Chapter 622: Childish

So over the years, Xiao Shengyuan has long been accustomed to hiding his emotions in his heart.

But Jian Shuyi's appearance broke his habit, he could not only reveal his true emotions in front of him, but also show his childish side in front of her, he was only the most true self in front of him, and he could really feel relaxed when he was with him, but now that Jian Shuyi had left him, he didn't know when he would be able to get back to the childish appearance he had in front of him before, Xiao Shengyuan felt very uncomfortable, But he buried everything in his heart, and his face was still the same as usual, but now he was more ugly than usual.

After yelling at the sea, Xiao Shengyuan wiped away his tears and turned to Du Yan, picked her up and walked towards the car, and hurriedly drove her to the hospital, Xiao Shengyuan rescued Du Yan ashore, he has always been very rude to her, and he threw Du Yan on the shore very casually, regardless of whether he had a stone or something on his body, he just left Du Yan there and didn't care, and he didn't dare to open his eyes and didn't dare to move. I can only lie there in resignation.

After Xiao Shengyuan finished yelling over there, he remembered that Du Yan was still beside him, so he walked over to Du Yan and picked her up very rudely and walked towards his car, and when he got to the car, he threw Du Yan into the back of the car very rudely, he knew that throwing Du Yan to the back of the car was very likely to hurt her in the process of driving the car, but he would rather let her sit in the co-pilot's seat than the second injury he said, the co-pilot's position can only be Jian Shuyi alone, and he will never let others take advantage of it, so he didn't care about anything after throwing Du Yan in the back of the car, and just stepped on the accelerator and drove towards the hospital.

And Du Yan, who was left in the back seat by Xiao Shengyuan, opened his eyes very carefully and observed him, seeing that Xiao Shengyuan was so rude to his whole body, Du Yan's heart didn't care at all, because he knew that Jian Shuyi had just disappeared now, and Xiao Shengyuan couldn't accept this fact, so he was very sad in his heart, you were not in the mood to care about yourself at all, so he was so rude to himself, but Xiao Shengyuan's behavior of throwing himself in the back row hurt Du Yan's heart.

Du Yan could guess that Xiao Shengyuan was unwilling to let himself sit in the co-pilot's position, because the co-pilot's position was specially reserved for Jian Shuyi, and he was unwilling to let himself sit there, so he would leave himself in the back row at will, Du Yan only thought that Jian Shuyi had disappeared, but Xiao Shengyuan was still thinking about him in his heart, and was still defending him, which made Du Yan feel very uncomfortable, Jian Shuyi is probably more auspicious now, it should be said that he is almost drowned in the sea now, everyone knows about this matter, He didn't believe that he didn't understand, he just wanted to escape, but this was the reality, even if he escaped again, he couldn't change the reality, so he didn't understand that it was indeed like this, why he didn't want to accept himself, Du Yan felt uncomfortable when he thought about it.

Du Yan secretly squinted at Xiao Shengyuan, who was driving, and found that the expression on her face was no different from his usual expression, but today she was colder than the expression on his face before, and her body exuded an aura of being close to people from the inside out, which was completely different from the expression he yelled at the sea on the shore before, when he yelled in the direction where Jian Shuyi disappeared, the expression on Xiao Shengyuan's whole face was very painful and desperate, tears kept flowing out, and his whole face showed a heartbroken look.

But now Xiao Shengyuan has returned to his original appearance, but it is colder than usual, I want to say that he can adjust his emotions in such a short period of time, hide his true emotions for you, and put on his mask, looking at Xiao Shengyuan Du Yan no longer cares about the fact that he threw himself in the back row before, his heart is full of distress, he feels sorry for such a strong Xiao Shengyuan.

Du Yan knew that Xiao Shengyuan could quickly change his mood and bury his true emotions in his heart, which was related to what he had experienced before, although he was indeed very good since he was a child, but these excellences were inseparable from his efforts, it was precisely because he was very good, so the burden on him was also very heavy, which is why he had to work harder and be better to be able to match everyone's expectations of him, and it was precisely because of this

Thinking of the burden on Xiao Shengyuan's body and the pressure he was under made him less and less like himself, he wore a mask on his face all day long, with a face every day, exuding a feeling that no one was close to him, which made people can't help but stay away from him, he didn't dare to show his true emotions, and he always buried these emotions and hearts deep in his heart, so that no one could find out, even if he was with him before, he rarely revealed his true emotions in front of himself, But I didn't care about it at the time. Because at that time, Xiao Shengyuan only revealed his true emotions in front of himself, although he revealed very few times, but he only revealed his true emotions in front of himself, so at that time he always believed that he was very important in his heart and had an irreplaceable role, so at that time Du Yan did not take it to heart, nor did he try to enter Xiao Shengyuan's heart, but now he sees the despair and sadness he revealed after he disappeared, Du Yan knew that this time Jian Shuyi's position in Xiao Shengyuan's heart was deeper than his previous position in Xiao Shengyuan's heart.

But so what, I don't believe that this time Jian Shuyi can still be blessed by God to come back alive, this time he completely left Xiao Shengyuan's side, disappeared from his life, and will never return to his side, as long as he has been with Xiao Shengyuan, accompany her and forget Jian Shuyi, even if Xiao Shengyuan still loves her now, but Du Yan doesn't believe that Xiao Shengyuan can still love him so much in the wash of time, if Xiao Shengyuan can't forget Jian Shuyi for a year, two years and three years, Then he will accompany him for a lifetime, and he doesn't believe that he can keep Jian Shuyi firmly in his heart for the rest of his life, and even if he loves Jian Shuyi deeply in his heart, Jian Shuyi is dead, and the only one who accompanies Xiao Shengyuan is himself, and he will accept himself one day sooner or later.

Just when Du Yan was thinking in his heart, Xiao Shengyuan rushed to the hospital in a crazy car, as soon as he arrived at the hospital, he must hold Du Yan and rush into the emergency room, because Xiao Shengyuan has always had a straight face, and the whole body exudes the feeling that no one is close, so when Xiao Shengyuan entered the hospital, no nurses and doctors wanted to come forward to ask Du Yan's situation, until Xiao Shengyuan walked into the emergency room, and the doctor stepped forward to ask Du Yan's situation, but the doctor in the emergency room looked at Jian Shuyi with a straight face, And the look on his face was very scary, and he didn't dare to get very close to her, but he was at a distance from him, looking at Du Yan who pretended to faint in Xiao Shengyuan's arms, he knew that something had happened to this lady, and Xiao Shengyuan and Du Yan were all wet all over their bodies, and none of their clothes were dry, coupled with the scary expression on Xiao Shengyuan's face, the doctor probably guessed what was going on, and hurriedly stepped forward to ask.

"This gentleman, may I ask what is wrong with this lady, is something wrong?"

Xiao Shengyuan heard the doctor come forward and ask. The expression on his face did not loosen, he still had a face, and the expression on his face was still not very good-looking, after hearing the doctor's words, he put Du Yan on the hospital bed and looked at the doctor coldly.

"He fell into the sea, maybe he was frightened or something, and suddenly fainted, you see what happened to him?"

Xiao Shengyuan even spoke in a cold tone, without any emotion at all, not to mention that other patients' family members would show very nervous or very panicked expressions, if it wasn't for him personally holding Du Yan, the doctor couldn't believe that Xiao Shengyuan was a family member of the patient, but the doctor didn't have time to think so much After hearing Xiao Shengyuan's general explanation, he knew what was going on, and hurriedly stepped forward to check Du Yan's body.

Just when the doctor was examining Du Yan's body, he walked out of the emergency room and hurriedly took out his mobile phone to call the housekeeper, the burden that Jian Shuyi taught himself had been completed, he had rescued Du Yan ashore and sent him to the hospital, and he did not have any danger to his life now, so he did not want to stay here to accompany her, and he called the housekeeper to take care of Du Yan, which was already his own benevolence.

The housekeeper looked at Xiao Shengyuan's call, and immediately connected, he was worried about whether something would happen to him and Jian Shuyi, Jian Shuyi left the house in a panic when he received the call early this morning, and after he told Xiao Shengyuan about this matter, he never called to tell him about the situation, the housekeeper has been waiting for their news at home, so looking at Xiao Shengyuan's call, the housekeeper knew that there might be something related to this matter, so the housekeeper immediately connected the phone.

"How is the young master, the young lady is fine!"

Xiao Shengyuan heard the three words young lady in the housekeeper's mouth, and his heart was stabbed again, he forcibly endured the emotions in his heart and tried his best to keep himself calm.

"You hurry to the hospital and take care of Du Yan for me, I still have some things to deal with!"

He was confused when he heard Xiao Shengyuan's words, and he didn't know what he meant by this.