Song Kaishan didn't close his eyes all night, staying in front of Zhang Cuiye's hospital bed, and the person became confused. I don't know if I'm alive or dead?

From the time he received the news of Zhang Cuiye's suicide to the present, he didn't say a word, and his brain was blank.

To be precise, since he did not arrive in time to the Civil Affairs Bureau that day, he has become a walking dead.

This time, he was no longer qualified to ask for Zhang Yudie's forgiveness, he didn't even have the courage to see her!

Regarding Zhang Cuiye's suicide, Song Kaishan is incredible. Why commit suicide?

Is it really so hard to give up on yourself?

What else could there be?

Song Kaishan didn't want to think about it. Whatever it is, it doesn't make sense anymore!

Yu Xiaopei brought the "suicide note" written by Zhang Cuiye and threw it to Song Kaishan, asking him to take a good look and reflect on himself.

Song Kaishan sneered. I was also upset, so I left it aside.

Even the suicide note has been written, it seems that it has been planned for a long time.

But what does this have to do with me? She loves as much as she wants, whatever she wants! Life or death, it's up to her!

At this moment, Song Kaishan saw the "suicide note" thrown away, he stretched out his hand, took it gently, and then slowly opened it, and the eye-catching words unfolded obliquely in front of his eyes:

Note

Dear Mom, Lovely Brothers,

Please forgive me for not being able to be with you again.

I'm going to see my dad. I already see my dad waving to me in the sky! Please take care of me. I will stand in heaven and watch you with my dad and bless you.

Tell Kaishan that I love him and love him more than anything, including my life. Even though he never loved me, I always tried to win his heart.

But all this is in vain. He didn't have me in his heart at all, and he was bent on marrying someone else.

We went on a blind date, got engaged, got married...... I can't stand such a blow, I can't watch him get farther and farther away from me.

Without him, there is no point in my life!

I'm so useless.

But I love him.

I can't stand the fact that he's getting married, but the bride isn't mine.

One is the man I love, the other is my cousin, what should I do?

……

I can't fulfill either of them, and who else can fulfill them! But watching them get married is like a knife cutting my flesh and my heart.

It makes me worse than death.

Since it is more uncomfortable than death, then I will die!

Please don't blame either of them, this is what I willingly do, and I can do anything for their happiness. Death, what is it!

also told Yudie that in fact, I have always loved her very much. I fought against her at every turn, and only because I loved her.

Heaven will arrange for the two of us to fall in love and fall in love with the same man at the same time. I'm glad that the two of us are competing on the same line. But I was wrong. Raindroph, she stood in a line ahead of me. She was so close to Kaishan, so close that her heart was close to each other. And me? You can only watch them forever.

After a lot of things, the love between the two of them is really touching. I thought that there would only be such true love on TV, but it happened to me and to the two people I loved. What should I do? I can't selfishly tear them apart and make them happy, that would make my conscience upset. But if I watch them together, my heart is really sad, I'm not a god, I can't do it.