March, with the continuous spring rain, the apricot blossoms are blooming in the mountains and fields, March is always a mixed month for her, two years ago she fell in love with him, it was a heartbeat and sweet blend, happy enough to make people lost

And in March last year, she had a cold war with him, she stood alone under the apricot blossom tree, reminiscing about the past, and her love for him slowly changed in that accident, although she still loved, but there were too many separations between the love, so that the two hearts could not get close

Unconsciously met him, knew each other, and fell in love with each other, it has gone through two years, too many things have happened in the past two years, from the love in the Hongyan Valley to marrying into the palace, and then left the palace under the calculation of Queen Zhou and Concubine Yuan, in the process of fleeing, met Nan Ruochen, encountered an assassin, and lost his only child, but when he was disheartened, he got the promise of a lifetime and a couple, but he had to return to the palace in an incident of Concubine Yuan's fake pregnancy, and then King Xin ascended the throne as the emperor

After that, things developed in an uncontrolled direction, a draft made her wish a big joke, and then in the dark battles, although she rose to the position of the concubine, she lost Qinghe, lost Qimo, even if she cleared her grievances, although she avenged it, but those who lost were eventually lost, and now she is just a concubine who prays in the Qingchan Temple

And that person is the emperor who controls everything, the father of other women and children, all this shows her innocence and jokes, her moth to the fire, but her heart is always out of her control, let alone in the face of his watery tenderness, maybe she will still indulge in it again

Now that the eldest son of the emperor has reached the full moon, the emperor Longyan Dayue held a grand full moon wine in the palace, as if to let the people in the whole capital and even the whole world know that he is happy with the prince

And today is the full moon banquet of the emperor's eldest son, early in the morning, a large group of people sent the rewards in the palace, saying that the emperor's eldest son was born safely, and the whole thing was due to the concubine's mother's sincere prayer, in order to thank the concubine for her kindness, not only rewarded with rare treasures, but also gave a banquet with a big formation, a good luxurious scene, even if she was in the Qingchan Temple, she could not be left behind

She stared at a table of luxurious and delicate delicacies, and it was not difficult to imagine in her mind the smugness and vigor on the queen's face when she made this will

In this battle that she had no intention of participating in, she finally lost, completely lost, lost her children, lost love, lost Qimo, and lost everything......

Mama Jinyun looked at the pain and helplessness in her eyes, and hurriedly glanced at the palace people who were waiting on the side, and said: "Niangniang prays for the blessing of the Ming Dynasty and the prince, eats fasting and recites Buddha every day, and does not eat meat, these will be withdrawn, the emperor and the queen mother, Ende Niangniang have written it down."

Mama Jinyun is worthy of being the old man in the palace, and she said it so tactfully

But she waved her hand to stop, sat down at the table and said to the justice who came to deliver the decree: "Since it is a reward from the emperor and the queen, how can there be a reason to excuse it, the concubine Xie the emperor and the queen's mother, Longen, wish the emperor and the queen a hundred years of good harmony, and wish the prince a long life, a hundred years of happiness, and a blessing to the sky."

She didn't know how she uttered these words of blessing, and she didn't know how she pushed all the good food and wine into her belly, but she could finally hold back her tears, and finally she didn't shed tears in front of her father-in-law, so that she didn't even have the last dignity

even drew a "Qunfang Map" by himself as a congratulatory gift, and his father-in-law brought it into the palace, and the emperor and queen were so gracious, how could she lose her courtesy

After the father-in-law left, Mama Jinyun and Yu Yan had already red eyes, she could still send them out with a smile, she had not drunk for so many years, because her health was not good, and because she was in the palace, she couldn't make any mistakes, and naturally she couldn't get drunk

But tonight, she suddenly wanted to get drunk once, didn't she say that getting drunk would relieve a thousand sorrows, then let her get drunk once, and get drunk for a thousand years

The wine sent by the queen is really good, the things in the palace are good, the wine is good, the wine is mellow and intoxicating, it is really good

"Believe in this cup, I wish you and the queen a hundred years of good harmony, and grow old together," she picked up the wine glass, raised her head and dried the spicy taste through her intestines, she only felt that her body was hot like a fire and her tongue had licked it, but how could this be the enemy and feel uncomfortable in her heart

For someone who had never drunk before, such a strong drink was the limit, but she refused to give up

"This second cup wishes your emperor a long life and good health" has been choked by the spicy and choking wine

"The third cup mocks my own innocence and pays tribute to my former love"

…… 3rd Cup, 3rd Cup, 4th Cup, 5th Cup, 6th Cup...... Until the whole pot is drunk

The corners of her lips were bewitching, smiling, so bleak and desperate in this lingering spring rainy night

Mama Jinyun and Yu Yan were guarding the door, so anxious that they stomped their feet, but because the door was locked by her, they couldn't go in, so they could only stay outside the door and do it in a hurry

"You all go down," she yelled out the door with the strength of the wine, this was the first time she yelled at Mama Jinyun and Yu Yan, just because she didn't want to suppress herself tonight, she was tired

"Miss......"

"Mother's ......"

Outside the door, there was a hurried choking sound of Mama Jinyun and Yu Yan, but in exchange for her drunken but cold voice: "Go down"

There was no sound outside the door, and her tears finally fell

The wine in the glass spilled, wetting her pale fingers

The spicy and pungent taste in her mouth lingered for a long time, and she gently pressed her chest with her hand to force the feeling of nausea

She was already deeply drunk, carrying the empty wine jug, she turned around and called: "Take another jug", no one answered her for a long time, she barely opened her eyes, and smiled bitterly, she was so drunk that she forgot that the people who served around her had already been sent out by her

But if you are drunk, why does your heart still hurt so much?

I was about to withdraw my hand, but the flask in my hand fell to the ground with a soft sound, and the crisp sound seemed so stiff and harsh in this rainy night

In a hazy way, she smelled the faint fragrance of lotus flowers, and a cyan figure walked towards her, holding her hand stained with wine, full of pity, and said: "Lu Nuoxin, why are you so troubled......

She looked hard with hazy eyes but didn't see anything, she couldn't help but shake her head and smile bitterly: "It looks like I'm really drunk, how can anyone come now?"

I still want to drink, but Yun Yan and Mama Jinyun have already left, no one has added wine for her, and the empty cup is in the palm of her hand, and a drop of cold liquid flows out, wetting her fingers, and the faint smell of alcohol spreads, and it is so cool that it makes people chill

The cold glass had been warm in her hand for a long time, and she reached out to put it back on the table