The letter was written very long, and Song Kaishan looked at it, his heart was calm, and there was no trace of waves. Not moved, not angry.

He was already numb.

Song Kaishan continued to read the letter.

"So, I chose this path, and I did it willingly.

Only when I am dead can the two of them be together without hindrance.

I can do these things for Rainbutterfly to atone for my previous sins against her. I couldn't be happier.

Don't worry, despite taking the medicine, it's very uncomfortable.

But, I believe, it will be fine in a while.

I will ascend to heaven and stand in the clouds and watch them---- Kaishan and Rain Butterfly, and bless them so that they will be happy for a long time, and they will be happy every day.

Mom, you don't have to cry, and you don't have to blame the rain butterfly.

Yudie was not wrong at all, but was right from beginning to end.

When it comes to love, everyone is selfish.

Yudie must be resolutely with Kaishan, which is the pursuit of love and happiness for herself.

She never hurt me, but I was hindering her at every turn, sabotaging her pursuit of happiness......

And Dad, he shouldn't have tied me to Kaishan on his deathbed and made me a sinner, and made me feel sorry for Rain Butterfly, and as a result, all three of us were miserable.

Mom, you must not settle accounts with Yudie, I said that she has never been wrong, she loves Kaishan, which can be seen by the eyes of the parents.

For the sake of Kaishan, she didn't even go to college.

She really loves Kaishan.

I also want to tell Kaishan that I only love him alone in my life.

I felt very happy and willing to die for his happiness. Don't shed tears for me, and don't feel guilty.

He, like Yudie, was never wrong. Marrying Yudie and being together forever is his greatest wish.

He had told me about this a long time ago, but I never took it to heart.

You can see how unempathetic I am.

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Oh, Mom, it's so uncomfortable, my heart is tearing.

Looks like I'm really going to die.

However, I still want to give the rain butterfly one thing, my necklace. It was bought for me when my father was alive and when he was working in other places, didn't he say that girls in the city all carry it, it's very beautiful, so I asked Yudie to bring it on the wedding day, and let her be the most beautiful bride in the world.

Please let her fulfill my wish and stay by Kaishan's side for the rest of my life.

Mom, please forgive your daughter for not being able to serve you by your side.

You can scold me for being selfish, incompetent, wolf-hearted, ungrateful. I can only choose to take this path, and I know that even if I don't take this path today, even if I live in this world in the future, it will be more heart-wrenching than dying.

If you die, you will be gone, and if you are alive, you have to face many things.

……

I'm a selfish person, and I can't drive Yudie and Kaishan to live happily together.

I'm going to die, and I feel very disturbed that I have nothing left for my loved ones.

Kaishan, Kaishan, Kaishan...... Let me be your bride for the rest of your life, okay?

Rain butterflies, rain butterflies, rain butterflies...... Don't fight with me in the next life? Please, you have Kaishan in this life, can you leave it to me in the next life? I will thank you.

I'll bless you!

Signature: Emerald Leaf

Date: Year, month, day

At the end, a crooked sentence was added: I am about to be free!!

These words are different from others, they are so ugly, and they seem to have been written at the most painful time.