The letter finally made a holy decree, during the Lantern Festival, she prayed for the blessing of the Ming Dynasty as a concubine, and asked for peace for the health of the emperor's heir, and went to the Qingchan Temple to pray for God.

Oh, bless, peace. She didn't believe in any of this.

When the holy decree came down, when Hua Deng was in charge of the first time, the person who came to find her turned out to be a talented person.

She thought she was going to be sick longer.

As soon as I heard that she was leaving, such a big reaction, the illness was cured, and someone came.

He left the dormitory and went to the antechamber to meet her.

His face was pale, and his spirit was obviously poor. While sipping tea, I looked around. In the beautiful eyes, the anxious worry is obvious at a glance.

She walked in with a sarcastic smile in her eyes and said, "It's really rare that Fang Cairen will come to Yongning Palace at this time." Nowadays, everyone avoids her, and it is a consistent way of life in the palace, and she has long been used to it.

And Fang Cairen came to see her at this time, she didn't think it was a good intention, if it was really kind, how could she have escaped from her illness for a month not long ago, looking at all this coldly, who lost and who won, but Fang Cairen guessed her wrong this time.

It's good now, give her a helpless and anxious look.

Fang Cairen looked at the palace maid beside her, and said secretly: "Guifei Niangniang, there are some things I want to tell you in private." ”

"It's okay, if you have anything to say, just say it, I'm leaving the palace tomorrow, and I have to pack up my things." If she has anything to say, she knows it in her heart, and she spreads it out and says it openly.

Fang Cairen was very disappointed, and after thinking for a while, he said softly: "Concubine Niangniang, don't leave the palace." ”

"Why?" She raised an eyebrow slightly.

"Niangniang, don't go out of the palace, out of here...... In general, you will be in danger of your life. She said something different.

She smiled and said goodbye: "Xie Fangcai cares, but if you live in the palace as a walking corpse like now, it is better to go out of the palace and live a few days of free and easy, and on the day of death, it will not be too regrettable." No matter how you think about it, people will eventually have to go, no matter who they are, they can't be a thousand years old. ”

This is a big rebellion, but she is leaving tomorrow, so let her follow her heart once.

Only a few short decades, or years, more than a dozen years. Life is like this, it is already very sad, so everyone will try their best to pursue what they want to get, and what they want will make their hearts happy.

But in this palace, the only thing that makes her feel at ease and nostalgic is the love of faith, but that kind of love, floating in the air, makes her incomprehensible, and feels hypocritical when she catches it.

"Niangniang......" Fang Cai Chu called pitifully, his eyes panicked and dodged.

"Fang Cairen, thank you for your concern, but the ceremony is still good until the point, after all, I have nothing to do with you, and I can't help you what you want."

Since there are many things that people dare not say, then she doesn't want to ask again.

"You have lost so many things, you have always known who caused you to lose these things, you escaped from the palace so weakly, don't you think you are too weak? Haven't you thought about revenge? For Qinghe, for the reed, for your children! ”

Fang Cairen was obviously in a hurry, and he didn't care about the etiquette, he thought that the emperor's friendship with Lu Nuoxin was enough for her to stay in the palace, but Fang Cairen didn't realize that Lu Nuoxin himself wanted to leave and couldn't wait to leave.

Weak? Oh, yes, she was always a weak person: "The decree has been given, and I must go too." Revenge, I've thought about it, but not now, maybe I'll take revenge if I have the chance to come back, or maybe I'll never come back. As for your future path, only you will walk it yourself, and as for what way to use, it is your choice, and we have never been complicit, nor have we ...... Maybe never again. The security in her tone made people feel so nihilistic.

Fang Cairen paused, his face gloomy, and his fingers clasped tightly on the corner of the table.

"Go back, you know the road ahead better than me, so you can do it yourself."

She eagerly ordered the eviction of guests, she didn't like such people, but because as soon as she left, there would be no one in the palace who could compete with the queen and Concubine Yuan, so she would no longer be able to get the favor of the emperor's heir or even the emperor.

But she still has to pretend to think about her in everything, and I don't know how she flatters and flatters her in front of the queen and Concubine Yuan.

Is it good to stay in the palace in her eyes? Can the identity of the concubine be able to protect herself? But she really hated this, she suppressed herself all the time, broke her wings all the time, didn't think about the world outside at ease, and tried to force herself to feel more tolerant and think more for the faith.

But she was thankless, plotting to kill the emperor's heir, intervene in the harem, and collide with the emperor's heir...... What other charges she can't afford?

Later, it was Concubine Liu, she didn't persuade her not to leave the palace like Fang Cairen, but after a long silence, she sighed and said: "Maybe being able to leave the palace is not a bad thing for Niangniang." ”

These words were gentle and kind, without the slightest hint of falling into the well or being happy, and Lu Nuoxin smiled: "In this palace, there are still people who understand me after all." I haven't been in vain for more than a year. ”

Concubine Liu also smiled, and then sighed again: "It's just that as soon as the mother left, the emperor didn't know how to miss the mother again." The painful tone in the center of the words made Lu Nuoxin on the side slightly stunned, yes, she is not the only one who loves him, but she is not generous enough after all, just smile and look at him happy.

She lowered her head and said, "This matter has been decided, and I don't know when I will see him again, so I won't talk about him." ”

Seeing her lost appearance, Concubine Liu lost her usual steadiness: "Concubine Niangniang, the emperor treats you differently from others, why are you still angry with the emperor." After speaking, he blushed and twisted again: "Who hasn't experienced this harem concubine, when they are in love, the emperor thinks in his heart, and all he reads in his mouth is the name of the mother." ”

She was stunned suddenly, ignoring the bitterness that Concubine Liu tried to suppress in her words, she suddenly understood that her forbearance and concession were still the reason why she was still a thorn in the eyes of the harem concubines.

But after being stunned, she laughed self-deprecatingly, this difference is enough for her to stand on the cusp, and this difference is also what other concubines want, but is it just this difference?

She knows no, she's from another world, is she too greedy? What she wants is the love of a couple for a lifetime! But for an emperor, it is difficult to go to the sky.

"Don't talk about this, maybe as you said, it is not a bad thing for me to be able to leave the palace." She looked out the window, and it was a cloud.

Concubine Liu shook her head regretfully, chatted with her for a few more inconsequential words, and finally sighed and withdrew.