Chapter 623: Benevolence and Righteousness
He obviously asked Jian Shuyi, why did he let him go to the hospital to take care of Du Yan, what was going on, I think why didn't he tell himself what happened to Jian Shuyi, the housekeeper felt very strange, he had a bad premonition in his heart, and he always felt that something had happened, he hurriedly asked, but before he could open his mouth Xiao Shengyuan had already hung up the phone.
Xiao Shengyuan didn't know how to tell the housekeeper Jian Shuyi's current situation, so he didn't have the courage to continue talking to the housekeeper anymore, he could only hang up the phone quickly, Xiao Shengyuan knew that he was very cowardly in doing so, but he really didn't know how to answer the housekeeper's question now, he hung up the phone and left the hospital, and hurried back to the sea.
After Xiao Shengyuan rescued Du Yan ashore and sent him to the hospital, and arranged for a housekeeper to take care of her, after arranging everything properly, he hurriedly drove back to the sea where he was, Jian Shuyi had completed the tasks he had assigned before leaving, and he had done what he said and thought, rescued Du Yan from the sea, and also sent him to the hospital, and arranged for someone to take care of him, he was already benevolent and righteous, he had arranged everything properly, and he went to him again, He shouldn't blame himself either.
Although Xiao Shengyuan's reason told her that even if he went to the beach to find Jian Shuyi now, he would not find him again, but his emotions successfully defeated his reason, he didn't believe that Jian Shuyi left him like this, let alone that he died in that sea, he still had a trace of luck in his heart, hoping that Jian Shuyi could be rescued, or that he would swim to the shore by himself, as long as he was alive, he would be by her side no matter what the future, and he would never be allowed to face such a thing alone, He made so many promises to him before, and he promised that he would protect her for the rest of his life and take care of her all the time.
But when I encountered something, my promises were really bullshit, I blamed myself for being useless, I didn't protect her well, if I was more powerful, these things wouldn't have happened, Xiao Qingfeng wouldn't have been forced to kidnap Du Yan, if Xiao Qingfeng hadn't kidnapped Du Yan, then Jian Yina wouldn't have pushed Du Yan into the sea, Du Yan hadn't fallen into the sea, then Jian Shuyi wouldn't have jumped into the sea so unhesitatingly to save him, if Jian Shuyi hadn't jumped into the sea, he wouldn't have faced such a danger, So in the final analysis, he is not strong enough, Du Yan hated himself very much at this time, hated why he was kind to Xiao Qingfeng in the first place, if he had dealt with this black sheep earlier, then all this would not have happened, Xiao Shengyuan felt very guilty and guilty, and the rest was full of hatred for Xiao Qingfeng.
Xiao Shengyuan thought about these things in his heart, causing her emotions to become more and more irritable, even driving faster and faster, and always racing to the beach at a very high speed, he rarely raced like this, because this kind of drag racing not only threatens his own safety, but also threatens the safety of others, but today he really can't take care of it so much, he is even thinking, if he dies in a car accident like this today, then can he leave with Jian Shuyi and accompany her, In that case, did he not break the promise he had promised her, and he told him that he would be together for the rest of his life, and now that he left first, should he catch up with him, this is with such a thought, Xiao Shengyuan drove more and more unscrupulously, but I don't know if God was unwilling to let him leave, or what was going on, he drove on the road, but he still rushed to the beach where Jian Shuyi had an accident.
Seeing that familiar sea, Xiao Shengyuan seemed to see Jian Shuyi still waiting for him in the sea, waiting for himself to save him, this time he went to save him, he would definitely not refuse himself, he had already rescued Du Yan ashore and sent him to the hospital, he was now being rescued, there was no danger to his life, Jian Shuyi did not have any worries now, he should also be willing to come back with him.
So when Xiao Shengyuan came to the beach, he jumped into the sea again without hesitation to find Jian Shuyi, he still remembered the direction in which he disappeared, when he saw Du Yan faint, he did not hesitate to swim in the opposite direction of himself and Du Yan, he just watched her swim in the opposite direction of himself towards the depths of the sea, and he still can't forget Jian Shuyi's back that paused slightly after hearing his two shouts.
Jian Shuyi must have hesitated in his heart when he heard his voice, but as long as he thought that Du Yan had fainted, and he had no ability to save him and Du Yan, he immediately chose to give up himself and save his and Du Yan's lives, he didn't know whether to say that he was selfless or what, although he and Du Yan were sisters, but the two had not lived together since they were born, there was no sisterhood at all, and Du Yan had always hated him for his own reasons. The last time he was in a mental hospital, he even strangled him to death, so a sister like Du Yan, he really didn't understand what he deserved Jian Shuyi to save her like this. If Jian Shuyi listened to his ruthlessness and gritted his teeth and abandoned Du Yan, then he would not have an accident now, but he couldn't blame him for this, if she really did what she said, he would probably blame himself for a lifetime, and he would not be better for a lifetime, and he didn't want to see Jian Shuyi tortured because of this, let alone suffer from depression like Du Yan because of this, so he was not qualified to blame him for the choice he made, and he also had an element of consideration for himself in making such a choice.
At that time, she and Du Yan fell into the sea at the same time, she was the farthest from the shore, if she went to save him, she was not 100% sure that she could save her ashore, Jian Shuyi herself also understood this in her heart, he didn't want to see himself put his life aside in order to save him, so he let himself choose Du Yan, who was closest to the shore, and in order to dispel the idea of saving him, he swam in the direction of himself and Du Yan, and swam farther and farther without hesitation. Jian Shuyi also took all of this into account herself, not blindly caring about the deep sisterhood between him and Du Yan.
So thinking of this, Xiao Shengyuan blamed himself even more, Jian Shuyi thought about everything for himself, but he didn't do anything for him, he didn't save her ashore, but made him face a more dangerous realm, so Xiao Shengyuan was very self-blaming in his heart, and then thinking of the things Jian Shuyi did, he also felt very guilty in his heart, although Xiao Shengyuan felt very guilty and guilty in his heart, but deep in his heart, he still firmly believed that Jian Shuyi did not leave.
Xiao Shengyuan felt that Jian Shuyi was still waiting for him somewhere in the sea, waiting for himself to save him, so thinking of this, Xiao Shengyuan kept swimming in the direction where he disappeared, he swam in the sea for a long time, and also swam in his direction, far, far away, but he didn't see his figure, he didn't see the back that swam in the opposite direction without hesitation, but he didn't believe it, he didn't believe that he was gone like this, since he didn't see it here, then he swam to the deeper part of the sea, as long as he didn't give up, I will definitely be able to find her, Xiao Shengyuan has been swimming.
Xiao Shengyuan kept swimming in the direction where Jian Shuyi disappeared, until he swam to the point where he was physically exhausted and he had no strength to swim forward, he was thinking about whether he should give up on himself like this, and it would be good to stay in the sea to accompany her, when this thought popped up in Xiao Shengyuan's mind, he was not surprised at all, if Jian Shuyi really died, then there was no need for him to continue to stay in this world and live alone, Xiao Shengyuan had long thought about whether he should go with Jian Shuyi like this.
But until now he was floating on the sea, Xiao Shengyuan hesitated for a while, then if he died like this, wouldn't he follow Xiao Qingfeng's wish, the reason why Xiao Qingfeng kidnapped Du Yan was not because he was a thief, and he wanted to get the ransom in Jian Shuyi's hand and then come back to defeat him, if it weren't for this reason, Xiao Qingfeng would not have kidnapped Du Yan, and he would not have threatened Jian Shuyi with Du Yan, so what happened to this point is because of Xiao Qingfeng, he is the fundamental.
If he let it go like this, it would be too cheap Xiao Qingfeng, and he obviously saw Jian Shuyi and Du Yan both falling into the sea, and both of them were in danger of life, but he just stood on the shore and watched coldly, just watching Jian Shuyi and Du Yan face such danger, if he could have taken a step to save Jian Shuyi, it would not have been to this point now, and Jian Shuyi would not have disappeared like this.
If Xiao Qingfeng risked his life to save Jian Shuyi, he would never care about what happened before with him, he could give her a sum of money to repay him for saving Jian Shuyi's life, and let him leave this place, but he chose to run away, and he chose to avoid him when he needed him the most, but the price of his avoidance was Jian Shuyi, so Xiao Shengyuan's resentment towards Xiao Qingfeng in his heart became deeper and deeper, if it weren't for him, Maybe Jian Shuyi will stay by his side now and live a happy life with himself.
Xiao Shengyuan thought of Xiao Qingfeng and shook his idea of giving up his life like this, in addition to Xiao Qingfeng, he also thought of his grandfather and his own parents, grandfather has always had high hopes for himself, hoping that he can accept his company, and carry forward his company, but he has only taken over the company for a short time, and has not made any achievements to show him.