Chapter 194: I Hope You Have a Good Life (Part I)
Tears raged on her face, and her desperate voice sounded in the small house: "Faith, is it me, who mistakenly believed you?" In this life, I shouldn't have any illusions about you......"
"Why are you always so cruel? It's always so easy to carve one wound after another in my heart. What can I do to make it less painful......"
"If there is an afterlife, I will never again, I will never fall in love with you again......"
In this warm and cold March, she was drunk and talked about the unspoken love and resentment, infatuation and hatred in her heart, and fell asleep on the table in a hazy trance.
I don't know if it's a real realm or a dream, I feel a pair of warm hands to hold her, sighing in her ear, in a trance, she only feels that this embrace is so warm, with a strange familiarity, so that she is extremely at ease, she is greedy for this trace of warmth and peace of mind, stretching out her hand to hold and refuse to let go.
She wanted to open her eyes to see who it was, but the strong alcohol hit her, and she couldn't open them, and fell asleep again.
On the second day, she was woken up by the clear bell of Qingchan Temple, she opened her eyes with difficulty, and she was weak to stand up, only to find that she had a severe headache, raised her hand and kneaded her temples, everything that happened last night came one after another, and the feeling of heartache only increased.
was laughing at himself, but suddenly recalled the warm hands last night, and the faint fragrance of lotus flowers lingering on the tip of his nose, is it Nan Ruochen? But he should be in Jiangnan now, how could he be here, she must have drunk too much last night, and she can't even tell whether it is a dream or a reality.
She had a hangover all night, she must have been in a hurry to break Jinyun Mama and the Lotus, she was a little uneasy, but she was about to go out, but the tip of her nose sensitively caught a trace of residual lotus fragrance, at this time, the lotus flower was not in full bloom, wasn't what happened last night a dream?
She walked around the room, trying to find some clues in the room, and finally found a pool of blood next to her bed, bloodstains?! There is no wound on his body, someone did come last night, so it must be Nan Ruochen, but how did he get hurt?
And he held his hand last night and refused to let go, could it be that he kept watch by her side all night with his injury?
She hurriedly summoned Mama Jinyun and Xiao Yan, but when she asked, no one saw that an outsider came last night, that's right, with her understanding of Nan Ruochen, he always appeared when he needed it most, but he wouldn't let anyone know, because he was afraid of causing right and wrong for himself.
She ordered someone to tie a handkerchief to a tree in the courtyard of the small house, this was the agreement between her and Nan Ruochen, if she wanted to see him, she would tie the veil to the tree, she believed that Nan Ruochen must be nearby now, but she was hiding and refused to appear, she just wanted to tell him that she already knew that he was nearby, and if he saw it, he would definitely appear.
But after waiting for a whole day, he didn't show up, and on the second day, she simply deliberately took away all the people around her, but Nan Ruochen never appeared, thinking of the pool of blood next to the bed, she was terrified, took off the square handkerchief, lifted the pen and wrote on the handkerchief: "If you don't show up again, I will order the mountain to be searched!" ”
This is not to show that she is in a high position, but to force Nan Ruochen to appear, Nan Ruochen is most afraid of causing herself any trouble, and she has always done what she says, if she learns that she is going to order a search of the mountain with great fanfare, she will definitely appear automatically, so as not to cause greater movement.
Sure enough, not long after the veil was released, the fragrance of lotus flowers that she was expecting spread in the room, but when she looked around, she didn't see Nan Ruochen's figure, and he didn't come out to see him.
"Nan Ruochen, since you're here, why don't you come out to see each other?" She shouted into the icy air.
For a long time, she didn't answer, she thought she was hallucinating again, but the scent of the tip of her nose told her that it wasn't.
"Nan Ruochen, I know you're here, I know you're injured, I just want to know if you're doing well, why didn't you come out to see you?" For Nan Ruochen, she owes it after all, she only hopes that he can be well.
This time, after a sigh, Nan Ruochen's answer finally came from his side: "Lu Nuoxin, I was selfish, I heard the news from the palace and wanted to come to see if you were doing well." ”
The voice was tired and hoarse, in fact, it was because he knew that she was not doing well, so he deliberately ran back to stay by her side.
Xu is because there have been too many uncomfortable things in her heart recently, and all the grievances have come one after another, her tears just fell, and she choked up: "Everyone wants to see me have a bad time, right?" Now that you see that I'm not doing well, you're satisfied, aren't you? He refused to even come out to see him. ”
Seeing her crying, the person hiding in the dark finally couldn't hold it back, and after a moment of hesitation, he came out of the dark and stood in front of her.
He sighed lightly, resisted the urge to hold her into his arms, and wiped the tears on her face very softly with his bloody big hand: "Lu Nuoxin, don't cry, how can I wish you were having a bad time, it's not that I refuse to appear, it's just that I shouldn't have come, I'm afraid of disturbing your life." ”
Nan Ruochen's handsome facial features and long body have lost a lot of weight. At this time, his hair was scattered, his face was green and stubble, and his clothes were also stained with rain and scattered wildflowers, so tired and weak.
He seemed unsteady and stood in front of her, panting violently, though deliberately suppressed.
"What should I say or not, now I have seen it and appeared, and then what? Are you going to keep it like this? Or leave? There was some annoyance in her tone.
He heard that she was a little angry, and smiled: "Okay, don't say it." Lu Nuoxin, I just want to come and see you. It's good now, see, you're doing well, and your body looks better than before. Now that I see it, it's time for me to go. ”
She laughed, she stayed overnight last night to get drunk, Nan Ruochen pretended not to know, he knew that she was not doing well, but he said that she was doing well, and refused to show up all day, until she made this decision, the only reason was that he was seriously injured, not to mention, she smelled a thick smell of blood from a distance.
She grabbed him: "Since you appeared, how could you let you leave like this, you will heal your injuries now, you hide here, no one will know." ”
"How can you do it, although you seem to be safe, but there is no shortage of eyeliner around, Lu Nuoxin, you also have to pay attention. What's more, I can't protect you now, I will only bring you trouble. ”
It's true that she has eyeliner, but she is still a concubine now, not to mention that there are still the emperor and Concubine Liu in the palace to support her, who dares to be presumptuous, Nan Ruochen is just because she is afraid that she will cause trouble for her.
She raised her eyebrows: "Nan Ruochen, when did you become so twisted, I said okay, now that I know that you are injured, no matter what, I have to take care of your injuries." "If Nan Ruochen is allowed to leave like this, how can she rest assured.
Nan Ruochen nodded and agreed a little helplessly.