again due to his indecision!

This time, he didn't want to be indecisive again and lose more things, so that he would have no room to turn back.

Now Chen Jiaming has become more rational and calm than before, but he will still be very emotional, until he meets the girl who makes him excited, he is still a mortal.

What Chen Jiaming is thinking about now is to be able to achieve the great achievements of the family, and to make the whole family people above the world and no longer subject to any constraints.

Only in this way, after making such brilliant achievements, can he and the people he loves live one life after another, no one will hinder them from being together, even feelings, he knows very well in his heart that only in this way, there will be no very strong opponents in this world.

Everything about him is secondary, including all the things that are important to children, and all kinds of trivial things can be excluded.

Now that his heart is dead, it has dissipated between heaven and earth with his former favorite, and his heart has become cold, and it is no longer touched by anything else.

If you really want to impress him, it's not an easy thing, including the purpose of approaching me, I don't know if in Chen Jiaming's heart, I'm the girl who can impress him, but I didn't think that he approached me just for the ghost named Xie Yan, the man I love the most.

He knew that his heart no longer belonged to himself, but to everyone in the entire family, and he couldn't let the hope of the whole family be dashed because of his own selfishness!

In order to take care of the overall situation, he can only bury his feelings deep in his heart, perhaps his feelings for his former favorite are too deep, so he does not easily have feelings for any of the opposite sex.

Now is a golden opportunity, as long as you can absorb the power of that yin soul to become a stronger soul of your own, it can make all the people, like him, become stronger, and can easily assimilate other people, so that those people can become the same kind of their Yi descendants, so as to magnify the group of Yi descendants and bring all the clansmen to a higher peak!

Chen Jiaming pondered for a long time, and then said slowly, "It is more important to me, something that cannot be exchanged for money, maybe there was once that is feelings, for me feelings are the most important things, can not be mixed with any impurities, can not be desecrated by others, because it is pure, very precious, will not be affected in any way, if it exists, it is a person's luck If it does not exist, over there, it will never exist, there is no pity, and it is impossible to recover." ”

Chen Jiaming's words, I somehow suddenly felt very shaken in my heart, what he said didn't seem to be like what a young man said, at least not like his apparent age, like a very old person, in the face of me, this age almost transcends time and space, spanning thousands of years ago, so that I have a sense of vast atmosphere, which seems to be above the whole world, and seems to contain the whole world's big mind, however, this kind of bearing can be felt in a young man, I can't help but feel a little weird, but this kind of fusion is, there is no sense of disobedience at all, it seems very harmonious, it seems to be the same, but I feel that something is wrong from somewhere, but this kind of wrongness is indescribable, this is a feeling in the inscription.

I am more and more curious about Chen Jiaming, although others say that he is very difficult for feelings, Jiang Qinqin also said the same, there are many people who are interested in him, but he never seems to have shown dedicated feelings to anyone, no one shows affection, it seems that only people show a good impression of him, but I have never seen him show his heart to others, it seems that others like him is what he should be, but he will never like anyone, such a person seems to be tall, but he seems to be not dedicated and very attentive.

But for me, Chen Jiaming pursues me in different ways, I don't know if he really likes me, although I am a little moved, because he is different from the Xie Yan I love, Chen Jiaming will be very romantic, like to constantly create unexpected little surprises, so that my heart is as sweet as first love.

I admit that I am very happy with Chen Jiaming, but it does not mean that I will be tempted by him, in my heart, only Xie Yan is alone, although he is not very witty and funny, and he can't learn to be as romantic as Chen Jiaming, but he is very jealous, as long as I am with other men, he is very uncomfortable, and sometimes I am a little angry with him, but I am very happy in my heart, which proves that he cares about me very much.

Chen Jiaming can give me a lot of things I want, but it always makes me feel that it seems a little unreal, although Xie Yan is sometimes cold to me, but when I need him, he will be the first to arrive, even if I am in danger, he will come to save me.

There are different opinions, and no one knows who is right.

Because he has never revealed his true heart to others, it seems that he has closed himself in an altar, never allowing others to see his heart.

This kind of person seems to be very cold.

But in fact, she is just a means of self-preservation, because he doesn't know when he will be hurt by others, so he protects himself first.

so as not to be influenced by others.

He may have experienced emotional trauma and knew that the pain was unbearable for him, so he protected himself first.

Don't let others explore the soft place in your heart.

As long as you don't let people see your true thoughts, you won't be able to get hurt easily and be able to protect yourself thoroughly.

It's just that in this way, others can't reach him.

In the same way, he can't really communicate with her, he can't enter her heart, he can't get his true love, and he can't get his real feelings.

Even if he is with someone, it is not out of true love.

It's just for some other purpose, which can be a relationship of interests, or emotional sustenance, but definitely not love.

It's just a lonely need, wanting to seek a temporary spiritual sustenance, so I am with others.

But that doesn't mean that he fell in love with that person, just because she has no one to be together, but she doesn't want to suffer the pain of loneliness.

So they were reluctant to be together.

This is very cruel to the other party, because it is simply a deception, but the other party is powerless, because the other party loves him.

I want to be with him again.

Love is selfish, love can't, their lover is with someone else, so they can only choose to give in and choose to be with him.

But they don't want to be at odds with each other.

They also want to change him, they want to be with her really together, they don't want to be with a shell, but they can't do anything, they can only change each other's appearance, but they can't change each other's heart.

Chen Jiaming didn't show his heart at all, even if others wanted to change him, there was nothing they could do about him, they didn't know what he was thinking in his heart? I only know him, under the surface of the enthusiastic appearance is a very cold heart, his heart is almost untouchable, once someone wants to enter, they will encounter indifferent gaze, so that they themselves give up and dare not take a step beyond the thunder pool, but their hearts are very eager to enter his heart, so that the two sides are entangled with each other, and finally the relationship slowly becomes cold, and finally becomes the most familiar stranger, becoming a stranger.

Chen Jiaming was talking to me about his former feelings, his former favorites, I could see on his face, his heart was extremely painful, he would spend every day in torment, his eyes could not deceive me, let alone himself.

But how can such a person easily fall in love with another person, and then entrust his heart to her, I don't believe that there will be such a person, any dedicated person, no matter what the situation will guard the favorite in his heart.

There are countless such strange couples in history, they used to be very affectionately together, but in the end they separated for various reasons, not that there is no love between them, but one is unrequited love, and the other is because the old love wounds have not recovered, and they are unwilling to open their hearts, so in this way, there is a tragedy.

But Chen Jiaming's love is indeed a true love, but there was a tragedy in one of his wrong choices, they loved each other, I think, his favorite chose to fall in love with such a man at the moment of losing his soul at the last moment, even if he was broken, he would not be blamed.