Chapter 174: Life's Waterloo?
"I'm not leaving, we're not done yet."
Lu Jun felt that he was completely out of control.
I've never been so flustered.
He always thought that he could think about everything step by step.
But the current thing has completely exceeded his imagination.
He thinks about his life, is he going to encounter Waterloo here?
Bu Xiaoxiao never thought that a sunny boy would be so helpless in front of him one day.
What is the difference between the current Lu Jun and Qiao Wuyuan?
She felt extremely sad in her heart.
If I had known earlier, I would have chosen again, and it would still end like this?
Will she end her marriage to Qiao Wuyuan?
Bu Xiaoxiao felt that this hypothesis would no longer be true.
People always have to face all the decisions they have made.
Both good and bad.
"This is someone's house, let's go out and talk about it."
Bu Xiaoxiao only has a chill in her heart now, she doesn't know what else Lu Jun wants?
Whatever he says now is meaningless, is it?
Lu Jun always felt that Bu Xiaoxiao had some true temperament, but he begged until now, and he didn't even have a word of forgiveness?
He hated that his embarrassment was displayed in front of Bu Xiaoxiao.
He hated Bu Xiaoxiao's calmness even more.
He didn't know why Bu Xiaoxiao was so calm when facing him?
At that time, when facing Qiao Wuyuan, wasn't he quite good at crying?
Why, she is not willing to shed a tear for herself?
Or did Bu Xiaoxiao never love him?
This realization made Lu Jun completely out of control.
"Why, you don't love me?"
Lu Jun was originally supported by Bu Xiaoxiao, but he didn't stand up when he wanted to stand up.
At this time, he was annoyed, and he shook off Bu Xiaoxiao.
Maybe the power of anger was too huge, Bu Xiaoxiao didn't stand firm, and fell directly to the ground.
is also due to the angle problem, Bu Xiaoxiao actually wants to pull Lu Jun, and she has to work hard, so she is in an upward posture, and this posture causes Bu Xiaoxiao to hit the ground again with the back of her head when she falls......
Before Bu Xiaoxiao fainted, she only sighed, this one or two, tossing, wanted her life......
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When Bu Xiaoxiao woke up again, he found that it was already dark, the walls were very white, the lights were bright, and there was a smell of disinfectant water.
Is she in the hospital?
She feels that she is in a bad year, why do you keep going to the hospital?
"Wife, are you awake?"
Lu Jun was excited when he saw Bu Xiaoxiao wake up.
He already regretted it, he was out of control just now, so he went to push Bu Xiaoxiao.
He likes Bu Xiaoxiao so much, how can he be willing to let Bu Xiaoxiao get hurt?
But since Bu Xiaoxiao was with him, the hardships he brought to her seemed to be one after another.
None of this was his intention.
But he caused the result.
He thought that he originally wanted Bu Xiaoxiao to be the happiest woman in the world, but after all, he broke his promise.
"How does it feel? Should I call a doctor? ”
"How am I in the hospital?"
Bu Xiaoxiao wanted to sit up, but found that she was really dizzy.
"It's a wrestling, remember?"
Lu Jun was a little nervous when he saw Bu Xiaoxiao asking, and he was also anxiously waiting for Bu Xiaoxiao's reaction.
Bu Xiaoxiao looked at Lu Jun like this, she wondered if Lu Jun wished she had forgotten it all again?
It's a pity that there are so many forgets in life?
"Remember, remember."
Bu Xiaoxiao said.
"Wife, I was too emotional and didn't control the strength well, so I let you wrestle."
Lu Jun didn't know what Bu Xiaoxiao knew, did he know that he pushed him?
Or did you think of everything that came before?
"I don't blame you."
Bu Xiaoxiao said calmly. She reached out and touched her head, and saw that it seemed to have gauze wrapped around it.
"Don't touch it, it's hurt."
Lu Jun saw Bu Xiaoxiao's hand rubbing around his head, so he hurriedly took Bu Xiaoxiao's hand down.
"Well, then I'll lie down."
Bu Xiaoxiao felt that now was not the time to talk to Lu Jun.
She was dizzy and confused.
Let's rest and talk about it.
"Are you hungry or not, I'll go buy food."
Lu Jun felt that after Bu Xiaoxiao was injured in a fall, he had only woken up now, and he must be hungry.
He went to buy her food.
Bu Xiaoxiao looked at the back of Lu Jun leaving.
If you don't pursue everything, can you treat it as if nothing happened?
She's really tired.
I'm so tired and tired.
A woman with a failed marriage is actually nothing.
But what about when you've been through it twice?
Then this woman must have something wrong in the eyes of others.
If a woman can't even manage her husband well in marriage, she is already a failure.
Failing twice in a row is really a sin.
Bu Xiaoxiao felt so stupid.
A friend can always be a friend.
But husbands and wives are not the same as friends.
She thought this time, she was stupid again.
"Bu Xiaoxiao, you're awake."
The door of the ward was suddenly opened, and Bu Xiaoxiao thought that Lu Jun had come back from buying food, but the voice was not.
"It's me, Ji Zheng."
Bu Xiaoxiao was very surprised to see Chi Zheng here.
She always felt that this boy was actually not qualitative at all.
When he and Jiang Siran were together, they were really messing around a lot of the time.
But you say he's not good, and he doesn't seem to be.
Otherwise, how could he be with Jiang Siran for five years?
Now that the mystery has been revealed, this person is still a rich second generation.
That's indeed the capital of willfulness.
"Well, what's wrong?"
Bu Xiaoxiao felt that the intersection between him and this Chi Zheng was all for Jiang Siran, but in fact, they were not familiar with each other at all.
"It's okay, I just don't worry about you."
"It's okay, it's none of your business."
Bu Xiaoxiao's mind turned around, she went to that place to find Lu Jun, and Chi Zheng called her to go, so he probably felt that there was joint responsibility here.
This man is also sincere, and he can't do it.
Bu Xiaoxiao thought about it, she has been going in and out of the hospital for a while, and sometimes she feels that having a body is the capital of the revolution.
Without a healthy body, everything you want to do is in vain.
Thinking of the child who flowed away, Bu Xiaoxiao felt very lost in her heart.
In fact, she really wanted to be a mother.
It's a pity that God has been playing tricks on her.
"Bu Xiaoxiao, will you blame me for calling you over."
Chi Zheng felt that he had never had a good impression in Bu Xiaoxiao's eyes.
But after he thinks maybe he might like this woman, he needs her to change.
I hope to make Bu Xiaoxiao feel that he is still reliable.
Bu Xiaoxiao wanted to shake her head, but she fainted as soon as she moved.
So she glanced at Chi Zheng, what did this person want to do when he said so much?
"Actually, if you don't know this, Lu Jun is okay with you."
This point, Chi Zheng saw just now.
When Lu Jun was out of control, he pushed down Bu Xiaoxiao. 000 Literature
But he immediately reacted that he was holding Bu Xiaoxiao to go to the hospital.
He helped drive over, and naturally knew that Lu Jun cared about Bu Xiaoxiao sincerely.
So he felt that there were some things that he still had to make clear with Bu Xiaoxiao.
Since he is now choosing to be an upright and responsible person for Bu Xiaoxiao, he must do things above board.
"Actually, the first time you were in my ward, I heard Lu Jun and Jiang Siran together."
Bu Xiaoxiao really didn't understand Chi Zheng's intentions.
But she felt compelled to tell Ji Zheng that she already knew when he first said it.
"No, didn't you say you had amnesia?"
Ji Zheng was suddenly a little stunned.
This Bu Xiaoxiao already knew, and he said that he had amnesia?
That's fake.
But he didn't think that Bu Xiaoxiao was looking for trouble.
For Bu Xiaoxiao, everything she did seemed to be decided after careful consideration.
"I knew it too suddenly, and I haven't thought about how to face this matter, how to face Lu Jun? How to face Jiang Siran? It's all something I need to take my time to think about. ”
Bu Xiaoxiao replied.
She thought it was amazing.
In fact, these words cannot be said.
Speaking out will make people feel like they are scheming.
But he said it to Chi Zheng.
Maybe her heart was too bitter.
She was so calm, but she had already suffered a loss in Qiao Wuyuan's place, and this second loss, she thought that she must deal with it calmly.
Otherwise, doesn't it seem that he has not grown at all?
"Have you thought about it now?"
Chi Zheng asked.
When Bu Xiaoxiao spoke like this, he was not surprised at all.
Bu Xiaoxiao was originally a person who took matters into account.
"I'm dizzy now, probably, it's going to take some time."
"I can't remember this, but think about it slowly."
Ji Zheng suddenly didn't know what to say?
In front of Bu Xiaoxiao, he didn't dare to splash, and he was even a little timid.
"Since you're here, let's talk about today's events."
Bu Xiaoxiao is not a fool.
No matter how much Lu Jun messes around, he won't go to Chi Zheng's house to mess around.
At that time, in addition to Lu Jun and Chi Zheng, there was also a young man, who was standing at the window with a middle-aged man, who should be Chi Zheng's father.
Woman in pajamas inside the house?
This relationship is actually very easy to understand.
Bu Xiaoxiao felt that Chi Zheng's father was also stupid.
In front of his wife and children, he said that the mistress he raised was Lu Jun's?
Such a luxurious property, Lu Jun can't afford it.
Can you still keep a woman in it?
Isn't that a ridiculous joke?
Yes, this is obviously the case, and any person who looks at it will understand the relationship.
Thinking about it, Ji Zheng's father thought that he was the smartest person in the world, and the others were fools.
Chi Zheng didn't expect Bu Xiaoxiao to care about this.
But it also makes sense.
"This, smart people know, that woman is my dad raised outside the junior, afraid that my mother will be angry, called Lu Jun to top the bag, but my mother received a call from a woman to call me and my brother to go and see, when we went, my dad just came down from upstairs, and then followed by the woman in pajamas......"
Ji Zheng also felt that his father's approach was unreasonable.
really cares so much about his wife, how can he raise a junior outside.
"Later, my dad called Lu Jun and asked him to come over and top the bag, and when I called you, Lu Jun came not long after."
"Oh, that's right, it turns out that men don't care about age. It's still young, and they all like to play like this. ”
"It is said that fire, theft and girlfriends, when I don't encounter things, I feel that this sentence is ridiculed a lot. But now, I think it's the truth. ”
Bu Xiaoxiao was actually very uncomfortable holding it in her heart, she thought that maybe if she said it, she would be more comfortable.
"I always thought that Jiang Siran had been entangled with you for five years, and she had true feelings for you, she told me that she once had a crush on Lu Jun, so taking a step back, it was not too surprising to be able to get together with Lu Jun."
"For Lu Jun, I had absolute trust at the beginning, if it wasn't for you picking it in the ward that day, I'm afraid I wouldn't believe it, even if you swear to the sky, I won't believe it. I have known him for more than 20 years, and I think I absolutely know Lu Jun. ”
"But now, I find that even after knowing each other for more than 20 years, I actually don't understand Lu Jun at all."
"If he cares about me a little bit, how can he bear to make me sad?"
Bu Xiaoxiao felt that the heartache had become numb this time.
I just want to cry, but there are no tears.
Why does a woman have to be the weakling?
No, you can't do it at all.
Seeing that what Bu Xiaoxiao said was reasonable, Chi Zheng felt that according to Bu Xiaoxiao's train of thought, he was afraid that Lu Jun was hopeless.
With this realization, he felt good in his heart.
But these are still his imaginations, and he can't keep close to Bu Xiaoxiao.
"Bu Xiaoxiao, we will be friends in the future."
Ji Zheng feels that all good romances start with friends.
Lu Jun is like this, it doesn't count.
"Hehe, yes."
After Bu Xiaoxiao finished what she wanted to say, her mood suddenly became much more relaxed.
Regarding what Chi Zheng said, she felt that there were many kinds of friends.
But no matter how good a friend is, he will make himself sad.
Forget it, aren't ordinary friends all friends!
Hearing that Bu Xiaoxiao was willing to be friends with him, Chi Zheng was very excited in his heart.
It didn't take long for Ji Zheng to leave the ward.
Lu Jun probably didn't know what to buy for Bu Xiaoxiao, and it took a long time to come back.
Bu Xiaoxiao was also really hungry, and when he saw that Lu Jun bought himself the fried pig's trotters that he loved to eat on weekdays, he had a great appetite.
asked Lu Jun to help her go to the bathroom to wash her hands, and after washing her hands, she put on gloves and ate directly.
When you are full, you have the strength to speak.
When Lu Jun saw Bu Xiaoxiao eating so happily, he felt that it was worth it to go so far to buy fried pig's trotters.
Bu Xiaoxiao recuperated in the hospital for several days, and Lu Jun didn't mention any unhappy things, just chatting about anger, maybe chatting about work, and the content of the chat was the same as when they were friends before.
A week later, the doctor said Bu Xiaoxiao could finally go home.
Bu Xiaoxiao returned to her own home.
Lu Jun naturally sent Bu Xiaoxiao to his home.
He went in with the luggage he had prepared.
It's as if nothing has ever happened between the two of them.
The tidying up of the room, the cooking of the rice, everything is very harmonious.
Just after eating dinner and taking a shower, when Lu Jun was about to go to bed, Bu Xiaoxiao called him on the sofa in the living room.
"Lu Jun, I think we need to have a good talk between us."
Bu Xiaoxiao felt that so many things had happened, and there were some things that had to be said to Lu Jun.
A while ago, there were endless cases of wife murder on the mobile phone news, although the police arrested the perpetrators.
But there are no more people, and even if the criminals are brought to justice, the ones who left will never come back.
She used to think that if she was hurt by a man, although she wouldn't hurt anyone, at least she still wanted to say it.
It would be nice to be able to get some interest.
But life is not acting, thinking too perfectly, often the process is laughable.
What could be more important than living well?
Bu Xiaoxiao felt no.
It's hard to be a human being, so naturally you have to cherish it.
What can be solved must be solved, and there is nothing in the world that cannot be solved.
It depends on what attitude you use to solve it?
"Both...... Come to think of it? ”
Originally, there were some lucks, but listening to Bu Xiaoxiao's tone, Lu Jun's heart sank suddenly.
"Well, I remembered why I had amnesia the first time, and why I went to the hospital again this time."
Bu Xiaoxiao wants to let go of an unsuitable person, which is much better than messing around.
Women now have jobs and can support themselves.
It's not in ancient times, you need to rely on men to get by.
Besides, in today's society, men and women are equal, and if you want to live freely and happily, it's very simple.
"I'm sorry, I wanted you to be carefree by my side from now on, but it seems to be getting worse and worse."
Bu Xiaoxiao remembered it, and Lu Jun felt that it was better for him to confess.
There is still a half chance that confessing can make Bu Xiaoxiao forgive herself.
If you don't confess, I'm afraid you won't have a chance at all......